Make you cry

'Changmin, what's wrong? You can call me, I shouldn't have come home. Are you tired?' Some of them shook their heads slightly at the person in front of them. I usually call here. Why did you come home today?

'Jaejoong...' A deep voice came out softly but still loud enough for the other person to hear. The sweet smile and warm eyes that were sent to him never changed. I'm sorry, Jaejoong. I'm sorry...

'Is there something wrong? Is something wrong? Are you sick?...' His mouth kept asking while the other person remained calm. Enough, don't do this again, Jaejoong. Don't make me feel more guilty, don't...cause me pain again.

'Enough, Jaejoong...don't bother me again and get out of my life.' The deep voice was as harsh as ever. Before another person's gentleness destroys what he intended. Don't be weak, Changmin. You can't be weak.

'Changmin...you didn't say that, right? Did I hear wrong?' Slender arms gently shook the other tall figure like a powerless person. Say it, Changmin... Said you were joking. Say I heard wrong. Tell me. Say it. Changmin.

Clear water filled his big eyes. His tall figure remained still. He couldn't stand it anymore. He wanted to pull his slightly trembling body into his arms like before. Go, Jaejoong. Don't put up with being with someone like me any longer.

There's no longer Changmin who was waiting beside him. Laughing with him, hugging and comforting him, is there really no more?

Want to know the reason But it was like something was stuck in his throat. There were only tears that didn't stop flowing.

The tall figure turned around. He couldn't stand it any longer. If he continued to stay, he would make this body even more sad.

But there were slender arms wrapped around his thick waist, a sweet face stained with tears hidden on a broad back.

'Don't go, Changmin, don't go.' A muffled voice, a slight tremble, a plea, a hug, tears welling up in the sharp eyes. The tall figure raised his head, hoping it would flow back. Don't come out, don't be weak..

A tall figure with slender arms removed before walking away and never looking back Because if I see tears on that sweet face again He must have really pulled that body into a hug.

Big eyes looking out the window How many days has it been without a phone call, no one coming to visit, no flowers, no messages? How many days has it been without..Changmin?

“Miss, someone has given you flowers.” A chubby figure walked in holding a large bouquet of orange-yellow roses. A smile spread on his sweet face. A brightly colored rose in a thin embrace A small card was opened.

'I miss you so much, come study.' His slender eyebrows furrowed. Who sent this? Changmin? It's like hope that's completely gone. Why did Changmin send it? He kicked us out of life..

"Let's go to school, young lady. Don't be like this. It's considered auntie's request." The chubby figure added as he saw the round eyes starting to water. The warm, concerned look in his eyes made a cute smile appear on his sweet face again.

"Jaeju, where have you been? You haven't come to class for many days." Mr. Park ran out to pick up his beautiful friend who looked very haggard.

"Uh..." I didn't know what to answer. Changmin broke up Not ready to meet anyone yet Saying that makes your friend worried.

Haven't gotten the answer yet. His eyes widened and he saw someone. Who is the cause? A tall figure walked past. Looking at him with blank and cold eyes It has come and gone. Leaving another person behind hurts...

Over the past few days, flowers have been sent to Jaejoong every day. Each card has many messages. which Jaejoong kept feel the warmth Love in every bouquet of flowers and cards. I wanted to know who made it but he never came out to show it to Jaejoong. These flowers made Jaejoong forget..no. Less pain Only less

Jaejoong sat on the swing in the garden to see who had delivered the flowers. The time has come. Why haven't you come yet? Or will you know that we're waiting? No, whoever will know from there won't see us. It's best to wait first.

Soon there was a tall figure wearing a black and white scarf that he recognized well. Because he was the one who knitted it as a birthday present for the person he loved..

Some people ran away with tears in their eyes. Why did you kick me out of your life? But why are you still worrying about me? Why are so many questions pouring out along with tears?

The tall figure saw someone who was worried about him secretly watching from afar. Sending flowers as hope to forget him. Running to see Changmin with tears in his eyes. I can't. On the last day, you couldn't let him see you.

The tall figure immediately took his long legs and ran away. Some of the figures running after felt the distance getting further and further away. Finally reached a crossroads. Some bodies collapsed to the ground. Why do you have to run away from me with so many tears flowing endlessly?

The force of his sobs made his body tremble.

A tall figure hid next to a pillar not too far away. It hurts more than seeing someone you love hurt. Manly tears flowed without realizing it. It's like taking a sharp knife and cutting your own heart. I did it myself, Changmin. You were the one who broke up with him. You chased him yourself..

"Ouch!" The tall figure collapsed to the ground. There was a pain in the left side of my chest, very painful, like someone had hit it with a heavy rock.

It's time now. It's time for me to really leave you, Jaejoong.

Some people heard moaning. Wiping away tears before getting up and following the voice. Big, wide eyes

A tall figure sits curled up. One hand squeezes the left breast. The other hand was still holding the flower tightly. The tears that were disappearing flowed again.

The tall figure's eyes began to blur. The last thing he saw was Some familiar figures A sweet, beautiful face filled with tears A trembling hand handed a pale yellow rose to the person in front of him with a warm smile. before consciousness fades away

“Changmin, you'll be fine, Changmin.” Some of them had tears streaming down their cheeks. Run after the cart with the unconscious body of your lover lying there. His slender hand held the pestle tightly, afraid that if he let go of this hand again He's really going to lose it.

“Relatives are waiting outside,” the young nurse said, still holding the injured man's hand and refusing to let go. His slender hand still held tightly, not wanting Changmin. Don't leave me alone.

“If it's later than this, I might not be in time. It's long past time for surgery,” the nurse said, her figure still holding tight before slowly loosening. Don't worry, Changmin. In the end, Slender's hand had to let go of his lover's hand.

Tears flowed down her smooth cheeks. In the embrace there was also a rose that another person gave. How much time had passed, Jaejoong still didn't know. I know it's been a long time, so much so that I'm discouraged.

“Is this Mr. Shim Changmin's relative?” A senior-looking doctor walked in and asked the crying little figure. The little figure nodded slightly in response. before following the doctor into the room As soon as we got to the room the doctor started talking.

“Why let the patient be like this? The doctor had already made an appointment for the patient to come on time because heart transplant surgery must be urgent and according to the procedure. If the patient arrives too late, he may not be able to have surgery in time.

But you don't have to worry. The surgery went well. It's good that it was sent to the hospital in time. The only thing left is to wait for the patient to recover and check to see if the new heart fits the body.”

"I don't know. Haha. Changmin. Haha. What's the matter?" What? heart transplant surgery Why doesn't he know?

“Oh, didn't the patient tell you that? The patient's heart valve has a problem. This caused the need for urgent heart transplant surgery. The chance of survival is only thirty-seventy. The patient is considered very lucky. that someone donated their heart to And the surgery was successful.”

“Can I ask for permission to visit?” His thin arms hugged Rose tighter. Why, Changmin, did you break up with him because of this? Why, why didn't you tell me?

“Wait for the nurse to move to a special room first. Then come visit." The senior doctor smiled kindly.

“Thank you. Thank you very much for helping Changmin.” Someone bowed his head perpendicular to the ground as a heartfelt thank you before running off with tears in his eyes. I won't let you go anywhere again, Changmin. I won't let you go...

A slender hand wiped the tears from his face before opening the door and entering the room. His once dark face turned pale and frightening. The limbs are full of cords. The eyes that once looked at him with love The nose that once kissed his cheek The mouth that once said you loved him The rough hand that used to caress his head The arms that once hugged him with warmth The warm chest he once hid in

Everything you see is still. No movement A few figures walked closer. The more I see it, the more it hurts.

“Huh, Changmin, get up and tell me you love me. Why didn't you tell me? Why don't you let me share some of your pain?” Tears that had already disappeared returned again as if they would never end.

Thin eyelids blinked quickly, looking around. Is it a hospital? A slender hand lifted up and touched her chest. It hurt.. Did we have surgery already? Memories began to flow in. He gave the last bouquet of flowers to Jaejoong. Then Jaejoong saw him and ran away. Then the symptoms relapsed. And the last picture he saw was.. Jaejoong!

The sound of the door opening made him turn to look at a thin person with black hair that was shoulder length. Big clear eyes, pitch black, a prominent nose, full lips bright red, a familiar person holding a flower and fruit in his hand. Jaejoong probably knows all about this.

“What are you doing here?” His once deep voice was hoarse. Dry lips spread into a faint smile. But it doesn't make the listener feel good in the slightest. Sadness, feeling hurt, heart rushes out. He is both worried. Both feared that Changmin would not recover. Come visit in the morning, lunch and evening. Hopefully if Changmin wakes up he will be the first to see him.

"I'm worried about you, you idiot." Someone rushed to hug the person who was half-sitting and half-lying on the bed. Just a gentle hug But it was the warmest hug. The tall man heard a muffled sound in his own chest.

"What? I can't hear you." The tall figure pulled the person in his arms out. What did someone say just now? He couldn't hear well.

“I- love- you,” someone shouted out. The tall man smiled widely. Embracing the red-faced person in front of you.

"I'm sorry, I made you cry again." A hand raised to wipe the tears from his pale cheeks. Some people shake their heads vigorously. “Do you still have all the cards in the flower?”

“I hope the person who sent it is you. I keep every one of them with me.” A sweet smile spread across his face. He picked up a white wallet and pulled out 14 cards in total.

“Have you noticed? Every card has a small letter. It's in the top right corner.” Changmin smiled cheekily. A slender hand rose to wipe away tears. Before opening every card and arranging them in order, while some figures were concentrating on arranging each card.

"I'm sleepy. I'd like to sleep first." He didn't have time to reply. The tall figure immediately closed his eyes. Jaejoong then lowered his head and lined his eyes until he finally came up with the words:

‘ l – o – v – e   y – o – u   f – o – r – e – v – e - r’

His face became sweeter and brighter. A sweet, cute smile adorns that face and makes it even more beautiful. His sweet face slowly bowed down. Thin lips touched lightly on his cheek before pulling away.

“I will love you forever, Changmin.”

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