Relationships of friends that are only friendship

A relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend that has only sincere love

Instead, it must be destroyed because of the feelings hidden in my heart.

A feeling that even though you know it's wrong, you can't stop thinking about it.

And if one day everything passes

Will they be able to return to the way they were before?

He is a very warm person............but he is fickle and doesn't dare to abandon anyone.

You, a very weak person.............have to be strong to get through bad days. Created by people you trust

He is a very cold person..........but is truly gentle for someone he loves with all his heart.

You, a bright person.........still yearn for a lot of love from everyone even though you know it's wrong.

He is a very flirtatious person..........but he loves firmly and never thinks of hurting the person he loves.

She is a very bad person............but she is weak and helpless when faced with problems.

Because they all have parts that are hidden.

Finally, when they knew the truth

How will they solve the problem?

It's going to be over, I assure you, it'll be as soon as tonight. At the latest, tomorrow the wedding will definitely be over.

But let's be honest. I'd rather dress for the ending than a sad one, haha.

Actually, I'm a big fan of Kihae, although lately I've leaned a little towards Kyuhae.

(The more you see Album 4, Kyu is handsome and pleasing to the heart. 555)

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Because everyone secretly hides their own feelings inside. They all wear masks to hide their true identities. They act like they're fooling each other. Everything has to end like this, right?

The atmosphere in a famous university that is the dream of every young person. It is a gathering place for their regular appointments, young stars from different faculties who have known each other since middle school. and drag them together to study together at this university Even though everyone has separated into faculties in their own fields of interest.

But they still find time to stop by and meet up. And even more, each person has a close relationship in the form of a lover with members of the group. It makes their relationship unable to be torn apart by time and distance.

Siwon, a handsome and charming young man from the Faculty of Business Administration, is reconciling and avoiding the beating of his girlfriend, Heechul, a beautiful star from the Faculty of Communication Arts. After catching a girl secretly calling her boyfriend There's no need to mention the girl who dares to try and twerk a tiger's mustache like Heechul. Died miserably with a slap like Heechul's since it was already too late.

And it was evident that in a few minutes, if no one stopped her, her boyfriend would definitely die as well!

And it seems that Siwon's misfortune is that among his closest friends (but not willing to help) sitting at the table together are only two young people like Kyuhyun, the coolest (quiet) young man from the group. Medicine, sitting and reading a book with a blank expression Not even distracted by Heechul's loud voice.

This is in contrast to the female fiancée of the subject, Sung Min, a bright pop girl from the Faculty of Decorative Arts, who sits with a blank stare and doesn't think of helping. There was also a lot of laughter when Heechul was seen physically attacking him.

“Oh!!...Heechul, I'm hurt. Let's listen first, don't just smash it like this.”

"Are you listening to me, you idiot!!!!....Let you lie to me again."

And no matter how much we stop him, it doesn't seem to stop Heechul's catastrophic mood in the slightest. Where did Kibum go after Donghae? Hurry and bring Donghae here!!!

"Heechul...what's wrong? Why did you hit Siwon?"

A sweet heavenly voice came with the fragile figure being led closer to the table by the tall figure of the boyfriend. Kibum, who had just finished his class at the Faculty of Engineering, rushed over to take Donghae to the Faculty of Arts. When he saw that Donghae had walked over to stop Heechul before he could be jailed for intentional murder, he went to sit at the table and put things on the table instead.

“What happened, Sungmin?” Kibum turned to ask Sungmin who was sitting next to him. Although it is not unusual for this fierce couple to quarrel, But what's the matter this time??

“Heechul caught Siwon talking to his girlfriend.”

“Hey!!...How do you say it's not a relationship? Don't come and add fire, okay Sungmin?"

“Don't lie. If it's not a relationship, then why are we talking? Donghae didn't have to stop me. This time, we have to take out the blood of this crazy bastard.”

“Heechul, calm down. Trust Donghae.”

Donghae saw that just saying "no" wouldn't work. So I reached out and hugged Heechul loosely. He also received a hand from Kyuhyun to help hold Heechul's hand and gave him a fierce look.

"Can you please be still? I can't read well."

Heechul, look at that person. Even more people saw Donghae looking at him pleadingly. So I could only give the hammer to Siwon one more time before relenting. causing a sigh of relief from Siwon.

“Thank you, Donghae. If it weren't for Donghae alone, I would be in trouble. Sitting on the table couldn't help at all.”

“Don't be sarcastic, Siwon. It's been a while since I've seen you get attacked. Normally, Donghae is always there first, hehe.”

“You can say it, Sungmin. You're a good person, so you sit and look big. Don't you think we'll help each other?"

"No, I want to see Heechul get angry at Siwon a lot. It's fun."

“Sungmin, Siwon, don't make Donghae think you have to stop the other couple.”

Donghae, who had now walked back to sit next to Kibum, greeted him before he had to waste time with another couple instead. It's like this every time when someone is fighting. Donghae will be the only one who can handle everything. Maybe it's because of cuteness. Gentleness that makes friends Everyone loves specially.

Plus the fact that Donghae is not very healthy. and having a congenital disease makes all friends Always taking special care of Donghae. So every time, no matter what the matter is, just Donghae speaks and everyone is always ready to do it.

“Enough, I pity Donghae, stop fighting. It's good that normally it's only Heechul, Siwon, and Sungmin who argue with each other. Otherwise, I'll feel sorry for Donghae and he'll die of exhaustion. Will you have some water or some bread? Donghae. I'll go buy it for you. How about I get some medicine too?"

"Oh, thank you, Kibum."

“Hey, you don't have to go anywhere, Kibum. You can eat this just now. Kyu went to buy a lot of water. Plus he bought me the wrong bread. Kyu knows that Sungmin doesn't eat cream filling. Is this annoying?

“The shop at the faculty had it for sale, so I bought it.”

"That's right, but for the sake of what I bought for you, I'm okay with being upset, hehe. Oh, can I eat Donghae? It's filled with cream."

"Oh, you can eat it. The filling is my favorite. Thank you."

"yes"

"And we still don't know what they're arguing about this time."

“What is it, Kibum? Your friend is a flirt. I took the number and gave it to the women at my faculty. If I didn't catch him, I wouldn't stop talking, right?!!”

“Hey…it's nothing, Heechul. I told you that I wasn't the one who gave the number to him. Damn Kibum, don't revive me. My goodness, I survived."

“I wasn't the one who gave it to you, so how would that girl know your number? Don't flirt with me, Choi Siwon."

“Let me tell you the truth, Mr. Choi Heechul.”

“Dammit!!!! My name is Kim Heechul, not Choi Heechul.”

“Oh?...Is that okay? It's changed. How can you believe that I didn't cheat?"

“Alright, what kind of sweetness are these people doing here? Please be ashamed of me.”

“I'm jealous, Si Sungmin. Your fiancé is too calm, that's how it is.”

“Be quiet, Siwon. Otherwise, I will definitely encourage Heechul again.”

“Why are you acting like this, Sungmin?”

“Why not!”

“This is enough for both of them. Donghae says we'd rather talk about other things.”

“Oh, it's true about Donghae. What are you going to argue about? Let's talk about traveling. Are you interested?"

“What are you traveling to, Kibum?”

“Let's go on vacation. The exams are almost finished. Why don't you think about taking a break?"

"Traveling? Oh, really? Do you want to go together?"

“I don't have much free time.”

"Why don't we go anywhere together?"

“Didn't you just go see a movie the day before yesterday, Sungmin?”

“Watching a movie is just watching a movie. Besides, that was from the day before yesterday.”

“You were busy yesterday.”

"Even if I'm free, I won't take you anywhere."

In the end, Sungmin got married to Kyuhyun again as usual. Siwon and Heesol's couple is the fiercest couple. Kyuhyun and Sungmin's couple is probably the most smooth and calm couple as well. Because even though Kyuhyun is not a stubborn person like Siwon who has to be constantly guarded and suspicious,

But he's not someone who will always take care of you and make you feel warm like Kibum. And it's not someone who shows love through expressions and words like Siwon does.

The way Kyuhyun is living like this, is it good or bad? She herself still can't find the answer to this day.

"Uh, where are you going this semester break?"

Donghae saw Sungmin's bad expression and tried to think of a way to help mediate. But if you were to force her to threaten anyone, especially Kyuhyun, frankly speaking, if she didn't, she probably wouldn't do it. Seeing this, she was secretly afraid of Kyuhyun.

“I'm going to stay at the hotel.”

“Hm...is it the hotel at Kyu's house on the edge of the city?”

"yeah"

“Oh, Kyuhyun, why are you going? And you don't have to lie about going to work. Go like this, just go lie down and play. Is that right? Sungmin knows.”

"I didn't mean to lie anyway."

“Kyu…”

I guess Kyuhyun and Sungmin's behavior needs to be left to sort things out on their own first. So I was going to ask for Kibum's opinion but saw that her boyfriend was still paying attention to the couple who were fighting. So she had to turn towards the other couple on the table instead.

“Oh, Heechul and Siwon are free, right?”

“I can go now, Donghae. Go ask another person instead if he has any other appointments with other girls.”

“Let's not argue with each other, Heechul. Who am I going to meet up with? Don't bother me."

“How am I going to find out about you? Where can I trust a personality like yours?”

"Well, I told you..."

“Oh, so Siwon is free, right?”

“Oh, I'm free, Donghae. Please tell another person. I really love you and want to marry like this. How can you think I'm unfaithful?"

“What the hell are you talking about? Do you know the word shy!!!!”

“Then Siwon and Heesol went out together with Donghae.”

“Yes/Yes”

One pair finished. There's one more left. Sigh!...

“Kyuu, don't you want to go with us?”

Silence remains the answer that Kyuhyun gives to Donghae. Sungmin himself could only glance at his fiancée who was still silent, secretly a little annoyed. that Kyuhyun never gave in again. Even though I tried to make up my mind that Kyuhyun was someone who if he planned something, he could do it.

.....but why? Can't we just agree with each other for a little bit?

……And besides, can't you tell each other a little bit about what you're thinking of doing? You've made plans and haven't thought about telling him that you're a fiancée?

“Fuck him, Donghae. If you don't want to go, just let him go. He's already planned this. He wouldn't let anyone ruin his vacation plans.”

The more you listen to Donghae, the more worried he becomes. People who don't seem to be annoyed, who can start to be annoyed now? Plus, right now the people around him don't seem to be cooperating to help him at all. Heechul and Siwon are still arguing and telling each other that they love each other. They probably can't be bothered. As for Kibum, he's probably worried about the fact that it's been a long time.

I saw Sungmin being upset too. Even so, he still looked at Sungmin with concern without stopping. What should I do now?

But then it became apparent that the matter would be getting bigger and bigger than before. Because this time Sungmin was extremely durable. Until he couldn't stand it anymore, he got up and walked away from the table, not paying attention to anything, even his bag that accidentally fell from the table because of the force of his hand. Troubled to the point of Kibum sitting next to him. causing that bag to fall into my lap So it was his duty to get up and follow Sungmin to bring the bag to the owner who had fled from the table.

“Aren't you going to reconcile, Kyu? Sungmin's expression is probably irritated."

Once again, silence was the answer given to Donghae.

“Kyu, is Kyu's hotel beautiful?”

When I heard a question that was different from what I thought. Therefore causing the person to answer to turn and stare at the face of the person asking the question. before nodding in response which drew a smile from the sweet face Donghae's stuff is quite a bit.

“Then Donghae, can I go to Kyu's hotel?”

“Huh??”

“Can we go to Kyu's hotel?”

“Is Donghae going to disturb Kyu…”

Seeing Kyuhyun's silence, Donghae had to send the second question. But then, in less than a moment, Donghae received an answer from Kyuhyun.

“Oh, let's go to my hotel. Don't bother me."

“It's true, Kyu.”

"Oh, I'll reserve a room for everyone."

“Thank you, Kyu.”

Even though the exam period seemed like a very long time to many people, once it was over everyone seemed happy and excited. Because it took no more than 2 hours to wait for everyone to pass the exam. After that, everyone gathered together at the university again. Before starting your journey

Before long, all the group members were together in front of the five-star luxury hotel, with the hotel owner's son leading the team to walk to the counter of the hotel and talk. Not long after, all five keys were distributed to each friend. His own part had already been stored in the previous bag.

"Why are you living in two different floors like this, Kyu?"

“The other rooms are full.”

“Oh, what is this? How are you going to sneak into Heechul's room?”

“Damn Siwon!!!! What other obscene things are you thinking about?”

“I haven't thought of anything yet. Just going to knock on the door and say good morning, that's all. What was Heechul thinking?"

“Choi Siwon!!!!!”

“Siwon was just joking, Heechul. Donghae said we'd better go check out the room. Donghae wants to rest.”

“Then let me send Donghae to his room first.”

“But isn't Kibum on a different floor from Donghae?”

“It's okay. Stop by and drop Donghae off at the room first. I'll go back to the room later."

"yeah"

When he saw Kibum and Donghae walking away, So Siwon dragged Heechul, who was still yelling, to his room to rest. So there were only Kyuhyun and Sungmin, the two of them. Sungmin himself is now feeling annoyed with Kyuhyun. Because even though coming here is obvious that it was a concession to Kyuhyun, but none of his friends said anything

And Kyuhyun himself was the one who volunteered to take care of all the room and expenses. So it was enough to make Sungmin relieve his irritation quite a bit.

“Does Kyu stay on the same floor as Sungmin?”

"nothing"

“Oh? Sungmin thought that he would be staying in a room close to each other. He saw that his auntie called and said that she would reserve it for her.”

“Only two floors apart.”

"So, then I'll..."

"I'll take you to your room right now."

“Huh??”

“Shall we go?”

"You're going to take me to this room."

"yeah"

“Today you came strangely. Are you going to please me and relieve my anger? Haha.”

“Are you going yet?”

"yeah"

After their differences, they all rested as they wanted. We then arranged to gather together at the hotel's food court in the evening to discuss the evening's travel program. This time, the team leader position was given to Heechul instead. Because even though Kyuhyun is a local resident, that only means at the hotel.

People who like silence and peace never once set foot outside the hotel's territory.

“How can you do it, Kyu? There are a lot of hotels near tourist attractions like this, but I've never gone anywhere. You're a group of friends, so you're friends with the owner of every place you travel to."

"Because Kyu isn't you."

“Oh, I'm telling the truth, Heechul. Think about it, I myself say that I come here often but I don't know any places to visit. Like this, if a customer asks where to visit when staying here, what will you answer them?”

"I don't know."

“Is that the answer or are you saying that I don't know how to answer? Tell me to clear it up.”

Kibum, who had been listening for a long time, asked. Even though he didn't say anything But it doesn't mean that I don't agree with Siwon.

"answer"

"If you act like this, your parents won't mind."

“Kibum, why do you say that?”

Donghae slightly dissuaded his girlfriend, fearing that he would make Kyuhyun angry. But it was as if the words just now had made the other person dissatisfied instead of the person being scolded.

“That's Sikibum. Isn't it a little harsh to say something like this?!”

“I'm sorry. Just saying so, I don't think it will make you dissatisfied.”

“Kibum!!!”

“Heechul, where are we going tonight?”

“Let's go to a pub, Heechul. There probably aren't any places to visit around here at night.”

“The places you visit tell your personality well. But pardon me, I have many more uplifting places to visit.”

“Haha, I'm just kidding. I saw a tense atmosphere. In case it helps relieve stress."

"Help me die quickly, no matter what."

“Don't be cruel to me, Heechul. I tend to be single-minded like this.”

“Don't be cheeky with me around here. Please be ashamed of other people. I'm not as good as you!”

"Not here. Do you want to continue to your room?"

“Choi Siwon!!!!”

“But I guess I'd better get away. Tonight, I think I'm tired. I guess I'm tired from the exam and sitting in the car for a long time. Please excuse me."

“Wait, Sungmin. Is something wrong? Are you sick? Have you taken any medicine yet? Do you want me to take you to your room?”

“It's okay, Donghae. Just dizzy. I've been reading only books for many nights. Besides, it's been a long time since I've been traveling far away like this. I'd better get some rest first. Tomorrow I'll be able to go full force."

“Then we don't have to go anywhere today, right? Then tomorrow we'll go together."

“No need to, Donghae. I'm not going just tonight. But you won't miss another round for sure. Everyone, let's go.”

“But we still don't know where to go. You can go tomorrow.”

“Then you can go take a ride around town, Heechul. Let's go look at the route and tomorrow we can really tackle it, without wasting time finding the way.”

“So you want that?”

“Oh, I'm going to bed first. Have fun traveling.”

“Then I'm staying as friends. I'll send you to your room right away."

"yeah"

Kyuhyun and Sungmin got up and walked away. But Sungmin still didn't forget to remind everyone to travel again. Now the remaining 3 people walked together in front of the hotel to wait for Kibum who asked to go talk on the phone with his mother who had called a while before. But when Kibum walked back he said that he was another person who couldn't go with him anymore.

Because I have to call to clear up family business for a long time.

“Then I guess I don't have to go tonight.”

“Hey!..Let's go. Just don't go with just the two of us."

“Two people, please, 3, and fuck Kyuhyun as well.”

“Did you see it come over there? How can you not see that, Siwon?"

“Oh, why did it come?”

“Well, it's gone, isn't it good? Donghae, I'm sorry I couldn't go with you. Donghae went with Kyu first. I'll make an excuse tomorrow."

“Do you want Donghae to stay as a friend, Kibum?”

"nevermind Donghae, please go with Kyu. I have to go up to my room. Be careful wherever you go. It's dangerous to be near Kyuman at night. If you have anything, call me."

“Oh, um, then Donghae will hurry back. Anyway, I'll leave it to Sungmin, Kibum. I saw him complaining that he was not feeling well.”

"yes"

Meanwhile, Kyuhyun had already walked up to their group. Kibum then turned and patted Kyuhyun's shoulder gently.

“Please take care of Donghae. I'm going.”

"yeah"

As a result, their nightlife plans continued as before. That is, take a ride around the city, stopping to admire the sea at night. We ended up going to the market in the heart of the city which seemed to get more and more crowded as time went on. Siwon and Heechul continued to express their emotions in different locations because from their phone calls while sightseeing, it seemed like they were fighting.

But when we go to the beach and see each other so sweetly in love Until Donghae loudly complains of jealousy Even more, when they arrived at the market, this time they all forgot about the day and transformed into monkeys, running around everywhere. Until Donghae gave up and made an appointment with the two of them that they would walk differently. Then we'll meet again at 1:30 a.m. at the car instead. before walking away with Kyuhyun

“I wonder if Kyu didn't tell Donghae to tell them to walk separately. Donghae is definitely dead.”

“Did you bring the medicine?”

"Bring it. It's here in the bag."

"yeah"

“Today I have to thank Kyu. If Kyu didn't come to suspect, Donghae wouldn't have come at all.”

"yeah"

“So, do you want to buy anything in particular? We'll go take a look."

“No, Donghae.”

“Oh, Donghae doesn't have one either, so let's just keep walking.”

"yeah"

“Kyu, Donghae knows why Sungmin is annoyed with Kyu even though he rarely gets annoyed with anyone.”

"Why"

"Because Kyu only said "yes"

“Once in a while, try changing and saying yes. Donghae confirmed that Sungmin was delighted.”

"yes"

“Huh??”

“Is something wrong?”

“Hehe, Donghae 100% guarantees that if Kyu talks like this and looks at him with eyes like this. Whoever you are, you will love them to death.”

“Oh.”

“Let's go, those two have already completed their trip thus far. Let's go quickly, the two of us can't be less in front of him. Tonight I can't complete the trip twice. Donghae really won't accept it."

[ continue ]

By the time the four of them returned to the hotel, it was around 3:00 a.m. because each couple was walking around and enjoying themselves until they forgot the time. Until the two girls finished exchanging looks. Where else will I sit and travel? It turns out that both drivers had to receive first aid along the way so as not to fall asleep. But even though it was like that, throughout the entire trip, tonight there was only everyone's laughter until we forgot to think about each other's tiredness.

When we arrived at the hotel, Siwon excused himself to send Heechul to his room first. Even though there was a small murmur That you don't have to, but don't be shy. Siwon, are you going to listen? Ignore you, leaving only Donghae and Kyuhyun who volunteered to go to your room for the reason that

'A lot of people have left'

Even though I'm a little confused by Kyuhyun's reasoning. But Donghae didn't care much. Because it's already very late. As soon as he reached the room, Donghae could only say a simple thank you to Kyuhyun. without inviting them to come sit and rest or drink water After all, Donghae is a woman. Plus, she's a woman who already has a boyfriend.

Inviting a man into the room at night like this wouldn't look good, even if that person was a trusted friend.

After saying goodbye, I took my things and put them on the table and prepared to go into the bedroom. I suddenly thought of my own friends and lovers who weren't traveling with me. With the person you love, even though I miss you, I don't dare to stop by the room to see you. But with Sungmin? Why don't you stop by and have a look? Complaining that he was tired too. Will it get better yet?

Even though I asked Kibum to look at it for me. But Kibum himself had already said that he was probably busy discussing business at home and wouldn't have the time to stop by and take a look as he said.

Only when he thought about it did Donghae repress his complaints of sleepiness. Then he walked to Sungmin's room instead of remembering that it was only two floors down. Until he arrived at Sungmin's room, he saw that the room had the lights turned off and quiet. The hand that was about to knock on the door had to stop halfway.

“Oh my gosh...I forgot to think that Sungmin was tired and had fallen asleep.”

But it's a concern. I want to make sure that my female friend really isn't doing anything wrong. But I don't dare to knock on the door. I'm afraid I'll disturb Sungmin again. Anyway, has Kibum come to look at it for you?

I stood there hesitating for a moment, so I grabbed the cell phone in my pocket and called Kibum. If you ask and Kibum says it's okay, he'll go back. But if you don't come and see it for me....think again.

But when the phone signal rang once or twice Just the sound of the ringtone that Donghae was very familiar with, having chosen and changed it himself, rang out. But that sound was echoing in the room behind the door in front of Donghae.

Donghae decides to hang up and listen intently to the call waiting song, but the sound fades away. It made Donghae's heart skip a beat. But because of his own insecurities, Donghae decided to try calling Kibum again. And then I could only pray in my heart that I wouldn't hear anything again, even though I already knew the truth about what the outcome would be.

The same ringtone sounded again as if it had to be reiterated in Donghae's mind as the truth. Donghae walked from the front of the room to another room on the next floor. The floor is Kibum's room.

Late the next day, everyone was still gathered at the original appointment. The local resident, Kyuhyun, was responsible for ordering breakfast in advance for the tour group. Sungmin looked cheerful and announced that he was ready. For today's wandering After resting and exercising all night

Like Kibum who said that he had taken care of his business, there would be no problem. But it appears that the person with the problem is another member of the group instead.

“Is something wrong, Donghae? I saw it was quiet from the moment I went to the room to pick him up.”

“Donghae is fine. I guess he woke up a little early.”

“Did I go to Guan Donghae?”

“Donghae was the one who told me from the beginning that in the morning Kibum would wake him up. How can it be considered that Kibum is bothering Donghae?”

“Oh, let's go back to sleep, Donghae. We can go together in the afternoon.”

“Huh, no, Heechul. Donghae said it was a good idea. Besides, Donghae can go sleep in the car. Is it true that Kibum is the driver?"

“Oh, but I can't, I have to tell you. Donghae's health is still not very good.”

"yes"

“But really, I think it would be good for Donghae to take a break first. Last night, it was too late before I could sleep. I'll tell you honestly. I'm still worried.”

“What time did you leave last night, Donghae? When Donghae called and I didn't receive it, were you in the room yet?”

After listening to the question Donghae turned towards Kibum despite Trying to forget and telling myself I was thinking too much. There wasn't anything like she thought. The more I saw Kibum speak normally like he was asking a normal question. It makes me want to ask directly. Why was Kibum's phone ringing in Sungmin's room at 3 am? But I was afraid that I would be seen as distrustful and distrustful, so I just asked indirectly.

“Oh, so why isn't Kibum answering the phone? Is your phone not with you?”

Please tell me I forgot it in Sungmin's room. I just forgot to put it down when I went to see her friend's condition.

…………She was ready to believe him.

“I forgot it in my living room. Didn't take it into the bedroom. So I didn't hear it."

...............The phone is in Kibum's room. .......................But why is it so loud in Sungmin's room?

“Donghae isn't mad at me.”

“Oh, it's okay, it's already late. And did Kibum go see Sungmin last night and see how he was?”

“No, it was late last night, so I didn't go see Sungmin by the time I finished talking about business.”

“So?”

“Oh, I don't dare go. Wait, Kyu will say that I secretly sneaked off to see his fiancée late at night.”

“Yes.”

The outside smiles as usual. But now the pain inside is getting worse and worse. Until Donghae had to stop eating and immediately turned to taking medicine. Before the symptoms get worse She mustn't stress or the symptoms will get worse, she knows that. But now she couldn't allow herself to think too much. Can't be stressed.

..............Somebody please tell me what this means. Why did Kibum lie to her?

[ continue ]

Today's destination has finally been changed a bit as per the wishes of the travel program planner like Heechul. It was changed to a private boat trip. This time Siwon probably started to feel a little afraid of Kyuhyun acting like a father all this time. Or because they wanted to please Heechul especially? So he refused to use Kyuhyun's private boat service. Go back and charter a boat instead. As a result, Heechul received another big complaint on the grounds that showing off his wealth didn't make sense.

When we reached the place where we could swim, everyone didn't hesitate to jump in and have fun playing in the water. Even Donghae, even though he had something to think about, forgot about the matter that made him sad for a moment.

“Donghae is nearby. I'm telling you, don't swim too far, you know?"

“Yes.”

"Heechul is the same. Don't go anywhere far. I'm worried."

“Kibum said it was good. But don't you want to imitate me? And I think I'm happy, no one harasses me when I'm not around you."

“If you can't hug this, it's not called harassment, Heechul.”

“For me it is.”

“Siwon really loves Heechul.”

“Right? I'm jealous. Don't tell Kyu-man, Sungmin. You see, I love Heechul to the point that even Sungmin is jealous when I see it. Why don't you see some of this? I really don't understand. Damn it."

“If you love each other like this, Siwon will probably stop being a flirt and have no heart left for anyone else.”

“That's correct. Most definitely.”

“Do you know how to feel embarrassed?!!!!”

“Heehee, Siwon is really cute, don't you think, Kibum?”

Donghae turned to the person next to him. who refused to answer the question so he saw Kibum's eyes looking at Sungmin And because there was already a problem with the sound of the phone that was bothering me. Seeing that Kibum wasn't paying attention to himself, he was paying attention to Sungmin instead. Even more disappointed. He forgot to notice that Kibum's eyes on Sungmin were unusually fierce.

“What is wrong with you Kibum?”

Because Kyuhyun suddenly asked. Everyone turned to look towards the source of the sound. Even Donghae did the same.

"What's wrong? There's nothing wrong with me."

“Oh, then I must have thought of it myself.”

“What is it to you, Kyu?”

“No, screw it up first. Sungmin, are you going to go up or not?”

"Not yet. You can go up first."

"Oh, then I'll go up first."

“Wait a minute, Kyu.”

“Him?? Is something wrong?”

Because I don't want to be here. I don't want to know, I don't want to see, I don't want to notice anything else. Donghae chose to separate himself first. But he still couldn't help but be confident that Kibum wouldn't leave himself alone.

“Kibum Donghae wants to sit upstairs. Do you want to go together?”

“Oh, Donghae wants to go up now?”

"yeah"

“So, Donghae can go with Kyu first? I'll play in the water for a while and then I'll follow up.”

Really let Donghae go? Is Kibum not interested in each other anymore?.........

“Oh, then hurry up and follow me.”

“Yes, Kyu leaves Donghae with you.”

Kyu nodded in acceptance before swimming up to hold Donghae's hand, who was still staring at Kibum without batting an eye. Then they swam to the boat, which was not too far away.

“Donghae towel”

"Hmm...oh thank you Kyu."

"yes"

"Heehee. With us, you can say the same thing as before. We don't mind."

"Why"

“Just like that, in case Kyu wants to keep his trust in Sungmin alone.”

“Are you still tired, Donghae?”

"Not anymore. After playing in the water at Donghae, it's gone."

“Like a good kid.”

“Kyu, what about Donghae?”

“No, I really mean it, like a good kid.”

"Heehee. I'll think about it."

But suddenly, when everyone didn't speak Donghae fell back into a trance of thoughts again. Why? Why couldn't he shake off the thoughts of Kibum and Sungmin? Because even though there are many things to think about But neither of them had ever been suspicious before, so why were they suddenly thinking about them now?

His soft voice and hand on his head created a strangely comforting feeling.

“Is there something you want to tell me, Donghae?”

"Hmm??...What do you say?"

“Is there something you want to tell me?”

“No, no.”

It's not that I don't trust it. But because I don't want to be seen as bad. Sungmin is Kyuhyun's fiancée. How can I get her to tell me that there's something strange? Between his fiancée and her boyfriend How can I get her to speak?

"If you don't want to tell me yet, that's okay."

“But whenever you want to tell me, I'm ready to listen. If it makes Donghae comfortable.”

Concern and sincerity sent From the beginning when I had decided not to tell the other party anything, it seemed to have suddenly changed.

..................Because she believed that if it were Kyuhyun He must have a way to help and be ready to comfort her to relieve her worries.

..................Believe that he will not view her in a bad light. and ready to be beside you

“Kyu, last night I…”

“Kyu!!!!! Help me, Sungmin fainted, Kyu!!!”

Heechul's screams shocked Donghae quite a bit. Unlike Kyuhyun who stood up and turned to look in the direction of the sound. Siwon was seen holding Sungmin's body who was unconscious. with Kibum next to him And there's Heesol in the back. Donghae, shocked by the sight in front of him, was so numb that he couldn't do anything but cling tightly to the ship's railing. The more you see a pale face Clearly Sungmin's.

It felt even more difficult to breathe. Kyuhyun ran to help pick up Sungmin's body when they all swam to the boat area. Then he wrapped his arms around him tightly and brought his body to rest on his back on the boat.

First aid began as soon as Sungmin's body was laid down. Under the eyes of friends They looked at each other with worry and fear that something might happen to their young friend. until he saw Sungmin choking on water and slowly I opened my eyes and blinked and felt that. Everyone gradually felt relieved.

“Donghae!!!”

But I guess I'll have to make an exception for Donghae. Because when Sungmin saw that Sungmin's condition was better, Kibum, Siwon, and Heesol, who had been standing guard at the beginning, rushed to sit on their knees near Sungmin instead, making Kyuhyun see what was behind him. Of his friends, now another friend who didn't run joined him. He was sitting and panting with his hands clenched tightly against his chest.

As fast as he could think, Kyuhyun ran to support Donghae's body. before immediately picking him up and taking him inside the boat Heechul, who screamed in shock, ran after him and helped open the door.

“Heechul, quickly go get Donghae the medicine!!”

First aid on the second patient went well. By the skill of the group's talented doctor. Kibum himself had just left the room after running after him to check on Donghae's condition and saw that his lover's condition was better. Heechul was the one who issued the reprimand. Giving the reason that he would take care of his friends himself, living together a lot made him uncomfortable.

Even though he was still very worried about Donghae, Kibum agreed to leave. As for Kyuhyun, he was sitting with his eyes closed, leaning on the seat opposite the seat that was used as a bed for a patient like Donghae.

“Kyu, you can go check on Sungmin or you can take him to rest inside first. This way, I can take care of myself. Donghae probably won't mind.”

“I went to see Sungmin just now. He said he would like to sit in an open area and not come in.”

“Then you won't go live with Sungmin? He is your fiancée.”

“Is something wrong, Heechul?”

“Oh, no. I just thought that in case you wanted to go watch over Sungmin more.”

“Then I'm going outside.”

“Uh...um.”

"Call me anything."

"Oh...I know."

When Kyuhyun walked out Heechul sitting next to him Waiting to pick up a book and take the fan to Donghae. I'm running out of patience. She couldn't hold back her tears any longer. Today there are various stories. That really made her too tired. Just now, she knew that she would definitely cry sometime soon. If the surrounding atmosphere is still oppressive like this

She had kicked Kibum out first even though she knew how worried the person who was chasing her was for Donghae. And especially when she saw that Donghae was okay, she decided to kick Kyuhyun out again.

Heechul kept crying like that. Without thinking about opening the door to let anyone in No matter how loudly each person knocks on the door and will probably continue to cry If you don't have small hands Come wipe away the tears on your cheek.

“Why are you crying, Heechul?”

“Donghae!!! She has recovered.”

Donghae's body was immediately embraced by Heechul. Although still a bit dizzy, Donghae felt that he should allow Heechul to stay like this for a while. So he didn't interrupt or ask anything. and waited for Heechul to be the one to leave on his own.

“Is something wrong with Heechul?”

“You are the one who is Donghae!!! Why don't you tell me what's going on?!! Do you know that if it weren't for Kyu turning around and seeing him? She's gone bad.”

“At that time I was also shocked about Sungmin. Plus, when I called out, it was so tight I couldn't say anything.”

“Next time, don't do this again. I'm all out of breath. Sungmin's relief only lasted less than a minute. Let's continue to be shocked by her."

“Sorry for making you worried.”

"yeah"

“Heechul”

“Hmm??..what is it?”

“Why were you crying just now?”

“Because...”

“I think it's not just because of me and Sungmin.”

“Are you fighting with Siwon?”

“Donghae, help me. I'm...scared. I'm scared. Donghae, can you hear me? I'm scared.”

“What are you afraid of, Heechul?”

"I..I...I'm probably afraid of sin."

"Sin..karma...that I..stole from him."

“..that I... stole Siwon from you.”

Images of yesterday flash back into the mind again. Yesterday that made you shed tears for the first time in your life. The image of her dear friend Heechul shedding so many tears that she almost felt like she was about to die. Saying sorry in a whisper Two hands gripped her hand, holding it short as she sobbed. But it didn't bring tears to her eyes as much as the two hands that were now holding her small shoulder that was shaking from sobbing wanting to protect her.

Siwon's eyes looked at her as guiltily as Heechul's. But in the eyes that looked at him, it was as if he wanted to tell her inside that He has decided He didn't choose her. He wasn't ready to give her another chance.

'....Donghae..I'm...sorry. I did not mean'

'..Huh..why...why'

'I'm sorry, Donghae. But we really love Heechul. We promise, we won't make our friend Donghae sad.'

Many more words from that incident kept flowing through Donghae's head. That incident at Donghae himself was still inconclusive. In the end, whose fault is it?

It's your fault.......for choosing to love someone who everyone says is dangerous to the heart. Because he never stops at anyone.

It's Heechul's fault..........to love someone who knows that her friend loves her.

Or was Siwon's mistake...........choosing to stop Heechul's heart?

“I forgot about that, Heechul.”

“Donghae...”

“I really love Kibum. If you don't know, I don't see him as a representative of anyone.”

“I..I...I know..but I..”

“I didn't know who was at fault back then.”

“It's me, Donghae!..it's my fault..huhu”

“At first, I might have thought you were wrong, Heechul.”

“But now I don't think that's the case.”

“You weren't wrong about being the person Siwon chose.”

“But I stole him from you even though I knew you liked him.”

“Siwon told me from the beginning that if I couldn't make him love me, And then he met someone who was really right for him. He asked to be the one to go.”

“Donghae...”

“But it's not Siwon's fault. I think that because of this, I once loved him.”

“Siwon may seem like he has many hearts. But one thing is for sure: he never lies to anyone. Siwon never lets anyone's hope slip away.”

“Huh..huh…”

“If he doesn't have anyone yet, he's ready to give everyone an equal chance. And frankly, there's not just one person. But when does he want to stop at someone? He is ready to stop giving hope to every woman, all for that person, like he came to tell me for you.”

“I'm sorry...Donghae...I'm sorry.”

“I didn't say anything to make you feel guilty, Heechul. I just want you to know how much Siwon loves you. Let her stop thinking about this. It's over. Don't bring it up again. Because the more you do that, the more it hurts you and Siwon. I don't feel anything anymore.”

“Huh....Huh...”

“I haven't loved Siwon for a long time. I love Kibum. He is the person I love right now.”

“I'm sorry, Donghae...I'm sorry..and...really thank you. That you're not angry at me."

“Oh, look, how can you cry? Anyone who saw him was stunned. Smart Heechul is crying, hehe.”

“Donghae...don't tease me.”

“Hehehe, can you tell me why you came up with this matter? What do you mean by being afraid of sin?”

“Oh, no, I was just distracted. Well... suddenly Two friends fainted at the same time. I'm crazy. Keep thinking this and that. But this one is the most heartbreaking. So I cried.”

“Oh, it's nothing, Heechul.”

“Oh, it's nothing. Don't talk too much. Is this okay now? If you can handle it, you can go outside. Your beloved is really worried.”

“Heehee, then wipe away your tears first. Going out, Siwon saw tears streaming down her face like this. You're going to come and kill me. What are you doing to her?"

“I know!!”

[ continue ]

Because Donghae knows that this is one of the reasons. That makes traveling today seem very bland. So Donghae tries to find fun things to talk about with people. This person is always there. which everyone agreed to cooperate very well The atmosphere of sitting at a restaurant far from Kyuhyun's hotel was slightly better.

But even then, Donghae was still subjected to Kibum's strictness about taking medicine and resting. which he could not object to anything

Ordered food is continually being served. All of which are famous dishes at the restaurant. And of course, all of this food was ordered by Kim Heechul.

The sound of a nearby phone ringing Donghae's hand rang out. This caught the attention of Donghae who was chatting happily with Heechul. Siwon got quite a bit. Because the ringtone was Sungmin's phone, the owner of the device had recently turned his attention to his own phone ringing. before noticing that someone else was already staring at their phone.

Sungmin quickly grabbed the phone and held it tightly in his hand before trying to smile as normal as possible towards Donghae. Don't let Donghae see the name of the caller. Donghae couldn't tell that the person who called was the person who just walked away from the table because he said he was going to the bathroom.

Sungmin disconnected the phone line as he didn't know how to solve the situation. Even though she knew that doing this might create suspicion for Donghae who was looking at her suspiciously right now.

“Aren't you answering the phone, Sungmin?”

“Psychopaths. Call regularly."

“Oh, so how long has it been since you called like this? Why didn't you tell me, Sungmin?"

“Nonsense, Heechul. Don't worry about it.”

"Hoy! I can't, Sungmin. How do you take care of your fiancée? Let the psycho call you."

“Sungmin never told me.”

"Then why don't you ask him?"

“Oh, Siwon, I really wasn't the one who told the story. Besides, I'm thinking of changing my number already. It's okay.”

"Hoy! How about this? Let's give Sungmin's number. I'll handle it myself.”

“No need to, Heechul. I told you, it's nonsense.”

Sungmin's phone rang again, but this time it was a message. This time it wasn't just Donghae who was paying attention. but also the entire table staring at each other with one eye. Sungmin quickly opened the message and read it before quickly deleting it and then turned to smile at everyone.

"It's not a mental illness, just stare at it, hehe."

“I'm sure.”

"Sure, I don't believe it."

“Then let's go.”

“Oh, then we'll come. Go to the bathroom first.”

Donghae sat still, thinking a lot while the rest of the people at the table were enjoying their food. Everything just now sparked various thoughts. Donghae's stuff to the point where he can't put anything into his mouth now.

....The ringing sound just now It is clearly emphasized that the phone that rang last night definitely did not belong to Sungmin…..

......Why did Sungmin quickly cut off the phone call just now?….

......Why did Sungmin have to leave the table when a message arrived?...

......Then why hasn't Kibum returned yet?.....

Now that I'm thinking about it, Donghae can't find the answer on his own. I want to prove to each other what is what. If I went and asked to see Sungmin's phone, would it be ugly? And if we follow along and see if Sungmin really went to the bathroom or not, will it turn out that we don't trust both friends and lovers?

"I'll be right back."

“What else is this, Donghae? Don't tell me you're going to the bathroom. Those two people haven't returned yet.”

"That's it, I'll go with you."

"Okay, but don't disappear again."

"yes"

As soon as he got up from the table, Donghae didn't hesitate and rushed straight to the bathroom. Even though I know that the closer I get, The heart beats even faster. All she could do was pray. May everything not be as you think. She really wasn't ready to get hurt again. Plus, look at this time if she has to get hurt again. She must surely die. You can't stay. If you really have to lose Kibum

Each women's restroom is free of people. This made Donghae confused himself again as to which would she prefer to do more: between smiling and crying.

She wanted to smile that at least the foolhardy idea that two people might meet here didn't come true.

But I really want to cry. We can be sure that Sungmin didn't come to the bathroom like he said.

............These two really met. Is that so.........

“Excuse me, I saw a tall, handsome man wearing a white T-shirt. Is it around here?”

"I don't see it."

"yes thank you"

The restaurant employee smiled at her again before slowly squinting. walk away But then I had to turn towards her again when she asked a new question.

“And you saw a cute girl. It's about my height. But is it a little chubbier? Do you want to wear a pink dress?”

“Oh, if it was that woman. Just now he came to ask me the way to the garden behind the shop.”

“Then go to the garden and live in the direction you go?”

“Why are you doing this, Kibum? We're not the two of us. If they knew what to do!!!”

Kibum suddenly sent a message telling her to follow him to the garden behind the store. She couldn't help but be afraid that she would create suspicion among her friends, especially Donghae and Kyuhyun. She didn't know if these two would ever wonder why she chose to disappear from the group with only Kibum so many times.

But every time, she was sure that all events made their disappearance not seem unusual. But not this time. That you look so excited and immediately came out even though he saw that Donghae was looking at her with strange eyes just now.

I can only hope that Donghae.......may not know.

“I don't care. If we still don't know what to talk about."

“What do you mean Kibum? I don't understand. We were good last night. We're together, aren't we?”

“That was before we went swimming today, Sungmin.”

“Does Kibum not trust me anymore? I told you it's really nothing. Kibum never trusted me, right?”

I don't want to accuse Kibum of being biased, even though Kibum never suspected anything with Dong Hae. But with you every time the two of you are together like this Kibum must talk about her friendship. Going to talk and play with someone all the time, even though many times she had actually explained that there was nothing, but he still didn't believe it.

“It's not distrust. But I want Sungmin to understand me. I have a feeling myself. No one likes having someone we feel a connection with become close to someone special like that.”

“Even if that person is my fiancée, Kibum?”

Silence came between us again. She herself didn't want to say this. He knew fully well that his words just now would hurt Kibum quite a bit. But just now, she really wanted to hit back at the man in front of her. Is he the only one who feels this? Don't you feel it? He also has his own people. Why would you pretend to be jealous of her?

.........For what?

“Sungmin must love Kyu Man very much.”

“Probably loves you more than me.”

Because I still don't know what to say next. Sungmin could only remain silent. Although I would like to say that it is not at all like that. But it was like she herself still couldn't control her words.

“I must have done something too much.”

"I didn't mean to. I..sorry."

“I went in first. So that no one will suspect I must have been out for too long.”

“Hurry up and follow me, Sungmin. Don't stay outside like this for a long time. Sungmin himself had just drowned. You're going to get sick. I'm worried."

Finishing his words, Kibum immediately walked away to return to the table. He accidentally gave in to jealousy. Jealousy takes over to the point of doing things beyond my means again. What did I accidentally do? Forgetting that you don't have that kind of right. Sungmin already exists. He too Why can I forget? Or should he stop himself?

Stop before it's all too late. Before anyone knows Before making anyone sad

And before he goes deeper than this.....too much to withdraw.

But then all thoughts had to stop. When a hug from behind comes with a small hand that wrapped around his waist Before he realized it again, he himself turned towards the owner of that embrace before slowly bowing his head. To touch the thin lips in front of you gently and embrace the person in front of you with all the feelings you have

..........without knowing that this place was It wasn't just the two of them.

Donghae walked his body, which was going to be weak for the next few minutes, to the table. The chest tightness to the point of being unable to breathe began to return. Ya Donghae kept it in his bag which was now placed on the table. She was careless even though she had already thought about it. that the matter that she will have to face may be so severe that her symptoms may recur

But I thought that she probably had enough sense to clear things up if she encountered a problem.

But she didn't think the matter would be this serious. She didn't think that the two people she trusted the most would dare to hurt her to this extent.

Both the sounds she heard and the images she saw spoke well of what she feared. It's finally true. Until now, even though she had walked out of that area, the image of Kibum leaning down to kiss her best friend, Sungmin, still haunted her.

.........The word love that she was once sure belonged to her alone.

An action that shows the love with all your heart that has always been yours.

Now her best friend is getting it too............

But the more she thought about those images, it was as if the air around her had completely diminished. Donghae clings to the railing of a nearby balcony. to help support himself and prevent him from collapsing to the floor. There was not a single person passing by in this area. Her mobile phone was kept in her purse as well as her medicine.

Plus, the person who used to always care about her.....now seems to have forgotten her.

No one would know that she was going to die right here.

“Donghae!!!!!!”

A loud shout that Donghae only faintly heard rang out as strong arms caught her body before her fragile body fell into a heap. The force of shaking her body from the owner of her arms made her try to force her eyes to open and look at the person in front of her.

"K..Kyu"

“Don't say anything yet. Donghae, hurry and take the medicine first.”

Kyuhyun noticed the moment he saw Donghae looking at Sungmin's phone. The more I saw Donghae staring at Sungmin without batting an eye when Sungmin got up from the table, the more I was sure that Donghae must have realized something. But because he still doesn't want to be a part of this problem, causing the problem that is already difficult to solve to become an even bigger problem, he just stays silent. It's been here all along, like always.

Until he saw Donghae's bag on the chair. Then he remembered well that Donghae usually always kept medicine in his bag. So I became worried. So I told the other two people at the table that they would come soon. Then he came out to look for some body. So I came to find out how much suffering the person I was looking for was suffering right now.

“Donghae!! Take good care of yourself, stay calm, and breathe slowly.”

“K..Kyu..huh..cha..help..Donghae.”

“I'm here now. I'm with Donghae now."

“K...Kyu..ta..why..they..huh..they did this to Donghae?”

“Don't cry, Donghae. Don't keep crying. I'm here now.”

“Huh...why...why...why...why Kyu...tell Donghae please.

“Donghae, don't cry. Do you want me to take Donghae back to the hotel?”

"Pa..go...anywhere..kyu...go anywhere...huh..that you don't have to meet them."

The gentle breeze that blows can't heal the pain that comes from being betrayed by two people you love. But the tears that once flowed are now all dried up. The entire journey tonight was completely different from yesterday, even though it was the same car and people. Same as yesterday

But the feeling was different. There were no smiles or laughter. But there was no crying like when they were still at the restaurant.

Kyuhyun chose to take Donghae to the beach near his hotel. Even though I really wanted to take you to a place far away from people who would probably make you cry. But that would be no different from him taking her away from her problems. that he didn't see how it would make anything better Why are there still two friends of his who don't know anything?

If he did that, he would definitely make friends who were worried about her uncomfortable as well.

“Kyu”

“Hm..what is it?”

“Do you know anything?”

When time and the stillness of the sea at night help lull a weary heart to have more strength. Donghae then turned to look at the person who always reached out to help her and was beside her when she had no one left. She still didn't dare to tell Kyuhyun what she knew directly. Because let's be honest, the man next to me

This girl was no different from you in the slightest. He too was being betrayed by two people he loved like her. Good or bad, it might even be harder than you. Because the person who proposed to him has the status of a fiancée, the bond probably is greater than hers, whose relationship is just that of lovers.

“What does Donghae mean?”

“Donghae..I don't know how to start.”

“Starting with how Donghae found out about the two of them.”

“Kyu!!!...Kyu knows.”

This man's words shocked her quite a bit. Various feelings Many more began to appear until it became confusing again. When did he know? How did he know? And why didn't he tell her!!

“Kyu knows!!...If you know then why didn't you ever tell Donghae? You see Donghae is so stupid, right!!!!”

Her anger was too much for her to remember the person she was about to insult. The one who saved her life twice. Forgetting that sometimes people This might be as sad as you. Because now she wanted to vent all of her feelings to someone. Want to throw all the pain onto someone Right now, it's probably only Kyuhyun who has to accept that feeling, even though he may not have anything to do with it at all.

Small hands that before had no strength to even grab anything. Now he was pounding the body of the person in front of him mercilessly, wondering if the other person would feel any pain or not. Her thin lips were still cursing, searching for words to criticize this person so that he would know the taste of pain that was no different from what she had received. But the more time passed, the less the feeling of wanting someone to hurt for her seemed to decrease.

The feeling of guilt in one's heart for blaming and hurting others even though She knew in her heart that he himself had nothing to do with it, and that person was still the person beside her all along. The beating gradually stopped and turned into embracing the person in front of him as if he needed shelter. The sound of her yelling slowly faded. Stopped, leaving only the sound of the waves crashing on the shore between her and him.

“Does it hurt Kyu? Do you want to cry like Donghae?”

“I'm fine. Donghae, don't worry.”

“It doesn't hurt like Donghae does, Kyu? He hurt both of us this much.”

“If Donghae wants to cry, please cry. I told you, I'll stay by Donghae's side.”

Hearing this, the tears that I thought had dried up began to flow again. But this time, only tears came out of my shoulders. There was no sobbing from the little man like before. Donghae still doesn't want to cry until he faints like he did just now. She also wanted to be conscious and think of a solution to this problem first.

Because she was so afraid that if she didn't do anything now It may all be too late.

...........You might lose Kibum forever.

“Since when did Kyu know about this?”

“I thought about it for a long time. But I only came to believe it when we came here.”

“Have you known for a long time?”

“People's eyes can tell many things, Donghae.”

“Donghae must be stupid, right? He never knew about this.”

“Donghae isn't stupid. Because Donghae loves you so much that you trust and rely on.”

“Yes, because Donghae loves them very much. So much so that I didn't think he would do this to Donghae!!”

“What should Donghae do next? Kyu, can you tell Donghae?”

“I probably can't answer Donghae's question. Donghae has to decide for himself. Just know that no matter which path Donghae chooses, I will be by your side. Just don't leave Donghae anywhere."

“Kyu....thank you...really thank you..thank you for sticking by my side.”

She would never know the reason why he had always stood by her side like this. As long as your heart cries out for someone else But he himself never thought of calling to be in someone else's place either. Just being here is enough happiness.

By the time the two of you returned to the hotel, it was already quite late. But what was surprising was her 4 friends and him. The two of you were waiting at the door of the hotel. An unprepared encounter Because I secretly thought that everyone would probably go to bed and rest. causing Donghae to act inappropriately as well

Because just by seeing the faces of people she knew what they were doing behind her back. Tears threatened to fall again for the third time that day, but because of Kyuhyun's eyes and the hand that squeezed encouragingly on her small shoulder, This made Donghae able to hold back his tears. before changing into a smile that was forced to look as normal as possible instead

“Where has Donghae gone? I'm worried, do you know!!!”

The warmth and concern I received made me feel hurt. and the anger at being betrayed disappeared. The whole body being embraced by a larger person was very effective in relieving the suffering that had been there for many hours. Small's eyes turned to look at where her other best friend was standing. Sungmin didn't turn to look at her and Kibum. Instead, she walked towards her fiancée who was standing still not far behind her.

.......Kibum dared to hug her in front of Sungmin.....because he still loved her, right?

.........Can you think like that?......

“Donghae still hasn't told me where he's been.”

“Donghae was a little sick just now. So I asked Kyu to take me back first. But I was able to see the sea, so I wanted to get some air first.”

"oh!! Kyuhyun, didn't you take Donghae to the doctor?"

“Oh, I was the one who asked not to go, Heechul. There's nothing much going on here, so I don't want to go.”

“This is not good, Donghae. Well, I think we'll take Donghae to the hospital, so I'd rather we all go."

“Oh, no, Siwon. Donghae would rather sleep.”

“But...”

“If Donghae doesn't feel well tomorrow, let's go to the hospital.”

Kyuhyun, who had been listening for a long time, helped out. Siwon and Heechul saw that the person speaking was Kyuhyun so they complied. It can't be helped that this talented doctor is!

“When you come back first, why didn't Kyu tell Sungmin? Sungmin will come too.”

“I didn't see Sungmin at that time.”

"And you didn't call?"

“I thought I was busy.”

“Eh!..What does that mean, Kyu?”

“Oh, Kibum Donghae wants to go to his room. Let's go.”

“Yes, yes, then I will send you to your room. Kyu, thank you for helping me take care of Donghae.”

"yeah"

“Ah, that's the end of the story, right? Well, Heechul, I'll take you to bed right away."

"lewd!!!"

When other friends have gone their separate ways to rest Sungmin, who had been lost in his own thoughts since hearing Kyuhyun's strange words, turned to look at his fiancée's face again. But this time, Sungmin's little heart felt like it dropped. When the sharp eyes in front of him were staring at her as if they were about to say…….

..........He already knows everything.

“Kyu...is...”

“Do you want me to take you to your room?”

"Uh...it's okay."

"Oh, then I'll go up to my room."

“Wait a minute Kyu!!!”

“Is something wrong?”

“Uh...just...thank you for helping Sungmin today.”

“Is there anything else you want to tell me?”

"No..no...no more."

“Oh, if you want to tell me anything, just tell me. I have to know anyway.”

“Kyu...what does that mean?”

"I'm sorry, I'm sleepy."

When his body disappeared, he walked into the elevator. Sungmin's body almost collapsed to the ground immediately. She didn't deny that she was afraid.....

......that her secret will no longer be a secret.

[ continue ]

She's afraid...yes! She was afraid that everyone would find out about her mistake. She didn't intend for everything to be like this. She didn't want to cheat on the person who was known as her fiancé. I don't want to betray my good friend. But what is she doing!!! What are you doing? What was wrong with them that they had to be hurt like this by you and Kibum!!!

Back then, she just wanted someone. Anyone who could hold her escape her feelings of worthlessness. It's like being alone. From being alienated by someone She had always known that with feelings like that Kyuhyun, who was calm and cold, would definitely never deliver such feelings to her.

And because she felt this warm feeling that she wanted from another person close to her. Even though that feeling wasn't given to you But she could feel that warm feeling. It was even more evident that Donghae, who she had feared would never be able to smile again after her heart was shattered by Siwon's love for a dangerous man.

Become the old person again without pretending. The more she believed that this man could take care of her the same way he could take care of Donghae.

.............Even if that means stealing your friend's girlfriend..........

At first, she just thought of asking Kibum to listen and allow her to vent. And of course, a gentle man like Kibum. He couldn't refuse the request of a woman who was already helpless. But maybe it was because I felt sorry for what she had to go through. The warmth that he once had for Donghae was shared with her as well.

which she was glad to accept that feeling Until a long time ago, I left where I just needed a shelter to stay strong. She had no intention of leaving this shelter. And kept it by his side ever since seeing that Kibum never thought of leaving her either.

........but today that she saw Donghae's eyes at the restaurant

...........Kyuhyun's words as if he knew them.

It made me feel awake. And I have to think about whether I should stop or not. Before everything gets too late

“Hello...Kibum?”

“Can you come to my room tonight?”

"Oh...then I'll wait."

Even though I have to lose Kibum But it would be better if I lost Kyuhyun or Donghae.

........I really can't accept it..........

“Who called you, Kibum?”

"Oh, at my house."

“Still not finished clearing things up? How are you done now?"

"There's another little problem. Uh. Donghae. Anyway, can I go back to my room first?"

“Huh?? ..are you going to run errands?”

“Oh, but if Donghae wants me to be his friend first, that's fine. I can deal with it later.”

“It's okay, Kibum. Donghae can stay. Right now, Donghae will sleep and Kibum will go do business. Don't worry.”

“Donghae, are you sure? That you wouldn't let me be your friend first."

"Yes, Kibum. Let's go. Sweet dreams, Kibum."

“Sweet dreams, Donghae. You can always call me if you have anything. You know, I'm worried about Donghae."

“Yes, Donghae knows.”

“Then I'm going. See you tomorrow morning.”

“Kibum…”

“Huh?? What do you say?”

“Donghae...loves Kibum.”

“Huh?? Heh heh, is there something wrong? Are you going to ask for anything?”

“I'm just telling you, hehe, you can go!!”

“Yes, I love Donghae. Good night.”

Because the closed door blocked Kibum's view. causing him not to know that now Behind the door he had just walked from. There was a woman standing with tears streaming down her cheeks. The mobile phone that I held tightly was raised to dial someone's phone number

"Hello. He's gone."

“Can you please be my friend?”

“Thank you, Kyu.”

A knock at the door where Sungmin was waiting came shortly after they hung up. Make people even who are waiting for the coming of his coming. But I still couldn't prepare myself well enough. I could only breathe out. before getting up and walking to open the door for others that came to deal with the problem to an end once and for all

“Heechul!!!”

But when the closed door opened, it was revealed that she was not the person she thought. Therefore, he accidentally exclaimed the name of the person in front of him loudly.

“Are you that shocked?”

“Is there something wrong with this, knocking on my room so late at night?”

“I have something to discuss with you.”

"I am not free now!"

“But I want to talk now.”

"Eh!! I told you, Heechul, I'm really busy. Can't we talk about something tomorrow?"

She didn't know how urgent Heechul's business was. But what if Heechul saw Kibum come to her room? It's definitely not a good thing for anyone.

“And if I want to talk about Siwon, can you talk to me now!!!!!”

Heechul's loud shout didn't startle Sungmin in the slightest. But what made Sungmin's heart skip a beat must have been the words she said just now that she was sure she heard correctly.

............You're really about to lose, right?

Heechul didn't listen to anything. She immediately pushed Sungmin's body into the room. before following closely Sungmin is so numb to the new problems that have come into her life that she can't do anything. Didn't even dare to look at Heechul's face.

“How far do you intend to hide me, Sungmin? When do you plan to do this to me?!!!”

“Heechul...is...me..”

“You never once told Donghae and me. That she is another person who used to date Siwon.”

“I always thought about that time when you scolded me. It must be because she was angry for Donghae, who felt like I stole him away.”

“But no, Sungmin. I'm not anymore She did that because she was more angry at me than Siwon for choosing me and not her!!!!”

“Heechul!!!!”

“She came to say that I stole Siwon from Donghae. So what's different about what she did? Aren't you secretly dating Siwon too?"

“Shut up, Heechul. If you don't know anything, please don't say it!!!”

“I won't shut up if I don't finish talking!!!”

“You already got everything. What else can you say?”

“I probably won't say anything, Sungmin. If you had stopped then Not trying to contact Siwon in every way like this!!!”

“Heechul...I didn't plan on doing that.”

“Sungmin, stop lying to me.”

“Heechul…”

“The message you sent yesterday saying you loved Siwon, he didn't read it, you know?”

At this point, all of Sungmin's strength felt as if he was suddenly carried away. You plopped down on the sofa behind you, beginning to realize your fate.

“That message was read and deleted by me myself, Sungmin.”

"Aren't you going in, Kibum?"

A small voice, so familiar to the ear, could only call the owner's consciousness. Even the two people in the room I had to quickly turn around and look at the front door of the room that had been opened. So I realized that there wasn't only the two of you here.

“All together, right? Even Siwon came along?”

Donghae waited until Kyuhyun agreed to walk to Sungmin's room together, hoping to end all the problems. But before he got to the room, he met Siwon who was walking towards Sungmin's room in front of him. because they were afraid that Siwon would find out about their problems The two of them then hurriedly walked over and nudged Siwon and were about to tell Siwon to go back first.

But Siwon, who turned around and saw the two of them, made a move to tell them to go somewhere else as well. This made both Kyuhyun and Donghae confused for a while. Until the shouting of Heechul and Sungmin's story rang out. Kyuhyun and Donghae immediately knew Siwon's reason for wanting to expel the two of them.

Donghae who keeps listening until the whole matter was caught She could only smile pitifully at the chaos of all of them, even though she really wanted to come and clear things up with Kibum and Sungmin. Why is it another matter where she is involved instead?

Even though she was afraid that if she took the next step to move forward It was evident that her condition had worsened to the point that it might even cause her to die. If you still need to know anything more. But now she won't back down again. She will fight the problem for once. Today, no matter who else's secrets are hidden, She must let everyone reveal everything.

“Donghae….”

Kibum's voice sounded different from before, which he felt was exhausted. Makes her not sure the reason for this is because he is afraid she will find out his secret. Or was it because he found out the truth that the person Sungmin loved was Siwon? The owner of the voice was slowly pushed into the room by her body. Followed by Kyuhyun and Siwon who stayed behind and closed the door, leaving only us to know and reveal the truth.

“It's like each of us...has something to hide from each other.”

Because the words that Donghae spoke were truths that pierced the heart. So no one dared to make eye contact. They could only avoid each other's guilt-ridden eyes. Still no one dares.

“Is there anyone else who wants to say or say anything? It would be better if you said it now. Hurt will hurt all at once. There is no need to be paranoid and afraid that there will be secrets from each other.”

“I'm...sorry, Donghae. The story I heard just now is true. When I said I would give Donghae a chance I gave Sungmin a chance at the same time.”

Straight talk From Siwon's mouth It caused quite a bit of pain to Donghae. Because even though Donghae had convinced himself that she didn't feel love for Siwon anymore. But having to realize that at that time, besides her, he gave hope. Two of her beloved friends also received the same hope as her, without her realizing it at the same time.

“You're acting really bad, Siwon. Until then...I will never say that you give anyone hope. But I never thought...that two of my best friends...you are no exception.”

“I'm really sorry, Donghae. I was a bad person back then. Back then, I never acted as a good boyfriend to Donghae. I cheated on Donghae. I'm sorry.”

“Huh... Choi Siwon, you're the worst person I've ever met. Mr. Man....huh Why are you doing this to me? Siwon, why...hi..."

The scolding from Heechul who ran to beat Siwon was stopped by the embrace of the person who had been accused of evil. Heechul could only stand and listen to Siwon's confession.

“Heechul..but I dare to swear. That after I dated you I never acted like that again. I really broke up with everyone. ....and Sungmin as well."

"yes!!! Know this, Heechul. It's because of you. He came to break up with me!!! Even though I never loved anyone You came to make me love you. And then you left me How can you do this, Siwon? How can you do this to me!!!!!”

“Heh heh, the person you really love. In the end, it's not Ai Kyu. But it's Siwon, right Sungmin?”

Kibum, who had been silent for a long time, spoke up, trying to choose his words and adjust his tone to sound as normal as possible. Don't want to let anyone know. Especially Donghae, how displeased he was when he found out that the person Sungmin really loved. That was someone other than him. And it wasn't the person he had always envied.

But because Donghae knew Kibum well and knew what Kibum was hiding, she noticed from the young man's first words.

“Then why doesn't Kibum ask if Sungmin doesn't love Kibum?”

[ continue ]

“Donghae!/Donghae..”

Two voices, both Sungmin and Kibum, called her name in shock. The two looked at her as if they couldn't believe their ears. But right now, she doesn't want the two of them to turn around. I don't want them to see her now. I didn't want him to see how much she was suffering right now because of what they had done to her.

“Are you okay, Donghae?”

“Oh, Donghae, okay? Donghae...I want everything..to end today.”

“Then Donghae just sits and listens. I can handle the rest myself.”

"but..."

“I myself am one of the people involved. Let me handle it myself. Donghae, don't worry.”

"yeah"

“K..Kyu, it..it's not..what you think.”

Sungmin's expression clearly indicated that he was terrified of what was about to happen. And even though Sungmin wanted to run and hug Kyuhyun, But when I saw Kyuhyun's eyes looking at her, Both legs were unable to move as he thought.

.........Kyuhyun's eyes were too frightening.

No matter how cold these eyes are every time

But there was never a time when he seemed so insensitive towards her.

“If what Sungmin did didn't hurt anyone. No matter how many people Sungmin secretly dates, I will never say anything.”

“Kyu...it's really not like that...Sungmin and Kibum...we really don't have anything to do with each other.”

“Stop lying, Sungmin.”

“K..Kyu...”

What she had always feared had happened, even though today she had decided to end it all. But like God knows and would not allow a sinful person who harmed an innocent person like you to escape punishment without paying anything.

But what she had to pay for Isn't it a little mean to her!!!

She knew.....now...she was going to lose everything that was precious to her.

She is about to lose her fiancé Kyuhyun........because of her insatiability.

Losing a friend like Donghae............because she was hurt and betrayed over and over.

Losing the warmth of his heart from Kibum..........because he has realized that she never had true love for him.

Losing the friend who always protected you like Heechul.

And most importantly...........she is about to lose her one true love, Siwon, forever.

...........She couldn't give in. She couldn't bear that much loss!!!!!!.......

“I....I didn't want everything to be like this!!!!....Huh…..I didn't want to hurt anyone. I don't want to steal things. Who!!!!!....I'm about to end everything...I'm about to break up with Kibum...huh....but why....why does everything have to be like this? Like this too!!!!”

“Sungmin made an appointment with me....because he wanted to...break up with me?”

“Huh....Kibum...it's...it's not like that...”

“I must have... never been worth anything to Sungmin.”

“Oh..it's not like that...I...didn't mean it like that...huh...ki..Kibum is precious..to me..hi..but..but. I don't want to hurt anyone like this..."

“You don't want to hurt anyone, Sungmin!!!.....I think you're just more afraid of not having anything left like right now...if you don't want to hurt anyone... She wouldn't do this to all of us!!!!”

“What do you know, Heechul? What does a person who has everything like you know? You...you came later like me. But why was it you who got everything? Why was it you and not me!!!!”

"stop!!!! I told you to stop. You can stop...."

A harsh voice from someone like Donghae who never gave orders from anyone. able to make everything quiet again Kyuhyun walked over and supported the girl's body. Seeing how much she was forcing her body Kibum walked over and wanted to help support the other side. But was stopped when the woman turned slightly. The eyes that she conveyed, he could understand everything.

.....She is disappointed, sad, and rebukes him, and because he is making her suffer......

“I...I don't...really don't know. What should I say..."

“Everyone....you all see me as very stupid, right?....I'm such a fool that you all can easily be fooled. Right!!...."

“Donghae.....I'm sorry....I'm sorry....I never thought like that....forgive me Donghae...forgive me.. ”

“How many times has Sungmin....you..you told me you didn't mean to...but how many times has Sungmin...how many times have you betrayed me...how many times have you taken away the person I love? How many more times will you be satisfied?”

“I'm sorry...I didn't mean to...huh...”

“If it was just Siwon...I would be able to understand and forgive her...but why Sungmin...why do you have to fight with Kibum again...why do you have to fight over him? Go away from me again...for what reason, Sungmin...for what reason..."

“Huh.....Huh....”

Sungmin's sobs and tears flowed as if she wanted to make amends for her mistake. She herself is still unsure whether for her it is enough for what she has lost.

Both friendship......trust.......and lovers

“Donghae...I...”

“Donghae has always trusted Kibum. I believe that I love Donghae only like what Kibum said. I never thought about being suspicious...."

"hair...."

“But in the end...Kibum hurt me. How can Kibum do this? What kind of person is Donghae to Kibum!!!”

“Donghae...Donghae is the person I really love..”

“If I am the person Kibum loves. What is Sungmin to Kibum...?”

When I encountered this question Many words seemed to take my breath away. Kibum turned to look at Sungmin who had raised his head to look in his direction, having also heard Donghae's question. He couldn't answer this question.... As for Dong Hae Ki Bum, he was sure that he loved him. Donghae is the person Kibum wants to protect for the rest of his life. It is the part that fills the life that was previously missing.

And it is the breath that keeps him alive. But with Sungmin, you were like music that lulled him to the word happiness. Sometimes it's like the wind that blows away suffering in the mind. And who is the one who keeps giving him the strength and encouragement to get up and fight again.

........If Donghae is the heart that he must have............Sungmin is like the eyes that he can't live without as well.

"Can't you answer, Kibum?"

“I apologize to Donghae…”

“Huh...sorry again....I had to hear the words. How long will this go on? And how many people will have to hear it before it's enough..."

“Kibum…”

Donghae's tiredness was evident in his voice. causing Kyuhyun's hand that was supporting him to move to caress the small head. want to encourage The owner of the name that had been called turned his eyes to the person in front of him. The more he saw how fragile Donghae was, the more he hated himself.

.......He hurt the people he loved. And how can you love him this much!!!!

“Donghae, can you ask Kibum something?”

"yeah"

“Kibum....who will you choose...?”

“Donghae....or Sungmin?”

[ continue ]

Donghae was already aware of her asking that question. What will come after this? What will she have to face? And I thought that I was preparing myself to accept what would happen. But when I really put it in She knew immediately that it wasn't what she thought. She still hopes too much for Kibum's love that he will choose her.

That he will not abandon him and will not hurt her again with his actions. But the truth that she saw with her own eyes now was the hesitation and indecisiveness of the man she still believed in that he loved her. So she knew and accepted the reality at this very moment that Now Kibum no longer dares to choose her as his most important person. Kibum's love is no longer the only one she possesses.

"...In the end...Kibum didn't dare choose anyone anyway..."

"Are you no longer in love with each other?..."

“No... I... never stopped loving Donghae...”

“But Kibum didn't choose Donghae.....”

"hair....."

"Doing this is not good, you know..."

“Letting Kibum choose Sungmin....Donghae isn't hurt this much.”

“You have to endure hope....even though Not knowing if I still have the right to continue hoping like this...it's torture, you know?”

“Donghae...I want...”

"Don't say sorry!!!!"

Her patience had run out. It ran out all at once. With all the hope you had Yes, you have always lived in hope. Hoping for a future where we can be together. Have happiness together It doesn't exist anymore....

.......This man completely destroyed it all.

“Kibum...we...broke up.”

“Donghae!!!!”

It wasn't only Kibum who accidentally called out the name of the person who said the word breakup. Even Siwon or Heechul would rather stay quiet. All along, they had been accidentally calling out Donghae's name as well. Because of words that no one expected to hear from Donghae's mouth.

“No!!!...Never. I won't give in...I won't break up with Donghae!!!”

"Then why does Kibum keep Donghae!!!....when we don't love each other anymore?"

“I never didn't love Donghae!!!”

“But I don't deny that I love Sungmin.”

“Donghae...I...”

“Let Donghae go, Kibum...please...don't torture Donghae like this again.”

“Donghae.....please give me another chance.”

“Donghae gave Kibum a last chance....but Kibum was the one who threw away that chance himself.”

“I...I can't lose Donghae...I really can't let Donghae go.”

“No, Kibum....Kibum let Donghae go from the day Kibum gave his heart to someone else a long time ago.”

“Let's end everything here, Kibum. The day ended when we still had no more good feelings. Continue.....because if you wait until that day Donghae must be able to hate Kibum....which Donghae doesn't want.”

“Donghae..”

“Kibum is a person. The only thing that Donghae doesn't want to hate the most.”

Kibum who has run out of words that can hold Donghae back any longer. Atoning for his wrongdoing That is, he would lose his own heart. He was an abuser and left his own heart in his hands. And now what else can you demand? He had no right to be selfish and hurt Donghae anymore.

“Can I hug Donghae....for the last time..”

The person who had been asked to opened their eyes to meet the person who had stopped in front of them again before turning to meet Kyuhyun's eyes, who nodded as if wanting to encourage him. So she turned around and nodded in response to Kibum.

Only then was the embrace she had always yearned for and cherished been given to her again. But because she knew that this would be the last embrace from this man that she received. The tears that she had been holding back all this time flowed down as she felt Kibum's tears touching her.

“The last thing I want to tell Donghae is....I...love you the most, Donghae....and I will love Donghae forever...I promise.”

Because of the feelings of trembling and carelessness In the end...they and you must exchange it for important things in life. Until you realize and correct your mistake. They lost things. that can never be called back again

[ continue ]

“Kyu..”

“Hmm??...is there something wrong, Sungmin?”

“...I give it back.”

A small, well-designed ring was handed back to its original owner, the only two remaining with her in the room that had previously been like a death row for those guilty of their sins. As for Ki Beom immediately returned to his room after releasing Donghae's embrace. There weren't even a single word between her and him.

Everything ended.......it ended with Donghae and Kibum's relationship. And....you and Kyuhyun

Even though there's no goodbye like Kibum and Donghae But she knew that between her and him there would never be the same again.

“Sungmin, keep it.”

“....Don't be better than Kyu....It's time for Sungmin to make some changes....Although it may be late in some matters....but Sungmin wants to do it. ”

“We can still be friends, Sungmin.”

“Oh, Sungmin knows...thank you for not being angry and hating Sungmin...even though... That what Sungmin did....”

“No one hates Sungmin, whether it's Donghae, Heechul, or Kibum.”

“.....It's not true Kyu.....They will never forgive Sungmin....Sungmin deceived them.....Even Kibum...he Sungmin was deceived and used his love.....plus Sungmin....was also the cause of him losing Donghae.....he will never ever be able to forgive Sungmin... .”

“No one can hate someone they feel good about.”

“That's not true. Kibum loves Donghae, not Sungmin.”

“Kibum may not love Sungmin as much as Donghae. But believe me, that doctor loves Sungmin quite a bit too.”

“Kyu..”

“Because if he doesn't love Sungmin He probably didn't care about Sungmin's feelings. Until I don't dare tell you to choose Donghae like he did."

“Huh.....Huh.....Sungmin hurt a good person. Again, right?..."

“What has passed, we can't change, Sungmin. We can only take it as a lesson. To prevent everything from repeating itself again.”

“Will everyone forgive Sungmin? Will you forgive Sungmin or not…”

“When they are ready They will return to normal.”

"But probably not now, right..."

“Time heals everything Sungmin.”

"Oh....that's it....then..after this it's Kyu's time."

Sungmin's strange words aroused Kyuhyun's curiosity.

“What do you mean, Sungmin?”

“You don't plan on revealing any secrets, Kyu...?”

“Huh??”

“Heehee, in our group Sungmin, Kibum, and Siwon all have secrets. No, it doesn't have to include Heechul. Because Heechul himself once had a secret relationship with Siwon..."

"But I never thought...that Kyu secretly has secrets from him as well."

“Kyu likes Donghae, right?”

Kyuhyun was stunned by the words he heard. Not knowing that all of their actions were always in the sight of the watcher. And the more she saw it, the more it became clear that what she was thinking was true.

“....Strange. Even though Kyu acts the same. But Sungmin had never noticed before. But when we came here for only a few days Sungmin and I just found out who the person Kyu truly loves is.”

“Huh, what did I do to let Sungmin know?”

“When we returned from our boat ride today, Sungmin planned to stop by Kyu's room. But because I don't know which room Kyu is in So I asked at the information counter..."

“....Sungmin knew....that Kyu's room was on the same floor as Donghae.”

“At first, Sungmin was just surprised that Donghae was on the same level as Kyu. Even though none of us were on the same floor....”

“But when I thought about it, I realized. That before coming, Kyu's mother called and said that she would reserve a room for her. I'm on the same floor as Kyu. So I understand.”

“Kyu...did you intend to give that room to Donghae?”

“I, myself... act as badly as anyone else, right...?”

"Because I... also loved someone who wasn't supposed to love me."

“Sungmin and I are just as wrong. It is considered that Sungmin doesn't owe me anything anymore.”

“Hehe, that's not true, it's not the same. At least Kyu never hurt anyone. Kyu takes care of the people he loves. But he never left Sungmin anywhere. So for Sungmin, Kyu isn't wrong at all.”

"Oh, thank you too for not being angry."

“Yes, Sungmin, how can I go to Kyu? The two of us really And they never really loved each other, right? It's like everyone is doing their duty. When the adults matched us, they didn't object. Maybe it's time for us to do our own thing.”

“Oh, but I don't think I'd be any closer to Donghae.”

“Huh?? Why....because...Kibum?”

“Oh, I don't want to take the chance when Donghae doesn't have anyone.”

For him, even though now the obligation from both him and Donghae is gone. But it would be a bit selfish of him to go after her when she just broke up with his friend. Kibum probably doesn't feel good. And another important thing......

...............What he wants from Donghae is love. Love...for himself Not to replace anyone

“What Sungmin will say might seem unfair to Kibum. But...Sungmin wants to see Kyu and Donghae love each other.”

“It's impossible, Sungmin.”

“Kyu...Donghae is hurt by the person who has called himself twice already. To be honest, Sungmin doesn't want there to be a third time. Because if that happens again, Donghae probably won't be able to endure it any longer. And Sungmin is sure that if that person were Kyu, Kyu would definitely never do that to Donghae.”

“Sungmin…”

“Kyu has done a lot for everyone. From now on, why not try doing it for yourself? Trust Sungmin for once...Kyu."

“At least....Kyu won't have to regret not doing it. even though there was an opportunity at hand.”

A small hand reached out and held a large hand. And the answer that Kyuhyun received was a nod. Sungmin held the fretful hand even more tightly. and changed to shaking back and forth with joy

At least she would like to make up for the tears Donghae lost. With this most precious gift

.............Love from Kyuhyun...........

[ continue ]

The sound of a knock on the door from in front of Donghae's room caught the attention of the person sitting with his arms crossed and looking at the things that had already been packed into his bags. To the real world again After sitting and thinking about various stories It's been around for a long time.

"Oh, it's Heechul? Is something wrong?"

“Well, Donghae...can I come in and talk to you...?”

"Oh, come in."

Walking into Heechul's room, he saw the suitcase that was stored in the middle of Donghae's room. So he greeted me.

“Is Donghae coming back?”

“Oh, we probably don't have the mood to hang out anymore. Donghae said it would be better to go back.”

“And how will Donghae return? Are you going back with...Kibum?”

Even though I still don't want to talk about it in order to affect my friends' feelings. But she couldn't help but ask curiously. Because when I came to Donghae, I traveled back to Kibum. And if Donghae were to return like this? Will Donghae be able to get back with Kibum?....

“No, Donghae said he would go back himself. I think I'll go down and ask at the information counter if there's a bus terminal back in the city around here.”

“Are you crazy, Donghae!!!...You're going back alone? That's crazy. If you're going back, then wait for me. I will be friends again.”

“To escape with me. It means you haven't talked to Siwon yet."

“Donghae!!!...”

because a dear friend found out So he couldn't help but turn and hammer at Donghae. Ever since she and Siwon came out of Sungmin's room. No matter how much Siwon tried to talk to her, But she never complied. She wasn't ready to listen to the words of a bad man right now.

“I still stand by my original words. The only person Siwon loves is you, Heechul.”

“But I still can't accept what that doctor did to all of us.”

“I know Heechul, I am also sorry for what Siwon did to us. But that matter has passed. Siwon doesn't act like that anymore. With Sungmin himself, Sungmin was the only one who hadn't stopped yet. Siwon isn't involved at all.”

“But if Siwon never gave Sungmin hope. Sungmin wouldn't do this.”

“So what, Heechul? What will happen to revive the past? Are you going to let the past ruin your love with Siwon? Do you want to break up with him?”

“Donghae..”

“Just like this...many people have had to break up. Don't have to have you and Siwon break up because of these things again, Heechul.”

“I..I don't know...I don't know what to do next...Donghae...I really don't know...”

“Heechul, listen to me. Siwon's mistakes Siwon tried to fix it. And he was able to change himself into a new person. Won't you try giving him another chance?”

“I..I…”

“Siwon is a good person. I'm sure he'll take good care of her. If there is no story in the past I am sure he will not bring you to tears again.”

“Donghae...thank you. Thank you for giving me sanity. She is my best friend Donghae.”

“Yes, because you are the friend I love the most. That's why I've been here to remind you."

“Uh...Donghae...so what are you going to do with...Sungmin?”

The same question she had been thinking about all this time alone caused Donghae to slip back into his thoughts again. She still couldn't come to terms with what Sungmin had done. But to cut off friends, she couldn't do it. Sungmin has always been her good friend. If there is no love story involved She was sure that Sungmin would never be able to harm his own friend.

“And you, Heechul...what are you going to do with Sungmin?”

“Me?...I don't know, Donghae...to be honest. I was very angry when I found out that Sungmin was trying to take Siwon away from me. But I can't hate Sungmin just for this. I really hate Sungmin.”

“Oh, maybe like me...I can't help but hate Sungmin. But I'm not ready to return to the same conversation with Sungmin just yet.”

“Oh, me too.”

“Go back this time. I think I'll go abroad for a while. Escape the story of this place and go somewhere far away. Wait until school starts and then come back. Until then, I think I'm probably ready. to become friends with Sungmin as before and was able to become friends with Kibum.”

“Where are you going?”

“I don't know yet. Let's go back and think about it."

“Oh, then I'll cheer you up, Donghae. Come back to me quickly.”

"Yes, you are too. Hurry and adjust your understanding."

"yeah"

Donghae and Heechul continued to sit and talk for a while before Heechul helped Donghae move his things downstairs. Even if Heechul tries to ask for it back, how can he? Or even agree to go talk to Siwon to send Donghae for him. Donghae refused as usual until Heechul had to give in. Donghae asks Heechul to drop her off just in front of the hotel.

Even though there were some outcries from Heechul But Heechul complied again as always. After saying goodbye to each other, Donghae immediately walked with his bag to the bus terminal. If no one stood in front of her first.

“Kyu...how did you get here?”

“The employee called to inform me that Donghae had returned his room.”

“Oh, Donghae is going home now.”

“Then let me send it away.”

“You don't have to, Kyu... Donghae has already annoyed Kyu a lot.”

“I am willing.”

“And....Sungmin?”

“Sungmin had a car come back home to take him back this morning.”

"really..."

“Let me send it away.”

"Oh, I'm sorry to bother you."

"yes"

[ continue ]

“Heechul…”

a familiar voice But it sounded different. Because now the speaker's emotions are not as good as before. It was replaced by a tone of pleading and pleading for those who were called to simply listen to his feelings. Heechul, who had planned to walk into his room after dropping Donghae off on the ground floor of the hotel, turned at the sound of the call. Without thinking of turning to escape again

When you see that your lover is willing to look at you even though Previously they had avoided each other. Siwon quickly walked over and held Heechul's hand tightly. It's like he's afraid that the other person will run away from him again.

“Heechul....I'm begging you. Listen to me for once....listen to my explanation first."

“Is there something else that is keeping me hidden?!”

“No, Heechul. I really don't have anyone else...let me swear..."

“Let someone like you swear Siwon. I would have died for free. Because people like you...can't believe it.”

“Heechul, I know how bad I am. It was my fault for hurting you, Donghae, or even Sungmin. But I really quit. I tried to change myself for you Please...Heechul Please forgive me.”

“Let me forgive you. Does that mean I have to risk my trust with someone like you? What can you bring to confirm for me!! That I won't have to be disappointed by something like this again!!!”

“My life has been Heechul. If it's still worthy...I dare to put my life on the line.”

“Sigh!....People like you...it....I shouldn't have fallen in love with someone like you, Choi. Siwon...really shouldn't be.”

Hearing that, Siwon hugged Heechul tightly in happiness. Heechul didn't resist. She actually agreed to reconcile with Siwon after talking with Donghae. But because I'm still afraid of the future if I continue to be with Siwon. That there might be something that will cause her to be disappointed and sad again. But now she thinks she'll try believing Donghae, Siwon and.....

yourself one more time

...............I hope you're not wrong.

Another man who still hadn't traveled directly to his home. Maybe because on this return trip no one wanted to be a passenger in his car anymore. As a result, as soon as he left the residence, he chose to keep driving. aimlessly Trying to adjust to the loneliness that you are experiencing.

Because from now on, there probably won't be anymore..........Donghae's worried voice...........or Sungmin's bright laugh anymore.

Until now, he still couldn't answer for himself whether his decision was right or wrong.

……..but even if you can turn back time He would insist on doing this. No matter how much it tortured him

It wasn't that he didn't want to choose Donghae out at that time. I want it...why don't I want it....since he can't afford to lose Donghae? Why wouldn't he want to keep Donghae? But he couldn't do it....he really couldn't leave Sungmin who was so helpless like that.

Even though I still feel a bit disappointed that in the end it was like Sungmin used his love to make him forget Siwon. But to leave Sungmin alone with no one left, even though he saw how exhausted she was. He himself couldn't bear it. At the very least, he wanted to leave this last concern to Sungmin. People who he feels good about and wants to do....

As revenge for never giving love equal to the one he gave Donghae. Even though she was his lover as well.

He knew it all along. that even if he accidentally shares his heart with someone But he never loved Donghae any less. There will only be more and more. Donghae is the most important special person to him. That he can't miss.....

But even if he tells you this feeling Donghae probably wouldn't listen.

People who are unfaithful have no right to explain anything.

He himself could only hope that.......that he would let go of her. It will make you smile again. She's more suitable for a smile than a tear. If his leaving makes you happy, he will accept it and will try to protect that smile. Maintain it to the best of his ability.

.............Even though those methods may have to be exchanged with tears from himself.....he is happy.

“Donghae made a good decision to go abroad.”

“Ah, it might seem like you're avoiding problems. But Donghae isn't really ready yet. Kyu, Donghae doesn't want to meet those two right now..."

“If it makes you comfortable, then do it.”

Kyu and Donghae allow silence to take over the atmosphere in the car once again. After Donghae decided to tell him what he would do after returning home this time. which Kyuhyun understands and does not object to anything But after being quiet for a while, Kyuhyun noticed that the person sitting in the seat next to him He turned to look at himself strangely.

As if he wanted to say something, he asked.

“Is something wrong, Donghae?”

“Uh....Kyu..and...Sungmin...”

“Sungmin has asked to break off his engagement with me. He returned the ring to me last night.”

"....Kyu...it's okay..."

“Hm, I'm fine. I think things like this between me and Sungmin are good.”

“Why Kyu...Kyu, aren't you broken?...don't..love Sungmin?”

“Sungmin and I got engaged because of adults.”

“Even so....but Sungmin is a cute person...whoever is nearby... I love them all...even Kibum..."

“I never thought of Sungmin as anything more than a friend.”

We were quiet for a while. It's like each other letting the other person review things. that came through Even though the things that are being talked about still cause a lot of emotional distress. But when the person speaking to him was Kyuhyun and made Donghae strangely calm Maybe because he is the person next to me. Every time she is in trouble, she is sad.

Or maybe it's because of something more than that. Donghae still can't answer right now....

.........She only knew that if this person was nearby, she would never be abandoned.

“Kyu is stubborn...even Sungmin can't make Kyu love him.”

“Probably so.”

“And like this, when will Kyu have someone that Kyu loves? Donghae likes to see that lucky person, do you know?”

“As you can see?”

“Oh, you can see who the most enviable woman is.”

“Huh??”

“Even though Kyu is a quiet person, It's like he doesn't care about anyone. But because Kyu was beside me So Donghae was able to get through these things, even though Donghae is a person who doesn't have anything wrong with him."

“If there wasn't one Kyu...Donghae definitely wouldn't be able to endure what happened.”

“Donghae..”

“Thank you, Kyu. Thank you for never leaving Donghae anywhere. Thank you for always caring about Donghae. Donghae will never forget.”

Finishing those words, Kyuhyun turned the steering wheel and parked the car on the side of the road. which is the area of ​​the park This made Donghae confused as he turned to look at the outside view. It adds even more doubt. Seeing that this is where Kyuhyun parked. It was definitely not the destination he said he would take her to.

“Kyu...why did you park the car?”

“Donghae said he was jealous of the woman I would love.”

“Huh??”

“Donghae, thank you for never leaving Donghae.”

"Yes..."

“Donghae said it was because I was beside him. That's why Donghae went through some bad things."

“Uh...Kyu...”

“I don't think I'll take the chance right now. When Donghae was having no one and maybe needed someone.”

“K..Kyu..”

“But I want to stay by Donghae's side so that I can continue to take care of Donghae like this. Until one day Donghae is ready to give someone a chance.”

“I asked Donghae to give me that chance.”

“Kyu...”

“Can I go take care of Donghae abroad as well?”

The days passed slowly. Make everyone's hurt wounds They all received treatment. But even so Some wounds are not easily healed. Until now, even Donghae and Heechul's anger towards Sungmin has begun to fade. But beginning to rekindle friendship is not easy.

Sungmin himself still felt ashamed of what he had done. Therefore, the relationship between the three of them remains closed. To wait for the day that someone will open up and let their relationship return to the way it was before.

Siwon and Heechul even though they came to an understanding. and continue to be together But her relationship with him seems to have a thin line. Let's mark it out. Heechul is still very suspicious of Siwon that someday. Will someone come and take him away from her? Like she used to do with Donghae. And plus there is a clear example like Sungmin. This feeling therefore clings to her more and more.

Siwon himself knew this feeling. But he couldn't fix anything anymore because everything was caused by himself. A love that is like having to endure paranoia and endure bad feelings towards each other. Many times it makes him and her discouraged. But the love that we have for each other makes it impossible for each of them to break up.

So they have to continue living with this feeling.

Until one day love can prove his actions and love for her.

Donghae and Kyuhyun's side traveled abroad together. The time spent there could help relieve Donghae's pain. And the more good encouragement from Kyuhyun, it seemed to help speed up the time for the wound to heal. Kyuhyun still confirms his original promise to continue standing by Donghae's side.

Even though they still haven't received confirmation of their relationship from Donghae. But Kyuhyun was ready to wait. He once waited hopelessly. But today, when he had the chance He will keep it and will take the best care of it. As far as someone like him can go, he promised.

And it's like that determination of his will be felt by those close to him. But Donghae knows that it's not right now. All she wanted was a little more time. All this time, she had endured the pain of love so many times that she had begun to fear it. And even more, the love that you once had for someone cannot be completely erased from your heart in this short time.

She could only hope that this person would wait, wait for her to be ready to give her heart to him to take care of her. Because if you love one more time, it will probably be the last time. That you'll try loving someone again

As for Sungmin and Kibum, their separation from Sungmin's room was the last time they met. For Kibum and Sungmin Meeting each other was like emphasizing the guilt that was in my heart even more. And although the two are now free to openly associate with each other,

But just like that, there was no way to pass through his and her thoughts. Kibum could only tell himself that things were the way they were today. It was because of his own fickleness. That made him finally have no one left. Overlooking Donghae's love and trust Until I accidentally hurt myself. Until I came to feel him...I couldn't hold back the heart that had left me anymore.

Sungmin also learned an expensive lesson. All this time, she had been blaming others for being loved by others. Until time passed, she realized that in the past she was wrong.

....Heechul wasn't at fault for getting Siwon's love. Siwon isn't wrong for never giving true love. And Donghae is not at fault for being born to be loved openly.

The person at fault is yourself.......

Because you only snatched someone else's person. That's why she never received true love. I can only secretly love and secretly date in secret. It's no one's fault that in the end, no one will choose you. That everyone will not forgive and abandon you.....

Now she can only wait.....waiting that one day she will be forgiven by everyone.

....When that day arrives.........she promises..........that she will never overlook friendship and hurt the person he loves again.

I just wish everyone would give her a chance.....please forgive her one more time.......She really can only hope for this.

................end.................

It might end like it wasn't very good. It's like it's still stuck.

But for us We think that everyone must learn some lessons from what they do.

As for Kyuhyun, it's really him. I want to have a happy ending.

But it might be a little too fast. Things like this will probably take time to come to terms with.

Anyway, I apologize if the ending was a bit short. Or not to your liking?

And thank you for following.