This story was written to satisfy the imagination of this writer;

I just recently practiced writing. The language may not be perfect.

Still, I apologize!!

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P.S. The illustrations in the fic are completely lame. Wow. []

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Title ;

Brother..do you still love me?

Author ; persephone.*

Couple ; Jonghyun x Taemin

When the distance starts to grow closer.. are our hearts far apart?

When loneliness grips the heart..it makes us unknowingly fall in love with someone else..

Meanwhile, someone else was waiting anxiously for his return.

In the meantime, someone else has been thinking about me all this time..

Brother..do you still love me?

At Seoul 22/12/10

The sound of the alarm clock rang out rhythmically, causing the small body curled up under the thick blanket to gently move its thin eyelids. Before slowly forgetting and adjusting your eyes to get used to the light The small figure jumped up from the bed before staggering to turn on the computer and phone like he did every morning. His bright face smiled as he opened his email inbox before his sweet smile abruptly closed.

His eyes were filled with clear water, but he wiped it away before it could come out...

...empty...

Brother, where are you? It's been like this for two weeks now.. I miss you so much.

The small figure walked out of the bathroom shortly after entering, glancing expectantly at the old computer next to the bed, but had to smile sadly when the screen remained blank as usual. The small figure took a deep breath before trying to smile as brightly as possible.

A wool hat and thick scarf were hastily put on before the young man rode his bike to deliver newspapers like he did every morning. What is Jonghyun hyung doing up to now? Today I'm smiling. Smile like I told you..

"Oh Taemin..today I came earlier than usual." A thick figure opened the door to see Taemin with the same bicycle and greeted him in a friendly manner.

“Good morning, Jinki-hyung,” a clear voice answered before handing him a newspaper.

“How many more days?” he asked, smiling.

“One more week. He'll come back to Taem in another week." A small voice said happily every time he mentioned that person..Kim Jonghyun.

“I'm happy for you. It's only a matter of time.” The tall figure named Jinki raised his fist, causing the smaller figure to laugh at his antics.

"Ha, let's go first. Bye bye ^^/" The small figure waved to the thick figure before cycling to other houses until stopping in front of a house.

The old house that once belonged to that person

The old house he visited every day on his bicycle.

The old house is now empty...

Brother...do you still love me?

A small body collapsed on the grass in front of that old house. The grass that had started to turn brown because of the winter had arrived... The little figure let out a big sigh. Releasing a lingering white cold vapor. Small hands rubbed together to find warmth. I want...now I really need your embrace..

After sitting for a while, the small figure used the key to enter the house as usual. A small hand picked up this item familiarly.

Until I reached the picture frame that was placed in the living room. The last photo the two took together before leaving for LA. The small figure still remembers that day well.

At Seoul 29/12/09

"I'm leaving today, Taem," a deep voice said softly for the small body in his arms to hear.

“I don't want you to go. Can you not go?" The small figure hugged her slender waist tightly. I don't want.. I don't want the clear figure in front of me to disappear.

“Come on, I'm going to be an exchange student. I'll be back soon." A deep voice said, making the small figure understand.

“But I miss you. I miss everything. This whole house All the memories.” Clear water filled his eyes before slowly flowing out.

“When does Tam miss you? Tam can always come to this house.” The light figure smiled faintly.

"Oh, I'll come. I'll come every day." The little figure nodded quickly.

“No, it has to come only when I really miss you. It won't be sacred," the tall man said, laughing.

“Ah, that's all right ^” The small figure pursed his lips before nodding in agreement.

"Tam, I promise I'll wait for you." The thin figure pulled the small man into his embrace again.

“Ha..huh..I promise. Jonghyun hyung needs to come back quickly.” His small body sobbed until his thin shoulders trembled slightly.

“I promise. One year from now..Tam will come and wait for you at this house,” a deep voice promised.

Snap a photo! The sound of the camera sounded when the little figure accidentally turned his head in another direction.

“Ah, how did you suddenly take a picture of me?” The small figure opened his eyes wide before turning to look at the film that was slowly sliding out of the Polaroid camera.

“It's not just a picture of Tam. A picture of us together.” The thin figure flicked the picture around before inserting it into a nice picture frame.

“Are you going to take it with you?” asked the little one.

“I'll leave it to Tam. Leave it on this table.” A large hand gently placed the picture frame on the table.

“When does Tam miss you? Look at this picture..I will always be with Taem.” A soft voice said before placing his lips on his clear forehead.

“Brother, do you still love me?” the little one asked softly.

“Hey, I'm late. You'll definitely miss the plane. I'll go first, Tam. I'll wait for you." The light figure looked at his watch before carrying his bag and hurrying out, leaving the small figure's question unanswered..

Brother...do you still love me?

22/12/10 Current

The small figure hugged the picture frame tightly as if the person in the picture would disappear.. The small hand trembled slightly as tears welled up..

Just another week and you'll be back...I miss you so much. I'm lonely, really lonely without you in my life.. You only gave me a promise but I chose to believe it. I chose to wait. If you don't come back..if you don't come back like you promised. I'll probably die...so don't break our promise.

I will always wait for you here..and forever.

Crunchy, crunchy, crunchy.

A loud voice came from the front door. The small body turned to look at the shocked face..Feared that it was a thief who was going to break in and steal it, he picked up the baseball bat that was next to the television and ran to hide behind the sofa in shock...

The door opened before a transparent figure walked in... the transparent figure that someone had been waiting for for almost a year. Tears of joy flowed silently. The small figure pondered whether he should go out and show himself...if there was no other person's thin body following the thin body..

“Is this Zhong Jong's house? Wow.” Someone looked around with interest, causing the small figure curled up behind the sofa to try to curl up even smaller.

“Do you like it?” The thin figure smiled slightly. The smile that one year ago was given to someone else..

“I like it. Whose picture is this?” someone answered before their eyes glanced at the picture frame on the table. Some hands picked it up and looked at it in wonder.

“Just a friend. Key is jealous? Haha.” The thin figure put his face closer to the thin one before laughing.

“What the hell? Who likes Jongjong? As for Key coming back to Seoul this time...Jong, you should know why?" The figure named Key smiled widely.

"Yes, I know, beautiful lady," the thin figure answered with a laugh.

Just a friend... A word that is like a knife that cuts into someone's heart. Small shoulders trembled uncontrollably. ..Tears that I never thought there would be this many flowed down continuously.

“Is this the reason why you haven't contacted me at all?” The little one gently wiped away his tears before trying to stand up..

“Taemin..” A deep voice said in shock. Some of the figures standing next to the thin figure were equally shocked.

“You told me to wait. What do you make me wait for? Waiting for your return with someone else? You didn't answer any of my letters. I sent an email and you didn't answer me.. Oh, that's right.. I'm just a friend that you chose to ignore, right? I'm sorry I was wrong, I apologize." The small figure turned and prepared to walk away before tears could flow again if there wasn't a large hand holding his wrist.

“Brother, please release me.” The small figure still bowed his head, turning away.. refusing to make eye contact with the thin figure who was looking at him with pleading eyes.

“Taemin, listen to me first,” a deep voice said softly.

“It's not what you think.” A figure who had been silent for a long time said before reaching out to touch the small figure's shoulder, but the small figure moved away from the touch.

“I don't want to listen. Don't hold me back again... I'm letting go of you now.” Little body just wanted to get away from here, right now, before little body's illness got worse. It feels like I can't breathe like this...

“But you and Key really don't have anything to do with each other,” the deep voice continued to explain. But a small figure intervened first.

“I don't believe it. From now on, I won't believe anything from you anymore! Heck..I've been waiting for you..oh..for a whole year..and this is what I got? Just.. I keep thinking about you, waiting for you. You're the only reason I still endure loneliness.. You broke my promise. Just a lot." The small body in front of him sank until his body was light and he had to quickly scoop the small body up into his arms. surprised

“Taemin? Is it asthma again? What about the medicine? Where is the medicine?” The thin figure called out to the small figure in an impatient voice. Calling out a small smile from the clear face that was now covered in sweat.

"There's no..no..ra..ha." The small voice faded before it trailed off.

“I'm going to take Taemin to the hospital. Taemin, please be patient.” The light figure hurriedly carried the small body into the car. The figure from before had rushed to follow in a hurry.

"Huh..huh..do you still love me..?" That was the last sentence the little body said before losing consciousness.

“Key, you can go find that person first...be quick.” The deep voice trembled slightly before the light figure started the car and immediately stepped on the accelerator.

“Fighting, both of you.” Some of them looked at the cars that were out of sight before spreading a small smile and walking their own way...

At Seoul Hospital 22/12/10

His little nose wrinkled slightly as his senses caught the scent of the medicine he hated the most. The soft breathing sound of the person beside him entered his ears before the thin eyelids slowly opened.. But when he saw the person next to him, he decided to close his eyes again. The other hand that wasn't being held by the figure was brought up to cover her mouth, stifling a sob. We don't love each other anymore. Why are you coming to watch? ..

Just let me die..

“Taemin,” a soft whisper came from the thin person.

“Brother, please get out,” the little figure finally said after sitting with his head bowed for a while.

“I won't leave until Taemin listens to you.” His small hand was held by a larger one. Still warm as before Same as before, never changed

“I've been waiting for you..always waiting..but now I've stopped waiting. So let's go out." The small hand removed the large hand from his own before turning around and turning his back to the light figure.

“Why did Taemin promise to wait for you?” the thin figure asked coldly. The small body acted like he was disgusted by the touch he was giving. It's really painful.

“Huh..promise? I thought I'd forgotten about it. A promise that you couldn't keep..while I was waiting all this time! I don't want to see your face anymore. Go away! go out ! Heck, let's go find that person. The one I came back with.” The small figure raised his voice before panting softly.

“He went his own way. You and I are just friends." The figure explained..

“I'm just another friend. Why are you paying attention to me?” Clear tears flowed from her beautiful eyes. A small hand roughly wiped it away.

“Taemin is not just my friend..Taemin is a special person. Taemin, don't chase me away." The light figure hugged the small body tightly, as it was worth not having seen each other for a long time.

“But you said I was just a friend,” the little one chided.

"Well, I'm afraid that Key is teasing you 3." Those cute words were uttered from the thin figure's mouth..

“I won't forgive you. You made me wait for a long time, you know that?” The small figure tightened his embrace even more. before sobbing softly

“From now on, I won't go anywhere again, I promise.” The thick lips gently pressed against the small lips before withdrawing.

“Uncle, do you still love me?” That cute question was uttered softly and suspiciously. His large eyes met the tall figure's eyes, wanting an answer, causing the tall figure to smile softly.

“I love you, I love you from now on and forever…” And the little body's lips were once again possessed... Finally, the question I had been waiting to ask for a long time was answered.

Special ;;

A thin figure stood in front of the door and rang the doorbell with his heart pounding. After being gone for 4 years.. today some of them decided to come back and find their own hearts...

The door opened gently before a thick figure stepped out with a smile on his face like always...

"Come to see you.." The thick figure said with a smile, but when he saw the thin figure standing in front of him, The words suddenly disappeared.

“Brother Jinki,” someone said softly, tears of happiness welling up in his eyes before falling.

“Who are you?” But the answer that was received was only an indifferent face and a question that pierced some people's hearts.

“Hyung, don't you remember the key?” a sweet voice said, shaking.

"I don't remember the person who left me," he said simply before walking away into the house if there wasn't some hand holding the hem of his shirt...

“Key is sorry..Key didn't mean to. Jinki-hyung, don't be angry at Key." The thin body hugged the thick one from behind before sobbing until the thin shoulders were shaking a little. The thick figure stood in that position for a while before deciding to remove the thin body's hand.

"Let it go, it's in the past." The deep voice decided to say the words, breaking the thin bond that connected the two of them...

“Brother..I completely forgot about it.” The figure smiled sadly before bowing his head. Letting tear after tear fall to the ground The thick figure stood and looked at the picture with equal pain. I want to go in and hug you. I want to reach out and wipe away your tears, but I'm afraid that our relationship won't be like yesterday. I'm afraid that some figure in front of me will hate that touch.

“Four years...things have changed, haven't they?” The deep voice chose to destroy those good memories. Afraid..afraid that if I give a chance some of them will leave each other and turn away and walk away like that day again.

“That's it.” Someone let out a soft sigh before forcing a smile to keep the tears from falling.

“Are you alright?” the thick figure asked after a long silence. A simple question, but it made some of us nervous.

"No, it hurts. It hurts here. It hurts because that day, Key made a wrong decision..so he lost the key to the voice of the most precious person in his life." Someone put a hand on his left chest before smiling lightly.

“Even though I completely forgot. Why would the key come back? Why come back and revive those memories? Is Key going to hurt you again?” A deep voice said loudly before shaking his shoulder hard.

"Huh..Key never thought like that. Key loves you..Key loves you the most." Some of her body sobbed before collapsing to sit on the cold cement floor. Seeing that, the thick figure hurriedly bent down to support the thin one.

“If you love me, why do you leave me?” A deep voice tinged with pain spoke before looking into the thin body's eyes. Slender eyes trembling..

“Key didn't intend to. The key is wrong. Jinki, can you give Key another chance?” The figure reached out and gently touched the tall figure's arm.

“Okay, I never forget, I never forget the key. Never once.” The thick figure hugged the thin body loosely. Before pulling away and gently wiping the tears from his body.

“Do you still love Key?” a sweet voice asked softly.

“Love you, love you from now on and forever,” a deep voice replied before kissing the thin body in front of him passionately.

No matter how long the wait is, if the hearts of both parties are still stable Love continues from now on..and forever ^^