Title :: Love is blind

Paring :: Siwon x Kibum

Author :: JoChaN

‘…with him, there seemed to be a light shining all around him all the time.

With us who seem to be on the dark side where the light can't reach.

So different With such a difference, what else would you expect?

I don't know how to feel about myself, Kim Kibum...'

…Kibum sighed. before shutting down the computer with Lee Donghae's Side World page open...before laying down on the wide bed After using today All day filming time Tired of both body and heart... How many people know that this person, Kim Kibum, also has a heart....

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Title :: Love is blind

Paring :: Siwon x Kibum

Author :: JoChaN

‘…with him, there seemed to be a light shining all around him all the time.

With us who seem to be on the dark side where the light can't reach.

So different With such a difference, what else would you expect?

I don't know how to feel about myself, Kim Kibum...'

…Kibum sighed. before shutting down the computer with Lee Donghae's Side World page open...before laying down on the wide bed After using today All day filming time Tired of both body and heart... How many people know that this person, Kim Kibum, also has a heart....

...Asleep, eyes closed, eyes closed, but still unable to fall asleep. The photo of Lee Donghae with Choi Siwon still stuck in his eyes even when he was asleep. It hurts here, this lump hurts. It had been a long time since he thought. Donghae and Siwon are so perfect for each other. The two have many things in common. both cheerfulness

The light that shines around you Unlike him, it was as if there was a dark, dark light covering him all the time... even though Donghae and Xi Won won't really be my boyfriend. But he couldn't help but think like that...

...And now? Is what he thought about coming true?...

...if that's the case So what will we be like?...

((Tid Tid))

...The sound of a cell phone ringing on the bedside woke up those who were lost in their thoughts. wake up from trance Kibum reached for the phone next to the bed without looking. When his hand touched the flat communication device, he picked it up and looked at the list. People called right away...

'Choi Siwon'

The lump in the chest is severe. As soon as you see the incoming phone number

“Hello,” Kibum replied on the other end of the phone.

(Are you asleep? )

“I'm about to sleep. Is there something wrong?”

(Just a little bit)

“Why don't you speak quickly? Calling from China is expensive, isn't it?”

(It's okay. We haven't seen each other for a long time.)

“Uh huh.”

(What, doesn't Kibum miss you?)

"...Well, I'm thinking about that..." I'm thinking about it a lot. I'm going crazy thinking about it. My body was empty but I could only think in my heart. It was just right to speak. brotherhood The friendship would end.

(Haha, even though it seems like I'm forcing my heart, But I'm happy.) Laughter mixed with a little bit of cursing on the other end of the line. Makes the figure smile as well. Just hearing the sound of the nostalgia increases a lot.

“Saying this is like accusing me of being insincere,” Kibum said. The voice on the other end of the line smiled slightly at the tone of his voice that spoke with feelings of disappointment.

“I haven't had time to say anything yet. Are you getting hot? Haha.” The voice on the other end of the line was still laughing when he had provoked the person close to him...

(Won, hey, go to sleep. Tomorrow I have work early in the morning.../ Yes.) A voice came over the phone. Kibum clearly remembered the voices of Lee Donghae. Did they sleep together?? The pain runs deep in my heart. Heavily as if carrying millions of tons of stones. I wanted to know but didn't dare ask...

'Vonnie', the pronoun that has changed It shows the closeness that is stronger than ever before. How much already?

(Kibum Kibum) The voice repeated when the transparent body went silent...

"Okay, let's go to bed, that's all," Kibum replied softly. It's like my heart is floating away...

(Um, I have work early tomorrow. Kibum, take good care of yourself. Sweet dreams.)

"too"

Damn it...........

Already placed............

His slender hand moved to cup the left side of his chest. 'Still alive My heart is still beating. But it would be better if it stopped now.

...since when? Since when did I fall in love with him? Since when did you love this much? Even though I know it's inappropriate. Even though I know that there will never be any hope. But it's already loved. Can't fix anything...

...even though all SJ members love each other But not everyone is close to each other. The more he There will be only Heechul hyung. With Hankyung hyung, even though they live in the same dormitory, they don't really talk much. But because I used to live in the same dormitory again. Sometimes it's like looking at someone's face and knowing their heart. Like a warm older brother

Even though we've never talked about personal matters, it's strange that we seem to know the story. Every feeling and thought of each other. and another person who often comes to befriend Come and talk until at first I thought it was annoying. Who would it be if not the person he secretly loves right now? That's Siwon. Someone who always cares about him. Always willing to help with everything.

Pleasing everything to the point that little by little the heart began to overthink. In the end, there was Choi Siwon in my heart. I was so in love that I forgot to see that Siwon's treatment of him was not any more special than anyone else's. Siwon is kind to everyone. Take care and care for everyone When he began to see, he realized that He was thinking to himself. It's really embarrassing. Kim Kibum...

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“Kibum, this way!” A voice called out from someone who was already waiting in the Japanese-style restaurant that he liked, calling for the light figure who opened the door to hear and see him sitting waiting...

...Prong's body turned towards the sound of his calling. When I see my dear friend sitting He nodded to indicate that he had seen it. Kibum walked straight to the dining table...

“Has it been a long time?” Kibum asked as soon as he sat down across from the person already waiting.

“It didn't take long, did you come running? You look tired.”

"Oh, I'm afraid you'll be waiting a long time," Kibum replied with a gasp.

“Haha, let's order food first,” the tall man said when he saw the waiter approaching the table.

“Changmin already ordered it?” Kibum asked with a raised eyebrow.

“Already ordered.”

...Kibum nodded and gave his own order. Today the filming of the drama ended a little early. Just in time for Changmin who just returned from Japan. So he arranged to meet. Changmin is also one of his closest friends. Even though we rarely meet each other. But Changmin calls him often too...

“Hey, how are you? The drama is almost over.” Changmin invited Kibum to talk about the drama that Kibum was currently filming.

"It's close. But, how many days will you be staying in Korea?"

“Three days.” Changmin looked annoyed. I've only been back to my hometown for a few days. The reason why I came here is not that I will come back to rest. When I came back, I had work waiting for me for three days.

“You look tired, sir. You look thin too,” Kibum said.

“Just a little. Well, you have something to ask.” Changmin whispered in such a whisper that Kibum had to lean in to listen.

“Huh?” Kibum was even more suspicious. Gaze into the eyes of another person who is looking left and right.

“Are Siwon and Donghae dating?” The question pierced the heart. It made Kibum instantly freeze...

"Hey Kibum, what's the deal?" Changmin asked again when he saw his best friend's silence. Kibum looked up at Changmin and shook his head.

“No, I know that too. How was I supposed to know? And where did you know that from?” Kibum replied. along with further asking Because I myself want to know just like Changmin...

“Oh, I see you're in the same group. I thought I knew.” Changmin looked at him with eyes that seemed to say. Can't depend on it at all like that.

“I'm not as ignorant as you. I'll know everything about other people," Kibum said teasingly and then sneered.

“Oh, so who asked me just now? Where did you know that from?” Changmin folded his arms. Squinting at Kibum's face and then continued to smile

“Well, just ask along the water. If you don't tell me, that's your business." Kibum said in an angry tone. It was like stabbing him in the heart... Changmin smiled and laughed at his dear friend's expression. I see Kibum like this but he's not petulant at all. He's already used to it.

“Well, I saw what the fans were saying. Seeing pictures on the internet made me think too.”

“What kind of picture?” Kibum asked curiously. Are there any other pictures? As a person who is not very interested in these things So I'm not very interested in watching. I don't often see pictures of these...

“Yes, there are a lot. I saw it and it really made me think. And more than that I went to ask Yunho. I saw that Yunho said that Donghae is staying here. When I called, I kept talking about Siwon. I think there's a high chance. Working together like that We live together every day,” Changmin continued to speculate. According to what I've heard

He spoke without even noticing how his best friend acted. I didn't notice the smile starting to fade away...

“Uh Kibum, I still haven't found one fan-made picture. It's funny, haha,” Changmin said, laughing as he thought about the picture he had just seen. Kibum raised his head to look at Changmin's face, confused. What kind of picture was this? What other form made Changmin burst out laughing like this?

“What picture?” Kibum couldn't stand it. Therefore, I had to ask Changmin to speak quickly.

“It's the picture of you kissing Siwon,” Changmin said while laughing. As if it were a lot of jokes 'Very funny, right?'

“No, that's it. I went to look again. In China, it's Siwon and you. It's very loud. He posted a lot of pictures. I can't believe it." Kibum was speechless. Why wouldn't he know? He even thanked those fans. Because they are the ones that make him somewhat happy. Happy living with fake things just like fans...

“Siwon, it has to be with Donghae. He's really the perfect match. Black and dark like Siwon, he probably wouldn't care. Haha!” Changmin laughed loudly. The more I thought about it, the more I laughed. But it was different from another person who was like a heartless body. The pain in my chest was so numb...I'm not angry, Changmin. You made me realize how shameless it is for someone like me to think of loving a man like Si Won.

You make me feel extremely disgusted with myself. You made me realize how funny it would be if other people found out about this. Thank you, dear friend Shim Changmin...

...Shim Changmin...your disadvantage. It is not knowing how to observe things around us. and never understood me...

...Kibum closed his eyes tightly, unable to take it...

“Changmin, I'll be back first. Sorry.” Kibum opened his eyes and said to Changmin, putting the free money on the table before getting up and leaving. It made Changmin confused...

“What is it?”

...I'm sorry, Changmin, but it really can't be done. I really can't stand it....

...Kibum sits in his white car. His face was pressed against the steering wheel, clear water drops slowly falling from his eyes. It hurts so much. Why does it hurt like this?

Why do I have to love you Siwon? It's so crazy!!~

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If I said 'I love Siwon', what would you say?

Will you laugh like crazy like this?

'It's very funny, isn't it? A light that is blind but strives to compete with the light'

Heh, you don't have to actually compete to know the results. Just thinking about it is pathetic enough...

That day doesn't exist anymore. No day................................................ .....

TBC....

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