Hello, readers.

This matter was kept for a week.

As soon as the exam was finished, I immediately came to finish it!!

For this Because he was dressed in a crazy mood (?)

Not in time to put any product in place completely. It's a little too much like a Thai movie (or not a lot).

..I just wrote a sad novel for the first time. Normally, I only write novels, hilarity, and Pachinko.

So it came out quite strange. But anyway...please read this too!!

P.S. Wait to read.

The sweet love 2

Also, I'm thinking about producing one, but it won't take long. I'm just saying it to be cool, like a cool kid or not! Haha. If there are a lot of people requesting it, I'll decorate it right away (things like this depend on encouragement).

P.S. 2: There are a lot of vulgar words. I apologize here.

The sweet love 

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Building....... Building......... Building.........

The sound of sneakers hitting the ground slowly tells the rhythm of walking.........The wind blows slowly past my face........

I'm back here again. ...How many times have I walked here distracted? ........Big trees towering among the trees, small flowers here are very beautiful. In fact, it is quite hidden from the public eye because it is hidden behind a waste disposal plant. Who would have thought that a beautiful place like this would be near a place like that? ........

I got to know this place because...that person.....that's right.......here....on that day.....the day I couldn't forgive myself. myself..................

“Hey! Are you this late?!”

My eight tubes rang out when I found my alarm clock floating in a glass of water. Well, I'm annoyed here. I can stay awake -.- ........when I'm conscious. I can't wait to go running through the water...... Within 3 minutes, I finished showering and quickly put on my clothes and almost forgot to put on underwear.......oh my gosh. I didn't feel embarrassed about going to class in the morning.

TT

I walked down from the dorm quickly.

"Late again, Tony."

The dormitory leader's uncle greeted me as I frantically looked for coins and prepared to pay for the bus.

"Go blame FIFA, uncle, for arranging a famous match at 1:30 a.m........Go first, uncle."

Uncle didn't have time to say anything else. I ran out. ...........The university is quite far from my dormitory. ..........I ran track and field to the bus stop. Before rushing to get on when the bus was about to leave......... I sat down on the chair. Ready to pant dry I don't forget to sit and nod on the bus like I always do.......

"Oh, I'm sorry.."

A voice pulled me out of my short slumber. I immediately turned to look. I found that a high school student from nowhere was sitting next to me and was making a black face and red face at me. Are you crazy? - -

"what"

I did it in a calm tone.

“Is there any medicine for motion sickness?”

“How can I have it? ........”

Rushing!

“Oh hey! The chip is gone!!!”

This bastard vomited on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“I'm really sorry. I'm sorry."

Right now I'm wiping up this idiot's vomit. When he finished vomiting on me, he just nodded his head and apologized until I couldn't stop cursing........Right now I'm at a gas station. Today it was said that I was late for class. Knowing this, I'd better sleep on it - -

"That's enough, little one...annoyed."

When my voice stopped, only this kid's sad face was left.......... Really sensitive. Damn it.

“I have to go back to the dorm to get my clothes washed. No matter how you wipe it, it won't come out. It smells like chips."

I cursed loudly at myself. This made the little person next to him look even more dejected.

“You can go wash at my house. If you get on the bus with a smell like this..."

“Then what do I have to do? Walk?”

I raised my hips and tilted my head to ask the little man annoyedly.

"I'll have someone come pick me up."

“Then why did you take the bus - -”

“I just wanted to try it out.”

“Huh?”

This guy must be nervous. There was a good car to pick me up and drop me off. I don't like it. Come on, it's probably the first and only time we've met - -

"Alright, it's up to you. Just let me wash my shirt."

He didn't answer, but he bent down and pressed a mobile phone that seemed to cost as much as my pocket money for a whole month.

“What is your name?”

I accidentally asked his name, but he just called me..... It seemed strange.

"My name is Rit. What about you?"

“Tonno,” I answered simply as usual.

:: Mom, please send someone to pick me up at the gas station.

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Please ::

:: Who said I can't handle it? There's a little problem - - ::

:: Yes ::

Then Rit hung up the phone. I just happened to be able to look at his face clearly. Let's just say that this guy has a sweet face.

“You look like a young lady. Where do you study in high school?”

I sat down on the sidewalk in front of the gas station bathroom. It's good that today the sky is overcast. Not that hot

"m.

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yes"

Hey, that's the name of my university - -

“Is this your friend playing? I asked what grade you were in.”

"I'm already studying at university. Year 1 - - ."

“Ha! ”

I looked at Rit from head to toe. Are you talking about wearing a student uniform?

“Faces like a middle school student. ....I study at the same university as you, but it's already my 4th year.”

“What a coincidence.”

Rit spoke towards me with a bright smile.....heh.. Are you a faggot?

"Ah....that's my car."

Rit pointed towards a shiny black BMW that was driving towards us..... Is that a family car? I looked at Rit with disbelief in my eyes. .......I can't believe that in this life I will be able to ride a BMW.

"What are you looking at, Tono? Get in the car."

After saying that, Rit opened the door of his BMW and sat down like he was accustomed to. As for me, I had to suppress my symptoms and follow Rit. I really want to see the house - -

"What faculty does Tono study in?"

Rit broke the silence...he turned his head and asked me with interest.

“I got a scholarship to study as a chef, what about you?”

“Wow, you must be really good at cooking. I'm studying medicine."

"Um, I only have one good thing - -"

The car moved quickly because rush hour had passed.....I looked out the window while thinking this and that. It wasn't long before the luxury black car slowed down...let it be known that it had reached its destination. I immediately focused my attention ahead..and it was as I thought. Ai Rit's house is really big and enormous.

Just like in the drama after the news. .......I understand Pojamar's feelings - -

I gasped, not knowing what to say. Who would have thought that I would step foot in a house this big.........Automatic sliding doors? Then the car moved again. Because the house is quite far from the door.

“Damn Rit, what do your parents do for a living?”

“Import and sell diamonds, gems, gems, and jewelry ^^”

“What about you?”

“Selling rice and curry”

I spoke in a low voice. ...I'm poor but I have dignity....heh........ Poor rich people Can't get on the bus;

“It's fun *0* ”

Where's the fun in selling rice and curry? - - ..........Finally the car came to a complete stop. Rit goes down first. Then I carefully followed. We must not scratch the car.

“Oh Rit, did you bring a friend with you~?”

A woman's soft voice sounded. I looked at her face and was astonished.....Rit's mother is an extremely young woman, extremely beautiful. After talking, I thought of Mae Ong at home;

"hello"

I raised my hand to say hello according to Thai etiquette.....and Rit's mother raised her hand to greet me as well....

“I'm sorry..that Rit threw up like that. I'll have someone wash it for me..... Follow Rit to the back of the house ^^”

“Yes ^^; ”

And I did exactly as told. ....Let's just say that Rit is definitely beautiful, motherfucker....Hey! Are you crazy or not? It's a man, you idiot - - ....I shake my head gently to chase away my crazy thoughts....I keep walking behind Rit. The back of the house and the front of the house are kilometers apart? Not even at all.

“Brother Tony.......”

Phew!

Rit suddenly turned his head. As a result, I couldn't brake in time and Rit hit me hard in the chest. Hmmm....I thought a bird flew into me - -

“Oh.......”

Ritz stumbled backwards and held his nose. ...Don't these rich people have money to buy milk? When it came closer, I realized that it was much shorter than me.

“Just don't do this to Xena....what are you trying to say?”

“I will say that we have arrived. Take off your shirt and wash it.

TT”

Rit was still holding his nose while talking.....to say it looked funny hahahahaha ……I took off my shirt as he told me to.

“Are you going to take it off right here?”

Rit moved the hand holding his nose to close his eyes instead.... Don't let me think you're gay, please - -

"If you don't take it off here, where do you want it to be taken off? - -"

I don't wait for an answer from the person in front of me. But quickly disconnected I took off my white student shirt. Revealing a six-pack chest plate The aftermath of transporting ice to help mother - -

“What is this about you?”

Rit turned to face the wall. Is it disgust or embarrassment? I'm not sure. -*-

"No, I'll go get you a shirt."

Rit closed his eyes and walked past me. But I thought it was fun, so I grabbed it before it passed me.......I grabbed Rit and hugged him tightly to my chest.

“What are you doing?!”

Rit looked at me without understanding. Before the face started to become more and more pink. Having said that, I don't understand myself either - -

"No...can't you just pretend?"

Then I let Rit go.........When Rit was out of sight…….

“Wow! What did you do when you did it!!! Hug men together Why are you hugging me? Die, die, die.”

I held my head and shouted to myself to save my voice.... Yes....I probably just thought about teasing. Just teasing. Just teasing. Just teasing. ............... .Just teasing!!!

"Brother Tono"

“Hey!!”

I was startled when someone suddenly interrupted my thoughts.

"I'm speaking softly - -"

That's Rit. He handed me the shirt, not forgetting to close my eyes. Do it like you've never seen it before. I have my own -*-

“Oh, thank you.”

I quickly received a cloudy blue t-shirt from Rit's hand and put it on.......... I think it's still time to go back to school now. Today I studied theory. Makes me lazy by default. .......I walked out of Rit's laundry room and repeated my words.

“Then I'll go back first.”

“Yes...Yes.”

I walked out of Rit's house with difficulty. Because I wanted to take everything home with me. But there was still some goodness left, so I didn't do what I wanted. - - ........My mother insisted that she send me away... But I am extremely considerate. Going back to the bus is more comfortable. So I refused..........but before I walked to the door of the house Playing and panting as well - -

Za..........................

Oh, what kind of water is falling down? Don't tell me - -

“Fah, it's raining.......”

Shit, I'm all wet. And now I have to go back to Rit's house (which is now at the door). At that time, I might die from pneumonia......

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I decided to run back because my house was far from my house by bus. Moreover, it was raining very heavily. Even though today the sky has been overcast since morning.......

“Brother Tono!”

Is that Rita's voice? I saw him running with an umbrella and the rain was so heavy that I could only faintly see him.

“I brought you an umbrella.”

It shouted to me, competing with the sound of the pouring rain.

"thank"

I took the umbrella with his hand..........

“Then why did you only bring one - -?”

"I forgot to think-*-"

Because of this, me and him had to be crammed together in one car. ....Its short stature is also an obstacle. I hunched over to be at the same level. Plus the umbrella is a little itchy. Right now our cheeks are 1 cm apart - - .........ok....I won't do anything that would be wrong. I don't think......

Why do I feel like I have feelings for women? Fuck......I'm definitely crazy. I'm crazy.... When will I get to your door? What the hell are you going to do to make it far away?

TT:

After I groaned in my heart, I finally reached the door of my house. Right now I'm in the watery state of a puppy. Why is today so unlucky?

TT

“Damn it, it's all wet, I'm about to have a fever. Rita took him to take a shower in the child's room……. Do you want me to send it to you?”

“It's okay. If the rain stops, I'll go back myself."

I nodded to Rit. It means that you can lead the way. Rit walked over without hesitation. I followed it again. This time I went up the golden spiral staircase. This probably isn't real gold...I'm going to cut it off and sell it, hehe.

When I came up to the second floor I sent my eyes to explore various points. by instinct

“I'm going to go take a shower. I'll prepare some clothes for you."

“Huh, uh.”

Rit opened the room and hurriedly walked over....where was he in such a hurry?....I guess he was afraid of me undressing haha ​​……but...I'm a stranger -*- Aren't you afraid your stuff will be stolen? It's good that I'm a good person. .......I opened the door and was stunned again. When the room is arranged in order It's different from my room where anything can live with me (such as rats, ants, cockroaches, etc.).

Soon I finished taking a shower. Because I had just taken a shower (3 minutes - -) and had also been exposed to the rain and was so cold I would die. There were signs that it was going to rain. I glanced at the clock. It was already past noon. I'm hungry now too.....

I walked downstairs. With embarrassment as always In fact, I really want to take that damn TV home. A big screen like this would be fun to watch football - - ............

Finally the whole day The rain wouldn't stop falling. Plus, a storm was about to hit.....so I ate, slept, and somersaulted, staying there for hours. This family is so strange. Mother and daughter talk politely to the point of being creepy. At my house, we talked until the dishes cracked - -

"Brother Tono, I guess I'll be able to sleep here."

Now I'm reclining on the sofa. without consideration for anyone Because there was only Rit there -.- ......I glanced at the clock and it was past 9 p.m.......Oh, it's already 9 p.m. ...........3 Throw in !!!!!!!

“Rit, I can sleep at your house. But take me to watch TV right now, give me your room,” I said so fast I couldn't understand the words.

“Why my room? There's a TV here too - -?”

"Don't ask too much, hurry."

I can't stand his dawdiness. So he pulled Rit's hand away. .........How can something so important be delayed? It's 3 p.m....................... France plays with South Africa !!!!! ........ This match must be fun. The home team must be excited. I thought about it and wanted to cheer.

“Oh, run slowly. I have much shorter legs than you - - ”

“Who told you to be born short - -?”

We've arrived. What are you waiting for? I quickly go in and turn on the TV. What channel is it? I keep scrolling through the channels. until a bright green football field appeared on the screen

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The screen was big and I sat down on the bed, not paying attention to anyone. Until he forgot that the owner of the bed was sitting next to him.

"Actually, I just watch football - - you can look below."

"No, it's not fun. I don't want to have to worry about your mother……and you're not watching?"

I asked curiously. Where are there entire men who don't watch football? - -

"No, I don't know how to look."

“Huh??.........You're definitely a man?”

“Manse! I just don't watch football. Come and tell me I'm not a man - - !”

"Oh, no more arguing. Hey, hey, hey, there it is. You're such an expert. In the first minute you'll score a goal, hahaha.”

- - I sat and listened non-stop to Brother Tono's description of all living things. I got a lot of rude words back. Really touching, bro... I sat and looked closely at Tono's face. I have to admit that he is a very handsome person, with a sharp, prominent nose, white skin, and clean eyes. ........Ah.....Oh.............Hey Rit!!! .....Why are we going to see him? Men together!

…….. 2 hours passed.

“Wow!”

I yawned for the millionth time. I want to sleep. I want to sleep. But why does Tono have to shout? And why does this damn ball take so long to kick? Isn't it enough just to catch it and run and stuff it into the goal?

TT

“Sigh.. It's really fun, but I'm so sleepy. There's still a one-and-a-half match. Argentina, too.”

“Ha !!!”

Are you still going to watch this?

“You don't have to make that face. I can't watch it. This is for your sake. You can look back. I am also completely sleepy.”

Brother Tono turned off the TV. Then he lay down on the bed. The bed sagged until I lost my balance. What a big person~ I looked at him with wide eyes. Having said that, it's also irritating. See you one day. It's like we've known each other for a long time - -

"Brother Tony."

I shook Tono to test to see if he was really asleep.

“Sleep like a child - -”

Then we'd better get some sleep..........

Ugh..........I can't sleep.

TT;

It was because there was definitely a stranger sleeping next to me. I tried to get up, but Tono got up first so I pretended to sleep.

“I can't sleep at all. I'm sure it's not familiar.”

So at first I pretended to be asleep - -

“I have afternoon classes tomorrow.”

It's okay to speak alone.

“Yedkhe - -”

“Why is it so cute?”

“I guess I didn't think about it.”

Tuk tak tuk tak tuk tak ......... Say this and be quiet. It feels strange. ........I decided to open my eyes........and what I saw were Tono's eyes, clearly close and close. System

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It's almost there!

Hey! Oh~

The sound above was my own voice. I was so startled that I accidentally backed up and fell off the bed. Is my butt broken?

TT;

“Dammit!”

Brother Tono immediately came to support me....

“Why did you jump down?”

“What is that brother doing?”

Who would be crazy to jump in for fun?

“Well.....no..”

Suspiciousness stuck everywhere. .....Even though I don't quite understand it. But when I was really close, it was like he was going to...kiss me.

The atmosphere in the room was very quiet. Until I heard breathing..........no one uttered a word until

"Rit...take off your clothes and show me."

Brother Tono is going to wrestle me!!!!

“You're a woman in disguise, right?!”

Oh.... I've seen too many movies. And why do you have to take off your clothes? .....But now Brother Tono isn't talking. But he jumped in and straddled me. and tried to unbutton me []

“I'm a man after all.

TT”

“Then why are you embarrassed when I take off my shirt?”

“Well, I'm embarrassed....... But I'm a man, so let me go."

I held Tono's hand so he couldn't remove my shirt.

“Then why do I want to hug you? Why do I want to kiss you? ... You must be a woman. Confess!!”

“Are you going to find out with me? But I'm a man!"

I still hold on to my hand. Now I'm starting to feel weak. Wrong with Tono. That doesn't look tired at all.

“Prove it.”

Hurry!

Finally, Tono made the mistake and came to grab my breasts. I, still stunned, froze. Tono kissed him without consideration at all - -

"What? It's so flat."

“I told you, I am a man.

TT;”

“There are too many flat-chested women. Left below..."

Didn't say anything, still looked at him again.

"enough! Stop thinking, bro."

Brother Tono saw me crying with fear and shock. causing him to immediately turn his head and run in another direction

"Oh, I believe it."

Brother Tono releases my restraints. Then go back to bed in the same place as if nothing had happened. .......I arranged my clothes neatly.

“Then why do I want to hug you? Why do I want to kiss you? ... You must be a woman. Confess!!”

These words stuck in my head and couldn't get out. Does that mean Brother Tono likes us? Even though we are men? ….Oh, so why does it feel good?

TT

The sound of heavy rain pouring down With the sound of a deafening storm It made me sleep even more. I lay down and looked at Tony's back. Why is your heart beating so fast?

"Rit"

I was startled when Tony's voice sounded.

“Yes.”

“It's cold.”

“You can cover me with a blanket.”

Let's just say that Tono is lying here naked. I didn't wait for an answer, but quickly got up and covered myself with a blanket.

Thump!

“Hey!”

Brother Tony pulled me down. Makes me helpless to be on his chest.

“Can I hug you? I have a lack of pillows and can't sleep^^”

Tonto gave me a mischievous smile. But it melted the hearts of many people. including me ......I didn't answer but shook my head first. .........Well.......I'm embarrassed.

T/////T

“Shake your head? In my area, it can be translated. Thank you, haha.”

Ha! Where do you live? Brother Tono grabbed me and hugged him and closed his eyes without paying any attention to my demands. I struggled sometimes, sometimes I didn't (because I was sleepy). In the end, I was still like a doll to hug - - because of the warmth from Tono. Makes it difficult for me to sleep ....Ah.........so warm.

Then I fell into a deep sleep, forgetting shame.. - -

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The sound of books knocking on the table Knock until there's a hole in the table. ......Sigh...When I woke up this morning Brother Tony is still hugging me. Plus, no matter how much I wake him up, he won't wake up. The hand wouldn't let go. At that time, I accidentally smiled a little. I feel so good that I can't tell you....Do I like him? It's scary if I like him. I don't want to like other men.

It might just be a fleeting feeling!

“Damnit, how are you going to knock the book over?”

Zen's voice rang out. It made me jump before I could push the crazy thought out of my brain.

“Oh, it's nothing. A little distracted...but what's wrong with you?"

I put the book on the university library table. Then I turned to ask Mr. Chain who was standing over my head.

“Someone is looking for you. It's in front of that dorm.”

“Who?”

I furrowed my eyebrows and asked.

“I don't know. You'll try to find it yourself. I'll go first.”

I didn't have time to ask anything further. That guy, Shane, had already fled - -

I went to put the book away. and walked to the front of the dormitory as Zen said. ......Who is this? Will it be Uncle Som (the driver), but today we said we'd go back ourselves -*- then who could it be........ When you reach your destination I was immediately clear.

“Brother Tono!

OoO”

Brother Tono appears with a mischievous smile. Plus he raised his eyebrows at me - -

“What are you doing?”

I asked while looking at the road, the sky, the horses, and the birds. The story of last night still stuck in my mind. ........I have decided that Yesterday will be the last time we will meet. Because I don't want to be gay

TT;

“Don't talk like you're distant. I'll take you home myself. You came back today, didn't you? ^^”

"nevermind I can go back myself.”

I walked past Tono without making eye contact. Then Tono grabbed my arm. I looked back with confused eyes.

“Come back with me. What do you have to say to me?"

The look in your eyes just now Covered by a serious look in his eyes Making me automatically nod and accept.......When he saw that, Brother Tono released my hand and walked towards the lead, with me following.

“What do you have?”

When the tandem is in time I immediately raised my head and asked with curiosity. It's been the first time since we met. I've seen Brother Tono look serious like this. ...It made Tono's face a little scary.

“I doubt myself a lot. After last night's incident has passed.”

"yeah..."

I lowered my head....Tono must have been thinking too much. Today he might come and tell us to meet for the last time.

“I think I like you.”

“Oh…”

But we're both men. We probably won't be able to date each other. So let's split up here...

“It means I'm gay..”

"yeah...."

You might be shaken because of me alone. If you meet a good woman, you'll definitely be able to forget about this!

"I can't accept being gay......but!!!"

All of a sudden!!!

"look for"

Suddenly Tono stopped walking. Then he grabbed a book of some kind from his shoulder bag. Plus he was smiling like he was happy about something...... I looked at the book that he handed me to read.

'Are you gay?'

“Huh!?”

My eyebrows furrowed. What exactly is he trying to convey?

“When I returned from your house I feel very confused. So I decided to go buy this book.”

Brother Tono said, walking to sit on the marble wood. and continued speaking with a smiling face

“After reading and looking at it. Nothing seems consistent with me. I don't wear makeup, I don't have my ears pierced, and I don't like seeing men in underwear.”

“So what??”

But you like me...you must be gay - -

“It shows that I'm not gay, Rit! I just like you. But I'm not gay. Even though I'm dating you, I'm still not gay. Well, it doesn't say in the book."

[] !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Unbelievable, incredibly stupid.

TT

“You're gay!!! I'm a man and you like me for being a man! ....The solution if you don't want to be gay. .....I think we shouldn't meet again."

End of my voice.......... Brother Tono kept his head down. No answer came out of his mouth......

"Oh, you'd better go, Rit."

It wasn't long before Brother Tony got up. And then I just walked away. Leaving me standing alone.

"Oh, what are you standing there for?"

“Yes..Yes.”

Oh, what is this? - - Then..........................Why are we tame? It's so easy to follow him!!!

After a short walk we reached the bus stop. It was the second time I took the bus to study. Anyway, I don't want anyone to tease me that I'm your child again. ...I want to live a normal life. Today I have prepared medicine to cure motion sickness!! Wahaha

The bus moves when the time is right. Tonto turned and looked at me. Close-up

"Are you sure you're not drunk anymore?"

Brother Tono said with a suspicious look on his face.

“Not anymore.”

I answered with uncertainty. Brother Tono smiled at me once before looking at the window. .....I looked at it. Even though it's the same road, the same place........but why do I feel the same? Because I take the bus Or because someone is definitely together....

"Rit"

Brother Tony suddenly spoke up. I didn't answer, but instead gave him a questioning look.

“Do you want to go to my dorm?”

“Absolutely not!”

I shouted in an instant, saving my voice...... If I go, I'll definitely lose myself - -!

"I'm not doing anything to you."

"Anyway, I can't trust you -0-!"

“I just want you to taste the bread I made? Isn't this all?"

Brother Tony started to make me feel weak. With a face and a slightly pleading voice, no! I will definitely not be soft-hearted!!!

"Alright...but I don't want your dormitory - -"

This probably shouldn't be a problem, right? I'm not gullible -.-

"So...what's your house like?"

“Ah.....then that's fine.”

“Thank you ^^”

Brother Tony smiled happily. Makes me cringe immediately. Why must you be so happy? .......Don't do this, it, it, it .........

“Don't you have any friends? Why don't you let your friend taste it?"

“It's not the same.”

“How is it not like this?”

I tilted my head and asked the person in front of me. .......P'Tono didn't answer, but instead smiled nervously - - ....before turning his attention to the view outside the window. Leaving me sitting there wondering all alone.......

'If the person you like says it's delicious It's better, isn't it?'

The tall figure thought and smiled distraughtly at the view outside the window........

“What is this!! It smells good, right? ^^”

“But I don't know whether it's delicious or not -.-”

“Here, let's eat first.”

Tono put down his plate and laughed like a victor. I don't know if it was delicious or not. I'm really sure, brother. ......I looked at the appearance of ordinary round bread. With mocking eyes.... But I admit that the smell was quite tempting,., I picked up the bread and put it in my mouth following Tono's urging. standing at a table

“How is it....?”

I chewed slowly..while also looking at Tono's face. .........Uh...................It..............It's so delicious!! ! Very delicious, you can smell the pumpkin aroma. Doesn't smell like yeast either. The bread texture is very soft. The taste is harmonious and smells good too.

“That's it.”

I answered deadpan.

"look for?? Here, I did my best!”

Brother Tony looked down at me in shock. ......Huh. Who said it was really delicious? But if you watch it, Tono will definitely be impressed.

"Well, I don't think it tastes good."

“Huh, I won't give in. I will make it even more delicious!”

Tono's face looks like he's going to compete in the World Cup. Haha. So funny.

“No way, no way, I can't say it's delicious-3-”

“Alright, I'll come make you something to eat every day. There must be a day when you say it's delicious.”

Brother Tono folded his arms and sneered like he had the upper hand........

"Wait a minute, you'll come see me every day."

"That's right. I'm a person who doesn't give up easily. Hehe.......Oh, it's time to go back. I'll go first. Don't throw away the remaining bread."

Brother Tono didn't wait for me to say anything else and ran away...........

“Wow....”

I waited for some time to pass. and look left, look right Before stopping to look at Tono's bread .......I really couldn't resist eating it.

TT

Very delicious!

“If I could eat it every day, I wouldn't get bored......”

...........And every day Brother Tono came to pick me up at the group. And made many kinds of bread for me to eat whenever I had free time. Even though I say it's not delicious every time. But Tono was never angry with me. Instead, he smiled as if he was happy about something. ......Many months have passed......until today....that I have gotten to know him more.

Get to know various perspectives Trust me more. And he can still tell me he likes me without shame. ......Do you know that I am very distressed?...... I can't like you. I can't like you....... I don't like you. .........I don't like it..

“Today it's croissants. It's very difficult to do. But I made it especially for you.”

Brother Tono placed a plate with crescent-shaped bread that smelled as fragrant as ever. ......I hurriedly stuffed the bread into my mouth. .......still delicious as always ......This croissant is more delicious than anything I've ever eaten.

"Oh...... same as before. I don't see anything delicious at all."

"Heh, it's delicious, just tell me. I'll tell you the expression on my face."

He stood with his arms crossed and looked at me knowingly.

"I told you it wasn't delicious."

I shouted and argued with a slight dissatisfaction on my face.

“Oh, okay.”

Brother Tono shook his head lazily at my stubbornness......

“This.......Brother Tono... If I say it's delicious Are you still going to make me eat it....?”

“Of course if you like ^^”

-//////- And then the blood pumped until the face turned red. .........These are words that give you goosebumps......

"Uh.....Rit takes me to go buy a gift for a friend."

“What is the matter? I'll go myself."

“I will buy it for a female friend. I don't know what kind he likes.”

“But I'm a man - - ”

What does it mean when you say this?

"Come on, you're still so childish."

Brother Tono dragged my arm away as soon as I finished speaking.

“Hey, wait a minute, you childish bastard. What does that mean........."

Brother Tono didn't listen to my voice but just dragged me in one direction. .......He still hasn't asked me whether I'm going or not.

TT .............

Then Brother Tono dragged me all the way to Siam by taking a bus (now I'm used to it). ....... Brother Tono is very serious about choosing gifts. Until it made me want to know who Tono gave such importance to.

"Will he like this? If it were you, would you like it?"

Brother Tono picked up a dark brown leather wallet.

“Looks awfully old.”

"Oh, I saw your mother use it."

“My mother is about to be 40 already - - ”

“Ah...?”

Brother Tono turned to choose a present. Serious eyes that I've seen for a long time. .......When I saw it I was in a bad mood!!

“And this one?”

This time it was a pink wallet that looked like a retard -*- women's taste in choosing things for them is really not good.

“How about buying it for a child like that? Come on, I'll choose for myself."

I pushed Tono away in a moody mood. Which he also looked surprised to see me in such a bad mood.

“Here, you'll definitely like it!”

When I finished speaking, I forcefully stuffed a black leather bag decorated with gold decorations into my hand so hard that Tono looked at me in shock again.

“What is the matter, Rit? Haven't you had your period yet?"

“Are you crazy - -!”

I turned my head away in another direction to avoid Tono's gaze, who stared unblinkingly.

"Come on........wrap it up for me."

Then Brother Tono turned to tell the owner. before looking back at me like ....This time, it's staring with eyes that will somehow swallow me up.

"matter?"

“No.”

I answered the person in front of me, but my eyes were fixed somewhere else.

“Then why are you avoiding your eyes? ...Tell me what's going on. What am I angry about?”

“I said no!”

I raised my voice.

"Hey Rit, you're not this kind of person."

Brother Tono made a face that was completely disgusted with me. .......Why do you make that face? Yes, I'm not the same anymore. You don't like me anymore, right? That's good too. I don't have to be in trouble again. I, I....want it to be like this already!!!!

“I got it.”

Before I explode in anger The shop owner first caught the attention of the two of us.

“Yes, how much?”

Brother Tono immediately went to pay. Leaving me standing dissatisfied in front of the door. ..........What am I upset about? But I'm so annoyed! I've never been like this before.... Oh no!

TT

I decided to walk outside the shop door. Since I almost jumped out He accidentally hit a woman so hard that she fell down. But I almost did a somersault. Yes! I'm small.

TT;

"I'm sorry, is something wrong?"

I supported myself with my hands before raising my hands to apologize to the woman. Well, I'm the one who walked out and didn't see it myself.

"It was my fault...sorry."

I stopped looking at the woman. It made me stunned by her beauty.....white skin, tall, beautiful! Ah, the model!

“It's okay. I don't look either.”

Ah...beautiful and also has a good heart. I stood and smiled at him for a long time. No one has gone anywhere - - I'm waiting for Tono. ...but I don't know what he's waiting for.

“Oh, Grace, you arrived sooner than you thought!”

A familiar voice came from behind me. I turned around on instinct. I saw Brother Tono standing and smiling. But he didn't smile at me. Because Brother Tono's eyes stared at that woman......

“Do you often see me being the wrong person at the wrong time?”

A person named Grace greets you in a friendly manner.....

“Oh, it was your birthday yesterday, right? Happy belated birthday ^^”

Brother Tono handed Grace a red paper gift box with a silver bow. pass before my eyes .......Is this this person? Is this a beautiful person?

TT ....

I clenched my fists, but tried to keep my spirits up. Don't let your emotions get out of your face.

“Wow, so I want some food today?!”

“Take it ^^”

Hey hey everyone......I'm standing here, can you see me?

TT

"Oh, this is Rita, what I told you about."

Brother Tono held my arm to introduce himself.

"Oh? Oh.... At first I thought it was some middle school student."

“Rit is so short, hahaha.”

Then they both laughed and laughed with affection towards me. .........But no, I don't want to. I flailed my arms until Tono's hand fell off. Both of them were surprised until they stopped to look at my face....

"Oh, oh, we usually play like this hahaha."

Brother Tony laughed and laughed. And it seems like Brother Grace believes it completely. Tono wrapped his arms around me and whispered softly in my ear.

:: Let's talk ::

I heard it and got goosebumps. Because of his cold voice Made me realize the seriousness of Tono.

“Grace, I'll go wait at the shop over there. I'd like to go into the water with Rit for a moment."

When he finished speaking, he dragged me away in an awkward manner. 'Cause I'm trying to hold myself back But he was defeated by the strength of Tono's elephant. ......Until I reached a corner that was hidden from people's sight... Brother Tono immediately asked me a question.

"What are you upset about? Tell me, it's not like this."

“I'm not upset at all. I've told you many times!!”

“Don't lie.”

Brother Tono said in a deep voice and put his hand against the wall I was leaning on. And sharp eyes stared at me with such closeness that I couldn't avoid looking at them.

“I want to go home......”

I looked away and spoke in a noticeably softer voice. Now I hold back the tears that are welling up, trying not to let them fall. I'm feeling really bad. My thought right now is that I want to escape!

"Sigh....why is this so difficult to understand?"

Brother Tono withdrew his hands and hung his hips, turning his back to him. ...........like a needle stabbed into the heart........ I lowered my head and looked at the ground as if I had a story to read. ..........Everyone was silent for a long time. It's like they're thinking about something in each other's minds. ............Sigh......I'm in so much pain. .....I had to hold back tears. and tried to make a sound

“I'm going home.......”

I walked away slowly. It's like waiting for someone to hold me back. ......but I really didn't wait...... I just felt like all my strength was gone.

“Rit......”

Tony's soft voice It doesn't make me think of turning back.......... ...I walked out until I was out of Brother Tono's sight............but Brother Tono didn't hold anything back from me. He let me walk away. ......Even though I know that I have never ridden a bus alone. Even though I know that I'm not familiar with this place. Even though I know I'm afraid ............I'm weak...................

Tears that had been held back for a long time finally overflowed. I stopped and stood in an unfamiliar place. I quickly wiped away my tears. Because there are too many people here. .....Damn, that's so embarrassing. .........I kept walking along the path I'd come before. I walked around for a long time asking which bus line could take me to my house. Finally, someone was kind enough to tell me, and finally..........

The bus slowly moved away. .......I think about various stories floating around in my brain. I think of the time when he intended to make dessert for me to eat. When Brother Tono came to pick me up at the group When Tono said he wasn't gay. But tell me you like me............ Why do I have to feel so sorry? Why must I be upset? ........Now I'm in pain.

with many questions in mind No one can answer. Besides myself, I know the answer, but I don't want to admit it........

“Rit .....Rit........Rit!!!!!”

My mother's loud voice It almost made my ears explode.

“Oh, Mom, you can speak softly.”

I turned and frowned at my mother. He touched his ear to check for safety. ......Before Mother slowly sat down next to me.

“Where do you think you are? It's in the living room. .......What's wrong with Rit these days? He's depressed. And Tono hasn't come here anymore. Are they arguing with each other?"

Ugh... Brother Tono's name almost makes me shiver. Since that day, I haven't seen Brother Tono again.

“No, sir. I just happen to be busy. But...Mommy came to see me, what's wrong?"

I made my face look like I wasn't depressed. and asked the mother who was looking worried.

“I'm going to go see his father in America. Will Rit go with you?"

"I'm going, and for how many days?"

I answered in a slow voice. ........That's good too. Maybe I can forget the bad things that happened here.

"I don't know. It won't be long. We start our journey tomorrow."

Mom answered, smiling happily. .........What is it? What are you happy about? ........

"yes"

Even though I have doubts, right now I don't want to think too much about it. Just now I'm going to get a headache and die...........

The mother turned her back on her son. The face changed color to completely smooth.......

"I'm sorry, Rit. Mom had to."

The voice was soft, like a whisper. Escaped from the mother's mouth .......The small figure sitting with his knees hugged on the sofa, camouflaged staring out the window, had no idea. How long will he and he be away from here....?

3 days ago...........

In the midst of this, there were quite a few people walking around. I had to walk through the crowd. In order to find Rit who disappeared.............I shouldn't have stood there stunned! If you follow then you will definitely be in time.

After Rit lost his mind and walked away. I didn't know what to do next. I don't know what he was upset about. I don't know why he was mad at me. Until I went back and told Grace. Grace said this was definitely jealousy food! Oh my gosh, what did you think? ............ It's Grace ...............He's a Sirani.

Let me give you some advice about this. So why didn't you tell me?

TT

I feel happy to know that Ritt may have feelings for me. And I'm sorry I made him uncomfortable like this....that's right, I have to apologize to him. .......I have to go tell him that. How much do I love him? .........I have to tell him. Before he misunderstands any further!

I walked around bumping into people's shoulders. I feel like I've been scolded many times by people. Oh my gosh, where is it?

"this"

Someone touched my shoulder.

"what!"

I turned around and shouted angrily. But I had to change my behavior immediately when the person touched my shoulder. He was a tall man wearing a black shirt and looked like a bodyguard seen in movies.

“Let's come together.”

It didn't wait for me to say anything, but instead dragged my arm violently. It hurt. Oh, what was this about? Why did you come to arrest me?........Wait a minute. .........Don't .... Don't tell me that you're going to demand ransom from me!!! I can't even see my good looks, you bastards!

“Let me go!”

I tried to pry, pry, pry open this giant's hand with all my might. But it didn't affect him one bit. It dragged me to a blonde-gray van. Ready to open the door Throw me in already........... Scenes like this are sure to demand ransom!!

“Wow, can't you just throw it gently?!”

I turned and shouted cursing at the giant before it closed the door.......before I could survey my surroundings. A familiar voice sounded first.

“Hello, Tono.”

"Huh... Hey Auntie!!!"

I turned around and almost fell backwards. Because the person sitting in front of me is Rit's mother!

"Oh, hello. Well....and how did you get here?....I'm completely confused."

I made a face like a chicken, looked confused like "Wow, I'm confused"........

“You don't have to understand much. .......conclude Let's get straight to the point.......Recently...Rit has changed a lot. Since I met her."

Rit's mother said in a calm voice. I slapped my face in confusion. So what does this have to do with me?? ...Auntie continued talking.

“Rit looks happy. It's like being in love with Auntie's son. Auntie knows what he is happy about. Since you came to make dessert for Rit to eat. Receive delivery every day ......But Auntie is still not sure. Today, I followed Rit's footsteps and went to see. .....Everything became more clear. Auntie has never seen Rit cry like this before.”

"cry....?"

Did I make him cry? .....but that's not the point. Auntie already knows that I like her. I'm going to die!!..... I couldn't help avoiding my eyes. There will be nothing to fear. If I weren't a man

“Tono.....Rit is the only son of Auntie's family. ........is the successor to the country's number one gem trading company......I don't want this matter to get in the way of his progress..........and for people's hearts Be a mother ......There's no one. I want my own child to be gay..”

I lowered my head and looked at the ground. guiltily It's true......but.....I love him.

“Auntie has something to ask of you.”

I immediately looked into Auntie's eyes. ......Hopefully what Auntie will say next isn't...

“Stop meeting with Ritter!”

An angry voice rang out. ......I felt a sudden pain. It's like someone took a knife and stabbed it in the heart. .........not found .........not seen ..........didn't say I love you .........I didn't say sorry to him? .....Just thinking about it. .....Tears brimmed at the corners of the eyes. Until my eyes ached because I tried not to let them flow.

I turned my head away to hide my eyes. But then Auntie's voice drew me again.

“About Rit...Auntie will send him to study in America....She doesn't have to worry.....Her duty is to stop seeing him........I hope you understand. na.”

"America! Why do you have to go with me? I won't be able to find it. But why do you have to let him go to America?!”

This kind of dirty scene I'm not playing either!

“It's the same anyway, isn't it? Still, she still hasn't met Ritt. You can go back now. ........Invite him back!”

Auntie shouted to the giant outside the van. Come drag me back. I tried to cling to the car door, the window, the chair, but it didn't work. Why...........why do you have to do this? I won't give in. I won't give in!

“I promise I won't meet Rit. But please don't let it go, I beg you."

Now I'm out of the door and outside. But it was locked by a giant. As I tried to get back into the van again

“Auntie! Auntie!”

I called out at the top of my lungs. But there was no answer at all. I saw only a plain expression, looking in front of me without interest. I wriggled until my whole body ached. The hand locked behind his back was squeezed tighter. Until I cried out loud....

“Ahh!”

Aunt looked at me for a bit before looking back at her.

“Get in the car”

Auntie spoke quietly. Then the giant threw me and hit the wall hard.

“If you really love Rit. Stop hurting him."

Thump!

That was Auntie's last notice. before followed by the sound of the door closing. ........I followed Auntie's car until she was out of sight. I really want to run after you. I want to tell him that I really love Auntie's daughter. .........Clear water flowed from my eyes. The evening sunlight has begun to fade. It indicates the time of dusk... I sat leaning against the wall.

The pain in my back was nothing compared to the pain my heart was in. ......The amount of tears indicates the pain in my heart right now. Good stories and memories are popping up everywhere. Before, I used to think of it happily, but now I just remember fragments of it. It's as if my heart is about to break. When I know it won't happen again. ...............No more

.....................do not have

“Is it already this late?”

I looked at the clock and began cursing. Have I been walking around until this time? I didn't realize it at all. I looked at the river in the park once. before turning back ..............It's tomorrow already. Where Rit will go from here

I've said this many times. Three days I haven't seen Rit's face. It's really torture. But for him, I have to do it…….

“It's already late. You haven't returned yet?"

“Let me walk a little more. I don't want to go back home. I will go tomorrow.”

The sound of two people's conversation rang out from behind. .................which I felt really familiar with, and then I decided to turn around and look.............and it was like what? Come take my heart away. When the person in front of you is...

“Rit.........”

I unconsciously smiled. I thought I'd never see his face again.

"Brother Tono......" Rit made the same expression. But then his expression turned into a sullen one at me.

"Come back, Zen."

Rit made to turn around. ............I ran to the front without any delay.

“Don't rely on it...”

I gave him a pleading look. My soft voice shows how much I miss him. Rit also looked at me with hesitant eyes.

"I...I'm going back home."

The voice in front of him trembled along with tears that overflowed as if they had been suppressed for a long time. It almost broke my heart. The sharp pain in my chest made me unable to help but tear up.

"Rit...I love you."

I spoke softly and reached out to gently hold the other person's hand.... Rita was shocked and her eyes widened. Tears stained cheeks bright red....

"What do you say?"

Rit asked again.

"I love you Rit...I love you."

Rit shook my hand violently... I looked at Rit's face with an expression that I didn't understand. Rit cried harder than before.

"Do you love me? Why did you leave me like this? Why didn't you follow me that day? So what have you been doing for the past three days? And today, if I don't come and meet you You didn't think you'd come to me at all, did you? Hee hee hee, do you know...how much pain I'm in....hee hee?"

His sobs were almost inaudible, indicating the pain in his heart. I walked closer to him and looked into his bloodshot eyes.

"I'm sorry.....your mother came to say that she doesn't want you to lose your future because of me....this is good....I think that if we were apart, we would be able to come to terms with it..... .But these three days I really can't stand it... ”

I speak in a calm voice. Showing sincerity in every word and sentence you tell him.........Rit looked back at me in the eyes as well.....before pushing my chest with all his might. ......Up until now, I have never understood his actions.. Damn

“Can you please not let your feelings be used to judge other people?!”

Rit shouted at full volume.

“I never thought that I would lose my future because of you. I have never regretted having you come into my life. ........I......I love you.......huh."

Rit let out a cry like a child. and turned to hug another friend who came with him .........Why did I make him so sad? I've always told him that I will make him smile happily. So what is this...?

“Please tell Rit's mother. Please lend me Rit.”

I told Rit's friend. before pulling out of the embrace Then they took each other's hands and ran without caring about anyone anymore. Leaving my friend Ritter confused like a monkey there. ......How is it good to hold it? Come hug Ritfa!

I keep walking......It's already late at night. Make people have nothing All along the way There was only Rit's sobbing. .....Parks late at night are scary, just play with them......

5 minutes have passed.......................

"Wait....where are you taking me?"

When he regained his composure...........Rit stopped walking and immediately asked me while wiping away tears. ..............It made me regain my composure after losing my mind for a while.

"Uh....I don't know either -*-"

“In this situation, who would have thought of that? .........So, do you want to go to my dorm? -..-”

“Absolutely not!”

Rit answered harshly. What are you afraid of? -*-

“So where are you going? But let me tell you first. I won't let you go home."

“I already know.......Ah, really! I have a place I want you to go.”

Rim rushed towards him. I couldn't help but smile at Rit's cuteness. ...........Anger disappeared really quickly.

“Where??”

Rit didn't say anything but instead took my hand...... It's strange that I was still crying like crazy just now. But now I'm cheerful again. The tears haven't even dried yet. ........but it's good too. I really like it when he smiles ^^

A little more than 5 minutes have passed. Rita continued to lead me by the hand. When asked where he was going, he replied that he would find out. .........It must be a very romantic place. ..........on a boat or in a tower, something like that. Ah, you're really cute, Rit!

"arrived !"

"Really? Where..........hey?"

When I looked up, I was stunned by the beauty of...........................

"Waste Disposal Factory"

I confusedly read the sign...........in the wrong place for sure. Definitely brought me to the wrong place!

“Yes, a garbage factory~”

“Why did you bring me here?”

“Come on, let's go in first.”

Rit didn't give me a chance to say anything further. and immediately walked into the waste disposal factory I could only reluctantly follow in. ..........What? It stinks and stinks. I'm losing my temper. -*- ....................Rit takes me on a short walk all the way to back of factory Then there is a lattice fence with bushes covering it so that you can't see the other side of the fence........

Rit easily slipped into one of the holes. ...........I ducked in a bit, but it got stuck!!

"Oh! Rit, please help me pull this up."

I got stuck in a hole in the wire fence. I saw that Rit escaped easily. Will he be able to survive? But I forgot that he and I are different sizes.

"What...can't you survive just like this?"

“Look at me. Don't talk too much, hurry up and pull over."

I survived half of it. The remaining half did not survive. I reached out my hand to Rit. It's a gesture to help pull. ........Rit did it well.

“Huh!”

Rit pulled as hard as he could. ..............Soon I was freed from this bondage. But because Rit pulled me too hard. ...made me fall out of my chest and land on Rit's bastard.

“Ah, uh…”

Now I'm straddling Rit. Plus, the tips of their noses collide. But I haven't come out yet. Until Rit protested. ..........Because I'm under a spell from something. Makes me not want to leave this place at all. ............Clear eyes looked at me with fear. Some mouths tried to tell me to go away. But my ears aren't working anymore.

I only heard the sound of my own heart. that doesn't rhythmically As his eyes moved down to stare at Rit's lips. .............Finally, I did what I wanted. I slowly bent down and gently pressed my lips to the other person's. The small body was startled and tried to push me away. I pressed my lips even harder. .........Before I do anything more.

Rit was successful in pushing me away........and retreated to the back with wide eyes looking at me, wanting to be afraid.

"Oh...you don't have to be so shocked like that."

I saw it and felt so sad.

“Oh, what did you do just now?

o//////////o”

His face is as red as an eggplant. I couldn't help but laugh at his innocence. So I accidentally laughed.

“Hahahahahahahahahaha”

"Why are you laughing? - -"

Rit said angrily.

"I'm sorry....I really couldn't resist^^"

I gave him a mischievous smile. and went to find But that bastard ran away like that - -

"Why are you running away? I already told you I'm sorry."

I said and ran along. .............Oh my god. I'm such an old athlete, heh heh..............It wasn't long before we took on the spirit of retarded children running around chasing each other. Finally I was able to catch it. .........I hugged him from behind but I lost my footing causing me to stumble backwards. So I ended up sitting against the big tree in the center of the garden.

“Let go!”

Rita's face turned red and she shouted and shook her head like a spoiled child.

“Don't be stubborn, aren't you cold? Let's sleep here tonight. There are stars to look at too, haha.”

I stared at the sky that was full of stars. Plus, the atmosphere here is really nice. Even though it's so dark right now that I can't see anything, I can see that this place is really beautiful. ..............

"I'm sleepy."

Rit spoke in a tired voice..........before falling asleep in my arms. ..............I cried that much. ...........I don't want him to leave me anymore...........

“Tono.....Rit is the only son of Auntie's family. ........is the successor to the country's number one gem trading company......I don't want this matter to get in the way of his progress..........and for people's hearts Be a mother ......There's no one. I want my own child to be gay..”

Rit's mother's words popped into my head. ...........What should I do? Did Rit know that she had to go to study in America? So how long will Rit have to study? ........What should I do?

I tightened my embrace as if I was afraid someone would steal it away. ........Now I'm very confused. So confused.................

Oh, I'm too lazy to think about it!! Until then, let's think about it. Now I get to hug him all night like this. I'm the happiest.

The next day............

~ What must I do to make her love me? I'm really asking her. Can you answer?............

“Please continue for another 5 minutes~”

My trembling sounded as my phone rang and the soft sunlight dappled my eyes, indicating that it was still too early for me. ........I looked down at the problem phone. That right now still doesn't stop crying. The screen appears with a number that is not worth it. I tilt my head and wonder, who is calling this early in the morning?

“Hi.”

I said in a sleepy voice and hoped it was just the wrong number.

:: Is that Tono? ::

“Yes, and who is this?”

:: Auntie, Mother Rit ::

The chip is gone!! I looked at the face of Rit who was still sleeping for a while and then continued talking.

“I have decided not to do as Auntie asks.”

I answered in a firm voice. Showing determination

:: Tono ! Do you want to make Rit lose her future? Now tell me where Ritter is! ::

The voice on the other end of the phone began to express anger.

"No......unless Auntie doesn't take Rit anywhere!"

:: Who are you?! What right does she have to judge my child? Tell me now, where is Rit? ::

"Don't tell me, I won't tell!"

I looked at Rita's face and confirmed it.

“Let me ask you. What will you do next? Are you going to let him leave his father and mother? Today she might not think anything of it. And what about tomorrow? What about the next day? Rit is your son and he doesn't know how to do anything. Don't let your little happiness take everything away from him!”

Let's say it's true. .......I'm doing this because of my happiness.

:: Where is Rit? ::

A quiet voice asked me.

“It's in the garden behind the waste disposal factory near....”

I said it like a stupid person. I don't know what to do next. I'm so confused. Even now I can't decide anything. And the next day! Like this....maybe it's the best.

Click !

A loud voice rang out as soon as he finished speaking. I felt a sharp pain in my back, probably because I had Rit lean on it all night. Rita is still sleeping soundly. I looked at his face. Remember everything about him as much as possible. before never seeing it again

"yeah...."

Rit suddenly woke up. With a gentle shake of the head and explore the surroundings

“Are you awake?”

I asked in a sad tone.

“Have I slept this long?”

Rit looked at me with a puzzled expression.

“Yes....Did you sleep well? Lean on me all night Everything hurts."

I said, massaging my back for realism. In fact, it wasn't much of a pain at all.

“Really, I'm sorry.”

Rit made a face of blatant guilt and reached over as if giving me a massage.

"Just kidding. It's just so easy. Haha."

I laughed dryly. Try to act in a good mood as much as possible.

“Does it hurt a lot?”

Rit looked at him with pain in his eyes.

"What? Did you say it was very comfortable?"

“Then why do you have to look so sad? It's like you're just pretending to be happy.”

I was stunned by his words. I'm definitely not an actor.

"Rit.... what if we have to part?"

I looked down and spoke in a low voice.

"Why ! We're not apart anymore. Today I will go home Went to visit father in America. And after a few days he came back. I don't see anything to worry about...~ ”

Rit said in a cheerful voice. ...........Sigh I don't want to ruin that smile. ..................I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do. I'll wait, wait for Rit's mother to come and take Rit away. Then lied that Rit didn't go to study in America. ........Won't be away from me for a long time. We won't meet again. I ate dessert made by me. Heard words of love from me As always........

That's all .............. I have to do it.

“Why are you quiet? Are you sick or your back hurts? I already said I'm sorry. Are you angry at me?"

Rit tried to ask me with concern. .......Let him not know anything, that's good.

“I just don't get enough sleep.”

I sculpted my voice to be as smooth as possible. Even though my heart was already trembling.

“'Then go to sleep. I won't bother you.”

I closed my eyes and leaned against the same tree. ............Rit's voice went quiet. .................Where has he gone? Has your aunt arrived?

“Dammit!”

I shouted at the top of my lungs

“What!? 0.0”

I opened my eyes and saw Rit, startled. It's not going anywhere, it's always been here. Oh, Tono, you've gone crazy.

“I saw you quiet and thought about where you were going.”

“I said I was going to sleep. So I kept quiet. ..........What's wrong with you? -*-"

"Rit, I have something to tell you!"

I've decided I will tell you about the story that he will study and go to America!

“Rit!!!”

A high-pitched sound interrupted him first. Both of them turned to look at the source of the voice with one eye and found that Rit's mother and his bodyguards were all present.

"mother!!"

Rit ran to find her mother, leaving me standing there all alone.

“Wherever you go, child, you don't answer the phone. Good thing Mom was able to find Bertono. ...Come on, let's hurry and go visit Father."

“Yes^^”

Rit looked at his mother's face and smiled brightly. ...........Should I tell you? .........Rit turned around and smiled and waved at me to say goodbye. ............If Rit knew at that time, would Rit be upset?.............Rit looked at me with a strange expression. My heart doesn't have a reaction. .......................I don't want to lie to him at all...................Rit Walk and turn around. along with aunt .............What should I do?

“Rit! Your mother will take you to study in America!!”

I said it until I got it. Everyone turned to look at me alone. ..........Rit looked suspiciously at my face alternating with his own mother's.

“What are you talking about? Is it true, Mom?”

I clenched my fists tightly, sweat beading all over my face even though the air wasn't hot. My heart beats like a drum set.............. It was the hardest decision I have ever had to make.

“Rit...”

Rit looked at his mother's face, searching for an answer. Only a soft voice answered.

“Why doesn't Mom answer me? Showing if it's true... So why do I have to continue my studies there? What is it for? ”

Rit spoke, half shouted to his mother who was keeping her eyes peeled.

"Mom, I'm doing it for Rit."

"how? I'm totally confused.”

His voice softened. Suspicion crawled over Rit until he was completely overwhelmed.

"Auntie knows everything...about us."

I volunteered to answer instead. And Rit's mother's eyes looked back at me angrily.

"mother............ But I don't want to leave here. I won't go anywhere. Mom understands me.”

The little girl spoke in a pleading tone. The mother gave him an angry look.

“No Rit, Rit must go, Rit must forget Tono. This is the only way!”

A shrieking sound made Rita almost flinch. Rit looked at his mother's face, not understanding. He had never seen his mother like this before.

"Mom...but Rit doesn't want to go."

Rita burst into tears with shock and sadness.

“Rit, can you not be stubborn? Mother said that if you go, you have to go. Mom has packed it up for me. Go for it now.”

Auntie didn't say anything but instead took Rit's hand and dragged her along. Rit wanted to resist, but didn't dare.........

'No, I don't want to go anyway. Why doesn't Mom understand me?'

I decided to shake my hand with all my might and run towards Tono.

“Rit!”

Mother walked in after me. Pull my arm back But I grabbed Petono's hand. ....I saw Brother Tony's tears flowing. Makes my tear glands work again Brother Tony held my hand tightly. I tried to shake Mom's hand away until my joints hurt. But it seemed like Mother was trying to hold it tighter. Huh....I'm hurt.

T-T

“Let's go separate them!”

My mother ordered the subordinates who came along. ...when receiving an order Three giant men walked up to Tono's back. Trying to pull Tono away from me.

"no ! Huh, Mom, please let me go. Huh, Brother Tono......"

I screamed out in pain, both physical and mental.

“Mom, I love you, I love you, Tono, hehe, don't let me go, hehe.

TTOTT”

Tears flowed until it was completely moist. And there's no sign of him stopping crying. I looked towards Tony. Looking with pleading eyes Don't let me go away from you. ............. Brother Tono's expression of anguish was clearly evident on his face. Even after being pulled by three giants behind Brother Tono didn't intend to let me out at all............

I can't take it anymore!

My hand really hurts!

Why are these three idiots coming to pull me over?

Tono, don't let go of Rit's hand. No, don't run out of energy just yet!

“RITT!!!!”

Finally, Rit and I's hands were pushed away from each other, causing me to fall down hard, causing my elbow to hit the ground until a scarlet liquid came out in a stream. I immediately looked towards Rit. But it was found to be safe. .........Rit quickly ran and jumped towards me. I received it with an embrace. Tears were all over Rit's cheeks.

I hugged it tightly. Even though my body is completely sore.......

“Rit, come find your mother now!”

Rit hugged me tighter, expressing his feelings. Rit doesn't want to go that much. And why does Rit's mother still force him to go again?

“Rit!”

My mother's voice called out again. But I closed my eyes and hugged Tono even tighter. Why does Mom force me like this? I have always been patient with the rules my mother set. How can I ask for a story? .............Mother came straight in and tried to get me away from Tono from behind. ......I pulled on Tono's shirt. .........but then I lost to my mother's strength.

Because right now I'm so tired, so tired........The buttons on Tono's shirt are all falling off. I can't grab anything else.......

“Huh...Mom...let me go. Hehe.

TTOTT”

My mother looked tired too. Made me squirm and come out again. I crawled over to Brother Tono who had no difficulty having his arm locked by one of the giant elders. I found Babaam to call out. But it's like it's stuck. Only sobs came out.

“Hold Rit up gently,” my mother's commanding voice came up again. I reached out my hand again.

'It's almost time. Our hands will reach each other. Brother Tono, send your hand to hold me. Don't leave me...

T-T’

'Rit, stay strong. No matter what, I will protect you myself. Give me your hand, Han will definitely not abandon you!'

“Ah”

When our fingertips touch each other a little I had my arms locked and they lifted me up. I tried to fight with the best I had right now.

Phi Yak grabbed me and turned me towards my mother. I looked at my mother with pleading eyes. But the look in his eyes was cold and his face was extremely frightened. .........Where did my old mother go?

Phew!

"mother...."

Mother slapped me so hard that my face turned to the other side. ........Now everyone is looking in the same direction. Mother, but Brother Yak was still so shocked that he accidentally let his hair out. .....I hold the side of my face that was hit. The pain radiates everywhere and my heart is about to break....

“I never taught you to be like this. Why are you such an outcast?!”

“TTOTT”

hurt ! The pain was so severe that I couldn't speak. I was stunned. My brain was completely white. I can't think of anything. I want to sleep. I don't want to know anything anymore.

“This kind of ghostly love I don't accept it. Going to study in America is my mother's order. If you still want to be a mother and daughter, then do as I'm told.”

Cruel ....... Is this really my mother's love for me? ......Standing there is my mother? .......

Mother took me by the hand. But this time was not like the previous times when I followed it carefully. I'm like a soulless body that no one can take me anywhere. ......My consciousness has drifted away. ..........I don't want to think about anything else.......... Goodbye, Tono. .....We probably weren't really meant for each other......I tried my hardest.

TT-TT

“Dammit!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

I shouted along, but my body didn't do as I was told. Oh no! Tono, you shouldn't have told me your address. You shouldn't have! You really are so stupid. Damn it!

T-T

I could only stand and kick the tree. I cried again I don't have very deep tears. But why do I have to cry again and again for Rit? .........I leaned against a tree and held my face in my hands. Don't let anyone see my tears. I don't want anyone to see. It's really pathetic!

Many stories from the past flowed through my mind. From that day until today, it's been 1 year already........I have had so many female boyfriends that I can't count them. But what I got back back is a confirmation sign that I really can't forget the song. Let's do it. Why..

I slowly stroked the trunk of a familiar tree. Ready to ask many questions in your mind.....

Building, building, building

The sound of shoes hitting the floor in a slow rhythm rang out. I flinched slightly before turning my head at the sound. ...........And then my heart almost dropped to the floor. My heart was pounding so hard it seemed like it might burst out. .........Because of the person in front He's the person I've been thinking about for a year..

“Dammit.......”

I said, running up to hug him. .............I hugged him as tightly as I could. It indicates the longing that I have in my heart. Damn it, I really want to cry one more time. .............

“What are you doing here? Let me go.”

The voice roared at me. and the enormous force that tried to push me away ........made me instantly flinch. ...........Damn it has changed??

"Rit"

I made eye contact and uttered a soft, surprised sound.

“What the fuck?! Are you crazy?”

Huh..............

Heyyyy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I shake my head vigorously. The Ritter I hugged just now is someone else! I miss him too much!!!

"Hey, uh.... I was a bit dizzy. I'm sorry."

I barely nodded my head apologetically. I'm still thinking about why Ritter's body has gotten bigger - -

“Please excuse me first.”

After speaking, he immediately left. With some shame still remaining ......There aren't that many people in this group. Damn it, when did I see you? I'll make it go away, I'll miss you!!

When were you going to talk about people? The face of love is the same. .....Makes us dizzy and think of him as a rit. And what are you doing in a place like that? Let's weigh it….

I shook off my crazy thoughts and walked along the path aimlessly. The sounds of the chaos of the capital right now did not enter my ears at all. I sat down in the seat waiting for the bus with my head hanging. .......Really boring....damn.

Is this line correct?......

But if I asked my aunt just now, it's probably right.

I walked around with my mouth wide open. Asking for directions to my own house I ran away from my father from America. Mother probably didn't think of that. ........No matter what, I won't give in anymore.....after getting off the plane. I could hardly continue. .....Now I'm riding around the city until I miss it...even if it wasn't intentional.

“Are you…getting off here?”

I cursed softly to myself. ........And then I finally got off. Because the bad symptoms have started to come back. ....Talking about motion sickness Makes me automatically think of the person I love very much. Sigh....What will happen to Tono?

I carried a huge backpack down to sit on a bus stop chair. Ready to place the heavy baggage beside........ I'm so tired....I wipe away the sweat that's flowing...................Should I take a taxi?......... No, no, we made a promise to ourselves. Anyway, we have to take the bus home. In order to meet that person....

I shake my head gently as a warning... Then my eyes were struck by Someone who looked very familiar. He sat and stared at the road distraught....... Yes...is that Tono? I tried to see his face more clearly. ..............Eyebrows like this, mouth like this, nose like this .....

........Oh, it's really Tono too !!!!!!

I smiled instinctively. And don't forget to run in and find it like a child finding a toy.

"Brother Tono!"

I ran in front of him and shouted his name happily. ...... Brother Tono looked up at the sound of the call.. and Tono's expression changed to shock as well.

"Ah...Rit!!!"

Brother Tono suddenly got up and was ready to hug me.... But then it stopped first........ -0-??

“Oh... I must be dizzy. I'm sorry, I greeted the wrong person."

Then Tono walked away and turned around. Along with lightly hitting his own head. ...................

Ah.....What is it about him?........Whose fault is it? Ignore it!

"Brother Tono!"

I ran to call Brother Tono again. .......P'Tono turned around and nodded his head as if to apologize.

"Don't you remember me?"

I asked again in a sad voice... My hairstyle hasn't changed. The appearance is still the same. Why can't we remember!

Or.....he has forgotten us....

“Huh…”

Brother Tono's eyes widened in shock............I'll be shocked, I'll apologize, what's wrong with him?

“Is it really Rit?”

Brother Tony's voice was excited and he asked me. Ready to walk closer

"I'm Rit, I don't remember....ah, oops."

My mouth was suddenly closed by another person's lips. ....This kind of soft and gentle kiss. ..............It's good....

But .......this is in the middle of Bangkok!

I gently pushed Tono's chest. Brother Tono knew what he meant and pulled his lips away before hugging me tightly as if he wouldn't let me go anywhere again.

“You almost made me crazy.”

The trembling voice made me know that Tono was trying to hold back his tears. ......But I was too busy blushing. Both red and hot It's like your face is about to explode...

“Make me something to eat....”

I said in a calm voice in my ear.

“I'm the chef of a five-star hotel. You must say it's delicious.”

Brother Tony's irritating voice came back again....

“What if I say it doesn't taste good?”

I asked back in the same tone.

“I will make it for you to eat every day....Before you tell me it's delicious..... ^^ ”

They both smiled happily. In the eyes of many people ...........

No matter how embarrassed we are, we still love each other. ^____________^

                                                THE END

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