If you were to lose someone, would you remember everything you did for them?
No matter how good or bad things are about you..
Will today be too late if you.. repent?
For many people Maybe it's not too late.. Because you must have forgotten him.
But for me.. He is still in my heart all the time..
"Kim Himchan.."
"Hmm?^^"
"I love you."
"Um^^ I love you."
After that day.. The day I lost him.. This conversation haunts me all the time..
Now.. I feel cold.. and lonely..
"Kim Himchan," a low voice called out to the person in front of him before embracing him from behind.
"-///- How is it going?"
"Are you getting rid of the cold?"
"^^ Um, thank you."
When I'm cold, when I'm lonely, he.. is the only one who comforts me. who has always stood beside me
But now.. I.. don't have him beside me anymore.
"Kim Himchan! Be careful!!" A tall figure ran to protect the thin body before the bullet pierced the lung terminal.
"Bang Yongguk!!" A thin figure picked up the tall figure before hugging him tightly.
"Mr! Don't die! Why do you do this! vigorous.."
"If I see you die.. I'd rather die instead.."
"Doctor! How is the patient?!" Someone rushed towards the treating doctor.
“The patient was shot in the lung. There is a chance of recovery of 30%... The doctor wants you to take it easy.. If he doesn't die, he might have to be the Sleeping Prince for the rest of his life.. This is all the doctor can help with.. I'm sorry."
".. no.. !! If you don't recover.. And who am I going to live for?
After that day.. I almost went crazy and lost consciousness.. My bed was covered in blood stains from my hands. The whole room was a mess with things.. I had to accept it for several months before I could return to being a normal person.
Today, it's been 2 years and he still hasn't recovered. He refused to get up and talk to me.
"Do you want to eat, Yongguk?"
"Do you want to eat anything today? Hehe, I'll go buy it for you."
I've been talking alone for a month.. Even though I'm the same person now But my mind is still not the same.. I want my lover back.. I want Bang Yongguk back..
“Kim Himchan..is the sun beautiful..?” The tall figure hugged the thin body beside him before pointing at the red glow of the evening sun.
"^^ It's the most beautiful. You know, I really like the sunshine. It makes me feel like people who have given up hope have a light coming in to encourage us to succeed.” before slowly leaning on another person's shoulder.
"^^ I will protect you the best I can, Himchan. I will protect you with everything."
He really protected me.. Trade yourself in.. I absolutely cannot forgive myself for seeing him do that..
“Bang Yongguk.. do you remember.. what you did for me.. You know.. I've always been happy."
A figure spoke to the person in front of him who was lying motionless, not knowing when he would wake up again.
“But right now.. I can't stay! If you don't recover.. I will die following you.. Did you know! You're not here like I'm in the cold alone.. There's no one at all! .."
“Bang Yongguk.. I.. I..”
"I love you, Kim Himchan."
.... I'm not deaf, am I?
"Bang Yongguk!!" The figure lying next to the other person got up and hugged the other person tightly.
“From now on.. I will take good care of you. I won't make you sad again. Won't make you crazy again. I won't make you sit and cry because of me. I'm back ^^"
“Thank you.. I will be by your side. I won't go anywhere. I will be with you forever. I love you, Bang Yong Guk."
"I love you too, Kim Himchan."
It's an old fic in the house.
BAP Thailand
Ours has been composed for over a year now, but we just put it here.
TT
Thank you very much.