turnaround love

Maybe love is like this. When one person loves very much, the other backs away.

When one person wants to get it back. Another person fled very far away.

turnaround love

Thank you for having "loved" each other even though I secretly had someone else.

Thank you for always "taking care" of each other even though I wasn't the only one.

Thank you for always saying "I miss you" even though I was with someone else.

Thank you for walking away “coldly” and choosing someone other than “me.”

Because at least I once had you.

Kwon Jiyong

Many people accused him of being a bad person, but I chose to trust him until the last moment.

People say that love comes with intense pain.

.........Now I understand it.

Choi Seung Hyun

I'm just an insatiable bad person. Even though I have a very good lover, I am never satisfied.

It wouldn't be wrong if I had someone else without "him" knowing.

............Right

8:00 a.m.

“Hey Jiyong, I'm working late today. It's very busy at the company,” Choi Seunghyun said to his lover with a smile like every day.

“Umm, will you be back very late? Do you want me to cook or not?” Jiyong said as he arranged a tie for his lover.

“No need, I'll just eat it from the company. You're in trouble." Seunghyun said as he kissed his lover's cheek and left for work.

0:00 a.m.

Jiyong sat and waited impatiently for his lover. Keep looking to see if your loved one has returned yet. Even though he had already told him, Jiyong couldn't help but be worried.

“When will you come back?” Suddenly, a phone call came. Jiyong quickly answered the phone, afraid that something would happen to his lover, without looking to see who was calling.

//“Hello Jiyong”//

“Ah, Youngbae, is something wrong? Call me so late."

//”Is Seunghyun hyung with you right now?”//

“Oh, Seunghyun has to work late at the company. He hasn't come back yet.”

//”And you believe it?? Hey Jiyong, you don't have to believe everything he tells you. Don't you think he'll lie to you?"//

“Seunghyun doesn't lie to me. We've been together for 4 years. Youngbae,” Jiyong said, angry at Youngbae's accusations against his lover.

//"Ah, it's nothing...that's all, Jiyong"//

“Youngbae, if you're sleepy then go to sleep. Or are you drunk!! That's all, I'm sleepy." Some people cut off the call from their close friends first. After hanging up the phone, Jiyong returned the phone for fun and fell asleep.

Yongbae Part

I came to the pub with my girlfriend Seungri, but Seungri's friend Daesung was following along. While I was sitting talking about random things with Seungri and Daesung, I saw Jiyong's girlfriend, Choi Seunghyun, sitting with another woman. I tried calling Jiyong but he chose to trust his girlfriend. I really wanted to tell him that it was with a woman. Believe me, I totally saw it. 2

My eyes are crinkly, but it's because I don't want to ruin their 4-year love. I think I have to do something for my friend.

jiyong part

Last night, Jiyong fell asleep after Youngbae hung up the phone. When some of them woke up, they found their lover lying there with their eyes open and looking at themselves next to them.

“When did T.O.P come back?” T.O.P was a name that Seunghyun only allowed Jiyong to call him.

“Since last night, I've been really tired. Today I had to come back late again because the work wasn't finished yet. Hurry and come back to Jiyong, but when I came back you were already asleep,” Seunghyun said in a sad tone.

“Again, Toph? Is it a lot of work? Is there anything I can help you with? The class ended this way. I can help you,” someone said while massaging his shoulders to make him taller.

“It's okay, Jiyong. You just gave me some encouragement,” Seunghyun said with a smile that made some of him blush.

“You go take a shower and get dressed. There's a lot of work today, isn't it?" The tall figure pushed the tall figure to walk into the bathroom and himself went down to prepare breakfast for the other party.

When Seunghyun went out to work, Jiyong, who stayed home, cleaned the house and did various housework until 6 p.m. Jiyong received a message from Youngbae saying,

“Let's meet at the pub today at 8 p.m.

XXX

Na, Seungri misses you a lot, and so does Daesung.”

What's wrong with him? In a hundred and a thousand years, Seungri and Daesung never thought about him. Today is strange, but it's good to go out and open your eyes a little. Staying at home is boring.

8:00 p.m.

Some people arrived on time at Yong Ben's appointment. When some figure walked inside, they saw Young Bae. Daesung and Seungri were already seated.

“What about Seungri, Daesung, why do you want to meet me? We've known each other for many years and never thought about it,” someone said with a happy laugh. which was very contrary to the mood of the other 3 people. After that, the four of them talked in a language that people hadn't seen each other for a long time until it was past 11:00 p.m.

“I'd better go back. It's very late already. I'll be shocked if Seunghyun comes back and I don't see him.” Jiyong made to get up and leave. But my eyes saw things that I never thought would happen. Makes his body feel dark all over....... Choi Seung Hyun is sitting with a woman who definitely doesn't look like he's just a friend.

The two of them were kissing passionately. A kiss like Jiyong's ever received. Jiyong clenched his fists tightly. The nails dug into the flesh so that bystanders feared that blood would seep out first. Young Bae saw what was happening and stopped Ji Yong from harming himself. Youngbae made an appointment with Jiyong today that wasn't the only reason. This is the real reason.

Let Jiyong see with his own eyes what the love that is believed to be eternal love really is like. Jiyong was too innocent to know this kind of thing. But if he were to let his friend be put on him, Young Bae wouldn't accept it either.

Jiyong slowly removed Youngbae's hand and walked towards Seunghyun who was sitting not far away.

“Choi Seunghyun,” Jiyong called his lover's name with a face that did not show any emotion at all.

“Jiyong.” Seunghyun was shocked that his lover would come to a place like this.

“Your work must be very busy.” When some of them finished speaking, tears could not be stopped from flowing.

“Why do you treat me like this, Seunghyun? What did I do wrong? Even though I only loved you in the past,” Jiyong shouted with anger that was almost penetrating.

“I trusted you with everything even though so many people told me you were bad. You don't have just one class. But I chose to trust the person I've loved for 4 years. It's been 4 years, Seunghyun, and I've been a fool for people like you to fool me.” Jiyong is even more flustered than before. Tears of pain couldn't be held back any longer.

The stupid love that I once believed in has finally hurt me.

“Jiyong, I didn't ask you to believe me. How long have you chosen to believe people like me even though so many people warned you?” Seunghyun said with a calm expression, one hand hugging the neck of the girl next to him.

“This is not the Seunghyun I've known for 4 years. Not at all. That Seunghyun is polite, kind, and doesn't hurt my feelings like this. Never.” Jiyong couldn't hold back his tears. Strength has disappeared.

“That Seunghyun doesn't really exist. There's only this bad Seunghyun." Very different from Jiyong.

“Let's break up. I would like to remember TOP from the good past. I want to remember only the good memories from the past 4 years. That's enough.” Some people didn't even have the strength to force themselves to walk away from this situation.

“You said it yourself, Jiyong,” Seunghyun said unfazed.

Young Bae, who had been listening for a long time, walked over and wanted to hit Seung Hyun's handsome face, but was stopped by a figure. Seungri and Daesung walked in to stop Youngbae before anything could happen. Youngbae takes Jiyong home. Inside the car, there were 4 people sitting, but it was quiet all the way, with only the occasional sound of Jiyong's voice. When we got home, some bodies were still crying, packing up their things to move out of the "house" where he used to live. for a long time

Someone looked at the sofa in the middle of the room. A place where he and his lover used to spend time together and were happy together. Until now, he didn't even know if Seunghyun ever loved him or not. The person he has loved for 4 years even though he thought he knew this person well already. When he came today, it was like he didn't know anything about this person. Everything that happened in the past is true.

Which story is a lie? If this is a dream, he wants to wake up quickly. Waking up hugging his lover and telling him what a nightmare he had. I want my lover to hug him back and tell him, "This is just a bad dream and it will pass," but that's probably not possible. It's all over. A heart that has never been wounded Since we've been together, we've never argued once.

It was too fragile to feel this much pain. Jiyong still remembers the first day he and Seunghyun met. We both looked at each other. Seunghyun stands out from everyone. The first day we agreed to date, we held hands and vowed to love each other forever. Now he knows that it was all a lie.

seunghyun part

Choi Seunghyun came home and saw that Jiyong had 'left him'. Isn't that right? He was the one who made a mistake and deserved to lose a good person. Actually, the thing that happened in the pub made him want to hug Jiyong. I want to explain everything to my lover. I really want to ask some body to forgive him.

But because of the pride that he has He thought that without this person he would not die, but now he knows that

'Choi Seunghyun is slowly dying'

Jiyong, where are you? I'm looking for you and I'm about to turn the ground upside down. The first day you disappeared, I thought I could live without you. I act like I always do. Come hang out with women. I came home late but the thing that has changed is that my life doesn't have you anymore...Kwon Jiyong. There is no one who will wait for me to come home.

There is no one who asks questions in the morning. I need you again, Jiyong. May I please correct the things that I have done wrong?

jiyong part

Jiyong finished packing his things and called Young Bae to come take him to live with him because he probably couldn't stay in this house anymore since the owner of the house had nothing to do with him.

“Jiyong, are you okay?” Youngbae asked when he saw Jiyong's tear-stained face.

“Um, I'm fine,” Jiyong replied. But Young Bae knew it. Jiyong wasn't as okay as he said, but he didn't want to ask too much trouble.

"Are you going to sleep at my house tonight?"

“Um, I probably can't stand it here.”

“And you aren't afraid that Seunghyun will come after you?”

“He won't follow me. He wants me out of his life or he will die.” Jiyong sneered at himself for being stupid all along.

“I think you'd be better off sleeping in Seungri's condo. If Seunghyun finds out that I hid his wife, he will come and kill him.”

“Do you think that the person who didn't even say no when I told you we were breaking up would come looking for me?” Jiyong turned his head and asked Young Bae with tears in his eyes.

“Let's go to Seungri's condo. Seungri has been waiting badly for this. I already told him that Jiyong was going to sleep with him.” Young Bae hurriedly changed the subject.

When Jiyong arrived at Seungri's condo, he realized how much Seungri wanted him to sleep with him. Seungri had already prepared a room for him. He broke up with Seunghyun. Is this kid happy? -*- When we arrived, I saw this kid standing at the door smiling brightly.

“Uncle Jiyong,” Seungri ran over and hugged her thin body with a smile.

“Um, I'd like to bother you a bit.” Jiyong was a little surprised that everyone acted as if nothing had happened. Act like he's just asking to stay. It's like he didn't break up with Seunghyun. Or because everyone doesn't want him to think about the 'past'?

2 weeks have passed. It's been a very painful 2 weeks for Jiyong. He has the same dream every night that Seunghyun is looking for him. Tell him you love him and tell him to go back to the way he was before. But when he woke up, some people didn't see a tall figure like in the dream. Jiyong could only cry to himself every day. This action was in the eyes of Seungri who came to wake up Jiyong every day.

Seungri feels sorry for Jiyong but doesn't want his brother Jiyong to be hurt again. It might be good to be like this, but in the future everything is just the past.

Today Jiyong has no tears like every other day. Some figures stepped out of the room before Seungri could even wake him up.

“Seungri, you're going to America. Go away from here,” Jiyong said while eating breakfast.

“Brother Jiyong, are you sure? It's not like Seoul there,” Seungri said.

“Um, I'm sure,” Jiyong replied firmly. He must get away from here.

“Jiyong hyung, Daesung is also going to study in America. You can go with it. I saw that you were going within this week.”

“Good, the sooner the better,” Ji Yong said with determination in his voice despite the pain in his heart that was close to death. He was about to leave Seunghyun and go very far away.

travel date

“Go, Daesung, if you're late you'll miss the plane,” Jiyong said urging Daesung, who was hugging his relatives with tears in his eyes. You just went to school for 4 years and acted like you wouldn't come back. Looking at him, he won't come back again. He hasn't even cried 'for others to see' for a bit.

Because he has already chosen And you will definitely not regret your choice. From now on he will be a new person. No more crying for love No matter what happens, he will definitely not back down. Today, only Seungri came to send him off. Youngbae didn't come because he was helping Seunghyun 'find' Jiyong. That's right....Seunghyun is searching for Jiyong to the hilt.

You're just missing the things you once had in your life, Seunghyun. As time passes, you'll forget them. I already know Mr. 'Sandara', Seunghyun. Goodbye.

1 year has passed

I keep praying for us to meet again.

Even though a year has passed But I hope you'll come back

Every morning when I wake up it's lonely. You're not here anymore.

After you leave My heart was numb. Life seems to be falling apart

I never knew that I would be like this. You left without regret

Even though it seems pitiful to say this.......but I want you back.

'Jiyong, where are you?'

Choi Seung Hyun

I miss you, I can't forget you. My memories are only of you.

The person I once loved so much has become the person who breaks my heart.

The time together is precious.

I want to go back in time 1 year ago.

But it's probably too late for us.

'Seunghyun, I love you'

Kwon Jiyong

Seoul

“Mr. Choi, today you must travel to meet with the administration in America. It has been stated that we want to see you.” Seunghyun nodded slightly and the close secretary walked out of the room.

Seunghyun has been looking for his 'former lover' Jiyong for a full year. Tomorrow is the 1 year anniversary of his passing. Where are you, Kwon Jiyong? Whether heaven really exists or not I wish I could meet the person I love most in my life one more time. Please give me a chance to make amends.

After Seunghyun broke up with Jiyong only 7 days ago, he was like dead. He changed from bad Seunghyun to Jiyong's top. It's a real top. He really wanted to tell Jiyong that the TOP in Jiyong's opinion really existed. He has already changed. There is no woman beside me. Don't come home late. Don't go out at night.

Even though I knew that no one was waiting for him at home. No one cried over his actions anymore. He just thought that maybe Jiyong was just angry. If he is a good person Behave well and Jiyong will come back to him. But he could only think. Jiyong had no way to come back to him again.

America

It's been 1 year since Kwon Jiyong escaped from Seunghyun's life. Kwon Jiyong's life in America is going well. He's a designer at a small jewelry company. He doesn't have a lot of income, but he's happy to do it. As for Daesung, he studied business at a famous university. Jiyong has changed. There is no longer Kwon Jiyong who will be honest in love.

There was only Jiyong who was dating this person everywhere. If you are dissatisfied, you change your partner, but no one has ever been able to step foot in Jiyong's heart. Maybe because it already has an owner......

Today, Jiyong received a day off. He probably has to sit at home watching television and eating snacks. Daesung went out to work with his friends too.

Tick, tick, tick.

“Hello Hanbyul, is something wrong?”

//”Well, Daesung told me that Jiyong hyung is off work today. So I called and invited him to eat with me.”// Han Byul is Daesung's friend and of course Jiyong knows that his junior is flirting with him. This person has been bothering me for a long time. It's probably been half a year already.

"Um, okay, today I'm free." At least today he doesn't have to sit home alone eating snacks and watching television.

at the restaurant

“Come on, Brother Jiyong,” Hanbyul said with a cute, bright smile. The kind that makes people melt instantly, but not for Kwon Jiyong. The two of them walked into a luxurious restaurant and sat down at a table in the middle of the restaurant. Start ordering food now

“Jiyong hyung, do you want to eat this?” Han Byul asked.

“Um,” Jiyong replied simply.

When the food was served, Jiyong, who didn't know what to say, kept his head down and handled the food in front of him until Hanbyul said something.

“Jiyong hyung, you know that I flirted with you,” Hanbyul said like he was telling an ordinary day.

“I knew this from half a year ago.”

“Will you date me?” Han Byul still has the same expression on his face. It's like asking Jiyong if the food is delicious or not.

“I never loved you. There is no way to love anyone again,” Jiyong said in a cold voice that was different from what we normally talked about.

“You're so mean, Jiyong-hyung.” Hanbyul was still smiling as usual. And how can he make Jiyong believe that this little guy will really love him?

As the two of them continued eating, a new customer entered the restaurant. Jiyong didn't pay any attention to the person who had just entered but stood there as if frozen. Seunghyun found it. He has met the person he has been looking for for 1 year now. But the person he was looking for came back with another man. He wanted to step in and snatch her body into his embrace.

I really wanted to go in and smack the face of the man sitting across from Jiyong. But all I could do was sit and watch the two of them talk. Seunghyun made an appointment to come here to talk about work, but ended up meeting the lover he had been looking for for a long time. Today's work talk didn't enter Seunghyun's mind at all. The tall figure could only think about what he should do so that he could go talk to Jiyong.

He missed him so much, but he knew that if he went to see Jiyong at this time, Jiyong would definitely run away again. He must be calm if he wants Jiyong back. Seunghyun decided to keep following Jiyong. Until we arrived at Jiyong's house, the man went up and sent Jiyong home. He really wanted to go in and crush his throat. That's his jiyong.

Seunghyun now felt completely hopeless. Jiyong looked so happy that he was afraid he would make Jiyong sad again. Seunghyun decides to stay in America. He followed Jiyong everywhere for over a week. Jiyong, why have you changed so much? Jiyong, who was faithful to his only lover, is gone.

Seunghyun took pictures of Jiyong in every pose. In case the day he walks up to Jiyong and Jiyong hates him, at least he has a picture of this person to look at.

Today is the 8th day that he secretly followed Jiyong and today he will do everything to make Jiyong forgive him so that the other person will know that Choi Seunghyun has changed.

In the morning of the day, Seunghyun was standing in front of the house waiting for Jiyong. When some figure walked out, he just looked at the person in front of him with shocked eyes. For just a moment he became like he didn't know him and immediately walked in the opposite direction, causing Seunghyun to know. It felt like a large boulder had fallen in the middle of the head. Why did Jiyong do this to him? There wasn't even a hint of joy, which Seunghyun certainly didn't hope for that much. I'm not shocked or strange at all.

Has it changed too much, Jiyong?

During the day, Seunghyun went to wait for Jiyong in front of the company because Jiyong would leave the company to go eat lunch at a nearby restaurant every day, but today Jiyong didn't walk alone. Jiyong came with a man who looked like he had status. I think he might be one of the many people who approached Jiyong. Seunghyun didn't pay attention to the man at all and instead walked towards Jiyong, calling out the little man's name loudly.

“Jiyong!” But Jiyong pretended not to hear and walked away.

Seunghyun doesn't know what to do next. He picked up a piece of paper and wrote a message on it. Follow Jiyong who was sitting at the restaurant with the man. Jiyong acts like he doesn't exist, doesn't hide his face, doesn't change places to eat, does the same things as he always does every day, which makes Seunghyun think about how worthless he is.

Seunghyun walked past the table where Jiyong was sitting. Put the paper on the table and walk away without looking back. It took Jiyong's kindness to see if he would read this paper or not.

When Seunghyun walked away, he picked up the piece of paper and looked at it. It said:

'Jiyong, I'm sorry, can we go back to the way we were before?'

Someone put the piece of paper into his trouser pocket and didn't pay any more attention to it, but Jiyong's heart pounded as if it would burst out of his chest.

Seunghyun does this every day. In the morning, take a piece of paper and write a message for Jiyong in front of the house and place it on the floor in front of the house. During the day, I did it the way I did it the first time. In the evening, we returned with Jiyong. Even though they made a U-turn in different cars, they drove by Jiyong every day. Seunghyun walks in front of Jiyong. Handed over the letter and left. It continued like this for almost a month.

Jiyong didn't appear to be soft-hearted at all. Plus, she often goes out with other men. But Seunghyun had to endure it because he wanted his little man back. Each of Seunghyun's messages has different content, such as

'Jiyong, Choi Seunghyun loves you. Let's go back to the way we were before'

'Jiyong, I know I did wrong. Can I make an excuse again?'

'Jiyong, the time I spent without you was like dying.'

Of course, every letter had no response from Jiyong. Today this letter will be the last letter that Seunghyun will send to Jiyong. He tried until the end and this time was different from every other version. This time the paper came with flowers and a ring. Seunghyun dressed in a suit and waited for Jiyong in front of the house like every day. When some figures came out of the house, they were surprised by the sight in front of them.

Seunghyun knelt and held out a flower attached to a piece of paper. On the paper it is written:

'Be my girlfriend, honesty'

Seunghyun said in a loud, clear voice, “We're boyfriend and girlfriend.”

Jiyong turned away. Some people's reactions made Seunghyun's heart flutter.

Someone turned around and said something to Seunghyun.

“Seunghyun, do you know how much pain I must have felt because of what you did? The wound caused by you is really big.” Jiyong stopped speaking because he couldn't control his voice. That made the figure in front of him even more depressed.

"And do you know that I've been waiting for these words from you for a year?"

Yes.......Kwon Jiyong has been waiting for these words from Choi Seunghyun for a long time. Since the first day we met in the restaurant If Choi Seunghyun had walked up to Jiyong and said these words to him, he would have agreed and gone back to Korea immediately with the person in front of him. Even though it didn't seem like it was worth trying to escape for a year, Choi Seunghyun had already changed. Jiyong could tell.

That Jiyong went with many men to make Choi Seunghyun understand Jiyong's feelings from 1 year ago and how painful it was......that's it. Seunghyun couldn't believe his ears but gathered himself and immediately put the ring on Jiyong. Seunghyun immediately stood up and embraced his lover. Finally, he has the person he has always loved back and he will definitely not make this person sad again.........

seunghyun part

Choi Seunghyun came home and saw that Jiyong had 'left him'. Isn't that right? He was the one who made a mistake and deserved to lose a good person. Actually, the thing that happened in the pub made him want to hug Jiyong. I want to explain everything to my lover. I really want to ask some body to forgive him.

But because of the pride that he has He thought that without this person he would not die, but now he knows that

'Choi Seunghyun is slowly dying'

Jiyong, where are you? I'm looking for you and I'm about to turn the ground upside down. The first day you disappeared, I thought I could live without you. I act like I always do. Come hang out with women. I came home late but the thing that has changed is that my life doesn't have you anymore...Kwon Jiyong. There is no one who will wait for me to come home.

There is no one who asks questions in the morning. I need you again, Jiyong. May I please correct the things that I have done wrong?

jiyong part

Jiyong finished packing his things and called Young Bae to come take him to live with him because he probably couldn't stay in this house anymore since the owner of the house had nothing to do with him.

“Jiyong, are you okay?” Youngbae asked when he saw Jiyong's tear-stained face.

“Um, I'm fine,” Jiyong replied. But Young Bae knew. Jiyong wasn't as okay as he said, but he didn't want to bother asking too much.

"Are you going to sleep at my house tonight?"

“Um, I probably can't stand it here.”

“And you aren't afraid that Seunghyun will come after you?”

“He won't follow me. He wants me out of his life or he will die.” Jiyong sneered at himself for being stupid all along.

“I think you'd be better off sleeping in Seungri's condo. If Seunghyun finds out that I hid his wife, he will come and kill him.”

“Do you think that the person who didn't even say no when I told you we were breaking up would come looking for me?” Jiyong turned his head and asked Young Bae with tears in his eyes.

“Let's go to Seungri's condo. Seungri has been waiting badly for this. I already told him that Jiyong was going to sleep with him.” Young Bae hurriedly changed the subject.

When Jiyong arrived at Seungri's condo, he realized how much Seungri wanted him to sleep with him. Seungri had already prepared a room for him. He broke up with Seunghyun. Is this kid happy? -*- When we arrived, I saw this kid standing at the door smiling brightly.

“Uncle Jiyong,” Seungri ran over and hugged her thin body with a smile.

“Um, I'd like to bother you a bit.” Jiyong was a little surprised that everyone acted as if nothing had happened. Act like he's just asking to stay. It's like he didn't break up with Seunghyun. Or because everyone doesn't want him to think about the 'past'?

2 weeks have passed. It's been a very painful 2 weeks for Jiyong. He has the same dream every night that Seunghyun is looking for him. Tell him you love him and tell him to go back to the way he was before. But when he woke up, some people didn't see a tall figure like in the dream. Jiyong could only cry to himself every day. This action was in the eyes of Seungri who came to wake up Jiyong every day.

Seungri feels sorry for Jiyong but doesn't want his brother Jiyong to be hurt again. It might be good to be like this, but in the future everything is just the past.

Today Jiyong has no tears like every other day. Some figures stepped out of the room before Seungri could even wake him up.

“Seungri, you're going to America. Go away from here,” Jiyong said while eating breakfast.

“Brother Jiyong, are you sure? It's not like Seoul there,” Seungri said.

“Um, I'm sure,” Jiyong replied firmly. He must get away from here.

“Jiyong hyung, Daesung is also going to study in America. You can go with it. I saw that you were going within this week.”

“Good, the sooner the better,” Ji Yong said with determination in his voice despite the pain in his heart that was close to death. He was about to leave Seunghyun and go very far away.

travel date

“Go, Daesung, if you're late you'll miss the plane,” Jiyong said urging Daesung, who was hugging his relatives with tears in his eyes. You just went to school for 4 years and acted like you wouldn't come back. Looking at him, he won't come back again. He hasn't even cried 'for others to see' for a bit.

Because he has already chosen And you will definitely not regret your choice. From now on he will be a new person. No more crying for love No matter what happens, he will definitely not back down. Today, only Seungri came to send him off. Youngbae didn't come because he was helping Seunghyun 'find' Jiyong. Yes....Seunghyun is searching for Jiyong on the verge of breaking ground.

You're just missing the things you once had in your life, Seunghyun. As time passes, you'll forget them. I already know Mr. 'Sandara', Seunghyun. Goodbye.

1 year has passed

I keep praying for us to meet again.

Even though a year has passed But I hope you'll come back

Every morning when I wake up it's lonely. You're not here anymore.

After you leave My heart was numb. Life seems to be falling apart

I never knew that I would be like this. You left without regret

Even though it seems pitiful to say this.......but I want you back.

'Jiyong, where are you?'

Choi Seung Hyun

I miss you, I can't forget you. My memories are only of you.

The person I once loved so much has become the person who breaks my heart.

The time together is precious.

I want to go back in time 1 year ago.

But it's probably too late for us.

'Seunghyun, I love you'

Kwon Jiyong

Seoul

“Mr. Choi, today you must travel to meet with the administration in America. It has been stated that we want to see you.” Seunghyun nodded slightly and the close secretary walked out of the room.

Seunghyun has been looking for his 'former lover' Jiyong for a full year. Tomorrow is the 1 year anniversary of his passing. Where are you, Kwon Jiyong? Whether heaven really exists or not I wish I could meet the person I love most in my life one more time. Please give me a chance to make amends.

After Seunghyun broke up with Jiyong only 7 days ago, he was like dead. He changed from bad Seunghyun to Jiyong's top. It's a real top. He really wanted to tell Jiyong that the TOP in Jiyong's opinion really existed. He has already changed. There is no woman beside me. Don't come home late. Don't go out at night.

Even though I knew that no one was waiting for him at home. No one cried over his actions anymore. He just thought that maybe Jiyong was just angry. If he is a good person Behave well and Jiyong will come back to him. But he could only think. Jiyong had no way to come back to him again.

America

It's been 1 year since Kwon Jiyong escaped from Seunghyun's life. Kwon Jiyong's life in America is going well. He's a designer at a small jewelry company. He doesn't have a lot of income, but he's happy to do it. As for Daesung, he studied business at a famous university. Jiyong has changed. There is no longer Kwon Jiyong who will be honest in love.

There was only Jiyong who was dating this person everywhere. If you are dissatisfied, you change your partner, but no one has ever been able to step foot in Jiyong's heart. Maybe because it already has an owner......

Today, Jiyong received a day off. He probably has to sit at home watching television and eating snacks. Daesung went out to work with his friends too.

Tick, tick, tick.

“Hello Hanbyul, is something wrong?”

//”Well, Daesung told me that Jiyong hyung is off work today. So I called and invited him to eat with me.”// Han Byul is Daesung's friend and of course Jiyong knows that his junior is flirting with him. This person has been bothering me for a long time. It's probably been half a year already.

"Um, okay, today I'm free." At least today he doesn't have to sit home alone eating snacks and watching television.

at the restaurant

“Come on, Brother Jiyong,” Hanbyul said with a cute, bright smile. The kind that makes people melt instantly, but not for Kwon Jiyong. The two of them walked into a luxurious restaurant and sat down at a table in the middle of the restaurant. Start ordering food now

“Jiyong hyung, do you want to eat this?” Han Byul asked.

“Um,” Jiyong replied simply.

When the food was served, Jiyong, who didn't know what to say, kept his head down and handled the food in front of him until Hanbyul said something.

“Jiyong hyung, you know that I flirted with you,” Hanbyul said like he was telling an ordinary day.

“I knew this from half a year ago.”

“Will you date me?” Han Byul still has the same expression on his face. It's like asking Jiyong if the food is delicious or not.

“I never loved you. There is no way to love anyone again,” Jiyong said in a cold voice that was different from what we normally talked about.

“You're so mean, Jiyong-hyung.” Hanbyul was still smiling as usual. And how can he make Jiyong believe that this little guy will really love him?

As the two of them continued eating, a new customer entered the restaurant. Jiyong didn't pay any attention to the person who had just entered but stood there as if frozen. Seunghyun found it. He has met the person he has been looking for for 1 year now. But the person he was looking for came back with another man. He wanted to step in and snatch her body into his embrace.

I really wanted to go in and smack the face of the man sitting across from Jiyong. But all I could do was sit and watch the two of them talk. Seunghyun made an appointment to come here to talk about work, but ended up meeting the lover he had been looking for for a long time. Today's work talk didn't enter Seunghyun's mind at all. The tall figure could only think about what he should do so that he could go talk to Jiyong.

He missed him so much, but he knew that if he went to see Jiyong at this time, Jiyong would definitely run away again. He must be calm if he wants Jiyong back. Seunghyun decided to keep following Jiyong. Until we arrived at Jiyong's house, the man went up and sent Jiyong home. He really wanted to go in and crush his throat. That's his jiyong.

Now Seunghyun felt completely hopeless. Jiyong looked so happy that he was afraid he would make Jiyong sad again. Seunghyun decides to stay in America. He followed Jiyong everywhere for over a week. Jiyong, why have you changed so much? Jiyong, who was faithful to his only lover, is gone.

Seunghyun took pictures of Jiyong in every pose. In case the day he walks up to Jiyong and Jiyong hates him, at least he has a picture of this person to look at.

Today is the 8th day that he secretly followed Jiyong and today he will do everything to make Jiyong forgive him so that the other person will know that Choi Seunghyun has changed.

In the morning of the day, Seunghyun was standing in front of the house waiting for Jiyong. When some figure walked out, he just looked at the person in front of him with shocked eyes. For just a moment he became like he didn't know him and immediately walked in the opposite direction, causing Seunghyun to know. It felt like a large rock had fallen in the middle of the head. Why did Jiyong do this to him? There wasn't even a hint of happiness, which Seunghyun certainly didn't hope for that much. I'm not shocked or strange at all.

Has it changed too much, Jiyong?

During the day, Seunghyun went to wait for Jiyong in front of the company because Jiyong would leave the company to go eat lunch at a nearby restaurant every day, but today Jiyong didn't walk alone. Jiyong came with a man who looked like he had status. I think he might be one of the many people who approached Jiyong. Seunghyun didn't pay attention to the man at all and instead walked towards Jiyong, calling out the little man's name loudly.

“Jiyong!” But Jiyong pretended not to hear and walked away.

Seunghyun doesn't know what to do next. He picked up a piece of paper and wrote a message on it. Follow Jiyong who was sitting at the restaurant with the man. Jiyong acts like he doesn't exist, doesn't hide his face, doesn't change places to eat, does the same things as he always does every day, which makes Seunghyun think about how worthless he is.

Seunghyun walked past the table where Jiyong was sitting. Put the paper on the table and walk away without looking back. It took Jiyong's kindness to see if he would read this paper or not.

When Seunghyun walked away, he picked up the piece of paper and looked at it. It said:

'Jiyong, I'm sorry, can we go back to the way we were before?'

Someone put the piece of paper into his trouser pocket and didn't pay any more attention to it, but Jiyong's heart pounded as if it would burst out of his chest.

Seunghyun does this every day. In the morning, take a piece of paper and write a message for Jiyong in front of the house and place it on the floor in front of the house. During the day, I did it the way I did it the first time. In the evening, we returned with Jiyong. Even though they made a U-turn in different cars, they drove by Jiyong every day. Seunghyun walks in front of Jiyong. Handed over the letter and left. It continued like this for almost a month.

Jiyong didn't appear to be soft-hearted at all. Plus, she often goes out with other men. But Seunghyun had to endure it because he wanted his little man back. Each of Seunghyun's messages has different content, such as

'Jiyong, Choi Seunghyun loves you. Let's go back to the way we used to be.'

'Jiyong, I know I did wrong. Can I make an excuse again?'

'Jiyong, the time I spent without you was like dying.'

Of course, every letter had no response from Jiyong. Today this letter will be the last letter that Seunghyun will send to Jiyong. He tried until the end and this time was different from every other version. This time the paper came with flowers and a ring. Seunghyun dressed in a suit and waited for Jiyong in front of the house like every day. When some figures came out of the house, they were surprised by the sight in front of them.

Seunghyun knelt and held out a flower attached to a piece of paper. On the paper it is written:

'Be my girlfriend, honesty'

Seunghyun said in a loud, clear voice, “We're boyfriend and girlfriend.”

Jiyong turned away. Some people's reactions made Seunghyun's heart flutter.

Someone turned around and said something to Seunghyun.

“Seunghyun, do you know how much pain I must have felt because of what you did? The wound caused by you is really big.” Jiyong stopped speaking because he couldn't control his voice. That made the figure in front of him even more depressed.

"And do you know that I've been waiting for these words from you for a year?"

Yes.......Kwon Jiyong has been waiting for these words from Choi Seunghyun for a long time. Since the first day we met in the restaurant If Choi Seunghyun had walked up to Jiyong and said these words to him, he would have agreed and gone back to Korea immediately with the person in front of him. Even though it didn't seem like it was worth trying to escape for a year, Choi Seunghyun had already changed. Jiyong could tell.

That Jiyong went with many men to make Choi Seunghyun understand Jiyong's feelings from 1 year ago and how painful it was......that's it. Seunghyun couldn't believe his ears but gathered himself and immediately put the ring on Jiyong. Seunghyun immediately stood up and embraced his lover. Finally, he has the person he has always loved back and he will definitely not make this person sad again.........

The End.....