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dear friend,, love friend [

GunRit ]

[ Rit ]

Have you ever secretly liked your friend?

I used to...

This friend of mine, named 'Gun', tends to be pretentious... put on a bad form. Everyone will think that he's arrogant...but actually he's not...he's a person who doesn't really get along with anyone...and talks very little.

"Dammit Gundam. Do you want to go play basketball with one of the roommates?"

I called out to him...accidentally I was in class 5...not smart, not stupid...just right...smart...but I got first place in my class and my grade was 3.5.

"It's okay...I'm just the right height..."

Oh my gosh, it hurts.

T^T

This is how I like it.

"Oh?~"

I made a noise that annoyed the person in front of me. He also raised one eyebrow in question.

"Yes!"

It slammed back before walking over and gently rubbing my head.

"Dammit...what are you doing?"

"Little dog..."

It said and pretended to laugh but didn't laugh...I just stood there stunned...because not even three times have I seen it laugh...

~ Just a hand away But it's very far away. She's more like a close friend. Even more, I have no right to tell you.

Zen called here?...

"Who..."

"My dear..."

I tricked him into saying that I secretly like Zen...even though in fact we are relatives''...plus Zen already has a boyfriend...he's a white-faced doctor.

"um.."

"Hello, what's up Zen..."

[Well, Rit's mother...told Zen to go visit Rit.]

"Oh, really.."

[See you tomorrow]

Saying that, Zen hung up the phone...I'm still in shock from the incident...no. Zen will come to the dorm?...Oh my gosh, Rit's life is over...

"Ha ha..."

I turned and smiled at the person in front of me...who had a calm expression on his face. Why are you so annoyed?... Just now I was about to laugh. "I don't understand this friend at all.

It's quiet, so I'll be quiet. ''...Better go back to the room...saying that I turned around...

"Oh...where is Miyabiku?...I lent it to class 10 that day. Then he brought it back...where did he put it..."

I'm screaming...no...if Zen sees me I'll be damned.

T^T

"Why keep it?"

"So Zayn's coming...hey...when did you come?"

I turned to look at him confused. This...thought about coming and came...what's wrong with him...

"I can help you find it... I see that your beloved is coming... or he'll misunderstand..."

What's wrong with it...Rit? I'm confused.

"Whatever... Let's arrange the room properly."

"Ah..Uh.." After saying that, he turned and walked out of the room.

What...if you think of coming, come and think of going and go...

I finished tidying up my room and it was already 9:30 p.m....where the hell did you go? Are you going to sleep? ?...Me and I sleep in the same room...but on opposite sides...except when I have nightmares...I'll carry blankets and sleep in the same bed as him...like that night...

Bang Bang Bang Bang

"Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo frightened..my body is completely numb...

"Shit...are you yelling for your papa? I can't sleep."

He was shouting loudly...but it didn't make me stop being afraid....that dream was very frightening.

"Huh...huh" then I let out an unashamed shout.

"Uh...I'm sorry.." He must have been confused as to why I suddenly cried.

"I had a bad dream...huh."

"Oh...then I'll sleep with you as your friend."

He walked over and sat next to him. I...maybe because he saw me crying...that's why I did this...before he gently rubbed my head. It's comforting...warm...really warm.

"thank you"

"You go to sleep...I'll go back to sleep if you fall asleep..."

"No, no, no...you have to sleep here with me..."

Your face will disappear in the blink of an eye...so cool. I can't sleep alone anymore.

"Ah...uh.."

It nods its head. But I quickly realized that If I fall asleep, he will go back to his bed... I hold his arm and wrap it around my waist before closing my eyes and not listening to the commotion after I finish speaking.

"Hug me too."

Buildings

The sound of your footsteps brought me out of my old thoughts.

"Where have you been?"

I turned to ask the person walking in.

He didn't answer and walked past me again...what's wrong with him? (Do it as if you have a lot of strength)

"What the fuck is this...fucking...I'm asking you...please answer me."

"Huh.." He just laughed before shaking his hand violently and walking away.

What did I do wrong?

TT

Why do you have to do this to me? My back is slammed against the wall.

"Oh."

It turned around and took a quick look. Before immediately turning away...and then running up to the bed...the water wouldn't bathe me, you filthy bastard!

[ Zen ]

Now I come to visit Rit. who is my relative at the dormitory...oh If I hadn't been threatened by Auntie? I would have come...but that's okay. Had the opportunity to go see P'Keng who was working. Hospital around here too.

And then I was standing in front of the door to room number 308. Should I knock? Knock, don't knock, knock - -^^ No need to knock. The door suddenly swung open.

"Uh...hi." I smiled dryly at the person in front of me...whose skin tone was slightly darker. Ritt's roommate?

The doctor looked at me confused.

"...Uh...well, I, Zane...want to meet with Rit."

"Oh...well, Rit is taking a shower...let's wait a moment..uh..Zen."

The doctor nodded timidly. Before pretending to say something, he didn't say anything.

"Huh?"

“Uh...it's...you. Very lucky...let's take good care of Ritman too..."

What is it saying? Little Zen is confused.

"Huh?"

Now my face is full. Quest Mark for sure.

"Oh, since when did Zen..."

Rit, who appeared at an unknown time, spoke to me before turning to look at the person standing next to me...before the two of them looked at each other strangely, then the person who had opened the door in the first place turned and walked out. ...(Don't know his name) So I turned to look at Rit, who was following that guy...with eyes that I couldn't read.

This is not the time for me to describe my beloved relatives.

[ Rit ]

"It's been a long time...but who was that person just now..."

"friend..."

I answered lazily.

"Are you sure? Friend...that guy just said...take good care of you..."

Hm? What do you say...did you tell Zen to take good care of Rit?

"Huh?"

"Kan...What should I do?...Rit secretly likes his friend."

"Huh? Who is Rit's friend?"

"Zaen..a close friend since childhood....Should Rit tell Zayn?"

Damn Zen, can I borrow your name?

"...do not know..."

Having said that, I picked up the book.'

How to change BF (best friend) to BF (boyfriend) '

I bought it before...oh my goodness I didn't buy a Miyabi disc.

T^T

I bought it for you...fuck you.

"...but Zen doesn't seem to like Rit at all...sigh..."

"Rit.." It suddenly called my name...really. I pretended to ask because...what should I do? Because I like it...should I tell it or not? "...Let's listen to this song..." He finished speaking and stuffed his iPod Nano headphones in. I put my beloved in my right ear...

Please don't feel sorry for me. Don't give me hope

Please don't sympathize. If you don't want each other

Don't give pity. make her shake

Don't let us still be together. (Just because of pity)

Please don't feel sorry for me. Don't give me hope

Please don't sympathize. If you don't want each other

Please don't ask how I am now.

If you don't think about coming back

Don't do it because you feel sorry for me...

"...Rit..Rit...Rit!!! "

I turned to look at Zen, who suddenly yelled at me.

"What, Zen...so close...why do you have to shout..."

"Well, I'm just bored...."

"Oh? Haha...Sorry."

"Zain will be back soon...take care of yourself.."

So why is Zen coming? Heh...I wonder if I'm trying to find something to come out to P'Keng.

"Um...bye..."

Where the hell is this guy going? Damn it...bad friend...abandoned me.

TT^TT

I'm not going to private school, huh?

[Gun]

I skipped class to go to the hospital...I feel like I'm sick, I don't know why...I often feel annoyed with the boy. If it's a woman I thought my period would come...but it happened to be a man...

Ko Thu Dai Hospital

The name of the hospital really makes me want to die...

Enter and enter...

where is the where where (

Please understand the jokes.

I walked into a hospital... which Normal...(I'm bothering you) That's true...Even though I won't say much...but don't make me say it...you'll hurt deep in your heart.

Let's face it, I don't know what's wrong with him these days...since last week...when he said he likes Zen...at first I used to secretly think to myself...and. ..that book

            ' How to change BF to BF '

It's his...I started to wonder who his best friend was...besides me...but when he said Zen...I knew and secretly was here.

It's not because I like it...but everything is Zen. I'm bored and feel hurt...I once told Rit...to keep the secret of liking Zen...don't tell me...because I... Afraid...afraid that if Zen changes his mind and returns to liking Rit...I'll probably be friendless...even though I secretly side with myself...but I don't want our friendship to end because Rit...is the only person who understands me.

Come on, stop stressing....this hospital is full of the smell of drugs. I keep walking Who couldn't find the heart department (vomit)

Okay...to be honest, I came to this hospital to find a reason for skipping class. And I don't want to meet someone's face either...

That's... that's... this Zen. What are you doing here?...that sickness about politics...let's do it first...

I secretly followed Zen. ...until one examination room...Zen stood and talked with the nurse for a while...before...walking into that examination room... After a while, I walked out with a white-faced doctor....and their hands were still holding each other...it felt strange now...I secretly followed along...the two of them stopped at a place where there aren't many people around. person...

Then Zen pulled the white-faced doctor into a kiss.

o[]o

Hey! I didn't expect Zen to be a person like this... I ran out and punched Zen in the face...if he already had a girlfriend. Why would you give me hope?

"How could you do this!!"

I tugged on the collar of Zen's shirt and was about to throw another punch... but the white-faced doctor caught me first.

"Nah...Mr..."

Zen was still stunned before pointing at my face..."That black guy from this morning...what the hell were you doing!! "

"I already have a boyfriend...why would I bother with Rit again.."

"Why can't I be busy...when !"

Before I could finish speaking, I threw another punch... how dare I say it? You said you can't be busy...that's really bad.

"Remember...if you already have a boyfriend, stop messing with Rit......"

I'll just say this in closing...before walking away...wait and see...I'll tell Rit to stop liking this cat-faced guy...but I won't tell him the reason... It's going to be noisy.

[Rit]

"Okay, Zen...Rit apologizes to each other as well...it may not have been intentional.."

I immediately hung up the phone. Before Zen yelled again...after Zen called and scolded me for making friends with gangsters, etc...

suddenly

There was the sound of the door opening...and then this guy walked in - -^^

"Fuck..what the fuck are you doing?"

I immediately turned to him. that it suddenly punched Zen in the face I don't know why. Zen didn't tell me.

"Good news quickly...huh."

"You tell me...why did you do that?"

"I won't answer...but I will ask you to stop liking me and stop messing with Zen..."

"Why.. ?"

"...I told you to quit, so quit...don't bother me!!"

It screamed at me before stepping closer...and pulling my shoulder hard...

"Fuck...I won't quit...until you tell me the reason.."

I'm still stubborn...why...if you really like me...why didn't you tell me...

"I told you to stop!!!!"

He squeezed my shoulder even harder than before...it hurt...it hurt to the point of tears...

"I won't quit.!! "

He sighed... before speaking in a soft voice.

"..Rit...I beg you...can you believe me for once...Zen is worse than you think..."

Why do people say things like this...is Zen bad?....How bad is Zen? Zen is also my beloved cousin...

"..No...if Zen is bad...aren't you worse? ?...Damn, go punch someone else's face like this..."

"Oh no! Fuck me...I don't know...what you like is your business...your life...and now your life doesn't have friends like me!!”

To the point of cutting off friends?...Do you have to cut off friends just for this matter? ?...What should I do?

T^T

I want to say, friend, I love you...but I'm stuck...it used to tell me that I shouldn't tell the truth...

Tears flow slowly from my eyes...why...do you have to do this?...I love you...yes...but Zen is my relative....

nighttime...

After I sat and hugged him and cried like the MV hero (?), so I walked out to get some air...sigh...today he really won't go back to his room, right?...and who will he sleep with? ..Are you going to be cold or not?...We're getting colder too...

I was going to walk over and have a look... walked past the basketball court... and heard cheering from a distance... a familiar sound... I walked in to take a look and was met by a group of my own friends.. One of them has... that person... together...

"Tia...come here...let's celebrate..."

Mark, a friend in the group shouted and called me...short again...secretly bored.

"What the fuck are you celebrating..."

"Celebrating Bastard's stupidity... Celebrating Bastard's heartbreak... Damn Bastard likes a girl who already has a boyfriend..."

Celebrate for ? Are you repeating it? ....I was shocked as soon as I heard Mark's second sentence...heartbroken?...in my case, can it be called heartbroken...?

My eyes turned to meet 'someone else'...the corners of their mouths curled up into a smile...as if they were pitying...pitying me...that I liked Zen, right?

"Wow, you guys are really stupid...you already have a girlfriend...take it away..."

Everyone, including each other, opened their eyes wide... When I finished speaking... they seemed completely stunned. Didn't they think of that? That Rit will dare to do it...

"...Even though I'm bad....but I have conscience..."

So ticklish...

"As you wish..."

I turned to grab a good, high-grade wine...before I downed it and drank it all in one go...and once again everyone looked at me strangely...did I have something on my face? ?...I poured another glass of wine....and another glass...

"Where did you get your heart broken in love? Where did that come from?..."

And the person who opened up and asked could be none other than Mark....

"I don't know...maybe so..."

I answered...I don't know...what would be called my case...broken heart?...or secretly in love?

Damn it....I really hate love...if I could choose, I'd rather be heartless...so I wouldn't have to get hurt like this...

T^T

But it can't be chosen...

"Oh...Mifong has a boyfriend...I don't think I'll tell my friends." I turned to look at the person next to me who just laughed at me...that's right...secret love...it's a thing. pity....

I didn't answer...and downed glass after glass of wine...without anyone being able to stop me.

"I think that's enough for you..."

[Gun]

No matter what anyone said...the little person who used to be called my 'friend' didn't listen...

"What did you do?...Is it really that bad?...Why don't you care about me?"

I heard Rit's sleepy voice come out... before I turned to tell my friend... as if I would take Rit up to the room first...

Even though it's none of my business...but I have to do it...because it's called a friend after all.

After going up to the bedroom...I put him on the bed...hey...don't think I'm going to wipe him off...how nice is it to just change clothes...

My hand manages to pull off that t-shirt...Uh huh...It smells like alcohol, Mom. D...before slowly taking off his belt... do you still have to wear it on holidays?

"Fuck me..." Look, it's calling me... "What's wrong? Please tell me... What did I do wrong? Hee hee..."

I was shocked. That's it... what was wrong?

"I'm sorry..."

"It's okay Rit...it's okay..."

I answered like that. That's it...Rit did something wrong...Rit is just worried about the person she likes...I still haven't told him the reason...

"Kan...let's love each other."

"I've loved you for a long time too...."

"Has Rit been drinking too much?"

I asked even though my heart was pounding in my liver. Well..I didn't dream this, right?

"No...Rit is telling the truth..." The little person who had been sleeping on the bed stood up and walked over to look me in the eyes...Is Ritt pretending to be drunk? I carried it hard.

T^T

"Uh...Rit."

Oh my gosh...this is really cool. What time is this?...

"Can...did you hear that? I love you..."

"Shit...take it easy...you and I are friends.."

"Huh...a friend?"

Yes...friend...

"Yes"

"Friend..." Rit said curtly before turning around...

I'm confused...is this really true? ?...I...understand the feeling...even though my heart wants to do it...but my brain tells me that...being friends can last longer...(right?) Even though last evening you said...stop being friends?

"Cheerrit..."

Come on, I guess he's going to sleep now...tomorrow he has to go to school again. It's already midnight. Go to sleep.

ฃ

....I fell asleep without knowing that someone was crying for most of the night...

I woke up this morning and went to look at the bed on the other side of the room...which now was empty...

"Short guy..."

"Rit..."

There was no response, I was starting to get annoyed.

"Oh my!"

Rit...where has Rit gone...we still don't know anything about it?

I decided to take a shower, brush my teeth, eat...before carrying my bag and going out...looking for Rit...hoping she was at school.

"Rit.."

I've run around in circles many times...the classroom isn't there...the cafeteria isn't there...the garden isn't there...or !

“..Fuck Mark. Do you see that short guy?..."

"Oh, you didn't come with it?"

"Well...can't you see?"

"No, no."

Mark couldn't finish his sentence..I prepared to walk out...but was stopped...when I found that Rit was walking into the room with someone very intimately... !!

And my eyes had to stop on two hands coming together...!!

Part III

[Rit]

"This is Ice, my boyfriend."

I welcome my friends on a new day by introducing my new girlfriend. The person who was called my 'old friend' turned and looked at me in disbelief...

That's right...we're not friends anymore...maybe just acquaintances. Or maybe not...even...

“Fuck Rit, when did you get a girlfriend? It shocked me." Mark's voice murmured to me in astonishment, followed by the voices of many friends in the group except...one person...who looked at my face with eyes that I couldn't read...me. I don't want to think of him beside myself anymore...

hurt...

It hurts a lot...

Just wait and see, soon I will have to end this feeling...

Evening @ dormitory

I walked back into the dormitory with a smile before being shocked to see each other standing and waiting...

"Huh..Must be very happy..."

A sarcastic voice sounded...my legs stopped...before I turned to look at the person who had spoken and just smiled.

"Oh...you know I'm really happy today...Nong Ice has been flirting with me for a long time..but I just realized that he's cute today...damn you know this. I've been with you since the first day I was flirted with you..."

Thick lips curled into a straight line...before a thick hand snatched my arm and forced me to follow him to the rooftop...

"Fuck...you let go of me...it hurts..."

"If it hurts, just shut up."

Two pairs of legs stopped on the rooftop...the wind blew...making me want to cry...it hurt...they walked towards me until I retreated. The back is close to the steel door on the rooftop...

He looked at me with unreadable eyes. But it captures the essence of many feelings, anger, pain...

I don't want to think about myself anymore...

"Hehe, you still told me you loved me last night, but now why are you in love with another person?"

"My business," I replied boldly.

"I should know about you."

“So, why do you need to know? What are we?”

"...." They were silent, their lips pursed hard. to vent anger

"See? I can't answer. Probably not friends, acquaintances, maybe?”

"But you know this... people you know don't act like this."

Before he could finish his sentence, his thick lips pressed down. I tried to purse my lips so as not to be further invaded. My back scraped the wall. Makes you feel pain all over Why are the lips so heavily invaded? I couldn't bear it, so I let my hot tongue enter the inside of my mouth. A thick hand slowly slipped under the placket of my shirt.

His lips moved down to the white crevices. I couldn't do anything. In addition to responding to the taste that my heart desires I'll probably have to let it go.

But no, what is it doing this for?

"Let's go together. That's enough."

“Why?” he said, but his lips never left mine. The nose is high and ridged along the face.

"I'm begging you, that's enough." Clear water began to well up at the corners of my eyes. They saw it and stopped.

"Rit" reached out with a strong hand to wipe away the tears but was stopped in mid-air. The expression turned calm. and looks as cold as ever

"I want to know why you're doing this."

"You answer me. I don't want to think about myself anymore."

"Tell me!!" I shouted with tears in my eyes. Many things have been repressed for a long time.

"Fuck, for sure, I'll tell you." I shook until my arms nearly fell off...until I got tired and pulled away...tears flowed continuously...it hurt. It hurts so much...I don't want to know it anymore...the pain.

Enough!!!

1 year has passed... Valentine's Day

"Rit, someone's here to see you." I walked out of the classroom...where I moved to live almost a year ago...after that day I moved to a new school...I started a new life...with... New friends...even though I still feel the old days, the old people who have caused me pain over and over, never mind, I don't want to waste time talking about nonsense.

"Who is it? Mark."

"Am I going to find out? Go see for yourself."

I walked to the front of the room and saw a large teddy bear sitting there... I bent down to pick it up to see who it belonged to. You must be shocked that it's mine. Is it mine? And who gave it...

"Rit...we're 'Kan's' boyfriend."

I was startled when a familiar voice suddenly whispered in my ear. Hot breath flows nearby. I hurriedly turned around to ask and was shocked when the tips of our noses collided, sweet eyes staring meaningfully into my eyes. Hands crossed behind his back, he handed me a large bouquet of red roses... and slowly knelt on the ground. I'm still in shock.

"I know I made a mistake...I'm sorry...that day I didn't answer you because... I'm afraid...that one day we'll have to break up as a lover...(like with Jade. From love, it's very big)"

"..but now I know that I I can't miss you..."

"...huh...huh...together."

"I love you."

My hand was shaking but I still picked up the flower...I never thought I'd hear something like this....

"Well..I'm not dreaming, right?" My hand moved to touch the tall figure's face before slowly. Caressed with nostalgia

"Yes...you weren't dreaming...I'll prove it to you."

Before I could finish speaking, thick lips pressed down on my lips... A hot tongue flicked and picked up the sweet scent from my mouth... My brain couldn't recognize anything else except the taste of the kiss from the person in front of me... No matter how much someone is interested in the love scene in front of the room. I don't care Well, people love this... ><

"Thank you...for coming back to me...I'm very happy."

"I know you've wanted to hear these words for a long time, and today I'm going to be the one to tell you..."

“So?” I shrugged as I turned my head and put my ears to the side.

"Love, love, love, love the most." Kiss kiss.

Finishing his sentence, he stole a kiss on the cheek. Before making an ignorant face and saying, "Oh, you're crazy!"

"lewd"

"You're being cheeky with just one person." Wow >////< My face turned bright red when I saw it and laughed with laughter before reaching out and pinching my nose roughly. "In conclusion, we're lovers now."

"Uh"

"What? Didn't you hear?"

"Ummm >///<"

"Wow, that's terrible. I don't want to hear that sentence."

"So which sentence do you want to hear?"

"The word love~"

"Let me think about it first," I said and turned around. Looks like he doesn't know and doesn't point at him. Before long arms wrapped around my waist and buried my face in the crook of my neck.

"I want to hear it," he said and then let out a pleading voice. Oh~ It's not very good. Doing this makes me weak.

"Alright, I love you."

                - The End -