Title :

Do you know?

Status : one-shot

Fandom : The star 6

Pairing : Tono x Ritz (

Maybe? Actually, it's like there's only ripples)

Author : giftchan@exteen(kozegegyb@dek-d)

Rating : PG-13

Genre : AU

The shouting sound that came out when it was just a number. But it can capture the emotional current that the person speaking is putting pressure on the listener.

If it was normal, when encountering a situation like this, I would run away, but this time I couldn't escape. Because the teacher put his hand on his body, he was unable to come out of the Zen circle with each other.

I don't like it at all...

Even though I know it's just a show, I don't like it at all...

“What is it... what is it... what is it?” the repeated voice of the acting teacher asked me. I don't know if it's because of my own overthinking or what. That made me feel like the acting teacher asked him in a mocking tone that I couldn't argue with other people.

“As usual with Rit. When you encounter something like this Rit will be the one who retreats. Rit won't have anything to do with it. It comes from my instinct to not attack other people.” I replied, trying to keep my expression that I was dissatisfied.

“Oh, what if you have to dive?” I don't know what my expression was like when the teacher said this. But for sure right now my mind is completely turbulent.

“Try changing it to a rhyme that... If there is no identity telling you to fight, just fight without thinking. Do it again!”

I want to be able to do whatever the teacher tells me to do. When the teacher tells me to try again, I try. After gathering my concentration, So I started again.

“63... 64.. 65… 67... 68.. 69…” I started in a sullen tone. Then I drew my hand in the air to express my mood.

“37” Kate was the first to respond to me.

“84... 79.. 20.. 27.. 84.. 85.. ” I tried my best to express my emotions. Until it made me say numbers that were not related at all. Let's start by standing up and strengthening the army. And he started by pointing at his face and saying the numbers “90...91..” It started to make me sad.

“92,” I responded, trying not to seem afraid.

“92... 93...” Gan pointed and spoke in a shouting tone again. It turns out that now there are me and each other who are arguing with each other.

“84... 85... 86...” I tried to answer their normally sweet and playful gazes. But now you're angry at me.

“94... 95...” He responded to me without hesitation.

“37... 38..” I tried to put emotion into every word. It made me shake my head to get the words out.

“96... 97...” This time he was pointing at my face from a distance away. Until it almost made me think He was seriously looking down on me. which made me start to feel uncomfortable But I tried to resist and said “24” and acted like he pointed at me. It didn't make me feel anything.

“24” I repeat the same word again. Then they imitate each other by pointing their fingers at the faces of their arguing partners. This time my goal is not different. But it was Kate who was silent but was smiling at me. Ked responded to me fiercely, "34" and even slapped my hand as if it didn't make him feel bad. Turns out I was the one who felt bad.

“24,” I repeated to them both. Act like I don't feel pressured. But it seems like now there will be more people joining the mix. I glanced over and saw Brother Tono smiling from a distance.

He was the last person I thought would come together and gang up on me. Even though he likes to tease others. But he is a person who knows that. I really hate this situation. I tried to shake off the displeased thoughts. Then recite in your mind that it is just a show.

“82” I tried to act like I didn't care about the newcomers. Everyone is smiling now. I don't understand what they're smiling about.

....Smile when you see me in this situation?

....or smile because they have bullied me?

“78” Kate's voice brought me back to the situation in front of me. And it made me focus back on Kate. “24...24...” I made the same face as when I showed that I was angry and pointed at Kate. But Ked swatted his hand away again as usual. It made me think. Why are you pointing at my face? That's why I didn't shake hands. But we can let each other point out. I'm so.... Really stupid

“9” came the voice I didn't want to hear. It made me still for a moment. Then Kan's voice immediately followed: "11"

Before I could respond, That person repeated the same word, “9.” I could only close my eyes and not respond. This time, both Kate and Kan wore hair without stopping. “8” “11”

“11... 11... 11...” This time it turned out that everyone was crowding me with the same number over and over, even though it was just a number. But why do I feel pain? I don't know. I could only glance at all of them.

Then Zen joined the group "83" but Zen turned to argue with Kate instead. And all the sounds around me seemed to blur. Because now I hardly know anything anymore about what is what. I could only look at them throwing their emotions at each other like people who felt like they had nothing to fight with. Then they turned to me. “11...11...11”

I don't know how many times I've heard "11". Before the last of my strength was released “24...36...37...39”

Then no matter what they said, I didn't care. I just wore it without thinking. “5..42..42!!!” The last word was a sign that my patience had come to an end.

But the teacher's voice rang out, "No... I can't accept it."

So I tried to gather the last of my emotions. Smacking people in the face one by one, “45.. 38...20... 24.. 24!!!” Now I can't take it anymore. And it was as if the whole room was silent. There was only the voice of the person I didn't want to hear. I could only say, “26...26...26.” I could only look at his face. Trying to point at his face But no matter how much I strained out the words, they seemed to be completely swallowed up in my throat. I could only avoid everyone's eyes.

Try closing your eyes and keeping your head down. But everyone tried to look up and speak into my ear.

Now.... I can't take it...

It was as if the teacher could read my mind. So he said, "Oh, that's enough, stop and stay like this." Then the teacher took them away from me.

I can only look... Look at them far away...

Then the voice of the person I wanted to hear when I was feeling discouraged came up and pointed towards me. “He'll get angry soon.” It made me feel... like a lump in my throat. Then Kate's voice sounded: “I'm about to cry.” Then, they gathered their heads together and whispered something.

I can only look... Look at their backs...

And then the event came back again. They came back and poured their feelings on me without stopping. And it seemed more serious than last time. I could only dodge the finger they pointed at him and didn't respond to him at all. And then I could only think about how to respond to them. “19..20...21”

But now... I can't take it anymore...

I could only look at their faces one by one tiredly. “25... 42... 37... 49... 49... 52... 43...”

Now... I can't take it anymore... really

“Alright, that's enough.” The teacher's voice sounded like heaven to me. Not before I could do anything It turned out that now I was in the arms of the person I needed support from the most, and suddenly clear water flowed from my eyes.

Friends gathered around him. But at this moment, I don't want anyone to see my tears. He could only cower in the embrace of his closest brother. who seems to understand So I tried to swing around and not let other people come near me.

"No need to comfort... Let it go.” Teacher Acting's voice came from time to time. I could only tell Brother Tony softly that You can set me free now. But it seems like he didn't hear me.

So it made him hug me tighter...

It became tighter and tighter...until I could barely hear the people around me. Because I could only hear his voice.

I don't know how long I hugged him. Until when I started to feel better And it was the same moment when he released me from his embrace. But his hand is still on my shoulder. I could only wipe away tears. As he looked around at the rest of his friends,

“What are you crying about?” the teacher asked. After I had been quiet for a long time

“Well... I don't like people looking down on me... I don't like people telling me... I don't know what's wrong... But why did he have to come and say that I...”

I don't like it when someone treats me like this. Both their facial expressions and their voices at that time It really hurts me.

but...

I just wish there was someone next to this person...

Just having a hug given like this...

Just seeing his smile like this...

I don't ask for anything more than this...

  Writer's note : 

This story is inspired by

http://www.youtube.com/user/SkSutawee#p/u/25/TggB1kkse9I 

This story is written and composed like a lottery fanfic. Because I only see numbers all over the place, haha. And now it seems like it's just a part of the story, right? Maybe there will be a Tono part, maybe not sure, haha.