Loneliness is.. shadow of love

Alone  is  love

I'm just a lonely person. I would like to have someone to be with as a friend to relieve my loneliness.. I want to have someone to love like other people.. I don't want to cry alone with loneliness again. Will there be someone who was born for me!?

I'm just an ordinary guy who fell in love with a naughty boy. That's all.. I'm sincere but not serious.. I'm joking. Actually, when I love someone, I really love.. Love until the day I die

“I wonder if we really are soulmates.”

Loneliness is.. shadow of love

alone is love

[Rit]

My life is going to school every day. Having fun and having fun with friends, coming home and surfing the world of internet..Hyfile, Twister, Facebook, I play them all, but they don't help relieve my loneliness at all. In my past life, I only secretly loved friends and my secret love was disappointed every time.. Until I got used to the word 'heartbroken'

When I was at school, I had fun and had fun.. Smiling all the time to hide these sad eyes. I used to secretly cry alone..from loneliness.

"Hey!! Rit, what's wrong? Why are you so sad?" My black close friend walked in and hugged my neck closely.

"Where is the sadness? I'm happy." I said, sending a sweet smile to my friend.

Smile.. doesn't mean that he doesn't cry inside.

"Oh, then that's good. Then I'll go find my beloved first. Bye~" Ikan said before running off.

I came to sit and wait for my mother to come pick me up from my favorite marble horse. As I sat and waited, many students walked past me. Each person who walked past him had a partner. Look at that couple, teasing each other, so cute.. I really want to have someone to love.

"Prin, Prin," the car horn sounded, signaling that my mother had come to pick me up. I put my bag in the back of the car. Then climbed into the driver's seat.

"How was your school today, son?"

"Good."

"Dad, hello." I ran into the house to greet him. Then quickly ran up to the room and turned on the computer immediately.

"Sigh~" I lay down on the soft bed. I stared at my phone.. I want someone to send me a sweet message. Send goodnight every night When will it be there?

I got up from the bed and sat in front of the computer screen. Play MSN No one came to talk to me.. Open the high file and no one comments.. I opened Facebook and no one came to greet me.. Lonely again, loneliness covers my heart again..

'Duengdungdung', who said hello? I immediately opened it and looked at it.

Tono[

Lol man] :Sweedus.

Rit[

Heart stops] : Hello, who is it?

Tono[

Lol man] : Who are you?

Rit[

Heart stops] : I'll ask you first. Don't ask me again, okay? -*-

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Tono[

Man] : All right. My name is Tono. What's your name? How old are you? What province do you live in?

Rit[

Cardiac arrest] : My name is Rit, I'm 16 years old and live in Khon Kaen.

Tono[

Lol man] : Wow, what a kid.. As a young child, learn to chat.

Rit[

Heart stops] : I'm a grown man, not a child.. How old are you? What province are you in?

Tono[

Male lol] : Age 20, living in Phuket province.

Rit[

Heart stops] : Wow, that's so far away.

Tono[

Lol man] : Um, go lie down and breastfeed, little one.

Rit[

Heart stops] : Whoever is young, you are an old bastard ~:

P

Tono[

Lol man] : Boy!! children children children children children children children children children children children

Rit[

Heart stops] : Old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old, old

I immediately clicked off MSN. Whoever arrived was already bothering me.. But it's also good at relieving loneliness. But where did he get my email from?

After that day, I left it on and off all day. Asked why I did that.. I don't know either. I just want to talk to someone to relieve my loneliness.

'Duengdungdung'

Tono[

Man lola] : Hello little boy.

This old man again Let's come together again..

Rit[

Cardiac arrest] : Hello old people.

Tono[

Man lol] : Okay, I won't call you a little kid anymore. Let's have a nice chat.

Rit[

Heart stops] : Hmm, I don't think I can think anymore.

Tono[

Man lola] : Haven't you stopped bothering yet? I've stopped ;;

Rit[

Heart stops] : Okay, Ritter doesn't bother me anymore.

Tono[

Lol man] : Um.. What should we talk about?

Rit[

Heart stops] : Are you going to find out about me?

Tono[

Lol man] : -*- I'll just kiss you. Can you stop stirring yet?

Rit[

Heart stops] : You crazy person, you can stop bothering.

Tono[

Man, lol] : I'm embarrassed, my face is red.

I'm embarrassed..just threatening like that. And why must my heart beat strangely?

Rit[

Heart stops] : Don't mess around. Rit isn't shy at all.

Tono[

Lol man] : Huh.. !?

Rit[

Heart stops] : That's right, but what are you doing?

Tono[

Man, lol] : I'm thinking about Rit right now.

Rit[

Heart stops] : I beg you to go have sex with someone. If you want to hang out with anyone, please feel free to come hang out with Rit. Rit doesn't like it -*-

Tono[

Lol man] : Exactly like this, I like it.

Rit[

Heart stops] : If you like it, flirt with me.

Brother Tono has been quiet for a long time. Am I teasing him too hard?

Rit[

Heart stops] : Hey bro!! Don't be quiet, Rit was joking just now.

Tono[

Lol man] : But I'm serious.

Ah..seriously what?

O///O

Rit[

Heart stops] : Please don't play me.

Tono[

Lol man] : I'm serious, Rit.

Rit[

Heart stops] : You've never seen my face. You just talked to me a few times. Are you sure you like me?

Tono[

Lol man] : I like the attitude of the man. I don't care what Rita looks like. I think Rit is right for me.

Rit[

Heart stops] : And each other.. Ritter's gone. Bye.

Tono[

Lol man] : Don't rely on me, give me your number first.

Hey, if I give it to you, will it be too easy? But if you try to open up and talk a little, it probably won't be a problem. We don't have anyone here. He might be our soulmate -///-

Rit[

Heart stopped] : Is it too soon?

Tono[

Lol man] : Love doesn't need time..

Rit[

Heart stops] : All right 086-68

xx680

Tono[

Man lola] : Thank you very much.

Rit[

My heart stopped] : Um, it's gone, bye~

I immediately clicked offline. Some people may think, why am I so easy? Give your number to someone you've never met before. I don't know if he's going to trick us into killing us or not. But if you are a lonely person like me, you will understand my feelings well.. But why I gave him my number wasn't just out of loneliness. But I think he's right for me too.. Have you ever heard the term 'soulmate'?

I went down to eat. Take a shower and get dressed. And now I'm doing my homework. I don't know what the teacher will order. Did you order the shield?

' ♫ If you like it, flirt with it. If you like it, flirt with it. Shuwab, shwab. ' I picked up the phone without looking at who was calling because I was sure it must have been a friend who called to ask about homework.

“Hello, what homework question do you want to ask?” I said in a good mood. But really, inside I'm sad..

' ... ' The voice at the end was quiet. What kind of thing is this? Do you want to ask about homework?

“Hello, do you want to ask about homework? Hey! ”

'Uh..let's ask about this'

“Which one is this?”

'The question is, how do I flirt with Brit?'

“ O///O ”

Who is this!? I immediately looked at the number on the screen. This isn't my friend. It shouldn't be. We should look at the number carefully first.. I'm definitely going to die. My face is all broken.

'Why are you quiet?'

“Uh.. who? ”

'Try to guess' who it is. I've never given my number to anyone. Is it possible to be..

“Brother Tono!? ”

'That's right, I thought we'd forgotten.'

“I haven't forgotten. I really don't think I can go around and talk about it.”

'I'm sorry.. Do you really look that stupid?' The voice on the other end of the line instantly became sad.

“Uh.. I'm sorry, Rit. I like to think too much. Please don't think too much.”

'Um' Even though Tono said that, his voice still didn't lose its sadness.

“If you think too much, you won't be able to flirt with Brit,” I said in a teasing tone to make the other end of the line stop thinking too much. I walked over and sat on the bed, probably having a long conversation.

'Haha, we're really cute.' The words on the other end of the line made my face heat up even more.

' So what do you agree to the homework question that I asked you to answer? ’

"I don't know, I thought about it myself." My face continues to get hotter. Are we embarrassed by Tono's words?

'Are you embarrassed? ' The voice on the other end of the line spoke in an annoyed tone.

"Whoever is shy, doesn't have a little bit? There isn't any."

'They say that liars like to raise their voices.'

"Rit didn't lie at all. Rit was already sleepy, that's all."

'Are you so embarrassed that you had to hang up?' The voice on the other end of the line still hadn't stopped teasing.

“Crazy! Rit has already set it up.”

'Yes, bye, sweet dreams'

“Yes, Tid.” I hung up the phone and said to myself, “Sweet dreams, crazy old man.”

I manage Tono's members. Want to know what I'm talking about? I said, 'The thief steals my loneliness.' Well, he stole all my loneliness. I managed to put the phone on the nightstand and lay down on the bed. But I haven't fallen asleep yet. The phone rang first.

' Messrsjmakingking Open it and read it. 'Who sent the message?' I doubt it must be a message from Sims.

Toni sent this here. I immediately opened it and looked at it.

Sweet dreams, dear child.. Dream of you too :)

See you in my dreams..

"Crazy people!! Always making us feel embarrassed."

Tonight will probably be the night I dream the most.. See you in my dreams, say hello, Brother Tono.

After that day, he called me every day. Send me a message every day. I can vent everything to him and he gives me advice every time. He is the one who brought me the happiness that I once had. The loneliness and sadness have all disappeared from my heart because of Tono. I think I love him with all my heart...

' ♫ If you like it, flirt with it. If you like it, flirt with it. Chuwap, Chuwap. '

“Hello,” I whispered.

'Hello, darling'

“Whoever loves me, don't come here.”

' Ha ha, please rhyme on M'

“On, why? ”

' If you want to know, go on, Tid. ' When Tono finished speaking, he hung up the phone. What's going on? What else will you play? I immediately logged in to MSN. When I finished logging in, Tono immediately greeted me.

Tono[

My heart changed because of you..that naughty girl]: Hurry up, I want to know.

Rit[

The smile comes back because of you] : I don't really want to know.

Tono[

My heart changed because of you..that naughty kid]: Really!?

Rit[

The smile returned because of you] : That's right. So, is there anything you agreed to do with On?

Tono[

My heart changed because of you..that naughty girl]: Uh..Does Rit love you?

I love you very much too.. -///-

Rit[

The smile returned because of you] : What are you asking?

Tono[

My heart changed because of you..that naughty girl]: Does Rit love you?

Rit[

The smile comes back because of you] : love

I decided to tell him because I didn't know if I would have the opportunity to tell him again in the future. It's not certain..

Tono[

My heart changed because of you..that naughty girl]: Really, I'm really happy^

O^

Rit[

The smile comes back because of you] : Um.

Tono[

My heart changed because of you..that naughty girl]: So can I be your girlfriend?

     O///O

This is the first time someone has asked me to be their girlfriend. What should I do? If I agree, will he view me as a gullible person? Anyway, what should I do?

Tono[

My heart changed because of you..you naughty girl]: Why are you quiet.. If you're not ready yet, that's okay.

Rit[

The smile came back because of you] : Well, it is, it is.

Tono[

My heart changed because of you..that naughty kid]: What's the matter ^^

I know he knows what I mean, so why does he have to tease me to make me feel embarrassed?

Rit[

The smile comes back because of you] : I'm your girlfriend!

Tono[

My heart changed because of you..that naughty kid]: I'm really happy. I promise that I will take good care of Rit. And don't you wonder why you asked Rit to be your girlfriend on MSN?

Rit[

The smile comes back because of you] : If you're curious, just answer.

Tono[

My heart changed because of her..that naughty girl]: Because MSN made us close so I want you to ask me to be your girlfriend here too. Is it romantic? Haha.

Rit[

The smile returns because of you] : the most crafty

Tono[

My heart changed because of you..you naughty girl]: Ha ha, but I didn't know you on MSN.

Rit[

The smile came back because of you] : Oh, so where do you know me from?

Tono[

My heart changed because of you..that naughty girl]: You'll know tomorrow. Bye, my darling. Oh, don't come looking for me to be crazy. Because now you are my beloved.

X))

Rit[

The smile returns because of you] : Crazy person! Don't rely on Sirit, it's not clear yet.

I typed it in less than 1 minute and he went offline. What the hell?!? I still haven't cleared it up. Shit! I'll be sulking now.

Tonight I almost couldn't sleep because my head was full of questions going back and forth about how did Brother Tono know me? So where did you get the email from? Or will it be in the high file? But I didn't put my email in there. And how does he know me? Oh!! What a headache! I try not to think about it, but it keeps going back and forth in my head.

' Messrsjmakingking Open it and read it, GingGing.' The phone rang. I immediately grabbed my phone to check in case Tono sent a message. He really sent it.

Don't think so much that you can't sleep.

I'll know tomorrow..

Don't think until your brain gets tired.

I love you so much, my naughty boy.

Sweet dreams..to you :))

I love you the most.

The message that Brother Tono sent made me smile since I don't know when. Brother Tony really knows my heart. I think I'll sleep soundly tonight.

Now I'm taking a lunch break. I really want to quit school soon. I want to go home and go to OnM so I can ask Tono the questions that have been on my mind. Actually, I can call him. But I'm afraid of losing form, so I'd rather wait for him to call.

"Rit, what's wrong? You've been so confused since this morning," Kan asked.

“I'm not at all distracted,” I protested.

"Sitting back and forth shoveling rice, I'm not idle."

“I'm just not hungry, do you understand? I'm going to the bathroom first."

"Oh, do you want me to be your friend?"

“You don't have to, you have to eat.”

“Um,” I got up from the dining table and walked to the bathroom.

Along the way, I kept thinking about Tono. But suddenly a mysterious hand covered my eyes.

“Guess who?” said the owner of the mysterious hand. This sound is familiar.

"What the fuck? I'm not playing, I'm in pain," I yelled out.

“Wrong. Why can't you just say it right? Hmm!? ” Words like this sound familiar. Just like Tony.. I guess I miss him too much because he lives in Phuket. How can he come to see me?

“And who is it? Tell me.”

“Don't you remember me, naughty boy?” His hand slowly loosened. I turned to look at the person I met. The older brother I've secretly admired for a long time, but I never knew his name.

“Uh.. do we know each other?” I asked in a calm voice. But in my heart I couldn't beat my chest. Am I secretly cheating on Tono? No, no.

“I'm sorry.”

" excuse me !? What are you sorry for?”

“Well, actually I'm not in Phuket. I'm not twenty years old. But I live in Khon Kaen. study here And I'm eighteen years old, not as old as Ritter said. I'm Tono. I'm sorry that I lied to Rit all this time.. ”

“Why do you have to lie to each other..huh?” Even though deep inside I was secretly glad that Tono was the older brother that I had secretly admired for a long time, now the question of why he had to lie to me was hiding my joy. It's all mine..

"Don't cry. I'm sorry. You have a reason." His hand gently wiped away my tears.

“What is the reason? Tell me.”

“Actually, I've secretly loved you since the day you fell clumsily in the cafeteria. I like that you're a goofy, straightforward person, but I don't dare flirt with Brit. So I added Melrit in order to make us closer. And it really worked. And does Ritter know? That the more I talked with you, the more I loved you.

Until yesterday, I dared to ask Rit to be my girlfriend. Don't be angry at me.. Anyway, today I fulfilled my promise to tell you how I met Rit.. Please don't be upset, my good boy,” Tono said before giving a smile that everyone who saw it would be fascinated by, and I was one of the people who was charmed by this smile.

" crazy people! Did you know that yesterday Rit barely slept at all? But when I got the message, Rit fell asleep." I said while hitting the shoulder of the person in front of me.

“I know that we have to think a lot. So I sent a message to let you know, you naughty kid,” Tono said while ruffling my hair.

“Who is a stubborn kid? Rit isn't stubborn at all. Brother Tonorit, can I ask for one thing?”

“Are you going to ask me to marry you? I'm not ready yet." Tony said in a teasing tone.

“Crazy!! Not at all. Can Rit ask you not to lie to Rit again!?”

"Okay, I won't lie to Rit again." The tall man said before pulling me into a hug.

“I love you very much, naughty boy.”

“I love you too. Thieves steal loneliness.. ”

I don't know. For me, I think loneliness is the shadow of love.. When are we extremely lonely? It shows that love comes very close to us as well.. If I wasn't lonely that day I refused to open up to Brother Tony. I don't know if I will know the word 'love' like today or not..

If we are never lonely.. never sad.. And will we know what happiness it is to be in love?

I hope you are extremely lonely and find love that is extremely good like me. May you find your right person. Don't forget. Loneliness..is the shadow of love :)

The End !!