A sad love story
of 2 people
short words
that everyone is searching for
"I love you"
...It's a feeling that has always been in my heart...
30 years ago
The 5 carat ring he wore for me on my left ring finger was something I had been waiting for for a long time.
My wait isn't for the ring. But wait for him to come and wear that ring.
I didn't care about the "ring" at all, I only cared about...he only used it as a reference to the beginning of our life as a couple.
The man I've been waiting for
My wonderful man...
But then what I thought on the wedding day was wrong.
He's not a nice guy anymore. It's just a man who likes to hurt my mind and body.
3 years after that I am also pregnant But in the end, I had to lose him because...his father, who was drunk and physically abused me until I had a miscarriage.
When he sobered up and found out I had a miscarriage, he was devastated and told me...he would never do it again.
But last to the end He's still doing it.
What made him change?
Is it work?...
Is it money...
No, I think it's more about having me as a partner...
It's time for me to decide.
"Oh my gosh, my wife doesn't care." Then he slapped me, kicked me, hit me, which caused me a lot of pain.
"I love you" those were my words after he finished hurting my body.
“What?” when he heard those words Watch as he almost immediately sobers up.
"I love you"
"What's wrong with you?" He turned to look at me in surprise. But I looked at him as normal.
"I love you" finished those words. I just walked up to the room. Without paying attention at all What will he be like? I lay down on the bed thinking...I will make the right decision.
However, later on, he still hit me 2 times. On those 2 times, I said "I love you" 3 times out loud for him to hear. Then walked away quietly.
It's tomorrow...that I have to do what I want.
"I think..." I started to open up about the matter of eating.
"We..let's break up."
I even thought for a moment that he would keep me, but no, he instead agreed to divorce me for good...
After I came out of our house
The first thing that happened was...tears.
Tears that flow without stopping It's like rain falling on your face.
Finally, 27 years have passed.
Now I have a new husband. After breaking up with him for about 9 years.
I have 2 children, the first child lives abroad. As for the youngest, he is taking the university entrance exam at just 16 years old.
Every year I always visit my unborn child at the cemetery.
and...
I always secretly hoped he would come.
The person I love the most...
But in 27 years, I had never seen his face until...
"So, it's you... right?" Suddenly, people wearing black came to my house.
"Yes, what's wrong?" Then everyone suddenly started crying. One of them handed me a letter.
To ...darling
If you read this letter I probably won't be here for you to see. Because right now writing this letter I was already close to death.
The day you broke up with me I'm just stunned that you asked to break up. and could only accept the fate of the department
Sometimes I secretly think you have someone new so you break up with me. But it's not at all. Every year is the day the child dies. I will secretly watch you visit your child's grave. But I didn't dare say hello.
Until it was only seen 18 years ago that you had other people with you.
Show that...
You didn't cheat on me. As I thought from the beginning...
It's only me who cheated on you and was drunk and physically assaulted you...
I'm bad...
The day you told me you loved me, I didn't think anything of it.
Until time passed, I thought about it. How much do you love me...
And how much do you want me to fix it?
I'm sorry for thinking too late.
excuse me...
Finally, I want to say, "I love you too, my darling."
After I read this letter Tears that had long dried up returned. It dripped onto the letter in his almost illegible handwriting.
Tears for you...
Why did she leave in such a hurry?
I want to say those words one more time.
The word...
I love you. Rest in peace, darling.