((Ping Pong))

...The doorbell in front of the room sounded just right. As Kibum was about to go, he opened the curtains to let in the light outside. But he had to stop and turn around. Walk towards the door instead...Donghae must have returned. Good. It's scary in the dark like this...

...Kibum opened the door to let people in from outside, but people from outside came in and pressed him against the wall of the room. Immediately planted a kiss on her thin lips without Kibum even realizing it...

...Kibum was shocked. When I remembered So he tried to push the other person away. Even though he knew that the person he came to kiss was the person he longed for so much...

...but how can I be happy? When kissing Choi Siwon gave it not to Kim Kibum's kiss, but to Lee Donghae's kiss...

“Kibum!” The tall man called in shock. When he stared at another person's face through the faint light, he saw that it was Kim Kibum, not Lee Donghae, his lover...

...Kibum couldn't do anything. He could only shake his head and avoid the eyes that were staring at him...

...Very disappointed, Choi Siwon. Very disappointed, right? It was me. So disgusting, right? My kiss...

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Title :: Love is blind

Paring :: Siwon x Kibum

Author :: JoChaN

Chapter 3

...After that day, the two of them started dating. Everyone in the group knows. Everyone said they were a good match and were happy for Donghae and Siwon. Both of them look very cute...

“Heechul hyung, where did Kibum go? Haven't seen anyone come to this dorm?" Siwon turned to ask the owner of the name of the person who was sitting in the dining room picking up popcorn. Hand in mouth and eyes glued to the TV...

“I'm heartbroken.”

“Huh?” Siwon exclaimed in disbelief.

“Haha, I don't know, maybe I'm busy.” Heechul turned to Siwon and smiled.

"Oh, I called and they didn't answer, so I'm worried." Siwon said worriedly...we met on the last day. The day Donghae said he loved him. And I never saw Kibum again. I can't contact you...I'm really worried. That day, Kibum also looked bad. Now whether it's good or not, I don't know...

“Wonnie, I'm going to go buy something first and then I'll wait at the condo,” Donghae said to Siwon. After that day, Donghae liked to sleep at Siwon's condo. We went almost every day but Siwon never said anything. It's because the two of them are dating each other...

"Oh, I'll follow you." Siwon turned around and replied. We had to let Donghae go first because after this he would have to go to the company again...

((Tid Tid))

..The sound of Kibum's phone ringing. While he was about to drive back to his condo after filming the drama. Kibum picked it up and looked at it. The screen said the caller's name: "Lee Donghae." Kibum sighed slightly. Suddenly my heart ached for no reason. Before you couldn't help but press accept...

“Hello, what's up Donghae?”

(Is Kibum busy?) A clear voice asked back. You look so happy, Lee Donghae...don't make me even more envious.

“Um, just finished filming a drama, what happened?” Kibum asked in return.

(Well, Kibum, you know how to make spaghetti, right? Can you come teach me a lesson?)

“Huh?? Oh, I can do it. But I'm not very confident in my own skills." Kibum replied in a low voice...

"That's it. Come teach me a lesson. I want to make Siwon eat it." A shy voice replied. But the listener felt deep pain in their hearts...

“Uh…”

“Nah, I'm staying at Siwon's condo. But Siwon hasn't returned yet. I'm going to give you a surprise. Please help me,” Donghae begged profusely. Siwon probably didn't think he would cook such a luxurious meal. If I come back and see it, I will definitely be very happy...

"Um, I'll hurry." When being asked like this Kibum probably couldn't refuse...he answered and turned off the phone. Let out a big sigh...to escape. I don't want to get involved. I don't want to know the story of the two of them again. But the more you run away, the more it follows...

...Soon Kibum arrived at Siwon's condo...

“Here, please teach me.” Donghae, who was preparing things, cutting this, cutting this, turned to tell Kibum who followed him into the kitchen. After Donghae went to open the door for...

...I don't know why, but just stepping into this room caused pain to shoot throughout my chest. Donghae must have moved in together with Siwon. I'm so jealous...

"Oh," Kibum nodded. Then explained to Donghae what he had to do...Donghae listened intently. along with packing things

“Huh? We're out of ketchup!~” Donghae turned to Kibum. When he turned to pick up the ketchup sauce like Kibum said...

“No, it has to be worn,” Kibum told Donghae.

“Uh, just go buy it at the convenience store in front of the condo. Wait for me for a moment. It's a good thing I haven't boiled the noodles yet,” Donghae said to Kibum. before quickly taking off his apron and walking out Leaving Kibum alone in the room...

...Kibum walked out into the living room. He had often come to Siwon's room before. Because he and Siwon like to go shopping together. And Siwon likes to invite people to hang out in his room. We keep talking about things, watching movies, playing games...but that day probably won't happen anymore...

...Kibum was thinking about something for fun. But there was something that shocked Kibum. Because suddenly every light in the room went out. The whole room was completely dark...

((Ping Pong))

...The sound of the doorbell in front of the room sounded just right. As Kibum was about to go, he opened the curtains to let in the light outside. But he had to stop and turn around. Walk towards the door instead...Donghae must have returned. Good. It's scary in the dark like this...

...Kibum opened the door to let people in from outside, but people from outside came in and pressed him against the wall of the room. Immediately planted a kiss on her thin lips without Kibum even realizing it...

...Kibum was shocked. When I remembered So he tried to push the other person away. Even though he knew that the person he came to kiss was the person he longed for so much...

...but how can I be happy? When kissing Choi Siwon gave it not to Kim Kibum's kiss, but to Lee Donghae's kiss...

“Kibum!” The tall man called in shock. When he stared at another person's face through the faint light, he saw that it was Kim Kibum, not Lee Donghae, his lover...

...Kibum couldn't do anything. He could only shake his head and avoid the eyes that were staring at him...

...Very disappointed, Choi Siwon. Very disappointed, right? It was me. So disgusting, right? My kiss...

...Kibum bit his lip tightly. Let the tears flow down Because in the dark, other people probably can't see...

“I'm sorry, I thought it was…”

"Oh, let's weigh it up. I understand," Kibum hurriedly cut in. I know, I know. Can we just stop repeating it? Don't want to listen!~ Once...

...Kibum couldn't stand it. So he immediately ran out of that room...Siwon saw his bad posture and quickly ran after him. However, he met Lee. Donghae first...

“Siwon, where are you going?” Donghae came out of the elevator. Saw Siwon running and asked curiously...

“Uh, I was looking for you,” Siwon replied with a smile. In my heart I was worried about another person... Donghae smiled shyly and came to hold Siwon's hand to walk to the room together...

“Oh, where did Kibum go?” Donghae said suspiciously. When I don't see another person in the room anymore...

"Uh, I saw that you had urgent work so I rushed back." Siwon replied.

“Urgent work?” Donghae asked curiously.

“Oh, I saw him say that. I wonder if it's a theater production? Are you going to make me some spaghetti?” Siwon immediately changed the subject. So the two of them happily helped each other to make spaghetti and eat it together....

((Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu))

Siwon tried calling Kibum several times. But it doesn't seem like the owner of the phone number will ever answer....

“Siwon, what are you doing?” Siwon was slightly startled. When Donghae, who had just come out of the bathroom wearing only a white towel, asked him...

“Oh, are you finished taking a shower? Then I'll take another shower." Siwon said. Before picking up a towel and disappearing into the bathroom...

...Some time passed. Siwon came out of the bathroom in a condition not unlike Lee. Donghae just now The little man immediately walked up and hugged the other person from behind...

“Did you forget something?” Siwon turned his head and looked at the person behind him. Then raised an eyebrow...

“Remember, that's all you've forgotten?” Donghae let go of Siwon and twisted his lips...

“Uh, I'm sorry~~ please tell me.” Siwon grabbed the other man's waist and hugged him in reconciliation. When he really forgot Did he make a promise to Donghae~~?

“Well, Siwon said that when he came back today, what would he do with us?” Donghae turned around towards the tall figure. Before reviewing your memory Siwon immediately thought of it. But he didn't break his promise. Only he made a mistake...

“Oh, I remember, so can I change to do it now?” Siwon asked with a smile.

..Donghae's face turned red with embarrassment. Who wouldn't feel shy when looking at me with these watery eyes?

Siwon... bent down and pressed a long, long kiss to the thin pink lips. Donghae felt so good that he didn't want Siwon to pull away at all. But Siwon felt indifferent. But he didn't show any bad behavior. Siwon breaks the kiss and smiles only at Donghae...

“Are you satisfied?” Siwon asked with a smile. Making Donghae blush again. What is this? Why do I feel like I'm shy so often when I'm with Siwon?

The night had already passed, but Choi Siwon still couldn't sleep. The feeling of kissing Donghae made him think. He felt neutral and not excited at all...how was he going to tell Donghae? He felt that Donghae and him could only be friends...

...but that kiss with Kim Kibum...

...When I found out it was Kibum Why I'm so excited, I don't know...

...or because he's afraid Kibum will get angry. I don't understand at all...

When I think of it like that It made me think of another person. Kibum was definitely angry at him...he knew that Kibum rarely opened up to others. Even if it touches you Kibum didn't like it. It took some time before he was able to hug Kibum. He himself even had the hand that was holding Kibum's shoulder rejected in the middle of the show...Siwon.

It's funny when I think about that time...

...But from now on, go kiss Kibum. He looks really angry. Sigh~~ I really want to go see him right now...

“Ah, Siwon is awake? I prepared coffee and bread,” Donghae told Siwon while still putting on his clothes. Wearing an apron because we just finished preparing breakfast for Siwon...

...Siwon smiles at Donghae. Watching Donghae do this and that...Donghae was really good to him. But leaving it like this would definitely not be good...

“Donghae…” Siwon called Donghae to turn around… Donghae turned his head to Siwon before raising his eyebrows questioningly.

"Let's talk," Siwon said. Donghae nodded and walked over to sit at the dining table. Opposite side of Siwon

“Is there something wrong?”

“So, is Donghae still feeling good about us?” Siwon asked stammeringly…

“Um...I think so,” Donghae replied with a smile.

“Uh........................We're sorry.”

“Huh?” Donghae looked confused. But I know enough to know what the tall person might mean...

“I think we should be friends. That's all I can think of. I'm really sorry." Siwon said guiltily... feeling so guilty that he didn't even want to look Donghae in the eye...

“Ah, no need to apologize. We can't be together about love, right?" Donghae said in a sad tone. It's not that I don't feel anything. But what can you do when Siwon talks like this...

...When I came to live with C. Won is the same. To him, Siwon is special...but he feels that for him, he's not yet. Siwon's special person Siwon treated him the same as when we were friends...

“Donghae, it's me...”

“Don't apologize again. I understand. Don't be serious,” Donghae replied with a smile. His heart ached, but he was glad that Siwon chose to tell him honestly. Because if you continue to resist, Siwon will probably not be happy. He himself will feel bad for making another person force himself...

“Huh?????”The collective exclamations of the members of the dormitory came out when they learned that Donghae and Siwon were friends again as usual....

"Hey, what? Why is it like this?" Kangin asked Donghae who was sitting on the sofa with a sad face...

“It's nothing. It's just that we feel like we're better off as friends.” Donghae replied with a smile.

"Well, it's easy to love each other, it's easy to break up. Later, if you decide to do anything, just learn to think more first," Kangin said again...

“It's my fault, Kangin hyung.” Siwon walked in and overheard. So I answered with a feeling of guilt...

"Oh, I know that well." Hyukjae said...

“Alright, everyone, don't be serious. We're all the same, right Siwon?” Donghae saw that the atmosphere was starting to get tense. So he spoke out to resolve the situation...

“Alright, it's fine if we don't have anything,” Ye Song said. Sungmin nodded as well...

“Uh, Heechul hyung, will Kibum come to the dorm today?” Shindong turned and shouted to the other person sitting in the lounge. Computer games are fun and drunk...this is normal for his sister. I don't care much about other people's affairs...

"do not know I called to ask about it.” Heechul replied... Shindong shook his head like he really couldn't rely on it. Siwon's tall figure, who had been listening intently to Heechul's answer a moment ago, sighed. come...

“You can call and ask yourself,” Shindong said. Before grabbing the dorm's phone and dialing the number, call Kibum...

“Kibum, will you come to the dorm today? Let's eat together." Siwon waited anxiously to hear the other's answer...

“Oh? It's such a shame. Okay, see you later." Shindong's voice said. That means Kibum probably won't come...

“What is it, Shindong-hyung?” Siwon asked as soon as Shindong hung up the phone. Makes Shindong raise his eyebrows in confusion...

“No matter what, I won't come, filming until late at night,” Shindong replied.

“Wow, Kibum, we film a drama and it's like this every time. I rarely have free time,” Kangin complains. Seeing this, even though he's never told anyone, he misses Kibum too. Even though we live in the same condo, we haven't seen each other often. We meet less often than the people in this dormitory...

“That's right, but what can I do? He likes it.” Sungmin said then pouted...would Kibum know? That everyone misses...

“Hey, you guys, when we're in front of Kibum, we don't usually talk like this. Talking behind my back like this, will he know? Do you guys know that Kibum doesn't think that you guys miss him?" Heechul turned around to tell everyone, so everyone turned to look at each other...

“That's it,” Kyuhyun said...everyone nodded in agreement...

“Right, from Heechul hyung, I think we need to pay more attention to Kibum. Kibum just saw it like that, but he was sensitive. And I think a lot. Only he didn't speak and didn't express himself. We have to take good care of him,” Siwon said at length. Plus it was so serious that everyone was shocked. Even though I agree, I'm still confused by Siwon's expression...

“Yes, Mr. Choi,” Kangin pretended to answer…making everyone laugh out loud.

"Heechul hyung, do you know where Kibum is filming today's drama?" Siwon secretly whispered and asked another person who was sitting in front of the computer watching this...

"It's the same studio," I answered even though I didn't turn to look at the person asking...

“Really?” Siwon responded with a smile. Then walked out... Heechul looked behind the tall figure who had disappeared behind the door before letting out a sigh...

...You crazy kids!!...

“Kibum!” A familiar voice sounded as Kibum was opening the door of his car...I really didn't want to turn around. If I remember correctly, this voice must have been that person...

"Let's talk a bit," Siwon said. When you see another person standing still Refusing to turn around...Kibum slowly turned towards the tall figure standing...

“What is it?” Kibum asked, turning his head to look in another direction. Not trying to meet the tall figure's eyes...Siwon slowly walked closer to Kibum.

“About that day, I'm really sorry. I know you're angry at me.” Siwon lowered his head closer to the smaller man's face. When you see that another person is trying to ignore him...

"I told you I'm not angry," Kibum said.

“But why aren't you answering my phone?” Siwon asked.

"Well......I'm busy," Kibum replied, stunned...

“Kibeom.......When will you stop being like this? When will you stop lying to me? Stop hiding your feelings. When will you open your heart to others? Everyone is worried about you,” Siwon said at length. Because Kibum is always like this. Even though he cared about Kibum more than anyone else, Kibum never told him the truth...

“This is who I am. You know I won't talk. You know I'm lying. Then why are you asking me again? You stop messing with me!!~” Kip Amata shouted loudly before turning around. Prepare to open the car.

“Kibum!” But the tall man had already pulled Kibum back around. Pushing Kibum next to the car... like this every time. Kibum likes to run away every time...

“Let go of me, you stop messing with me. There's no need to worry about anything. I can take care of myself Please take time to take care of your girlfriend.” Kibum said and tried to twist his arm out of his large hand. The tall figure who squeezed his arms and pressed him on both sides...

“My girlfriend, I will definitely take care of you, but I don't want to see you like this, do you understand, Kibum?” Siwon said loudly...not often. There aren't many times that Siwon gets loud at other people. If it really wasn't enough...but would Siwon know? Siwon's answer made the little man's heart hurt just as much. The wound was already large, but it was still being stomped on again. Pricked in again.

But the tall figure will never be able to see it... because of Kim. Kibum hid it deep in his heart. and will hide it forever...

“No, if you want to see it, you don't have to look. You don't have to care." Kibum argued back...Siwon listened closely. Yes, right now he is extremely angry at Kibum, both angry and hurt...

“Why are you so stubborn, Kibum? Don't act like a child who doesn't know what he's talking about.”

“Oh, I'm stubborn. I'm such an idiot and I act like a child. You hate people like this, don't you? If you hate it, you don't have to bother. How many times have I told you to stop messing with me!!~” Kibum said. He was also quite angry. Who was Choi Siwon? To stand and scold him like this...

“Well, if you're not worried, No problem, Kibum. Am I very wrong for being worried about you? Am I really that obnoxious? Why did you keep chasing me away? How am I, Kibum? You keep hating me... So what do I have to do to get you to open up to me? What else do I have to do, Kibum??..." Choi Siwon spoke quietly.

But that made the little man know that He makes his body tall. How disappointed and sad? Tears welled up in the tall figure's eyes. It's not often that anyone gets to see... Did he make Choi Siwon that sad...

...Kibum just stood there silently. I can't think of anything either. What should he answer to the tall figure? People like him are good but quiet like this. When will I have the courage to say what I want to say? When will I have the courage to do what I want to do?

...when both of them kept quiet Siwon was the first to speak up...

...Chew Siwon released the smaller man's arm...

“Okay, I apologize to you again. It's not about kissing. But for everything that has passed that I made you dissatisfied From now on, I will worry less about your business. I'll worry less about you. I'll try not to be near you. Don't touch you. Don't bother you again. Don't ask what's wrong with you. Don't ask how you feel. I'm not asking if you're lonely.

I won't bother you at the condo...so you won't bother me again. Don't hate me any more.” Choi Siwon turned and walked slowly into the car. After speaking, he sat in the car for a moment before moving past the small figure...

...Drips of clear water immediately fell and burned out. Kept it there for I don't know how long. But it came out and smeared all over my face... Even his concern as a friend would not be received from Choi Siwon anymore... There would not be so many questions coming out of Choi Siwon's mouth anymore... There would not be that person at his condo. ..

There isn't that person waiting around. When I'm lonely...without Choi Siwon hugs me when I feel cold again. because of himself Because he is a dark light Because he no longer had the strength to shine....

...There is no more light that always comes in to help make the black light not so dark...

...No matter how black light is, it will still be black light from day to night...

‘ Love is blind’

‘Kibum’s love is blind’

The end....

^Talk^...

Finished it in three episodes, haha.

I'm so afraid that it won't end in three episodes.

Today I had free time so I cycled until the end.

I don't know if I like it or not. Haha.

But I like the person who composed it (maybe?...)

I'm not sure myself either.

It's probably good to be like this.

Because Kibum must be like this or not?

I don't know either. I'd like to know as well...

Please give it to me.