“Don't forget to send him a message. Call him often And then went out to eat. Take him to..."

"Enough, Kibum!..." The tall figure turned and shouted at the other person. A large hand pounded on the steering wheel of a luxurious black sports car...but he continued driving...

“Heechul is lonely. You go stay with him often.”

“Finished sending me off. Go pick him up too...He's probably waiting for you, right?...Ah~ Let's take him to Hongdae for coffee. He really likes it.”

Aaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!~~ The tall figure braked the car so hard that the faces of the people next to him almost laughed.... The small figure turned to look in shock...

Ah!....Siwon pulled another person in for a kiss....Kibum tried to push away. But it doesn't work....

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Title :: Don’t escaped from your heart.

Cast :: Siwon x Kibum

Author :: Jochan

Part 1

“Siwon, have you called him yet?”

"Called already," the tall man replied curtly with a sigh...before getting out of the car in an irritated mood...

...Siwon drove Kibum to the condo. Because Kibum's car broke down During this time, you must rely on your tall figure first. Even though I don't want it to be like this at all....

“Don't forget to send him a message. Call him often And then went out to eat. Take him to..."

"Enough, Kibum!..." The tall figure turned and shouted at the other person. A large hand pounded on the steering wheel of a luxurious black sports car...but he continued driving...

“Heechul is lonely. You go stay with him often.”

“Finished sending me off. Go pick him up too...He's probably waiting for you, right?...Ah~ Let's take him to Hongdae for coffee. He really likes it.”

Aaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!~~ The tall figure braked the car so hard that the faces of the people next to him almost laughed.... The small figure turned to look in shock...

Ah!....Siwon pulled another person in for a kiss....Kibum tried to push away. But it doesn't work....

And soon the tall figure walked away on his own...

"Enough Kibum...Enough!!!!~" Siwon shouted loudly... Tears flowed from the small figure's sharp eyes...

“Do you really want me to do that? Why?"...

“Heechul hyung, I feel sorry for you. He really loves you, Siwon."

"What about you? You never loved me? Tell me!"....

“Heechul hyung is really lonely. He might be crying right now. Because I can wait for you. You should hurry and find him…”

"Kibum! I love you, not him...do you understand that?"

"If Heechul hyung doesn't receive your love, He must not be able to stay. Siwon, don't hurt him...." The small figure turned to the tall man. A small hand gripped the tall figure's chest in begging... The tall figure turned his head away... Really, this person...

“Do you think you did the right thing, Kibum? Do this, force me like this. Hurting yourself like this...your heart has gone crazy"...not once. The tall young man was never one to cry easily. But now his eyes were filled with tears...

"Kibum doesn't love me. Just a little bit? Don't you want me at all? Don't you want to hug each other anymore?...." The tall figure turned to look at the other person's face... He grabbed the body's shoulders. Small on both sides.... Kibum immediately cried out. It's not that I don't love you, I really don't. Choi Siwon....

“Answer me, Kibum...why are you quiet? In the past when we were together, you hugged me, you smiled at me. You kiss my cheek. What is that? Isn't it the love you have for me?"...

"Siwon..." His lips thinned. Let out a soft sound...Siwon hugged Kibum tightly...

“Stop it, Kibum...don't do this. Let's go back to the way we were before."...The little man sobbed in the tall figure's embrace...but....

"Let's go back... You have to hurry and go pick up Heechul hyung." The little man pulled away... before speaking to the tall man, not daring to make eye contact at all... Why don't you know? How much pain does the other person have? He too...

...Hee hee... The sound of sobbing echoed throughout the pitch-black room. As soon as the little figure entered the room He immediately collapsed and cried...

A small hand was brought up to hug himself...

...Why wouldn't I want you to hug me, Siwon? I miss your hugs the most...

...I want to smell the scent of your body. I want to hear you say you love me every day like before...

...I don't want to live without you...

So many tears flowed out....................I couldn't stop it. Can't stop crying

Because my heart hurts so much that it seems like it could break...

"Siwon, have you gone to pick up Kibum?" someone asked the person next to him.....but he didn't get any answer.

"Siwon......" Someone called again....

"Siwon"

"Ah..." Siwon hurriedly turned around.

"Are you distracted? I've called many times."

"Ah...a little," the tall man said. Before slowly getting out of the car....his heart was already empty.....

“I asked, did you go pick up Kibum? I saw that the car broke down." Kim Heechul asked again...

"yes..."

“How is Kibum? Is he happy?" Someone asked...is that right? He should ask this question...

"You'd better ask him yourself." The tall man replied without looking at the other person's face. Big hands gripping the steering wheel tightly....

-Take him to drink coffee at Hongdae. He really likes it-

"Would you like to go drink coffee at Hongdae?"...the tall one turned to ask the thin one...

"Um, let's go. I like that shop..." the thin one said... before the tall one drove straight to Hongdae... I did as you ordered, Kibum... .

"Give me a latte mixed with caramel..." Someone ordered...

"Let's have a mocha," the tall man ordered....

...Sit and wait for a while. Coffee was served....

“How did you know that I like coming to this shop for coffee?” Heechul asked happily. Siwon knew. Because he really likes this shop. Even though I never once told or asked to be brought here....

"Kibum told me..." The tall man answered honestly... well, you didn't stop me. Don't tell me this. Am I doing the right thing?...

"So......" Some people responded softly... letting out a small smile. What can I do?...When it hurts, you have to smile....

"You really like Kibum, right?" Heechul decided to ask...

"No, sir..................................." The figure looked away from the coffee cup and looked at the person. In front of him....there's still hope...since Siwon....

"I don't like Kibum..............but I love him very much." The tall man looked into the other person's eyes...please understand me, Heechul hyung. ...Kibum.........The hope that was created in just a few seconds. Immediately collapsed...so painful...

"I love you very much too Siwon...." someone said to another person...

"I'm sorry...but I'll take good care of you."

"You just do as Kibum tells you."

"I love you because you are my older brother....I take care of you because you are my older brother"...

"I don't want to be your older brother. Do you understand?..." The tears he was trying to hold back fell down... Heechul quickly brushed them off because he didn't want to show his weakness to anyone.... He didn't want pity. But he needs love from the person at the window...

"I understand...and I want you to understand me as well."...

"I'm going back..." The figure said before getting up and walking out of the shop... The tall figure shook his head before emptying the money onto the table. Then hurriedly followed out...

...He grabbed the other person's arm....

"I'll send you.."

"No need to," someone shrugged it off. Before continuing...you just do everything Kibum tells you...

...I'm sorry Kibum. I'm making him sad... the tall figure thought to himself. Before letting another person go back...

tu~~ Tu~~~tu~~Tu~~~

...The phone on the bedside table rang in the middle of the night. Siwon, who was still unable to sleep, picked it up. Before you press accept...

"Si Won, you open the door now..." The voice on the other end of the line said in an angry tone. Press hang up immediately... The figure was tall enough to guess why the other person was angry at him. He walked towards the room door and opened it....

...It was a small figure standing in front of the door... He immediately stepped into the tall figure's room...

"What did you say to Heechul hyung today?!" the little one asked in a harsh voice...

"Tell the truth...."

"What's the truth about you?!" The small figure walked up to the tall figure's shirt...

"You should know, Nikibum." The tall figure held both hands with the small figure that was holding his shirt. Then the scene came to me...

“Siwon, you promised me, didn't you?...You would help me. Why did you do this..."

"Kibeom....don't you feel sorry for me at all?....If I ordered you to go out with someone else, would you do it?" Will you be in any pain?...Kibum Do you know how my heart feels? My chest hurts to the point of death...please take pity on me, look at me, be interested in me, okay?" the tall figure let out...

"I'm sorry," Kibum said before crying. It's not that I don't know. It's not that I don't understand...but that the other person is weaker...

"Can you tell me a word? From your heart...Does Kibum love me?"...The tall figure looked into the small man's eyes. Than...he was waiting for an answer from the thin lips he had touched...please don't lie...

“I can't stand seeing Heechul hyung hurt because I didn't...Siwon. I'm really sorry," the little man said. Before turning back....

...If only the tall figure pulled the other person to turn around. Then he pressed his small body against the wall of the room. Before kissing those lips... Kibum tried to push his tall body away...

The tip of the warm tongue was inserted into the palm of the small mouth... the warm touch made the little person stop squirming. Isn't it this kind of touch? That's what he wanted...

A tall figure kisses another person longingly...no matter how far apart you are...it's lonely. It was so painful that I couldn't even tell... The time without Kibum was really painful...

Pluck!

...The small figure violently pushed the tall figure away. Seeing the person standing behind the tall figure...

"P..Heechul hyung...oh ya, I just misunderstood...." the little figure said in shock...Heechul hyung saw it. What should I do?....

"That's enough, Kibum...I can't trust a younger sibling like you ever again!~ You're not my younger sibling!~" Heechul screamed loudly...my whole heart seemed to be completely broken. It hurt even more. When and where...

...Heechul turned back towards the door. The little man hurriedly ran and grabbed his older brother's arm...

“Listen to me first, I will truly keep my promise.”

“Enough!” Someone turned around and shouted again. before tossing the little man against the wall of the room Then he walked away without any care... A tall figure immediately ran up to support the small person...

"That's enough, Kibum~" the tall man said...

"Let go, because you're Siwon!~" The little man turned and shouted at the tall figure...isn't it true? If Siwon talked to Heechul hyung like that. If Siwon agrees to be Heechul's boyfriend....if that's the case....................

...And what will we..................................?

“I admit my mistake... because I love you. What do you want me to do?" The tall figure told the person in front of him...it hurts Kibum a lot...love and... My concern is probably worthless. I'm just a piece of trash that you don't think to look at...I've always done wrong in your eyes...

...The little man looked at the tall figure's face feeling guilty. But..........................

...Kibum pushed his tall figure away and ran out of that room..........

...Confused again........

-There is no response from the number you called-

...Kibum has called Heechul dozens of times. But there's still no sign of it getting stuck...

...It had been a long time since he knew that his closest sunbae loved Siwon. Some people always tell him all their feelings...tell everything. Since the first day I fell in love with Siwon ...but that day it seemed like his own heart already belonged to Siwon. I can't help but think that I can't love Siwon anymore...that person belongs to Heechul hyung...

Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.........

""Hello..." The tall figure hurriedly answered the call when he saw that the person calling was Kibum...

“Uh...Siwon....excuse me.” A frazzled voice came through the phone. Makes the tall figure smile...

“It's okay...me.”

“But right now, please go find Heechul hyung. I'm worried about him.”...Kibum Why are you so mean and mean to me?...why!...

“Yes, I'll go look at it for you.”...the tall figure answered in a calm, restrained voice... As soon as he finished speaking, he pressed shut before throwing the phone angrily at the wall...

...Okay, Kibum. I will do as you want...

...It's been a week since he hasn't heard from Choi Siwon...so happy...

Because even though we are not in contact But Choi's lover Siwon or Heechul hyung Always calling to tell me what's going on between the two of them...

...Yes, right now, both of them. We're already dating each other... Heechul also said that Siwon takes care of him very well. I'm worried and take care of him in everything...so good...

“Kibum, has it been a long time?” Donghae asked another person sitting in the living room of the main dormitory… before realizing it, clear water was already dripping down on the hand that was placed on his lap.. .

“Wait a minute, where have you all gone? It's so quiet..." The little man turned to ask Donghae. With a smile as usual...

“Now you will hear the sound. Prepare to put your hands over your ears." Donghae said while laughing...Today the band members Set up a meeting for everyone. Of course, today thirteen young men will gather together together...

"Too skinny, Kibum..."

“Ah...really? I thought I was going to say that my face was swollen. Haha.”...The two of them smiled...

...and soon the remaining members walked in. The sound started to get louder and louder...

“Oh, you two are really fast.” Kangin greeted Donghae and Kibum...

“Hello, brothers.”

“Who is missing?”...Everyone sat in a circle like always...Leeteuk looked around and could tell that he still hadn't arrived yet...

“Couple of the year, hyung!” Shindong shouted back…

“Oh, Siwon and Heechul”...

...Ah, why is there a sharp pain in my heart? Don't be like this, Kibum...

“Oh, that's what I was talking about. Couple of the year..." Hyukjae shouted as he turned to see the two of them...

“Wait, you'll get hit!” My beloved little brother... the little man turned and smiled at Heechul...

“Siwon came and sat down. Let's do it," Heechul said... The little man intended to turn around and smile at the tall figure. But when they turned to make eye contact, the tall figure turned away and pretended not to care...so he could only lower his head...

...Many times he accidentally secretly looked at the tall figure. But the other person didn't turn to look at each other for a moment...

...You really love Heechul hyung. Because you've never been like this. Never once...

...Good...Good...Good, right?....

"Are you going back now, Kibum?" Kangin asked the little man who was about to walk away...

“Ha, I have work tomorrow. I'm sorry," Kibum replied.

“It's okay. Take good care of yourself. If you're too skinny, your face won't look fresh at all."

“Yes, thank you,” the little man replied again before walking away…

...Absolutely crazy. Before walking out, he couldn't help but look at that person. But again, that's it. He really doesn't care about us anymore. Plus we can see him in love with Heechul hyung...that's what we want...right?

...It's so painful. Why do you feel like this?

...lonely...

...Small people keep walking. Along a familiar road But it's not often that we get to see the roadside atmosphere like this. I've only driven past and never walked like this before. I remember the last time was at the beginning of the year....................with Siwon...

...But I came to walk today. I'm not here to get emotional. It's just that the car broke down and I'm going to take a taxi. But I'd rather just keep walking...

...The wind is so cold. If it were then there would probably be warm hands to hold it...but there aren't any anymore...

...if it was then Long coat Expensive prices would probably come to control our backs... but they don't exist anymore...

...if it was then I would be able to be in that person's strong embrace...but it's not there anymore...

...not ours And it will never be ours again...

...Small hand hurriedly brushed away the tears that were falling down...What the hell are you crying about?

...What things do we have to regret?

...Well, we want Heechul hyung to be happy with Siwon. It is like that now. How can there be pain like this?

...We must smile. We must be happy. We must be happy...

...Heechul and Siwon walked to the parking lot. The tall figure's eyes stumbled upon a familiar brand of car... Why is Kibum's car still here? Where has he gone...

“Ah, it's raining too, Siwon. How do you do it?” Heechul turned to ask the tall figure.

“Siwon...what should we do?” the figure asked again when he saw that the other person had not responded...the tall figure heard this and turned to look at the road...

"Let's go. It hasn't rained much yet..." Siwon said before getting into the car...He couldn't help but be worried about the other person...

“Heechul hyung, please call Kibum and see where he is. I saw his car parked at the dormitory,” Siwon said to another person... I don't know what to do...

"Ah....Um, okay."...some of them pressed for the little person's name before calling out...

"Calling didn't go through"...Heechul turned to tell the tall figure who was driving...

“Um...let's see.” Siwon pretended not to care...but in his heart he couldn't help but really worry...so worried. Because...he tried to drive Heechul as quickly as possible. I'll go see another person to make sure there's nothing wrong...

“Maybe I'll take a taxi back,” Heechul said...but there was no response from the tall figure...

“Siwon, the rain seems to be falling harder. Do you want to stay at my dorm first?” Someone asked worriedly. I really don't want another person to drive back right now...

“It's okay...the condo is just around the corner. Please hurry and enter the dormitory." The tall man said with a smile.

“Um...take care of your health. Sleep with a blanket on." Heechul said...

"You're the same way."...That's it, Kim. Heechul couldn't stop smiling...

...I love your smile. I love every word you said with concern...

...I love you the most, Choi Siwon...

TBC….

^Talk^...

I haven't posted a fic in a very long time...

This story was written a long time ago, haha, so I added a little more >

Please let me know. It's going to be a little weird. I'm sorry.

I really haven't gotten married in a long time.