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My name is Snooker. You can call me Nook for short. I'm just an ordinary kid with...

puppy love

Go on and on, keep liking this person, never feeling like you want to be honest with someone back. I acted crazy like this for many years, starting in the 5th grade. Until one day, I took the entrance exam for middle school and got to be in the top school in the province. I met an older brother during the 2nd semester sports day. He was a staff member at the time and I didn't care that he was in 6th grade at the time. As for me, I'm in grade 1.

I didn't think that our ages were different. Just think that He's probably another person I'm just flattered by.

http://gimg.dek-d.com/glitter1/2297186/143926

He's not handsome, but he looks cute, I don't know. I didn't dare tell anyone, even my closest friends, that I liked this hyung because from the looks of it, he wasn't handsome at all, just white and innocent and playful. It's probably because I like people with this style ^^ He looks irritated and has a reason, and he's also a bit active. When he came to control the stand

A close friend of mine named Ray asked me, “Do you think this guy has a girlfriend yet?” I didn't dare say anything, but kept quiet until my friend thought I didn't hear and had to ask again. And then my too good mouth started to work. “Looks like this. I don't know. It's hard to see. If I had it, my boyfriend would probably be blind." My mouth is so stupid that he has signed up. In the beginning, when the sports day ended

I don't have much of a relationship with him, but when I walk by, he secretly smiles. I don't know why ^^ I only know a little about his personal information, that is, I know that he is a Mathayom 6 major in Chinese Arts, named Big. A After a few days I had to go to a Dhamma camp. When I prayed and meditated, my mind and mind when I was free.

I wasn't thinking about anything, but I suddenly thought of the events of the first time I came to live in... Group of friends in those early days I had overheard talking with Ray about Ray's high school cousin named Big, but I couldn't clearly hear whether the name was Big or Pik. At that point I didn't dare bother. Because we weren't as close as we should have been, we started to get closer little by little.

And I never heard them talk about Cousin Ray again. I forgot them too. If you don't speak, it's forgotten. But now that you're meditating, you can suddenly think. When we finished meditating, the teacher let us go rest and we gathered together to talk. So I asked Ray directly but I didn't think it was the same person.

Because I thought it wouldn't be that much of a coincidence. But then he finally knew the answer when Ray smiled. I never thought that was true. "Hey! What's the deal, right? Hey, you really shocked me." I turned to look at the printed page and smiled. Okay, I know and it was clear. And when I found out, I pestered Ray and asked for his and Ray's phone numbers for a long time.

Until I got it and in the end Ray couldn't stand my child's pestering and had to give it to me. The first time we talked with him ^^ It was so cute. I also have a narcissistic child. I really couldn't take it ^^ And after that, we talked with him on M almost every day, so when I came home I immediately went online ^^ Well, he went on every day.

But when I was at school, I never smiled. I've never talked to him. Always keep a calm face and tell him that he doesn't accept it. (I'm such an act.) But when you left, I smiled and couldn't shut my mouth again. Little by little, I came to know his personality. From our conversation and from what Ray told me, not long after, I learned some news that really shocked me.

That is, he has a girlfriend and is in 4th grade. At that time, I felt lonely. I was a little annoyed but continued to talk to him. Because I thought I was probably just flattered by him and didn't think anything beyond that, I didn't see the need to care at all. Gradually, I became interested in him little by little. I know about him, a little bit every day. I feel like I've changed. I've never cared about anyone this much, never cared, never will.

Asking someone if they were okay, I never cared about anyone except my friends when they didn't go to school. But it was just a feeling that I wasn't sure if it was right or not. Until finally, during the second semester of Mathayom 1, It's gone as well as P'Big's 6th grade period. He probably has to go to study at another university.

It was my idea at that time. It seemed like it was missing something.

Even more came to know from Ray that He wants to study in China. It was my father's dream. But my mother told me that if I had to get a scholarship, I would go. If I didn't get a scholarship, I wouldn't go. That moment was a very exciting moment for me. Because he was chosen until the final two rounds. I'm really curious whether he will stay in Thailand or whether he will go.

In the end, luck was on my side. He didn't go. He went to study at Burapha University. In fact, he got into many good universities but refused to say that he wanted to study here. will come back often When the semester started and I entered Mathayom 2, it really disappeared. Is there really something missing? There was no one to follow, no one to peek at. There was no one for us, so we had to try to find a teaching schedule and walked past the front of the room. There was no one to give it to us. We secretly took pictures

There was no one to let us peek, there was nothing left, there was nothing left. But one day, someone told me that he had come back to visit the school. I will go to the language building. It coincided with my free time, so I went to meet him at the language building. And then he came. I don't dare say hello. I didn't dare look him in the eye. When he walked by, I secretly followed him so he wouldn't know.

He sometimes comes back to visit the school but rarely comes. The situation repeats as before, but when you walk along, sometimes you can only see his back. but walk behind Until now, the second semester of Mathayom 2, the last time we met, he came back alone and didn't walk to the language building. Walking to the registration room again, I was curious in the evening, so Ask him in M

He only told me that he was going on business. So I don't know much. Until one day I met

face book

From P'Bas, who used to study in the same class as P'Big in Mathayom 6, saw many of them talking with each other, but there was one sentence that caught my eye when reading it: ...And when will Mr. Kai go to China?... I'm not sure who this chicken is referring to, but P'Bank replied that...maybe go to February... As for Big Brother, he said...send the application on December 10th...

I hadn't even thought about gathering anything before my mother called. The next day, we talked about the seniors who secretly liked each other in the group, and then I remembered what I had just learned. I told the story that I had known.

face book

Went to tell a friend and Ray Ray didn't know if he was going or not. Type so it says "If you want to know, just call me." I didn't dare talk to him. So I let Ray talk to me. So Ray called and tricked me into asking him.

“Is this your friend Bank's number or not?”

"Bank, yes, we used to live together. Who is this?"

“Phi Bank, are you going to China?”

“The bank is in China.”

“Brother Bank, what are you doing in China?”

"Go to study. Who is this?"

"The juniors at Ryu, so who decided to go to China?"

“Hyung.” At that time, Rei was still not sure, so he asked again.

"What? Who's going?"

"Brother..Big brother is going to China."

"Big Brother...how many years?"

"oh"

Ray then hung up the phone. and came to tell us a story. When listening to me, I only covered my face with a handkerchief, not wanting anyone to see my sadness. What should I do? If you really want to go Will we still be able to get together again? If he had gone since graduation He will come back after 4 years and we are still in Mathayom 6.

But I'm going now. We have already graduated from Mathayom 6 in one year. So how do we meet? As I thought about it, I muttered the song Someday.

Singing a song suddenly The first tears fell. Hey...am I crying? Am I crying for a man? And he's also a man who never talks directly to each other face to face. I've never been like this My tears kept flowing slowly as I kept thinking.

~~I don't know how long. That I have to endure everything

Hide every truth in your heart

Every time we meet Every time you turn around

That I'm passive, do you know how much I force it?

Can you hear? My heart is telling you I love you.

But I can't reveal my heart to anyone.

Can you hear that? My heart is still waiting there. Waiting for you to open it.

I just hope you know one day...

Even though I love you Even though I feel

But deep inside I still don't dare.

Every time we meet Every time you turn around

That I'm passive, do you know how much I force it?

Can you hear it? My heart is telling you I love you.

But I can't reveal my heart to anyone.

Can you hear that? My heart is still waiting there. Waiting for you to open it.

I just hope you know one day...

Can you hear it? My heart is telling you I love you.

But I can't reveal my heart to anyone.

Can you hear that? My heart is still waiting there. Waiting for you to open it.

And I just hope you know That this person loves you

Anyway, I want you to know. One day~~

“You can hug us,” Wall's voice came out as Wall's embrace moved to hug me.

When I received warmth from Wall, the tears seemed to stop flowing. It came out again as if it wanted someone. I started crying louder and louder than before.

“Cry it out, cry it out, cry it all out, let it all out, let all the tears come out. So that there will be no more tears to fall, bring them all out today.”

I felt that my friends in the group were watching me all around me, so none of the other people in the room noticed the tears that were falling down my face.

I can't blame anyone for this choice I made. I choose to know the story of Big Brother himself. I chose to want to talk to him myself. Choose to learn your own personality. Choose to listen to his own well-being. Choose to follow his own steps. Choose to care about him yourself.

If I chose to go the other way, seeing him as just another senior that I admired like other seniors, not paying attention, not being busy, not contacting him, then I probably wouldn't love him. Love...yes, I know now that I'm falling in love with him. I love you even though you don't know it. Ray once told me that back then he wouldn't tell me.

That it's Big Brother's cousin is because He knows that one day he will have to graduate from school. Ray was afraid I would be upset so he didn't tell me. When I chose to go this way I'll probably hurt myself.

“There are some stars I might want.

But I didn't dream of it falling out. To be stuck in the sky

It would be better for me to bring it and keep it.

There are some fish that I find beautiful.

But I never thought of trying to catch it.

It would be better to swim in the water. It looks more beautiful.

I don't ask to do anything to get it. I'll let it go.

Let the stars be in the sky Keep the fish in the water

And let love be just a dream

She's doing well. Your way

I'm far away

I want to let you was there

No matter how much I still love you

I don't want to own it. I want to look only far away.

No matter how far apart we are, we can still love each other as before.

I will look at the stars with happiness in the distant sky.

As I have always done Looking at the fish in the water

With fullness and more smiles

and see yourself more clearly in your heart Time to dream

Let the stars be in the sky Keep the fish in the water

And let love be just a dream

She's doing well. Your way

I'm far away

I want to let you was there

No matter how much I still love you

still to be seen I see you in my heart as before.

How far apart are we? You can love as before.

No matter how long, I still love you the same way.”

The sound of music came from his throat. Type the person who sings the most beautifully in the group. I don't know if Pim intended to sing this song to make me feel or if he sang it just for fun, but it made me think according to the lyrics. Yes, he is doing well, following his dreams, we should express our happiness to him. It's him.

And let love be just a dream, you'll be fine Your way I'm far away

and

secret love

It will still be

secret love

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~No matter how far apart we are, we can love each other as much as before~