Title :: My First Love

Pairing :: Yamaxa Tomohisa x Kamenashi Kazuya

Rating :: PG-13

Summary ::

When the image of first love in childhood Coming back to overlap with the image of a new love by coincidence...for the second time...

More Details ::

This story is

Yaio fiction

of young campers

Johnny's Junior

Please, this story is just a story written for the fun of a specific group only. I have no intention of referring to anyone at all.

Charactors ::

Yamaxa Tomohisa   :::   Kamenashi Kazuya

They say that....first love It's often unrequited love.....which is for me. I'm quite a believer. Because my first love was really unrequited. But even if it's not a fulfilled love It's a beautiful and bright love anyway.

Once in my life Being able to love someone....get to look at them every day. Secretly smile when he doesn't see you. Walking behind him....happy when I met him. I'm secretly sad when we have to be separated. It may not be a beautiful love. Because at that time I was too young to understand true love.

But it is the happiness of one boy....

And there is another saying that....first love. It will be love that will be in our hearts forever....

My first love was a little fair-skinned boy who lived at the school next door. At that time I was in middle school. It's quite a bright age. It was normal for me to practice football at school every evening. (....Until now, I still regret that I wasted time practicing football. Because if I don't have practice

I must have met him a long time ago...)

That day....the day I met him for the first time. It was the day that the school had a school birthday party. Then my school was invited to join the event as well. I myself also have a football match with that school. I was especially excited.

Before the competition, there was a stage play performed. So my friends and I went to see it....and I fell completely in love with the white rabbit on the stage.

....The white face and bright smile under the white rabbit outfit are still stuck in my mind to this day....

That was the first time I saw him. He is a cute person....at least in my eyes. I like his smile the most. When I see him smile It's like my world has become brighter. I can only think....will there be any? That his smile will reach me sometimes...

After that day, everything went back to the same day that was the same every day. I still miss him always. and find an opportunity to look across the school fence to find him....but I know very well how little the chance of meeting him is. Until I decided to come to school early to wait for him at the door of my school.

Which if I look, I will see the front door of his school as well. But I still can't see any sign of him....

Then came the day I was happiest....that day I didn't have to practice football in the evening. Because the teacher is in a meeting As soon as school ended, I left school immediately. While I was waiting for the bus I heard laughter behind me....I don't know why. But I feel so addicted to that laugh. I turned around and looked.

Then I saw a group of boys who were students from the school next to me. One of them was a small child.....smaller than everyone else in the group...

It's not because he's smaller than anyone else. That made me interested in him....but it was because of his white, pink skin. With cheeks that are a little pink Including the bright smiles and laughter....all of which made my brain process the word cute again and again....so cute!!!

I looked at him for a moment. (I couldn't take my eyes off it.) Until I saw that he was looking at me. I immediately turned around. My heart beats very fast >///////<

A group of children were standing next to me waiting for the car. There were some people who walked in another direction. I tried to turn around to see if he was walking with me or not. But he still stands in the group next to me.....I secretly look at him often. Until I began to feel familiar with his beautiful face....a white face like this. Eyes that aren't very big And it usually disappears when he smiles.

Most importantly, a smile like this....I feel like that kind of smile It's stuck in my mind.

“Hiro, this is really bad.... Kame-chan's bunny outfit. Kame-chan returned the teacher a long time ago, you know that?” His sweet voice made me think of something.

yes!! He's my little bunny....Finally I've met him!!! His name is Kame-chan too. It looks like a turtle....but having said that, his face still looks like a turtle. Because of that, I like to call him Yamapi's little turtle. \\>______

But my happiness doesn't end here. I also discovered that....he and I rode the same bus. After I met him again for a while, the bus that I was about to take just arrived. At that time I was still thinking....what a pity I had to leave....but when I got into the car I saw that he had also walked up.

At that time I was so happy I almost danced.....

The next day, I skipped practice and then rushed out of school to wait for the bus like yesterday in order to wait for him...standing for a while. My little turtle and his friends walked over. Then we got into the car together....and separated again when we got out of the car. They will post two signs before me...

After that, I changed my program again. I moved to practice football in the morning. Even though I have to wake up two hours earlier than usual....but I'm happy. Because in the evening I will go home with my Kame-chan....

Every day....time after school is my happy time. I'll be waiting for him at the bus stop. Even though the car I'm going to take has already arrived. But if he came out late that day, I would still stand and wait. Therefore, every evening I would walk him into the car. Then I would go and sit in the back because there I would be able to see him.

When it was time for him to get out of the car, I secretly waved goodbye to him. Then I would look behind him until the car turned a curve so I couldn't see him and then I would turn around as usual....like this. It makes every day of my life have so much meaning that I cannot forget it....

Some days I'll be extraordinarily lucky. Because of the fact that I changed to practice in the morning, it made me realize that in fact my little turtle came to school very early in the morning. Some days I would see him get out of the car (in the morning someone would drop him off at school) and then run into the school gate.....

I've lived like that for just over a year....I'm about to graduate from middle school. And I had to transfer schools. The less time is left I felt even more sorry for myself. Why didn't I meet him sooner? Otherwise I would have seen him more.

....Someone said that....times of happiness always have wings. And then flew away from us so quickly....

But in my time it probably won't just give me wings. I think it must be equipped with a jet engine. I have so little time to make it into a year.....but whatever. I was satisfied with those days. The time I spent with my first love....the time I had my little turtle in my heart.....

A day that I remember and will never forget....a day that makes me happier than ever. It was happiness mixed with sadness deep in my heart.... It was the last day that I would be able to walk and wait for the bus at that stop. It was the last day that I would get on that bus. It is the last day that I will meet that person....my little turtle....

That day, when he was walking out of the car....I secretly waved at him like I always do. And then send him the same smile as before....but what's different is that He suddenly turned towards me. Then I waved my hand with the cute smile that I had always wanted. Before he walked back to his original direction....

Sometimes I even think I'm blind. Or maybe he waved to any of his friends who were in that car? It didn't have to be me.....That day I tried to look around the car to see if there were any school kids there. Then I said to myself in my heart that.... there was not a single child at his school who was in danger. He definitely smiled at you.....

After that day, I could only stay at home and study to prepare for entrance exams at a nearby high school. In case I'm lucky enough to meet him again....but I can't. In fact, I must say that it was done too well. Because I got into the same school as my older brother...a famous high school in Tokyo.

So my parents let me move into a rented room with them. Because of this, I had to move away from that area...

Even though it's not what I wanted. But I had to leave my first meaningful love behind. Leaving the good times that made me happy....leaving the old road that used to be me and my Kame-chan....leaving the bus stop where I used to stand and wait for him right here.... The only thing I can't bear to let go of

It is the face and bright smile of one person.....that is still engraved in my heart and never fades....that little boy with white skin....I keep him. Keep it in the depths of your memory. Keep it in the empty space of your heart....forever....

“Atomo...when I grow up, I will come to study here.” A small voice woke me up from my trance. I turned to look at the force of the strong tug on my sleeve and smiled....little Yuuto....

“Yes, but for now, my good boy, I need to study hard first.” I gently patted my nephew's head and led him by the hand to the bus stop to go home.

It's been almost ten years since I've come back here again....The school is still the same as before. That includes the school next door as well. Little students still run around and have fun, so much so that I can't help but wonder if I was this small before....but for sure. That person is small like this...

I looked along the side of the road while holding my little one's hand and waiting for the car. Maybe some things here will change. But the old scent still remains. The school walls that I have seen since childhood are still the same color. The large tree opposite the school gate still stands tall and provides shade.

My bus stop is still there.....everything hasn't changed at all. There's only one thing that's missing.... I no longer have myself when I was 14 standing there waiting for someone....

When we reached the bus stop, I let go of Yuto's hand and stood with his hands in his pockets leaning against the wall, waiting for the bus. Just like I did ten years ago. Right now, at the bus stop, there's a man standing with a small boy....I think my Yuuto is already small. But that child was definitely much smaller.

“Mr. Akazuyaha...was this your old school?” Looking small like that, but speaking so eloquently, it was a joke.

“Yes...but Ryuu-chan, do you know? It's an old school that means a lot to me.”

“How is it?” The little boy made a puzzled face at his uncle, so cute....that I still thought in my heart, This kind of cuteness is like nothing I've seen anywhere....

“Because your first love is here,” the man said to his grandson....I think I saw a faint smile on his white face. Because if it were me When talking about first love I won't stop smiling as well.

After he finished speaking that sentence He turned towards me. It was like looking at something that must have definitely been here. Because right now there probably isn't anything here. Besides me standing.....

The moment my eyes met his I felt my heart twitch violently....I remember eyes like this....I will never forget....my Kame-chan's eyes....

When he saw me, his eyes showed a slight shock. Then he smiled and bowed slightly to me....I remember that smile very well. Even now, it's not a smile that spreads so wide that the eyes disappear. But a smile like this I will definitely never forget.

I'm not sure if this person is my Kame-chan or not...a boy I only know by his face and the name my friends call him. But I let him take my heart away....

But when the bus arrived The man then led his grandson into the car. I hurriedly led Yuuto up to follow....

I saw him sitting where I had been sitting. The second and last chair by the window....he had his grandson sit on his lap. The seat next to him was vacant. So I sat down there and put Yuuto on my lap.

“I haven't seen you for a long time.” He turned to me and smiled so wide that his eyes disappeared. It's the smile that I have missed for the past ten years....

How much time has passed....the first love that I once left behind is just a memory. Because I always thought it was just one-sided love. It's just my sweet dream.

From now on....it won't be a dream anymore. I will carry on the memories I will start this love again....a love that is still beautifully engraved in my heart....

....Maybe...the words that say First love is usually unrequited love....it may not always be true....

.:::THE END:::.