Title: Yesterday

Fandom: Big Bang

Pairing: Tempo x Jiyong

Author: Saffron

Warning:     YAOI [BOY x BOY]

Words that are like blades cutting into a fresh wound. It reinforces the pain that already existed many times over.

Eyes moist with tears But it cannot make the truth in front of us disappear.

The painful truth

The truth that both of them know Finally must come

A familiar embrace hugged the thinner figure in front of him tightly. They both knew that this might be the last time they shared warmth with each other like this. But I don't want to accept it. I don't want it to be like that.

The kisses that swirled around each other But no matter how much, it's never enough.

Words of love that are whispered to each other It's no different from alcohol that's been poured over and over.

“That's enough, Seunghyun,” a hoarse voice whispered to the other party. before forcing himself out of the embrace in front of him

"It's okay.. I'm really okay." Words that even people say themselves. Still know it's just a stupid lie But the taller figure in front of him pretended to believe.

Deceiving yourself and the person in front....said "It's okay."

Seunghyun only nodded lightly. Before tightening their embrace again, "I'm sorry," the deep voice whispered without ceasing.

The large owner pressed his lips to kiss the other's light-colored hair. As he inhaled the scent that no matter what He will never forget.....no way.

Slender hands caressed all over the face. He pressed his lips across the moist walnut-colored eyes, a slender nose, full cheeks, and the lips that he had touched to taste I don't know how many times..... from now on... probably no longer.

Before deciding to retreat But some of them only gave a faint smile. “Please be happy.”

“I'm sorry....I'm really sorry, Jiyong.” But there was only a smile from the person in front of him in response.

'Clink' the sound of the door closing softly. Amidst the cruel silence

Jiyong....is gone.....

Seunghyun turned around and looked around. A place full of beautiful memories

Memories with him and Jiyong...

And it was him again. that destroys the beauty in front of it With his own two hands...he hurt Jiyong. No matter how hard he tried But......he had already broken the heart of the person he loved the most.

The sound of the phone ringing This caused him to take out a very thin communication device and take a look. Before forcing herself to answer, “Yes, Mom.”

"Yes, I'm getting ready."

"Yes......see you later, Mom."

Seunghyun pressed the end call button. His slender hand gripped the phone tightly. No matter how far my heart wants to throw it But he just cursed softly. Then walked into the bathroom.

Two toothbrushes placed side by side Instead, it made everything worse..... The tall figure turned his head away. But no matter where he turned, he found memories of another person beside him everywhere. And that hurt him to death.

'Hey, you squeezed so little toothpaste...come here and squeeze it for me' someone grabbed his toothbrush. before squeezing out more toothpaste

A childish smile returned to him. It was easy to get a wide smile from him.

'It's such a waste' and he was the one who argued back. But he accepted the toothpaste the other party offered to use.

'Oh, it's a waste, it's a waste, even if it's...my mouth stinks.'

‘I have a smelly mouth, so why did you kiss me?’ After saying this, he lowered his head and tasted the other person's lips. 'You bastard..' Jiyong whispered softly cursing. Before brushing your teeth

This is what they call it. “Die alive” no matter how much it hurts to the point of wanting to disappear. But the reality is that you can only live life day by day. To taste the pain slowly

A slender hand waved water and rubbed it hard against his face. But it didn't make the feeling dilute. Sharp eyes make eye contact with the person in front of you through the large clear glass. “Who are you?” he muttered harshly. His eyes were filled with a firestorm of emotion. The pain that flashed in front of him made him almost want to look away.

“What right do you have to make Jiyong cry?” Jiyong didn't sob and cry. But the tears that flow silently That made him ache like never before.

“Fuck me...!!!”

The tall man grabbed a light-colored shirt from a neat hanger in the closet and wore it with a pair of dark slacks without paying attention. Even though his mother told him to dress well But just a simple shirt. Unsurprisingly, it made the figure in front of him look good.

He hated having to be so meticulous about his clothes. And it was Jiyong who was taking care of him. Help me buy clothes. Just open the big black wardrobe. What he saw in front of him was not a bunch of brightly colored clothes hanging neatly. But it was another person's bright smile.

People who used to stand next to each other choosing clothes People who wear whatever they wear look good.

A person named "Kwon Jiyong"

'Women, I like to choose clothes, I don't know. What a waste of money'

'You're talking too much, so you can choose for me yourself.'

'Make a real choice' and that smile again. How many times had he had to give in to the person in front of him? Just because of that wide smile

And because on the other side of the closet were that person's clothes....he was forced to close the closet gently. The sweet memories in front of me were like a thousand needles stabbing into my heart.

Enough.....can he still be in more pain??

Tall body, long strides Go to the large door...before stopping and turning to look at the apartment.

'Goodbye.....' whispered softly goodbye. before stepping out

He didn't plan on bringing anything back with him. Because just the memories you have are enough. There is no need for anything to remind you. And he knew that the other person thought so too....There was nothing more precious than shared memories.

The memories that the two of them created together....

No....it wasn't destroyed. And nothing can take that away.

Seunghyun gently slammed the door shut behind him. and knew that he would never return to this apartment again There won't be any items. that was moved away Because he couldn't bear to see those things. But that didn't mean he would allow it to be destroyed as well.

The orange light that appeared faintly on the horizon didn't make some of the figures sitting with their knees hugged and watching feel any better at all... Jiyong, who was wrapped in a large, dull-colored blanket. Hugging your knees on the balcony of your own house. Staring at the darkness in front of me until morning

The orange light that chased away the darkness revealed a large sun... It was morning already.

He just wanted to know. Does the sun still rise as usual?....now? He has no one by his side. The person who keeps me warm at night The person who whispers sweet words of love The kiss that caresses you is not far away...it's no longer there.

Tears flowed silently. 'M-f--it's the same as before.' A hand lifted up and wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes. before moving into the room

'Jiyong....Mom asked me to marry you.'

'Oh my gosh, don't be quiet....' So what can he say? In fact, he had been accepting for a long time that this day would come one day. The day this love must end

The beautiful love of the two of them But it's not accepted by outsiders in general....but they don't care.

...until now

'Then what do you want me to say? Don't let me marry you.'

'So what are you planning to say?' He raised his head and looked at the other person silently. 'No' his answer was firm.

'I already know. But you can say anything. Don't be so quiet.'

'...I'm thinking about it'

The warm touch on his back made him turn around and rest his face on the other person's broad chest.

It's over...our love

'I'm happy for you, Meng.'

'Kuantin, Meng' even if you say that. But Seunghyun tightened his embrace even more. making him chuckle

'I'm really saying...I'm happy. Do you want me to be the groom's friend?'

'......Meng...is it okay?'

That question made him hug the person in front of him even tighter.

'Um....I'm fine.'

'Let me be your friend to the groom in return, that's enough'

'That's funny.'

'I'm telling the truth'

'Jiyong, will Meng forget me..... Will you still love me?'

'A matter of the future I don't know....'

The tight force of the embrace causing him to continue saying, 'I only know that yesterday I loved you. And today I love you...that's enough.'