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JUNSU
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Lost embrace (
Fallen Leaves) [ JAESU]
By:punjunjae
It's been 3 years since I left Korea to live in Japan. Those 3 years have been the most torturing for both my body and my heart. I really hate being the stupid person who left my heart behind in Korea. What will my little one be like now? Auntie, huh! Isn't it my little one? Because the little one is no longer mine but belongs to my younger brother, Park Yoochun.
I still remember that day well when Yoochun came to tell me.
“Uncle Jaejoong, please help me.”
"What do you want me to help you with? Come on."
"Oh..it's about Junsu, hyung."
“About Junsu! Really?”
"yes"
"So what's the matter? Why don't you come?"
“Well...well, I like Junsu, Jaejoong hyung.” Still..Jaejoong stood still like that.
“Really, hyung, I've always liked Junsu but I didn't dare ask to date him. Please help me. If you tell Junsu, he will definitely agree because Junsu believes that Jaejoong hyung will die. Jaejoong hyung, please help me. If you don't help me, I will definitely go crazy.”
Right now, it's like Jaejoong's heart is being squeezed. It hurts to the point of choking. His eyes were so hot it was about to come out. It's good if it's Yoochun. Yoochun must be able to take care of Junsu. Jaejoong sneered to himself.
“Um..Okay, if you promise to take good care of Junsu. I'll help you, but I don't know what Junsu will say.”
"Even if you don't tell me, I'll take good care of Junsu. Don't worry, I promise."
That day was the day I had to tell Junsu about Yoochun. I can never forget the face and voice of my little one.
Crack…..
“Jaejoong hyung, did you wait long?” Junsu walked up to me in front of the counter. This is my coffee shop and now it's time to close. I stood with my back to Junsu.
“Are you here? Have you eaten anything yet, little one?” Jaejoong said, still turning his back to the same place.
“I'm not hungry. Junsu already ate with Yoochun. I saw that Yoochun said that Jaejoong hyung has something to tell Junsu?”
“Um… yes… that is.”
“What is it? Hurry up, Junsu really wants to know.” His voice was so cute that even though Jaejoong didn't turn to look, he knew it.
“Junsu, what do you think Yoochun is like?”
“Yochun? Um…. That's good. Being with Yoochun is fun. Eh! And why don't you ask?"
“Does Junsu know...that Yoochun really likes Junsu? And I think that if Junsu gets together with Yoochun, it must be a very good thing.'
“…………..” So quiet that Jaejoong could feel it. There was no answer from Junsu.
“And Junsu, what do you say if Yoochun asks to date Junsu?”
“Hyung…Jaejoong wants Junsu to be with Yoochun. Junsu will do as you say. Is that all you have to say to Junsu? It's Junsu first." After saying that, Junsu ran out of the shop without even realizing Jaejoong's call.
“Little one, wait!!” Jaejoong immediately turned around. I heard Junsu speak. If he heard correctly, he could hear Junsu's sobbing. What did he do here?
And this is the reason I'm here. For the past 3 years, there hasn't been a night that I've been able to sleep soundly. Not a single day, I miss my little one so much I miss his smile. I miss the laughter. Thinking of everything that little Kim Junsu has done, if I could turn back time, I would definitely never have to do this. But what can I do now?
Th…Th….Th
Just then, the phone rang and Jaejoong took it out from his pocket. Looking at the familiar number that called me that I didn't want to answer. Jaejoong was annoyed before answering the phone.
"Yes! Yoochun, I'm sorry I didn't come back yesterday because I was busy working on you. That is, there was no one watching at the store. I really need to apologize to you.”
“Jaejoong hyung, listen to me, Junsu…”
“Junsu!! What's wrong? Yoochun said come quickly!!”
“Junsu, are you going to see me?”
“What? How will Junsu come to me? Yesterday was a busy day for you and Junsu, wasn't it? What happened? And where did Junsu go? Why did you say you would take care of Junsu? Why is it like this? Huh! Yoochun?”
“Why wouldn't I take care of Junsu but...the person Junsu wants to take care of isn't me..it's me? Do you understand? I always thought that if I was with Junsu Someday Junsu will like me a bit, but the whole time we were together, Junsu acted like a person without a heart. I've never once seen Junsu smile like he did when I was with you. I'm sorry even though I know you love Junsu, I still want to have Junsu.
In the end, I couldn't bear to see the person I loved in pain. Brother Jaejoong, if Junsu goes to see you. Please help me take care of the person I love. Please help me bring back Junsu's smile, I'm sorry for everything.”
Jaejoong stood there holding the phone even though Yoochun hung up on him a long time ago. And where is Junsu now? Last night, he didn't go home and sat drinking in the restaurant until he fell asleep on the sofa inside the restaurant. Jaejoong put away his phone and quickly got up and ran out of the store. Where is your little one?
The first thing that Jaejoong remembered was at home because Junsu had sent him a birthday present. Jaejoong ran as hard as he could. God, please let me find the person I love. Jaejoong ran and stopped in front of his own house. Something that made Jaejoong's heart almost stop beating. It was the blue slanted bag that he remembered so well. Because the bag in here was bought by him.
Jaejoong slowly walked towards the owner of the bag, who was now sitting with his face buried on his knees, his back leaning against the door of the house. Jaejoong smiled like a crazy person with joy and almost wanted to shout. Jaejoong kneeled on the ground. Call a sleepy person who is sleeping.
“Little one,” Jaejoong called out in a shaking voice. The person being called slowly raised their head. A small smile was given to the person calling.
“Have you come back yet? Jaejoong hyung, Junsu…I've been waiting for you for a long time. Junsu doesn't know where to go. Can Junsu stay with me?” There was no answer from Jaejoong, only tears flowed down Jaejoong's cheeks. A hand slowly came up to wipe away Jaejoong's tears.
"Don't cry, Junsu. It's probably causing you so much distress that you'll cry. Junsu won't disturb you."
Ah!
Jaejoong reached out his arms and quickly grabbed the touchy person and hugged him.
“Where are you going, little one?”
“Well Jaejoong doesn't want Junsu to stay, so Junsu will go.” Jaejoong tightened his embrace as if he was afraid that the person in his arms would disappear.
“Who told us that P doesn't want me to stay?”
“Well…” Junsu bowed his head. Jaejoong loosened his embrace and stood up, but he didn't forget to grab the touchy-feely person and stand up as well.
“Let's go into the house.” Jaejoong grabbed Junsu's hand, held it up, and picked up the key to unlock the door and entered the house. As soon as the door closed, Junsu immediately withdrew his hand.
“Uncle Jaejoong is cruel! The cruelest!” The tears that Junsu had been holding back for a long time slowly flowed down his clear cheeks. Junsu was now standing back from Jaejoong.
“Junsu…” Jaejoong stood and looked at the little man who was standing and sobbing. Without being able to do anything yourself
“Uncle Jaejoong…leave..Junsu! Huh! Huh!” Junsu said, raising his hand to wipe his face. The more he wiped it, the tears kept flowing. Jaejoong slowly walked towards Junsu. Holding the hand that was wiping away tears, he brought Junsu into his embrace and whispered softly in his ear.
“I'm sorry, I'm sorry,” Jaejoong repeated.
“P'Jae..Jung huh! No...huh!...love...Junsu already? Huh! Ha"
“I love you, I love Junsu the most. I'm not crying anymore, I'm a good person.” Jaejoong pressed a kiss to my hair. He bent down and put the tip of his nose on Kirti's neck, cheeks clear.
“But..hyung, run away from Junsu, huh.” Junsu pulled away from the embrace and slammed his fist into his strong chest in several places. Jaejoong let Junsu hit until he was satisfied.
“I'm sorry, I'm such a coward. No…there's more. I will never leave Junsu again, I promise.” Jaejoong pressed a kiss to his clear cheek.
“Junsu, do you love me?” Jaejoong was still close to Kier with clear cheeks.
“Love…Junsu loves you Jaejoong.” Jaejoong heard this and his heart swelled. He smiled, his cheeks widened, and he gently pressed a kiss to his thin lips. Junsu knew what was about to happen and slowly closed his eyes. Soft and sweet touch Jaejoong slowly removed his lips.
“Junsu, do you remember the song Junsu sent you?”
“Um, I remember, Junsu asked you to put in a melody for me but…you didn't reply,” Junsu said poignantly. Jaejoong hugged Junsu tighter.
“I'm done. Junsu, do you know that it's a really beautiful song? Let's sing it together.”
"Ha"
Jaejoong pressed down on the thin lips again, but this time filled with all the love he had. Jaejoong knew that there was no embrace as warm as the embrace of this person, Kim Junsu, Kim Jaejoong's little one.
³«¿± (Fallen Leaves) – JYJ
leaves (Am 2.29) Song by Junsu
Scattered leaves –
JYJ
From Goodbye (2:29 a.m.) Song by Junsu
바람이 분다 the wind is blowing
The breeze blows.
³ëÀ»ÀÌÁö°í a glowing of the sky
The sky shines brightly
운명이 우릴 the fated 2 of us
The fate of the two of us
¸Ö°Ô¸¸ Çصµeven if it’s a distance away
Even though it seems so far away
½Ã°£ È帣°í the time passes
Time has passed.
지나간 자리 길다 the spaces that passes by is long
There was a gap, stretching far away.
»ç¶ûÀΰ¡ºÁ it seems to be love
Is it love?
그리움인가봐 it seems to be longing
Is it a concern?
³× ¹Ì¼Ò°¡ your smile
your smile
내 안에 물든다 has captivated me
Make me obsessed
²ÉÀÌ Áø ÈÄ¿¡ after the flowers have fallen
When the flowers fade
우리는 다시 시작 we will start all over again
That day we will...start again...again.
³«¿± À§¸¦ °ÉÀ¸¸é if we walk on the fallen leaves
If we walk on fallen leaves
함께만 있자며 while we’re together
When the two of us were together
³»¸¶À½ »ïŲ ±×´ë the lady who took my heart
You are the woman who holds my heart.
영원을 약속할게 I promise eternally
I promise until the end of time
´«ÀÌ ºÎ½Ã°Ô shimmering to the eyes
To shine brightly and catch the eye
아름다운 꿈에 in the beautiful dream
Beautiful even in dreams
½Ã·ÃÀÌ ´Ù°¡¿À³ªºÁ seems like an ordeal has come
As if pain swept past...
어둠이 가고 gone the darkness
fade into the night
»õº®ÀÌ ¿À¸é come the morning
Meet a new morning
어느새 그기억에 머문다 remain in the memory unaware
In memories, hidden traces remain
¿ÀÁ÷ ³Î ÇâÇÑ always towards you
It's always been you.
내마음 이슬에 맺힌다 my heart fills with tears
My heart overflows with tears.
³«¿± À§¸¦ °ÉÀ¸¸é if we walk on the fallen leaves
If we walk on fallen leaves
함께만 있자며 while we’re together
When the two of us were together
³»¸¶À½ »ïŲ ±×´ë the lady who took my heart
You are the woman who holds my heart.
영원을 약속할게 I promise eternally
I promise until the end of time
´«ÀÌ ºÎ½Ã°Ô shimmering to the eyes
To shine brightly and catch the eye
아름다운 꿈에 in the beautiful dream
Beautiful even in dreams
½Ã·ÃÀÌ ´Ù°¡¿À³ªºÁ seems like an ordeal has come
As if pain swept past...
같은하늘아래서 under the same sky
under the same sky
°°Àº²ÞÀ»²Ù´Â we dream of the same dream
We dream the same dream
빛의 별들의 향연 the brightness of the star’s lights
The starlight shines brightly
±× ÃàÁ¦¿¡ ³» ¸öÀ» ½Ç¾î this occassion captivated me
I'm fascinated by this shaft.
언젠가 다시 부를 노래 a song that will be sang someday
On what day will the song be sung?
±×³¯ÀÌ Ã£¾Æ¿À°ÚÁö that day will come for sure
That day will come, I'm sure.
사랑한다 말할게 i will say I love you
I'll say I love you
¿Â¸öÀ» ´ÙÇؼ with all my heart-felt feelings
With all my heart
옛순간의 떨림을 the fear of the past
Any trepidation that comes through
¿µ¿øÈ÷°£Á÷ÇÒ°Ô i will cherish it eternally
I will cherish it..forever.
Çö½Ç¿¡ °¡·Á going towards the reality
The real world comes through
널볼수없어도 even if I can’t see you
Even though you and I haven't met.
´Ù½Ã³Î ãÀ»Å״ϱî I will come back for you
I will come back to you
사랑인가봐 seems like it’s love
Is it love?
±×¸®¿òÀΰ¡ºÁ seems like it’s longing
Is it a concern?
네 미소가 your smile
your smile
³» ¾È¿¡ ¹°µç´Ù has captivated me
Make me crazy, obsessed
꽃이 진후에 우리는 after the flowers have fallen, we~
When the flowers fade, that day we will...
´Ù½Ã ½ÃÀÛ start over again
Start again…again
다시 시작 start over again
Start again…again
´Ù½Ã ½ÃÀÛ start over again
Start again…again
taken from Lyrics Book distribted at venue
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