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Title : [SF] Up to you 

Author : 30ww

Pairing :  83lines (CinTeuk)

Rating : PG-15

Note :

Father Khun Ram's pronoun I just really want to feel the feelings of a male friend ^^ (Use I..Mr. and it feels weird. I'm sorry - -“ ) (110130)

Faculty of Fine Arts page

Two handsome young men sat facing each other at an old stone horse table. ..twilight time when it is very deserted. Students all go to delicious restaurants to eat and have fun with friends. And even though almost 20 minutes had passed, the two of them still stared at each other silently. ..Beautiful eyes blinked frequently.

Look carefully at the various elements of the opposite person's face. Tilt back and forth to adjust the angle to see your face..

"I'm sure I'm prettier than you."

“But you're a troll..” The soft-spoken person argued softly. But it caused Heechul to cover his head in selflessness.

“Then why when I said I would cut it? You won't stop me for a word.

TT-TT”

“You want to do whatever you want - -” Jungsoo made an annoyed face before slapping Heechul's hand away from his bald head and giving his hair to the person in front of him again. Actually, it doesn't look bad. ..just since we've known each other for three years I've never seen it this manly before, that's all. ..or if we really want to say I must say that I have never seen him this handsome before..

“And what isn't good about my face?” Jungsoo poked his own cheek with a finger before bringing his face closer to the opposite person until Heechul had to lean away.

“Your face is hard to sculpt!!” Heechul pushed his best friend's small head away. before holding his hands and feet rigidly When thinking about the work that needs to be done

A new project that the teacher had just forced the third year students to do before the end of the semester a few hours ago. ...Stucco sculpture work ..that must be matched Let one person be like this. Another person sits and sculpts..

That's stupid. Just give me a puppet to make and I'm done.

“How difficult is it to shape my face?”

“You ..are so beautiful -*- “

"But it's exactly the same as the teacher's concept."

BEAU’ ..

Beautiful man... Mother's concept.."

“Whatever you do, it's your business. I'm too lazy to sculpt. It's more comfortable to just sit still.”

“Then go get something to eat and then go get your facial contouring in my room~”

Heechul got up and stretched a few times before hugging his small body and walking to the front of the university together...

"Oh... do as you please."

Three hours have passed. ..Two close friends brought a tight stomach and one wrinkled eye up to Kim Heechul's room. Even though they were roommates in freshman year, But for the past two years, there was only Heechul left. Because the little man had to move out to live with his younger brother, who was less than a year old, who was entrusted to take care of by a distant relative..

Because he didn't have a habit of favoring younger children much. Heechul refused to have another roommate.

“Your room is…” Jungsoo made an annoyed face before using his foot to flick down the red panties. Worn out boxers, scraps of Mama's envelopes, tissues from which you've blown your nose. Or whatever, dead mattresses strewn across the floor to make way for a medium sized bed. ..which there's hardly any place to put your ass - -

“Well, you won't stay here and keep it for me,” the tall man said sullenly. Before pushing the small head of the complainer to stop talking..since Jungsu moved out. Instead of the room becoming wider But it seemed smaller because of all the things that were taken out and used but never put back in their place. ..Actually it's a habit called "lazy".

But Heechul used words that were elegant: “Things need the right person to take care of them.” ..but it turns out that that person isn't Kim Heechul - -

“Can you tell me which part of your room we should start working on?” Is there any space in your room where you can work? -*-

"balcony!"

"Uh huh ..what kind of crazy Baptist mood is this to you?"

“No, it's just that there's more space in the room - - ”

"Oh, as you wish -*-"

Before finding all the equipment and tools that were strewn around the room It was almost 9 p.m. The temperature around the body began to drop. Just the gentle breeze blowing across the balcony can make cold people's teeth chatter.

“Lift your head a little more..”

Jungsoo raised his chin slightly as the sculptor sat on opposite sides of the balcony. Heechul slowly narrowed his eyes to separate the parts of her pretty face into simple shapes to frame her face.

Time slowly flows by. No one uttered a word. It was as if the two of them had fallen into a hole in the air and were transported to another world that had blocked the outside environment from their senses. There were only two people left staring at each other silently…

Slender fingers pressed and rolled onto the wet plaster into the desired shape. Even though Heechul's sculpting expertise is at the "god" level of the group, But it seems like this job isn't as easy as I thought...

Suddenly...

The soft sound of teeth chattering made Heechul begin to notice the small man's slight trembling.

“It's so cold, why didn't you tell me? You can sit and shake~”

"I can see the work is going smoothly. I don't want to disturb it."

“What the hell is slipping? I'm sitting here in a deadlock. It's really hard to recover..Just a moment. I'll go in and get you a shirt."

“Ah ..yeah”

Jungsoo gently rubbed his small palms together to feel warm. Get up and stretch a few times to relieve your stiffness. before walking with his arms crossed and stopping in front of a stucco statue that was starting to take shape a bit. Beautiful eyes follow the different parts of the stucco statue. Every element looks in place.

All that is left is to add details to make it look realistic. ..and that is the hardest step.

“Ah..” A thick coat was wrapped around the thin shoulders from behind. Without Jungsoo having time to prepare for it. Heechul hugged the small man's neck before looking down at the stucco statue closely.

“Did you see that your two eyes are not the same size?” the tall man said before poking his finger at the still wet plaster.

“I think the nose is okay. But it still doesn't match the shape of your mouth -*- "

“Are you saying that my face is out of normal human proportions?”

"Oh..I told you, you're not like a person."

“So what does my face look like?”

Heechul frowned. before turning to stare into the eyes of the owner of the question who was less than an inch away. ..The mouth that was about to move to say something was left open. ..round eyes stared into the eyes of the person beside him silently..for a long time until Jungsoo raised his eyebrows questioningly.

“Wait, you stay still.” Heechul grabbed the small man and stretched him up to his full height. Before lifting Jungsoo's chin up to look at him directly. ...The warm breath that pressed against his forehead made Jungsoo feel nervous. But when he was about to retreat, he found himself stuck in a narrow corner of the balcony..

“Brother Code, I once said that No matter what the model is ..as long as you still use your hands. ..we have to touch it with our hands..”

“If you want the work to be completed on time ..Stay still and let me molest your face. ^^”

“Ah..oh ..as you wish - -; ”

Heechul's mouth twitched into a teasing smile. Before slowly touching your finger to your smooth, clear cheek..

“Wait!”

"what -*-"

“Have you washed your hands yet?”

“Cleaned up, Mrs. Duck _ ” Heechul held up both his hands like a criminal confessing his guilt. ..Jungsoo gave a slight nod of approval.

Slender fingers smoothed out the dark brown hair that fell over her small face, revealing a clearly beautiful face. Before slowly touching it along the smooth forehead, it was as if there had never been a single pimple that dared to appear in my whole life. ..The index finger runs along the prominent bridge of the nose. ..The two of them were still staring at each other like that. Until slender fingers touched beautiful eyelids.

Gently glide along the lash line. causing Jung Soo to close his eyes

The beautiful woman pursed her lips tightly..

..I feel like I'm having trouble breathing. ..In my ears there was only a strange noise..

..I found it difficult to swallow. But it is less than stopping the hot flushes in the face..

Heechul gently lifted his still face that was closed with closed eyes to raise his head a little more.

To be honest, this is the first time I seriously considered Jungsoo's face. ..a face that everyone praises as "beautiful" ..beautiful like a goddess that God carefully created to decorate the human world .. it seems like an over-the-top word, doesn't it? ..but don't think of opposing that sentence. If you haven't stood where I stand right now ..staring at this person's face ..

Touch the different parts of this person's face..and you will know..

..He's not like a person!

Slender fingers touched the white cheeks that seemed to be slightly red. Which makes it even more delicious. ..Drag your finger continuously. Both left and right cheeks.. before running a finger down to her cherry-colored lips.

Kim Heechul froze for a moment. Before taking your hand away from your sweet face Then clench your hands tightly..

Damn it..my hands are shaking!!

Where did this enormous feeling of nervousness come from!!

It's Jungsoo, Heechul! What's your best friend? We've been together for three or four years. ..What the hell is wrong with you today!?

The tall figure closed his eyes and took a deep breath...

But when I opened my eyes ..The sight in front of him made Kim Heechul even more frantic.

The cold wind that blew past just now.. It made Jungsoo's small lips dry. ..The sweet-colored lips opened slightly. Before a small tongue flicked out and licked lazily around his lips...

Kim Heechul was stunned. Staring at a gesture that was not intended to provoke ..swallowing hard. Take a deep breath into your lungs. Before slowly blowing out air in a stuttering manner....

If you're going to do the same thing again.. you'd better put a knife to my throat!!!

T/////T

Heechul slowly rubbed his hand over his face. before shaking his head to expel the images from his cerebrum. ..which probably won't be in time now..

“Heechul...what's wrong? Are you finished? ...Then I'll open my eyes."

"no! No, no, no, not finished yet. I just ...uh ..never mind! ..Just one more moment please." The tall figure immediately refused. ..If Jungsoo opened his eyes right now. Must have seen his embarrassingly red cheeks. ..Why else would there be this strange flustered symptom? ..Even myself can't find a reason to answer myself!

A person who used to be fidgety..has difficulty controlling his trembling hands. ..Put your fingertips to your thin lips. Repeatedly following the cherry-colored petals. ..circle up to the serrated upper lip. ..Just feeling the warm breath on my fingers made me almost crazy.

..The index finger extends down to the tip of the chin. before raising her beautiful face Let your lips be thin at the right angle ..that will ...

..kiss..

As soon as the cherry-colored lips were covered by another person's warm lips, Jungsoo opened his eyes in shock. Trying to break away from the dreamy touch that the tall figure gave me..

Heechul closed his eyes and slowly furrowed his eyebrows together. ..Even myself still don't understand what I'm doing..

Even if you use your instincts or something else, it's up to you.

But the truth that's happening right now is that I'm "kissing" Jungsoo!!!

Soft touch on thin lips Made my heart race beyond its limits like crazy. In an empty head It's like every sense in the body is focused on one point. ..the point where sweetness is being combined into one with the beautiful person in front of us..

Jung Soo initially tried to turn away. But instead, I was forced to accept the touch given to me by warm hands. The other hand held the back of his neck. In order for everything to proceed in the proper posture..the body was pressed closer until it was next to the edge of the balcony. ...The sweetness that was offered We received a gentle response from each other..

The long kiss seemed to drain all of Park Jungsu's energy. There wasn't even any strength left to keep his balance until his small body had to support himself on the edge of the balcony. ...two more moments Kim Heechul parted his lips to allow himself and the victim to inhale oxygen until it entered the lungs..

And as soon as their eyes met again... At a distance where their faces were still less than a inch apart

Buildings.

“Jungsu...”

“Huh..huh…..?”

“Can I ask again?”

"Ah..oh...as you wish."

After the bizarre incident on the balcony that time It seemed like everything was going on normally. The stucco still stands on the balcony of Heechul's room. There are a few details left that need to be decorated. But because throughout the past week there were group activities that interfered with me having to do it until late at night.

Both of them therefore had to put their main project on hold..

Jungsoo still said little. ..and likes to act bored with the world like normal. ..Heechul still has a short temper. and a normal crotch head -_-' .. They both went to eat together normally. ...cursing father for seducing mother in the normal way..

Yes..everything looks normal.

In the eyes of the villagers _

Why? ...

Well..because..

No matter when we walk side by side..

“Jungsoo-ah~~ ..take my hand please ^-^”

“Ah..well..as you wish..”

No matter when we have to separate and go back to the dormitory..

“Jungsu ..come give me a hug..”

"Oh .. as you wish - - "

No matter when we sit next to each other..

“Give me a kiss on the cheek. > <”

"Oh..do whatever you want - -"

Or whenever it's just the two of us together..

"Can I have a ..kiss.. -0- ??"

The beautiful woman raised her eyes to fully look at Kim Heechul's cheeky gaze before letting out a sigh of relief with her face flushed red.

Turned away before replying with the same sentence.

“As you wish..”

A little over a week has passed. ..Unintentionally, the day after tomorrow is the deadline for submitting the sculpture project.. But the white mess in Heechul's room had not been touched for the past week. ..Little details that were said to be done in just a moment and they're done. ..but when I started to do it again ..

I feel like it's not as small as I thought.. - -

But after the operation “Touching with hands” that time..the work that came out seemed perfect and met the criteria.

A+

That's a lot ^-^

Besides that, I feel like I'm starting to feel strange as well..

Time to be near Park Jungsu ..I also had symptoms of not being able to control myself.

I want to hold hands, I want to hug, I want to kiss, I want to touch everything...

Including not wanting anyone to have this right except me! -0-

Can't help here. ..Why does he want to stay still but he's cute? - -

I'm not wrong!! //

“Jungsu, come take a look over here.” Heechul tilted his head and called for the people sitting on each side of the table to help add more makeup to his eyelids. Because it looks like the work on detailing the surrounding hairline that Jung Soo was responsible for looks very complete.

Do you believe it? Even looking into the eyes of the stucco statue I still feel strange -*-

Sometimes he looked blank and rubbed his hand against the statue's cheek...

Stick your finger in those hard plaster lips. And smile alone...

Damn it! I'm clearly a psycho!! [] ;

Finally, the final project is complete. I chased Jung Soo to take a shower first. Because now it's almost 2:00 a.m. When he asked me to walk him to the dormitory, he couldn't do it. ..There's a history in this area.. To put it simply, I'm afraid of ghosts - - At first I suggested that I should call and tell my beloved brother to come pick me up.

Learn to take care of your older brother like he would take care of his inner child. But the short duck cut off the problem easily by saying that he would sleep with me here..

It's easy at home - -

I've never been so possessive! Haven't you thought about what you would do if I fainted and raped you? -*- ..Have I not become a father since I was in my third year?

T_T  

But when I think about it again That duck can't get pregnant.

That means ..I can rape him for free, right?

Hmmmm.....

No..What the hell was I thinking? -*-

Scream(?)~ I've gone crazy~~~

TOT

But when the bathroom door was pushed open ...The sight in front of him made Heechul even more nervous...

A small figure in a thin, white, long-sleeved shirt. There was a dark blue towel draped over his shoulders. The ends of the hair are wet and shoulder length. Before Jungsoo used his hand to rub his damp hair roughly in a gesture that the other person considered extremely sexy until he unconsciously stuck his tongue out and licked his lips. ...Water droplets glisten across the white folds of his neck.

Some soak into the fabric until the thin shirt clings to the skin..

And most importantly..

Why isn't he wearing pants!!!! ,,,,,

White thighs peeked out seductively from the hem of his shirt. Smooth, fine skin pressed together with every step. Before my nose almost started bleeding when he bent down to rummage around in the drawer to find something...

“What are you looking for?”

"trousers"

“There's a lot, right?!”

“Well, there isn't one that goes with this shirt. ..How do you send your stuff to me?”

“If you don't have a pair, you can just wear it!!”

“Then why do you have to be angry? -*-” Some people turned to their feet and hips to look at me seriously. Which caused the hem of the shirt to ride up even more…

My patience is running out..

“Put on your pants ..now.”

"Oh, I know, I'm looking for it here - -"

Jungsoo ruffled his damp hair a few times before opening the closet door and looking for any pants to wear, he asked what the tall man said. But when I turned around, I found Kim Heechul standing close to me..

“What is your...?”

The thin lips that were about to speak were attacked by the warm lips of the intruder. His small body was pressed so close to the closet door..

A sweet kiss that seemed like every time before. ..but the passion was increased even more when a warm tongue intersected with the small tongue in the sweet mouth. ..Pressing hot kisses over and over again until the lips are soft and bruised red. ..Park Jungsu felt like all of his energy was being absorbed by the person in front of him.

His little body felt like he was about to collapse. At the same moment, Kim Heechul snuggled into his small waist. before his other hand caressed her smooth white thigh. ..shorten the hem of the shirt ..slowly.

Hot lips kissed down to the crook of her neck that smelled faintly of soap. ..Pressing a rose-colored kiss to show ownership...before moving his face up to whisper in her ear.

“If..I don't stop here…” Heechul let out a soft breath. ..next to the ear of the small figure who was still standing, panting, trembling..

"You know, right? ..what will happen next.."

Yes..everything is getting out of control. Whether by the doer or the victim..

..but Heechul stopped when he spoke the same simple sentence..

“What do you want to do? ..as you wish.”

The tall figure only smiled faintly before raising his head to look directly into Jungsoo's eyes..

“As you wish..again?”

“Because you have never rejected me once. ..that's why I've experienced this myself."

“Let me do anything to you. ...but you never said that you like it or ..dislike it .."

“Don't tell me..tell me to stop. ..I will stop..”

Jungsoo smiled faintly before moving his mouth to speak softly. ...The eyes that Jung looked back at were filled with feelings that Heechul didn't understand..

“You can do whatever you want to me...it's up to you..are you..serious.. How much about what you do?"

No words were spoken. ..there was only a gentle breath. With two eyes that still meet in silence..

I can't answer..

Everything that I do Just because I "felt" like to do it.

But if you ask me how I really "feel"...

..I can't answer..

Two weeks have passed...

Since the crazy incident where I almost raped him that day. ..I never saw Jungsu again..

Silent staring at each other With neither of them understanding each other's feelings, it was an indescribably awkward situation. ...until Kim Heechul finally gave up. Tall figure looking the other way Before pulling away, he stood quietly on the balcony to calm down.

..but when he returned, he found that Jung Soo was no longer in the room..

The clock said it was three o'clock in the morning.. If the little person walked back to the dorm alone Definitely not safe ..Heechul kicks a beer can on the ground angrily before dialing the phone to Park Jung Soo.

Toot…

“Where are you?”

“Jungsu hyung is asleep.”

A strange man's voice answered on the line. ...which is probably the younger brother who lives in the same room as Jungsoo..

Heechul secretly let out a soft breath of relief. before pressing to end the call without saying anything

And until today... I still don't know where that world-weary duck went.

I only know that..

When I turn to the side and can't see its face. ..I feel so bad..

There is no light lotion smell.

There are no soft hands to hold.

There are no little ones to hug.

There are no sweet lips to kiss..

There is no more Park Jung Soo. ...I feel like I have nothing..

But while I felt bad Another feeling began to become clearer..

I miss it..

a lot ...

More than friends will miss each other...

..Maybe..

Kim Heechul walked around kicking dust in frustration until he stopped in front of the door of the room of the person he was looking for. The tall figure let out a heavy breath before restraining himself and knocking on the dark brown wooden door in front of him.

The thick door opened.

But the person who stuck his head out Not the person he wanted..

Kim Heechul immediately frowned. I saw that the person who opened the door was Park Jung Soo's confused younger brother..

I don't know what its name is. I myself can't remember..

I know, but I don't really like it that much...

“What about Jungsu?”

“Not there”

The confused child answered curtly and yawned loudly..

Look at it .. - -

Why don't you learn to act cute like me?

“Where have you gone? It hasn't popped its head into the group for nearly two weeks. Did you confine your brother in a room? - - ”

“Are you crazy? -_- Jungsu hyung comes home. Last week was the anniversary of the death of my great-grandfather and grandfather.”

Heechul raised his eyebrows before giving a slight nod of understanding.

Sigh.. I thought I had already gone back to Dao Luk Peck -_-''

"Is there anything else? I'm going to sleep." The younger man made to close the door. But Kim Heechul pushed the wooden door in place first.

"Wait ..k..." What's his name? ..forgot _

“Kyuhyun.”

“Oh, that's it. I'm actually coming to get things. May I come in please?”

There's really nothing -_-' It just feels like it's easy to go back and it looks silly.

“What do you want? I'll pick it up for you - - ”

This brat is _ I'm going to go in and smell Jungsoo. Are you satisfied!?

“Jerusaha Abelott Abbot master line drawing, lottery pen, 1.83 tip, 800 gsm paper, two foam erasers..”

Add..

The sound of the door being opened wide. Before the messy kid shakes his ass and goes back to sleep. ..is a sign that ..You go in and pick it up yourself - -

The tall figure walked straight into the room opposite the door that had a big sign written on it:

Nong Kyu's room... oh~ 0 Xiao Dae, very cute, hahaha.

And as soon as the thick door was pushed open A familiar scent reached my nose.

..The smell of clean lotion and the white room is clean like a hospital..

Park Jungsoo~~~ I miss you.

TT____TT

Heechul carefully closed the heavy door before pressing the lock. A tall figure jumped onto the bed like a small child. Bury your face into the soft pillow that still smells familiar. Rubbing your cheek back and forth Then he hugged it to his chest.

..If anyone saw him in this condition.. - -

I don't look any different from the pervert who likes to sniff girls' panties.

T___T ..

Clearly mentally ill!!

Heechul rolled around on the soft bed. He picked up the small duck doll that he had bought him and kissed the left cheek. Before turning over and lying on her back, Ying Meng was in the middle of the bed.

His sharp eyes stumbled upon something like the ceiling above the bed..

Glowing stars...

You can decorate a room for children - -

But his brows furrowed together when he noticed the strange arrangement of constellations on the ceiling of the room.

K.. I ..M

H …E ..E …

C … H … U …L

KIM HEECHUL ..

Is that Kim Heechul!! That's my name!! [] ;;

The tall figure bounced up from the bed before raising his head again. I turned my head from angle to angle and it still read one word: ..Kim Heechul..

Turning around, he found a large sketchbook lying next to the bed.

You'll scold me for thinking only of myself..

But if it's a scene like this in a romantic movie, then it'll make you vomit. ..In here, there must be a drawing of me for sure _

But... I guessed wrong...

The first piece of paper wasn't a picture of me...

But it's a picture that has both "him and me".

..Kiss each other..

Our first kiss ..on the balcony of my room..

It's not a very pretty line drawing. ..It's just scribbling together to make a shape.. But that makes me imagine when he wrote this picture ..Red cheeks and lightly smiling lips.

..and the message under the picture..

“Kim Heechul..that shit. ...He kissed me.." The tall figure laughed at the rough sentence that clashed with the romantic painting. But when I saw the faint pencil mark on the next line Made him unable to stop smiling..

"My first kiss.. ^-^ Finally it was mine... My heart couldn't stop beating. I was so embarrassed~"

This cute sentence...

T/////T

Take a knife and cut my throat!!!

Slender fingers slowly turned the paper over to the next page..

The scribbled image is the same as the first picture.. But when I kissed his cheek..

“Suddenly Heechul came and asked to kiss my cheek > < ... So why did I have to give in to him! ... Sigh ..It's such a shame to say that I like it like this too.”

The picture of me holding his hand..

“Kim Heechul's warm hand ^-^ ... I like it to be gentle on me ... It's really warm.”

The picture of me hugging it before going back to the dorm..

“A hug so tight you can't breathe! Am I too small or too strong? - - .. Damn, being so close to each other, that idiot still can't hear my heartbeat.. Really stupid! -*- ”

Hmm...maybe...

that I couldn't hear its heartbeat

Maybe it's because my heart beats just as fast.

...Let me die..

I love Park Jung Soo..

A few seconds later The white room door was unlocked.. Before the room owner steps in..

“What are you doing in my room -*-?” Jungsoo asked with a dazed face before unconsciously throwing his bag onto the table. Raising an eyebrow at the person on the bed who was still staring at him with stunned eyes...

Heechul slowly put down the notebook in his hand. Slowly walked towards Jungsoo. Before pulling the small body into a hug..

Hug to absorb and get rid of missing you..

Hug to listen to the heartbeat of the person in your embrace. ..whether it beats as strong as written or not..

“Heechul.. what's wrong??..”

“I love you.”

Buildings ..buildings ..buildings

Heechul smiled as he felt the frantic heartbeat of the person giving him the hug..

"Dating with me ^-^"

"Ah..yeah... as you wish."

“No .. as you wish.”

“As you please?”

"Yes..."

“Then ...ah ..okay -/////- ”

Heechul smiled widely before pulling Bak into a hug again.

“Duck... you like me?”

"nothing!"

“Hmm?”

“I love you…”

"Oh.. I love you ^-^"

1 month has passed..

“Heechul~ ..I want this iPhone case! ^0^”

“What the fuck is the case? 800..”

"What do you say - - "

“No..As you wish, Jungsu.

TvT”

“Heechul! Let's go eat in Shibuya~~”

“It's a waste of money. Can't I just boil ramyun instead? - -”

“I want to eat Shibuya .. - - ”

"Okay ..as you wish ^^;; "

“Heechul, take the white pillowcase ^^”

“But I like red.”

“White - - ”

"T..as you wish ^^; "

…and why now? Instead, I had to indulge him all the time!!

T____T ..

THE END

=w= ...

Haha, the fics don't have much substance - - .. I used to be a person who didn't like fics that used strong pronouns. Or curse each other roughly. Because it seems like it ruins the artist's image. But when I really tried to write I feel like this is "true" -0- .. Think of it as it is ..two male college kids, serrated and trolled.

We've been close for three years..I'll say "I'm like that" .."You're like this" ..It's not right! ..It has to be like this to satisfy (the writer) ..If you can't accept it, try it. You'll be able to accept it yourself (Um ..)

See you soon >< Kisses