This story is based on the real life of a woman who meets a man who has a heart. That is the purest love of life. Even though we don't meet often.

A library was filled with sunlight and bright lights everywhere. The atmosphere is no different from any other library. In addition to people coming to use the service to both read and borrow books. Some people gather together to read books religiously. Some people pair up to study books, surf the internet, and even have sex without consideration for the public.

I think it's normal for young people to be in love. But I'm not sure if it will be a temporary relationship or forever.

I walked into the library looking disheveled, wearing a t-shirt and shorts that hit below my knees. Put on sandals Not like other women who dress beautifully. Wear a bright colored skirt, do your hair according to the trend, look cute with big eyes. I felt hurt that I wasn't like other women. Because I dress old-fashioned, not according to the trend, but from the library.

to borrow books to use to make reports It is not used to dress beautifully and compete with others like in a beauty pageant.

The steps of an old-fashioned woman enter the Thai language book room. My mind always wanders when I see a man and woman making out. It's no different from the person I used to have in high school. My love travels beautifully. But you have to turn around and reach the point of saturation. Because I can't stand sea ghost people who are flirtatious, deceitful, and deceitful.

To this day, I don't want to be in love with anyone again. Apart from the body and mind that wander in life day by day Just not thinking about it, clumsiness arose.

“Crom!!!!”

That was the sound of books falling on the floor. I wasn't paying attention to the things I did out of distraction. People looked at me, who was putting away books. Some people's eyes found it interesting, like garbage collectors were collecting trash. Some people laughed lightly. Especially the young people who had seen him just now.

I refuse to be disrespectful. You see I'm so shy and no one wants me, so let it be! I can find it myself, I don't have to worry about these people. But it's better to find a good, noble person than those who like to hang out with people who only want money and sexual pleasure.

I walked out of the Thai language study room, ignoring the gossip. The second hand held a large pile of books with a heavy feeling. But I'm forced to hold it. Then take the elevator down to the ground floor to the newspaper reading room. The room was full of newspapers. Magazines and journals I want a newspaper Because lately I haven't been watching the news for a long time.

When I came this time I picked up many back issues of newspapers. Let us know what interesting news there was a few days ago. I picked up a newspaper and read it without anyone paying attention. Only interested in my favorite entertainment news. Because I want to read gossip. Celebrity's quickie stories When reading Emotions and feelings suddenly rose up. Whatever news you read, you'll be impressed.

Some news made me dazed too. When I read the news about the marriage of a celebrity couple. Slowly starting to feel lonely and emotionless. Every time I come across news like this And come and tell yourself every time that When will someone good come and love me?

The cold feeling of sitting as hard as a rock. It was an interesting sight for a tall, thin, fragrant man wearing a white polo shirt with green and blue stripes. wearing blue jeans wear sneakers Walk here to change the rocks into refreshing sea waves.

“Aren't you lonely sitting alone?” His words. make me feel sensitive Then I saw him picking up a newspaper to read. After a while, the lonely young woman started talking to him.

"I'm probably not lonely. Just you coming in makes me feel good." My first sentence. get his attention With a slight smile

“Grab several newspapers. Are you going to read it all?” he began to ask in concrete terms. My heart feels better.

“Just keep reading. There is no need to read it all. Because I want to read interesting news.” His eyes looked at the letters and his smiling face. Cheeks started to turn red. It's like someone came to decorate it for me. This is why I've been happy since he came along. It was at this time that I began to speak concretely to him.

“I have seen pictures of you in various places that you are well educated and talented. Received a national award Congratulations.” What I said was referring to the poster that followed an intersection. When I saw it for the first time, I didn't pay much attention to it. But when I met him make it possible to imagine

"Yes. Thank you. I studied well. Now I'm working," he replied.

“Where do you work?” I asked out of curiosity.

“I am an accountant. I'm in Bangkok.”

"wow!! It's not easy." I excitedly smiled.

After talking for a while His cell phone rang. He picked it up and called to answer. I looked at him as if I had something to do with it. When I hung up, he looked at me and said,

“I have to go. Because I have business with a friend.”

“Wow! What a shame. Thank you for inviting me to talk,” I said with a sigh.

“Likewise,” he smiled.

He walked away after accepting the farewell. I was shocked at how little time there was. I want to talk with him for a long time. Immediately, I got up and walked out of the study room. He had his camera in his hand, not paying attention to the pile of books he was about to smile on the table and the pile of newspapers he hadn't finished reading yet. I have to walk quickly.

Afraid that I won't see him again. I feel like I like him already. As I walked out of the exit door, I met him and walked over to the friendly young man. I'd like to say one sentence. in case he knows

“Miss, we haven't officially gotten to know each other yet. What is your name?” I asked nervously.

“My name is..Pat. And what is your name"

Just hearing Pat speak Makes me feel embarrassed. and immediately answered “My name is Kaew.”

“Kaew...yes. Nice to meet you." Pat stood and extended his hand towards me. It's like you're about to hold hands. I don't say no when someone is friendly and wants to shake hands. I did just that. The softness of both hands touching each other is like cotton and kapok coming so close that you can feel it. Both of their faces smiled in the same way.

“Pat, please take a picture.”

He responded sincerely. Then I picked up my camera and took a picture of Pat's identity. When we finished filming, there was the sound of a motorcycle stopping right where we were.

“I have to go. Thank you for meeting me. Good luck." Pat got in the back.

“Good luck,” I waved goodbye.

The motorcycle began to pull away from the smiling woman. and then moved away, out of sight I secretly regret that when will I meet someone as good as Pat again? But now I want to go back and finish reading the newspaper. His eyes looked at the entrance to the library. When I walked back to the reading room again His heart beats thump thump...thump thump.

Then tell your heart to yourself “I have lost your heart.”

In the evening I walked back to the house. Two hands carrying books with a cheerful expression on their face after meeting a new person. Walk towards your own room. Turned the key in and walked over and picked up a 20 year old CD of songs and put it in the radio and pressed on a song. Because I like one line from the song:

“Just wanted to see him. That person will help. Create a beautiful world Give love back.”

I like this sentence because If I see him again He will create a new love that is better than the previous love. He is like a light that gives me strength in life. I hope he thinks the same as I do. And then I thought about when we first met. Even though we haven't met again But there is one thing that remains engraved: good feelings.

and the enticing scent of perfume It may be because He is clean and likes to dress up a lot.

I lay down Then think about what happened today. Ready to meditate from the heart “Hope to see you again.”

6 months later

I walked into the library neatly dressed, dressed politely, and perfumed with the alluring scent of roses. cute and bright demeanor The main purpose besides borrowing and reading books is I want to meet the young man again. Even though I wait every day for the same time. With hope and waiting for when it will come I looked at the clock distraught. A long time ago...a long time ago

He still hasn't shown his face. It doesn't work anymore! Can't wait! I had to walk all over the place in the library. In case you meet him somewhere

Each step up the stairs and into every study room. It was very difficult, like finding a needle in a haystack. No matter what, he refused to give up in the face of obstacles and had to remove the needle from the haystack. When I finally came downstairs again! I found it...I found the needle. It was in the lobby area with only shelves of business books.

And he was sitting on the sofa on the phone. The hunt for the needle out of the ocean ended here.

“Pat,” I called softly, interrupting.

Pat looked at him and hung up, “Hello, Mr. Kaew. We haven't seen each other for a long time. Are you okay?” He asked with concern. But it's good that you remember my name.

"I'm fine. It's been a while since you've come here."

“Work is a bit busy these days. I don't stop by often. How are you studying?"

“Slowly, day by day the content becomes more difficult. But you have to try.”

“Fighting,” Pat worried.

My smiling face indicates a feeling of satisfaction. Every word, every gesture, every feeling from this friendly man. Wear the same jeans. Original pair of sneakers But this time he wore a yellow t-shirt. It was a good opportunity for me to have a full conversation with Pat. Because there's plenty of time left.

“The library is in the foyer. Pat is the one who did this, right?”

"Yes, how do you know?" Pat wondered.

“I watched the video that Pat won the dream library award.”

“I was in my senior year at the time. What do I want to do for the university? I want to do what I want to do. So we gathered together with friends to build a library. The results came out as Kaew said,” Pat explained in detail. Makes me feel so happy Until Pat told him something.

“Now I want to read the newspaper. Can you take me for a bit?”

Immediately after listening, I blushed and smiled slightly without answering. and did not deny it in any way He could only walk ahead to the newspaper reading room where they first met. Pat purposely picked up several newspapers. Then invite me to read together. Feels like he probably thinks the same as me.

And I probably thought the same as him.

Pairing to read newspapers Makes me feel a little satisfied. Because I wanted to show the face of that young couple who had insulted me many months ago. Let your eyes be hot with envy.

newspaper reading time The two's eyes met each other's. and suddenly felt shaken Both of them felt uncomfortable. Breathing quickly The sound of the heart beating thump thump...thump thump. Their lips were moving as if they wanted to say something.

“Pat/Kaew,” they both said at the same time.

I/I have something to tell you.” Their harmonious voices were as beautiful as a choir singing loudly together. Pat looked straight at me and said

“Let the lady speak first,” Pat sacrificed.

“Men are elephants on the front foot. Let me tell you first,” I said casually. “Alright, I can tell you first.” After a while, I'll tell him something.

(I love Pat)

“Do you have a boyfriend yet?”

Pat laughed, "I don't have a boyfriend yet."

(I love glass)

Pat then asked further. “Why does Kaew look prettier than the first time we met...?”

“I want to do this for myself,” I answered quickly.

The excitement of the two of them was accompanied by the sound of Pat's phone ringing again. I'm hyperventilating. I don't want to say anything other than....

“I have something to do. I have to go find a friend at the faculty. Nice to see you again." Pat stood up and walked away.

Why are there so many obstacles in time? Why doesn't Pat just admit what Pat thinks of me? What happened left me feeling very confused. I can't accept it anymore!!! I decided to take the old camera. Then he hurriedly followed without paying attention to the pile of newspapers. I saw Pat walking in a group near the library. That's it...I found it.

“Pat,” I called in a flirtatious voice.

Phat stopped walking and turned to look at him with a slight smile on his face. “What's going on?”

“Can I take a photo?” I picked up the camera.

“This time I want to take pictures without looking at the camera,” Pat said.

Why didn't Pat want to look at the camera this time? Or did Pat want something artistic? I don't want to stop you. Just want to do what Pat wants. I turned on the camera with a cold feeling. The eyes only look at the screen. My hand released the shutter until I was shaking. His lips were as if he were about to smile. But my heart felt sad that I couldn't see him anymore.

What I desire most is I want to take as many pictures of Pat as I can. And I want to tell Pat before we won't meet again. Because it's our "last day"

"finished You look very handsome,” I smiled.

“Yes, Kaew is the best person I have ever met,” Pat let out his heart. make me smile big

“Pat is the nicest man I have ever met,” I breathed out. Pat's face slowly began to smile. And he put his hand on his shoulder and gently kissed him and said goodbye.

"I'll go first. I hope to see you again. Good luck."

Pat looked ahead. The body began to move. The feet began to walk one step at a time. While I myself felt regret from the first step when I walked away. Pat must have thought the same. Suddenly, I wanted to shout to him one last time.

“Hope to see you again.”

Pat heard a small woman's call. Then turned and looked with a smile And here I want to shout

“Yes, I will wait,” and walked forward into the distance.

I want to tell Pat I love him and listen to Pat's words of love with all my heart. Just hearing the indirect words was more than enough. I could only shed tears of sorrow. Because I will never meet a man like Pat again. Even if you don't leave your phone number or email. or online social websites But I'll try to find it.

The loneliest night I've ever experienced. I tried to find his name on Facebook. Just sign your real name that you found on the university registrar's website. It's not an easy thing to find. You have to try your best to find it, and here it is! I'll add you now.

Immediately after adding When did you feel dizzy? Pat will add and reply.

from week to month Pat didn't reply once. Maybe it was because Pat looked at me like a stranger or because Pat didn't have time to play. I looked at all the photos taken of Pat and kissed and thought of the good times we had together. But now there is nothing to happen. Aside from waiting for when Pat will come back.

I returned to the library and the atmosphere was no different from real life. His eyes looked at the newspaper reading room with a cold expression. Then he picked up several newspapers. But this time I didn't read it. Just pile it up. hope he comes back Then let's read the newspaper together.

I think if he had a new life, he wouldn't mind. But if he thought the same as me, that would be great. I want to thank you for everything that has been good to each other. And you will never forget all the promises you made to me. and will not love anyone but him alone

Even though I still don't know the name of the company or who I'm with, if he comes back he'll probably give me an answer. Now don't let your mind wander.

His lips began to move as if he wanted to say, “Hopefully I'll see you again. How long will I wait?” he said with tears in his eyes.

At that time the weather was cold and the wind was blowing strong. The wind blew a newspaper to the ground. I bent down to pick it up and looked at the door.