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"Have you ever done anything to make your parents proud? You didn't succeed in studying, you couldn't compete with your younger siblings, you couldn't do anything."
Mother's voice scolds her every day, especially every time the exam results are announced, and Praew doesn't want to think about it.
Mother always scolds her every time she sees her test results. Prae has another younger sister named "Prae".
Prae is a good student, good at sports, and most importantly, Prae is a beautiful and cute person that everyone wants to get close to.
That's the difference between you and your younger sibling. There's nothing good about you.
Praew always thought that if there was a day without her, mother would be happy because she had never done anything that pleased her even once.
Mother never smiled at her, never.....even though Father always stood by Praew's side when she said that she
But now, Father is rarely home. Only once in a while does Father come home. When Father returns, Praew will be so happy that he will run to see Father first.
Praew is sitting in the room reading a novel for fun.
It was almost 10:00 p.m. when she heard a car enter the house. It must have been her father. She closed the book and put it on the bed.
Father's smiling face returned and she was so happy that Praew suddenly ran downstairs. She stopped when she heard people talking.
"You're so talented, my son. You passed the university entrance exam like this. I'm probably going to give you a reward."
A father smiles when he hears the news that his youngest daughter has accepted her university entrance exam.
government
"I should give you a little reward, sir."
Mother herself was smiling with her mother's smile that Praew herself could never have.
"How about we go on a trip with the whole family? And Praew, I don't see you at all."
The father began to notice that his eldest daughter was not there.
"Oh, don't talk about that one. You just hide in your room all day, don't pay any attention to it.
Regarding traveling, I don't know whether I will go or not.
"Mom, should we go see if we can go somewhere good?" Mom turned her attention to her youngest daughter instead.
Then the three parents and children went together to look at the raft travel book and looked at the picture and tears fell.
Is she an extra of the house?
Praew quietly walked out to the back of the house, no one paying attention to whether she was there or not.
Praew sat down at a table in the backyard alone in the moonlight.
"Are you talking to the moon?" There was a voice from the house next door.
A young man with a cheeky smile on the wall of Praew's house turned and smiled at him.
"I came home so late today." Praew turned to talk to Ton, her neighbor.
Ton is both her neighbor and friend. He is always beside her when she is in trouble.
"I'd like to go talk with you," Ton said and jumped over the fence to Praew's house. He sat down in the chair next to her.
"What's wrong? You look so uncomfortable." He stared at her face.
"No, I'm just thinking about something," Praew denied.
"Again, I always like to think too much. Praewton told me not to think too much." Ton scolded like she was a child.
"We.....we......" The tears that I tried to hold back are now impossible to hold back.
"If you want to cry, just cry. So sing it all out. I'll be right next to Praew."
He held her hand to console her for a while before Praew stopped crying.
"Thank you very much. Without Ton, I wouldn't know who to cry with." Praew began to smile.
"P'Ton," Praew's voice came from behind the two trees and Praew turned towards the source of the voice.
"What's wrong with Prae?"
"Prae has passed the university entrance exam and father is taking us on a trip to the provinces."
Prae smiled and talked to Ton without turning to Praew or caring at all that her sister was there too.
"Then Praew, go with him." Ton turned to look at Praew's face.
She was stunned and didn't know how to answer. The "we" that Prae meant probably meant just her parents and Prae.
"Tonpraew, please excuse me. I'm going to bed. Good night." Praew got up and said goodbye to his friend and walked into the house.
As for Prae, he stayed and talked for a while longer, then Ton excused himself to go into the house.
Praew returned to sit and read her novel when a knock sounded at the door. Praew was delighted and hurried to open the door.
Father must have come to see you. Praew opened the door with a smile, but that smile suddenly faded.
When the person who knocked on the door was not Father but Prae.
"Please let me into the room. I have something to discuss with you," Prae said in a curt tone.
"Come in first." Prae walked in, made a gesture of surveying the room, then sat down on the bed with discretion.
"I have something to talk to you about." Praew closed the door and turned to look at his younger sister to see what he was about to tell her.
"P'Ton, he's no match for you. He's handsome, well-educated, and rich. Look at me, what can compare to him?
The best way is not to mess with him. You should know yourself well. I'm just saying this. I hope you'll understand if I'm not too stupid."
With that, Prae opened the door and walked back to her own room, leaving Prae confused by her sister's words.
After that day, Praew tried to avoid Ton all the time.
This made him feel annoyed and couldn't understand what the young woman was trying to figure out.
"Praew" Ton called while Praew was walking into the house. When she heard her call, she hurriedly rushed to escape into the house.
But not before the tree that ran in front of him and caught him.
"Is Praew hiding in front of the tree?"
Ton stared at her face, trying to get an answer.
"It's not like that," Praew denied.
"Praew Praew, what's wrong? Go tell Ton what happened."
Ton's voice started to grow louder and he couldn't control himself at this point.
"Praew, no." She didn't know what to say but she refused the whole child and Praew started arguing louder.
"Ton Rak Praew, do you hear that? Ton Rak Praew?" he said loudly, and it was loud enough for Prae, who was standing in front of the house, to hear it too.
Praew was very happy when she heard those words from his mouth, but she wasn't in a position to accept that feeling.
Praew didn't know what to do, but she cried, feeling totally confused. His strong arms made her feel warm.
This feeling that she had never once gotten from her father or mother.
Praew felt warm and secure, but that didn't help her solve every problem.
"P'Praew, P'Ton," Prae shouted in an angry voice, causing the two of them to pull away from each other. Praew hurriedly wiped away all the tears.
"How can you do this? You said you gave P'Ton to me, but today you're going to swallow your own saliva?" Prae continued.
"What is this? Praewton, I don't understand." Ton turned to look at Praew's face, his eyes showing confusion from what he had heard.
"I didn't say that," Praew shook his head in denial.
"You said it. Don't you remember what you said?" Prae pretended like that. She stared at Prae's face, those eyes showing hatred.
"Praew Ton understands from the beginning. Let me tell you this: Ton has a heart and is not something that Praew can give to anyone. Praew is very cruel to treat Ton like this.
Since Praew doesn't want Ton, they should tell each other nicely. We shouldn't have done this. Ton is really sorry." Ton looked at Praew with cold eyes.
And where has the word "love" gone? Praew can't stand being there.
Ton walked away, not even listening to Praew's call, so he ran into the house, but Praew still followed her into the living room.
"Why did you do this, Praew?" Praew cried. She wanted to know why her sister was so mean.
“I want you to be modest about who you are. You are no match for him. I have already warned you.
You yourself probably knew that day. I probably didn't speak clearly, but today I'm going to announce that I love P'Ton.
And I will do everything in my power to make him love me.”
“You really are a devil.” Her hand slammed down on her sister's face with a loud thud.
"This is too much, Praew. You dare to hit my child?" Mother's voice scolded.
"Praew hurt Prae, mother. You have to help Prae." Prae quickly ran to hide behind her mother and immediately sue her.
"How dare you do this to my son who couldn't fight his younger sibling? Are you jealous of him and physically attacking him? Is that too much?"
Mother slammed her palm onto Praew's pale white face in revenge for Praew slapping her younger sister.
Praew held his own face, tears flowing uncontrollably.
"The word is a second-class child, and the word is Praew's child. I'm really asking, did you keep and raise me or not? Why did mother never love Praew at all?
You've never seen Preaw as your son, right? Preaw can't compete with his younger sibling. Preaw has never made you proud, he's never made you happy, right?
That's why you don't love Preaw, right, Mom?" He looked at his mother's face, looking for an answer.
The mother was stunned when she saw the picture but quickly changed.
"Don't go off topic," Mom scolded.
Preaw was very upset that her mother had never seen her feelings, so she walked out of the house.
But I could still hear my mother yelling and cursing behind me.
Preaw walked up to the doorbell of Ton P'Duan's house. The housework worker walked out and opened the door and made her wait in the front yard.
Ton walked up to meet her and his eyes looked at her with cold eyes, as if they hadn't known each other before.
“Ton Preaw apologizes but Preaw confirms that Preaw has never given Ton to anyone.
Preaw has always loved Ton Rak and will love him forever,” she said to his back because Ton didn't even turn his head to look at her.
"Keep Preaw's words of love. Ton is very touched by it. You can go back and Ton has work to do," he cut in.
Preaw feels sorry that even the person who once said he would stay by her side is still cold to her. Today, Preaw has no one left.
To look at the image of the young man she loved the most before walking away with silent tears.
Ton glanced at the young woman slightly, not knowing that this would be the last time he would have the chance to see her during his lifetime.
That night, Preaw wrote two letters and placed them on the table.
Then she walked downstairs and found her mother happily watching TV with Prae.
She squatted down and bowed at her mother's feet. Not understanding her actions, she ran away with her feet.
Preaw looked up at his mother, "I wish Preaw had the opportunity to pay respects to his mother one last time."
She said through tears and walked away to the bedroom.
The next morning, Father came home with a plane ticket to Phuket. He opened the door to Preaw's bedroom.
in order to take his eldest daughter on a trip with him, but what he saw was that Preaw was still lying on the bed as before.
"Praew, let's go on a trip. If you stay in bed, you'll miss the plane. Normally, we don't sleep this sluggishly."
Dad walked over and smiled and sat down on the bed next to her, but Preaw was still sleeping and didn't get up to talk and smile with Dad as usual.
“Preaw Preaw,” Father called again, holding out another hand, releasing a large quantity of sleeping pills into her hand. Father looked at her and her face turned pale.
"Preaw, no, Preaw, don't do anything stupid, Preaw," Father shouted at the top of his voice in shock.
Father hugged Preaw's lifeless body, ensuring that now she no longer had to bear her suffering.
No more regrets and no more tears, just two envelopes are enough to tell the whole story.
Pay respect to your father and mother's feet.
While reading this letter, Preaw probably isn't here anymore.
Preaw wants to apologize for everything, even though Preaw was not a good son and never made his father and mother proud.
Preaw wants to see his mother's smile for once, but right now Preaw probably won't have that chance.
Even though mother never loved Preaw, even though mother said to Preaw, Preaw was never angry with mother at all.
Preaw is well aware that Preaw has never made his mother happy. What would be strange if his mother doesn't love Preaw? Preaw knows his own position well.
Today I don't have Preaw. Mother must be relieved. Preaw hopes that this decision of Preaw will please her.
At least there was once that Preaw had the opportunity to do something for his mother.
Preaw wanted to tell his father and mother that
“Praew is proud to be born as the child of father and mother, no matter what happens or changes.
No matter where Preaw goes, one thing that remains and will always be like this is Preaw loves his father and mother."
Always love from my eldest daughter.
Pretty.
"Preaw, no, my son, no." The father was still crying and grieving over the passing of his eldest daughter.
"Preawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww........." The sound of the mother crying, she didn't like it at all.
The reason that made Preaw make this decision was that she was the only one who cried and felt sorry for her own actions.
"Preaw, I love you. I'm sorry I never cared about you. I never cared about your feelings.
Even though you've never done anything to make me proud, I still love you. I'm sorry, Preaw...I want to see you smile, right?
I will smile for you to see. I will please you with everything you want. I only ask for one thing: don't leave me.
Come back to me, my precious child,” the mother cried, lamenting over her daughter's motionless body.
Mother hugged Preaw tightly, this is what she had wanted for a long time.
Ton woke up in the morning and P'Duan handed him a pink envelope, which made him very surprised about what it was.
"A letter from Mr. Preaw," that's all P'Duan said. Ton received it with confusion. He slowly unwrapped the letter.
I understand the meaning of the letter.
To the person who is most loved.
Even though Ton doesn't accept words of love from Preaw, Preaw still confirms that Preaw feels that way.
Preaw loves Ton and has loved him for a long time. Ton was the first and only person who stood by Preaw's side when Preaw was discouraged and discouraged.
And I am the only person who loves Preaw. I am very happy to hear that Ton loves Preaw as well.
But from now on, there won't be a shy Preaw who has to cry for Ton to comfort him again.
Preaw has always loved Ton and will love him forever, no matter where Preaw is.
love forever
Pretty..
"Did Preaw bring it for you, P'Duan?" Ton turned and asked.
"No, Khun Winit, her father brought it to me. Khun Preaw, she has passed away."
"Preaw is dead." Those words still echoed in his ears.
"It's not true, Preaw won't die, won't........." Ton cried like crazy.
After learning from P'Duan that Preaw had taken an overdose of sleeping pills and died last night, he himself had a role in pushing her to do so.
He stood there, expressionless, but then a cool breeze passed by.
And it became a warm feeling.
"The Preaw tree I love the most. Preaw wants to be with the tree. I want the tree to be next to Preaw, but Preaw probably can't do it anymore.
Preaw has to go. It's time for Preaw."
Preaw hugged him one last time and left. He felt that it was Preaw but he would never be able to hold her again.
He is the person next to her who takes care of her and gives her love.
Preaw herself loved him, but that day he rejected her feelings and destroyed her feelings nonchalantly.
Today, heaven will punish him and he will no longer have the chance to take care of the woman he loves the most.
All that's left now is love and the time it's too late, that's the punishment that heaven gives.
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