All my life, past and future, I've been waiting only for you.
I know you'll never turn to look, but I'm still waiting.
Waiting for the day when you look back at this woman
The woman who secretly loves you secretly watching you
I secretly care about you, but I still love you.
Even though she never looked back..
I sit and stare at the sky The cold wind blowing against my skin makes me feel it. The moon orbits brightly in the sky. It shines so brightly that I can't even put my hand on it. The stars twinkled like they were teasing each other. I smiled at the stars as my eyes blurred, one after another, one after another, until it was his face.
The person I fell in love with with all my heart. I tucked myself into the blanket. Close your eyes to extinguish your sorrow and enter the magic of sleep... Inside the dream, trace back to the past that is what causes me such pain today. The images I see are my own memories... It started with... one evening, a group of friends and I walked to an ice cream shop.
I smile at all my friends. More than half of the vanilla ice cream in the small bowl was hurriedly eaten to guarantee its deliciousness. My friends and I were walking to the right of a corner and that's when..
Pug! Bang!
My body, which might have had a glimmer of fate, was about to fall and hit the ground because something high hit me. I looked up. My raven black eyes collided with cold black ones. Another pair of glowing perfectly The figure is slightly taller than me. But it still looks shockingly elegant. I blushed like I was falling in love.
"Sorry, I didn't walk carefully." His smile made my heart beat like a drum. Until friends had to hurry and say "What's wrong with white?" Mameaw asked with concern.
“Mamiao, who is that man? Do you know him?” I asked, still not taking my eyes off him as he walked by.
"I know, that person is Ryo. Look, it's normal, right? But don't like him, White."
“Why?” I asked in shock. Why can't you like that person?
"It's his girlfriend. Become the princess of our school. Miss Nanako? That woman is very tall and elegant.”
I was frozen at the word "boyfriend" and that man was like a star that I couldn't reach out and grab. I smiled and waved silently to my friend. His face is still in my memory. It's okay. He might not be Miss Nanako's boyfriend like he thought. Who knows? I'm beside myself.
The next day
I walked with Ma Miaw again as usual. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw that man, but I saw another person next to him as well. Nanako's pretty face hurts me deeply. He had a smile that was very different from the smile he gave me yesterday. happy smile However, he is my first love.
I fell in love with him from the moment I laid eyes on him. Even though he doesn't know me. I still look at him from afar. I'm worried about him. Secretly falling in love with him Even though I know he won't look back, Nanako is the woman he gave his heart to. Smiles and love... I don't want to hold him back.
Even though my heart screams out to me, I want to snatch him to my side. I smile to my heart I secretly smile when he's happy. I secretly feel sorry for him when he suffers. I couldn't keep him to myself. I smile again at my future. It's enough for me to stand on the same land as you. I don't ask for anything more than this. I want to let him go
Release from my heart's trap Let Mr. Nanako be the one in his heart, and I can do it even though my heart has a bad wound. caused by the knife edge Drilling deep into the memory But I have released him. My heart sings like that. That fraction of a second Clear tears flowed from my eyes. It hits my face.
Hot tears like fire But it was as cold as ice. I collapsed there..
"White! " Ma Meow screamed. And what I saw was shattered! Even though I know this is a dream I'm still in pain And what about reality? I'm ready to wait for him. I'm ready for everything In order to walk along
I love you..Ryo
I pray that we will meet again. Even though I have to wait for him I'm still standing here Waiting for the day when your beautiful eyes will turn to look at me Even if you have to wait a lifetime Even if you have to cry until the tears dry up ...I'll wait..