Can we still be your friends if you know some things about us and you?

I'm Mei, a girl who has a lot of friends, but most of them are men. Because of my bold personality and the pronouns that we use to refer to ourselves and our friends as "we" and "sir", I am facing serious problems. What should I do? I secretly like my best friend. The type that If you're heartbroken, you'll probably change your gender by default. That friend is

“Hey, Mei, are you going to tell a man you love him? The sky will break soon."

This one, I don't know when I liked it either. He acted shocked when I pretended to ask him if I told him I liked a guy. Will that man accept my love?

“Oh, you idiot, we are women. The sky won't break through."

“How is that possible? The other day, you were still flirting with a Somtam shop employee.”

"You'll fall off the table without realizing it."

"Oh, sorry. I'm so close to you that I forgot you were a woman."

Tear like a sword stuck in the chest. If he sees me as a man, can he like me? So I immediately changed the subject and talked with him until I had to continue studying.

"Hey Mei, I'll be back today because I have something to do."

“What? We left each other again. Go find another woman."

"Yes"

He just said this and left. So I hurried up to study and hurried home. He usually hangs out at my house every day to play. When I get home I walked over and picked up a letter from the mailbox before entering the house. Then I was shocked because I saw it sitting in the house.

“What, got dumped by a girl again?”

“Oh, man, what should I do? Today the girl I like told me that he has someone he loves.”

"Make up your mind."

"Wow, this guy didn't help at all."

It hit me on the head. Then I picked up the letter I had just picked up and read it. When he finished reading it, he burst out laughing and almost rolled on the floor. Then he read it to me.

“What a rotten man. Listen, 'To Mei, the woman I secretly love. Today I heard that you were going to tell someone you loved them. I just secretly hoped that person would be me. Haha. It's funny that I didn't dare tell you. But you probably already know that there is this man who secretly loves you. Signed

T5’

Haha.”

When I heard that I feel embarrassed already. So I pulled out the letter in his hand and read it. I really want to know who he is. I probably need to get over it and find someone else who feels better about me than just being a friend like him. Like someone said. We love people who love us better. When I was satisfied with reading it, I hurriedly chased it home.

Then take the letter you got and put it in the drawer carefully. Until that night, I kept it in my dreams but was shocked to wake up because the person I dreamed of was the owner of the letter. My good friend who I secretly like.

The next day, I hurried home after school because that girl had left first and I received a letter like it was yesterday. So I quickly opened it and read it.

'The weather is nice today. Just seeing Mei's face makes me happy. She seems to be in a particularly good mood today. It's like this every day. She will look very cute. Sign up.

r2’

After I finished reading He hurriedly took the letter up and put it in the same drawer.

The next morning

'Mei, hello. Even though today is a holiday. But I haven't stopped sending you letters yet. I probably won't see your face all day today. I'll miss you so much. Signed

i3’

I called my good friend. He still laughed at the contents of the letter that I had taken pains to read to him. Because in my heart I still hope that he will be jealous of me. But he wasn't jealous of me in the slightest and even said that the man was very stupid for liking me.

And it continued like this for a week or so. This time, it didn't just come with a letter, it came with a rose. Then sign your name:

T 13

“Hey, this time there are roses,” I told him.

(So, what's the name this time?)

“T13

Wow, what do these letters and numbers mean?”

(I think it must be an alien. There is a code like this)

And every day, it's assumed that it's a new way that the lottery hint teacher sometimes uses. He's a psychopath. He really wouldn't have thought that someone would like me, right? Damn it, what kind of man isn't that romantic? Just tick it off.

2 weeks have passed

'It's been 3 weeks since I sent you a letter, Mei. As each day goes by, the more I love you. I want you to love me quickly. Signed.

N 21’

“This time it is

N 21”

I put my voice down on the line.

(Oh, I know. You can call and tell me every day. I'm getting bored already. Oh, what about the story where she's going to say she likes men?)

“Oh, I forgot. Anyway, I have to tell you. But right now I'm not ready.”

(Whoever that man is must be very unlucky. must be taken to exorcise misfortune in a big way)

“Am I really that bad? That's right." That's all I could say, pressing "wa" and turning off the phone. "Dude, I'm really terrible." The person I like is very unlucky. People like me don't deserve to like anyone. Ugh, I've made up my mind. I'm going to stop loving you, you idiot.

The next day, I avoided my crazy friend the whole day. When I got home, I hurriedly went to pick up the mail in the receiving box, but there was none and was about to walk into the house.

“What was wrong with you yesterday and suddenly hung up the phone?”

My crazy friend asked. Just then I saw the letter in my hand and quickly snatched it back and walked back into the house.

Bang!!!

I slammed the door on him. Then hurriedly walked back into the room.

“Mei, which friend of your child is named Teeranat? Teeranukul? Definitely. My son will read that he has a boyfriend."

Mother turned her head and looked at me. In front of her was a row of letters from that person.

“What are you doing, Mom? Why are you bothering with my letter?”

I hurriedly went to look at the letter. Mother took the letters and put them in alphabetical order with the number hanging at the end missing only the number 1. Then he hurried back and opened the letter in his hand and signed his name:

T 1

Then all the letters appeared as the word '

TRIP TEERANAT TEERANUKUN

When I finished reading it, I immediately cried.

"I'm sorry, Mom, I don't know..."

“Mom, I love you.”

That's all I could say and I quickly ran out in front of the house. I saw my neighbor in front of the house arranging a bouquet of roses. So I ran up to hug him.

"You crazy bastard. You're the craziest. We love you, Trip. We love you."

'This is probably the last version I'll give you, Mei. It's like I'm the master of my destiny. I love you very much. Sign.

T1’

I love you the most. Trip Teeranat Teeranukul. My crazy friend. And until now he still doesn't know. That the man they said was the most unlucky then and now is the same person.