The writer writes with a short temper. I cut it into a short fic because I was afraid of it (not if it was long in chapters). Sin must be pickled for sure!!)

So it's a short Kasi fanfic. I'm sorry I didn't read it.

Whoever reads this, please comment as well. You can scold, praise, criticize however you want (but be careful, there will be people following you to kill you.. Just kidding. Just kidding).

Please give me this short story.

'Melant, you will have to wait for me. Wait for me to grow up a little more. Become a powerful deity that no one can surpass. When I carried you around, I can marry you! Oh, you probably don't know what dress is. That is, marriage!! ’

I used to say that with happiness. Because back then I loved you. There is so much desire within you.

I love you love your voice I love you, which at that time said that I was important.

You are the only one who is with me. You're the one who lets me cry..so I want to protect you. I want to be by your side forever.

Even now I still remember The time has passed for so long. Yesterday's events have passed in a blur..but I still remember that story. I still remember that I kissed you. A kiss for our commitment to each other

The kiss back then was hardly a kiss.. an innocent kiss that now makes me want to laugh when I look at it. But I don't know why I always remember that kiss.

I love you and want to protect you forever..I think so..I really think so.

But...

You destroyed me, betrayed my feelings. Hurting my only remaining family..and then leaving me...leaving me alone..

When you took everything from me Everything turned around.

Goodwill was replaced with loathing. The love that used to be replaced with resentment. All that's left is a promise to be together forever..the only promise I can think of to continue.

The wound in my left eye burned every time I thought about it. The scene was clearly reflected again and again. I don't know because I can't forget. Or do I wish not to forget?

..so as not to accidentally forgive the one who stole everything away. So that I don't offend my deceased brother.

If so..every time I look at this wound reflected in the mirror I want to ask..Did you want to kill me at that time? Do you want to hurt me? ...Have you completely forgotten the feelings you had for each other?

You wish to kill me..even though you promised to protect me?

But even if you ask something, it's worthless. And I don't want to ask you anymore. Now my heart is filled with revenge. There is only a desire to destroy.

..Destroy this one who took everything from me..

After that, I searched for you.. searched like crazy. Resentment drives me to do things that my past self never thought I could do. I'm looking forward to leaving. Turned into an assassin And in the end, it grew up to the point where it could never be the same again.

..Dear Melant Do you know? ..that I afterwards was nourished by thoughts of you.

..desire to destroy you

Longing to see your tortured expression Desire to see those dark red eyes with tears falling down. Longing to hear your screams of anguish Desired to see bright red blood flowing from the white skin.

I wish..that you would be destroyed in my own hands.

I'm still obsessed with finding you. Set out by accepting a job as an assassin to survive. I never lived in a place of residence because it was not necessary.. My residence has disappeared since that day. And there probably won't be any more forever.

I always thought about what I should do when I met him. Scold to your heart's content. Slashed the knife on the body until all the blood had flowed out. Then let him breathe until he died..but that was too easy. Compared to everything you gave me

Maybe I should torture you before I die..damage both your mind and body. Then he killed you with revenge in his eyes...that's it. Do you have an emotional expression yet? Can you cry? Can you be happy? Can you smile.. can you?

Because if you don't know happiness You will not suffer pain. And if you are emotionless When you're suffering, I probably won't be happy..and if you don't know how to smile, I wouldn't have enjoyed it...when that smile turned into a twisted lip of agony.

My heart has become crueler, darker, and cloudier as time has accumulated with resentment. Desires and feelings begin to distort. More...more..until finally it almost overflowed..

..until it was me who sank into those things..

Sometimes I ask myself..do I still love you?

I'm always searching for answers. But often the answer is not found. And in the end, I often think to myself that I hate you..and only want to destroy you. I only resent you. And now the memories have no meaning It has no value other than reinforcing the resentment that is buried deep in one's heart. In addition to increasing the desire that caused you pain and suffering to the point of death. Make you so bad that you almost don't want to continue living.

But let's be real. I know he never found the answer..not once.

Some fog obscured me to the point where I couldn't see anything..I couldn't see anything.

After a long time, I asked myself, what will I do next if I kill you?

I am so angry that I want to hold your flesh to pieces. You are my enemy. The one I must avenge for the family you killed. Want to kill me and follow everyone else? But after that...what else do I have left?

Now I am fueled by resentment towards you. So if you die, what will I have left?

..I only have Melant left..and I don't want to lose you.

Then I shouldn't kill you, right? Should I forgive?..but I can't. Never can do it.

I will never forgive you for taking everything from me..even my heart.

......Then what should I do with this anger?

Finally I thought..thought..and finally realized..that's right. Just not killing is enough, right?

Just let you be with me forever. Just let you be in terrible pain in my eyes forever..just that, I won't have to lose you again..just that, my wish will be granted. Only then will I be with you forever.

I can't wait to meet you..can't wait to see those eyes hurt. I can't wait to see the tears fall..I can't wait to see the blood flow from your wounded body.

Pleasure overflows until your whole body trembles..joy that will imprison you forever.

I met you again as time passed.

You are different from the last time we met. You changed your name..to the name of the Head of the Leaf Tribe. His raven black hair had turned silver-purple. Those dark red eyes were filled with a gleam that was even more intense than before. It showed that you already knew the world.. probably too much.

..different from that time when you were still innocent..just a flower that didn't know what was going on.

I can't help but ask myself..is that Melant?..is it you in my memories..?

And even then, just seeing that figure, I knew instinctively that it was you who had destroyed me and gone away..it was you without any reason.

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Controversial, no matter how much the appearance has changed.

Finally..just in time before the thought flow continued. The thing that has supported my life has ordered me to attack you.

My darling..you are indeed stronger. You know how to use a sword and express your emotions like a human. Those things filled me with strange satisfaction. ..We slammed into each other with speed and finally broke apart. Your eyes look at me with fear. He seemed to know that he could not fight me.

And especially when I greeted you to leave. Your face changed even more… even more paranoid than before.

The look in his eyes makes me wish he'd changed even more.

In that smog...dark eyes looked at me like I didn't know each other. It seems you still don't know who I am. I can only smile and laugh behind the mask..if there is a strange pain in my heart..and I don't pay attention to it.

I decided to joke.

“Really cool. We haven't seen each other in a long time. Don't you miss me at all? What do you say? Dear Melant.”

end of that word A stunned face appeared. So I came closer. Taking the opportunity, he stabbed the dagger into your left shoulder.. then moved closer.. close enough that you could see the wound through the gap in the mask.

Your panicked face twisted in pain. But when you opened your eyes again, you saw the scars on your face hidden behind the mask. For a moment, relief appeared in those eyes.

I furrowed my brows in displeasure. Some murky sediment in my heart resurfaced. Immediately I pulled out my dagger. Letting a lot of bright red blood spill out and flow.

I looked at the image of you falling to the ground coldly. Looking happily at the blood that was pouring down Look at you trembling at my feet.

The hard eyes and the hand that clenched the knife tightly conveyed a desire to live. ...so beautiful that I feel happy..because I know How exhilarating will it be when you destroy it until it shatters in your hand?

I whisper sweet words to you, whispering with the twisted love of my heart. Bring the bees that have been applied to the razor...stained with resentment and twisted love.

"I will not leave you forever...."

I will torture you..I will pull you up and push you down..over and over again. To make you mine

I will keep my promise..I will be with you forever..but that doesn't mean that you will be happy. Because I will be your tormentor forever..and the only one who can do that is me. The only one who can cause you pain is me.

I will be the one who brings you suffering..forever.

Now I still ask..do I love you?

Maybe I still love you..and I still cling to you. But at the same time I cling to the revenge you gave me. ..revenge that is more intense and turbid than you can understand.

I can't forget that I love you. But I cannot forget that you were the one who destroyed everything I came to.

Those things mixed together.. distilled into pure hatred from the depths. Pure, almost emotionless

Dear Melant..don't worry.

I won't let you die. Because you are my goal..I will not allow my life to be empty. So until I die..I won't let you die..beside my shattered body and heart forever.

I will torture you. I will embrace you in a cage of thorns and make you suffer..

You will be mine alone...until my last breath.

*The End*