My heart wants to say I love you.

Keep your feelings deep in your heart.

Never said, never said

Tell her the story

How much I love you

I want to say I want to hug you.

Let her always know what I think of her.

“Jackson kicked the blanket again,” said a thin figure in a thin white t-shirt and sweatpants. Walked in and wrapped a blanket on the thick person who was fast asleep. Mark Tuan looked at the person who was sleeping fondly. “You've been working hard lately. Keep fighting, Kaka.” The figure smiled at Jackson before pressing his lips to his smooth forehead and lying down.

Jackson has been working very hard lately. He is the member who receives the most work in the group. It's probably because of friendliness. and the jokes he picked up to play Make people around you laugh regularly. And this is what causes him to irrevocably 'fall in love' with the thick man.

Since the pre-debut period Leaving their beloved hometown to enter the entertainment industry was not an easy task for a kid like them in their late teens. But the smart person who was sleeping here made everything look like it was easy. In fact, Mark Tuan is a shy man.

It's very difficult to open up and talk to strangers. Therefore, the good-natured Jackson became his refuge. Take care of him and invite him to talk about fun things to make him happy every day. Until one day he realized he had fallen in love with Jackson.

I avoid her every day.

Because I'm afraid my heart can't stand it.

You must reveal your feelings.

the next morning

Today is another day that they have to work.

Got7

There is a schedule to fly to open a showcase in Japan early in the morning. Now he is waiting to board the plane at the airport.

“Mark hyung, why haven't you talked to me lately? Did I do something to make hyung unhappy?” Jackson walked over and grabbed the thin man's shoulder to turn her to look at him.

“No, Kaka,” the figure said and lowered his eyes. Don't dare meet the sharp eyes in front of you. In fact, he talked to Jackson all the time. We talk every day just..you're sleeping.

“Hyung, I know something is wrong. I want to talk to you about it. I'm uncomfortable." Mark stared into the eyes of the person in front of him. In my mind, should I just tell him? Will Jackson understand him or will our relationship change from before?

My heart wants to say I love you but I don't dare.

My heart has been worried about you for a long time.

I'm afraid that if I tell you, I'm afraid that my heart will be stained with tears.

“It's really nothing, you're thinking too much, Gaga.” Someone could only pat his shoulder and smoothly walk away to go to sleep with Jinyoung, the group's eomma.

"What's wrong, hyung? Did you fight with Jack?" Jinyoung greeted Mark, who was now snuggling up to him.

"I'm a little worried," Mark said tiredly.

“You can consult with me,” Jinyoung said with concern.

“Thank you, but I can't talk to anyone about this.”

"sure? I know what hyung is thinking about his roommate.”

“Jinyoung?? Mr…"

“Park Jin Young sees talented people dying. Hyung's eyes when he stares at them are different from other people's.”

“L…And will Jackson know?” The thin figure looked at the thick figure who was playing with BamBam, the cutest maknae of the group.

“Do you want to know?” Jinyoung smiled mischievously and dragged Mark closer to Jackson.

“Hey everyone, Mark hyung is especially cute today, don't you think?” Junior smiled, his eyes almost closed. He put his arm around Mark's shoulder and came closer.

“Ah~~ What kind of fan service are you doing around here? I'm not a fan.” Yugyeom The real maknae complained.

"Mark Hyung is so cute.

“Aww, so cute!” Jackson made a mocking gesture and hugged Bambam tightly.

“Hyung, I can't breathe.” BamBam pounded the chest of the person in front of him.

“Sorry

Hahaha." Jackson rubbed BamBam's head affectionately. Causing a lot of screaming from fans waiting to take photos at the airport.

“Jackbambaam!” fans shouted when they saw the right moment. Jackson shouts to fans

“JackBam is Real haha”

Mark stared at the picture in front of him. His hands gripped the hem of Junior's shirt tightly. I thought to myself, why am I such an idiot? In the past, Jackson and his younger siblings played together and he still had fun. But why now? When feelings change He was jealous of BamBam.

“Jinyoung,” Mark tugged on Jinyoung's shirt and walked out of there.

My heart wants to say I love you but I don't dare.

I'm afraid she will know how much I love this person.

The word love stopped in the same place in my heart alone.

Mark Tuan sits and listens to music, sharing headphones with Jinyoung on each side. Jinyoung's light body could only hold Mark's hand tightly. As some tears slowly flowed out...

Every second passed slowly.

Holding onto hope that someday

that she would turn around

And I still can't meet my eyes.

Even though inside I say yes, you are the other half of my heart.

I'm looking for

“These two are not far apart together,” Yugyeom teased. Looking at the Marknier couple with a smile Sharp eyes followed the sound of his troublesome brother. Jinyoung and his roommate were seen standing and chatting happily.

Since the showcase day in Japan He and Mark slowly began to drift apart. Some nights, Mark moved to sleep with Jinyoung, leaving him to sleep alone. Plus I feel hollow. Not sleeping well like before

"Can we stop talking? It's annoying." Jackson said in an annoyed tone.

“I'm sorry, I didn't know you were reciting the script for the new show.” Mark looked at the thick figure in fear.

“Say it nicely, Jackson,” Jinyoung said.

“I'm bored.” Jackson threw his hat on the ground to vent. He admits that he's such an idiot right now. But what he was annoyed with Mark wasn't because he was closer to Jinyoung than him. It's not such a nonsensical reason. What he was annoyed about was Mark likes to think about things alone and not tell him. Isn't Jackson Mark's roommate?

Someone Mark should be able to consult with about everything. Not hiding away like this. “Mark hyung, we have something to talk about.” Jackson dragged Mark into the bedroom.

"You've changed."

“…..” Mark lowered his head and looked at the ground.

“Tell me something. It's not just waiting to hide away. I'm going crazy because you know that."

“How do you want me to tell you…” Mark looked at the person in front of him. Jackson froze as his sweet eyes filled with tears.

My heart wants to say I love you but I don't dare.

My heart has been worried about you for a long time.

I'm afraid that if I tell you, my heart will be stained with tears.

“W-What is the matter, Brother Mark? I'm not such a weak person. Did I grab your wrist too hard?” Jackson grabbed Mark's thin wrist and looked at it.

“No, Jackson…you didn't do anything wrong.” Tears slowly began to fall from his face. Jackson pulled his body into a tight hug.

“Sorry hyung, I didn't mean to startle you.”

It's like this every time. The gentleness and warmth of the person in front That keeps making his heart beat irregularly. What should I do? Should I tell you the truth, Jackson?

My heart wants to say I love you but I don't dare.

I'm afraid she will know how much I love this person.

The word love stopped in the same place in my heart alone.

“Jackson…Hruk. If I say anything, you have to promise me that you won't be angry, that you won't hate me.” Jackson looked at his sweet face. What makes Mark How could his Tuan be this sad?

“There is no way I can hate you. Whatever you say, just say it. I just want us to be close like before. I'm very sad. Do you know that you didn't tell me anything? He also moves to sleep with Jinyoung often. I am in great pain.”

"I'm sorry, Jackson. It's really not your fault. It was my fault. It was my fault to think crazy things about you...I...love you, Jackson." Mark let out his pent-up feelings through tears. “You know the reason. That I'm avoiding you Please...don't hate each other. You have to be the same, Jackson.”

Mark held the face of the man in front of him.

How can I say it?

How much suffering is it?

She has no way of understanding.

Because you are good, you are ready

You are, but I'm not.

Ask back to yourself

So where do I get the courage?

I can only hurt alone and be sad alone.

Crying alone must be forced to understand

That it's not the case no matter what day

There was no way I could get close to her.

And no matter when the words of love that I keep

It should just stop there forever.

“Mark, hyung…I…” The thick figure stared into the thin one's big eyes. A slender hand gently wiped away the tears from Mark's face. Mark kept his head down. Since he had already decided to tell, he had to accept the consequences that would follow.

The entire room was silent for a moment…no words were spoken… Jackson slowly lifted his chin. Then there was only the force of attraction that made the two people's faces slowly move towards each other. Until the thick man's lips gently pressed against the thin man's soft lips.

After Jackson lingered, he parted his lips. Mark opened his eyes and looked at the face in front of him with embarrassment.

“I just found out. Why is your mouth so sweet?”

“J…Jackson was just now, hyung…” Mark couldn't finish speaking. Jackson used his slender fingers to cover his thin body's mouth and prevented him from speaking first.

“Mark hyung…it might seem a bit strange to you. But…I've been wanting to say this to you for a long time.” Jackson was clearly starting to feel nervous. No matter what show he appeared on, he had never really felt like this before.

“I'm sorry for making you wait so long, hyung. Actually, from the beginning we've known each other...I've never looked at you as someone else. You are always a special person to me. If I had known that we were on the same page a long time ago, I wouldn't have made Hyung wait this long. The raven loves En-en very much, you know…” The figure took the thin man's hand and kissed it affectionately.

The two people's hearts swelled. Since the feelings were mutual, there would be no problem causing him. We misunderstood each other again.

Jinyoung smiled happily looking at the group's new couple. He was finally able to make Mark Hyung happy. Even though… how much his heart hurts.

My heart wants to say I love you but I don't dare.

My heart has been worried about you for a long time.

I'm afraid that if I tell you, I'm afraid that my heart will be stained with tears.

My heart wants to say I love you but I don't dare.

I'm afraid she will know how much I love this person.

The word love stopped in the same place in my heart alone.

A question that Mark Hyung once asked me: Why do I know what Hyung thinks of Jackson? It's probably because of my own eyes. He's always looked at hyung as well. So I know that the eyes of a person who loves them one-sidedly but doesn't dare to tell them they love me. How is it? :]