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This story is a fic for Mr. Hibari's birthday. It seems like there's some drama, right?

Ah... I didn't intend to.

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I thought it would be really leaky. But the story turned out to be like this.

So, please leave this fic for me. Thank you. //Kong

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Titel : Buon Compleanno Hibari Kyoya

Pairing : 8018

Rate : PG-13

Happy birthday....Hibari Kyoya

The words were as soft as a whisper. Memories from last year with that person on their birthday, memories that I thought had been erased. But it still lingers in my head forever. .....Even if you act like you're numb to that feeling. Even though my heart still hurts and cries all the time. A strong exterior hides a weakness.

Short black hair blows gently in the wind. It's like some memory that pops up in my head but I can't recall. Something was sealed inside his head. But I chose to leave it there rather than find the key to open it. Namimori's school break He still comes to school. to see neatness

And always meet with another person....

“Ah! Kyoya has arrived?” Golden hair and eyes the same color, Dino Cabacrone.

"Why are you here again..." Hibari said in dissatisfaction. Dino himself could only smile, haha, as usual.

The silver-colored façade shone brightly. Reflects the sunlight during the day as if inviting you to come and experience it. His weapon was quickly picked up and prepared to crush the person in front of him.

"Calm down Kyoya... I came because I miss Kyoya.... Why don't you welcome me?" The old horse Dino grabbed his handkerchief and bit it. Before pretending to let go Tears streamed down and the spotlight shone on. It seemed like a pitiful scene rather than a pitiful one for Hibari Kyoya.

"Stupid..... wherever you go, don't disturb me." After saying that, he immediately picked up the piece and walked away from there. Along with Dino walking along and annoying voices constantly ringing in my ears.

Dino's voice that had been speaking in his ear the whole time. At times it feels similar to having heard this often. And sometimes when I see a twinkle in my eye, a smile, or some stupid action.... I feel something strange in my chest. Both happy before being sad The strange feeling that arose that he did not understand.

Memories that were once light like the wind suddenly became so heavy that it gave me a headache. So he shook his head to get rid of the thoughts.

“....Eh? What's wrong with Kyoya? ...Your face doesn't look good." Dino said after seeing Hibari's expression a moment ago. ....but didn't get any answer back. Instead, he stopped walking and turned to look at Dino silently.

"Have you ever done anything to make me happy or sad?..."

Normal tone With a plain face, it's not surprising. If at a time like this it hides many feelings with the evening sun that is orange-red It made Hibari's eyes and expression look strangely pained and confused. Why did they ask such a question?..... Even he himself didn't understand.

“Why are you suddenly here? ....That's what you're asking, Kyoya....?"

“.......... Forget it, the question from just now. ...You don't have to answer anything. Just forget about it and that's enough..... I'll be back. Just go away yourself, it's annoying."

Hibari cut him off and walked away home without waiting for Dino..... Hibari's question from just now, it wouldn't be possible for him to forget because of that question. It has something

“Kyoya.... I still haven't forgotten that memory..... I'm sorry.” The wind gently blew along with the words. Let the apologies disappear with the wind. without even reaching the ears of those who wish to communicate.

some memories The longer you leave it The more it fades and eventually disappears. But some things last a long time. It just keeps multiplying and increasing. The more you don't want to remember it, the more pronounced it becomes. No matter how much time has passed, it still remains. It will disappear only when the body has disappeared altogether.

Yesterday he asked Dino a question. ...The truth is, I don't need any answers. It's just that his mouth suddenly asked like that.... with a feeling of heaviness in his head when he couldn't think of something. Before that, it felt almost nothing. But when I saw the face of the skittish horse

The memory seemed to become clearer, but it was not clear. I don't want to think about giving myself a headache. ...but I want to get rid of anything that's stuck.

The strong wind that blew Along with the raindrops starting to fall to the ground before it started raining heavily Until people walking home like Yamamoto Takeshi had to quickly find a place to hide. And the place to hide now is Namimori School He ran into the building and met the person who loved the school the most.

“Yo! Hibari, what are you doing?" There was an innocent smile on his face. It's too scary to die.

“My story..... ” When Hibari finished speaking, no one said anything else. Only the sound of thunder and rain reverberated around him.

The once clear sky outside was covered in thick clouds. The force of the storm caused large trees to be blown away and it was feared that they would break and fall. Rainwater began to fill the ground until it looked like a puddle.

"....It's raining really hard today.....I guess the rainy season wants us to be together alone, hahaha," Yamamoto said, breaking the awkward atmosphere. But those words were so inviting that the melody would float to the lips.

"You're the only one.... Because of the rain that fell Isn't that right?.....”

“Hahaha, but the thing that causes rain is still clouds, right? ......Clouds must form together before the rain can rain down. But until then, that's all. I don't blame it on the rain. Anyway, I can't live without you....." The last sentence caused Hibari's face to take on a strange color. “In terms of weather conditions, haha...if there are no clouds,

Rain will never fall down,” Yamamoto said while smiling.

The words of the person in front ...Makes him feel strange in his chest again. But this time it was different from Dino. because it is not sad And it's painful.....

“.........Then Mekha and Napa...are involved. ....Is it like rain..." This question made Yamamoto slightly stunned before he smiled and answered.

“Umm.....are you making a comparison? But come on.....the sky is what creates all the weather. If it's related.....haha. The sky is the space that allows the clouds to float freely. But the clouds are not attached to the sky, they are independent...just like you.....

Plus, clouds still need to have water droplets. which is rain in living there Because of that, Mekka and Pirun are very related, hahaha.” As soon as Yamamoto finished speaking, ....Hibari himself just felt it. That the question asked was about Napa and Mekha....not Phirun and Mekha.

“To the conclusion, the question is not correct. ....But when I found out about this ..... I can go home now. The rain has stopped."

“Ah, eh!? Then I'll go, Hibari." Yamamoto smiled before rushing home, stomping through the wet water on the ground.

......If Napa and Mekha are related, that's all. So why is it painful?....... Hibari thought, both fond memories popping up and mixed feelings. But the most obvious thing is the pain. Things from the past that he couldn't remember. It was so faint that it looked like a smog that, with a gentle breeze, it disappeared....

Except for meeting that prancing horse. That smog It turned into a heavy stone that could not be lifted off. ...Just now it's starting to give him a headache....

On the road at night There weren't many cars driving.....He was cursing at someone in front. With feelings of pain....anger and hatred, but because of the darkness, we cannot see. No....the picture is blurry. Feel the water droplets on your cheeks They are tears of sorrow.....

The person in front of him came in and said sorry over and over, but his hand pushed the other person away before running across the road, but....

Pinnnn!!!

The sound of a car horn blaring and bright lights coming towards him......!!!

Huh!

Hibari woke up startled, sweating like he had run somewhere. He slightly raised his hand to his temple. ....and felt wet on the side of the cheek.

'dream..... What is this? ......I'm crying? So weak....'

He thought before looking at the clock, which read 5:05, about an hour remaining until his normal waking time. But this time, a strange dream occurred that was realistic....both emotional and And the tears that flowed as well .....Let's just say that the numbers on the clock hit five and five minutes, same as his birthday, the fifth day of the fifth month .................

Five months five..... "My birthday.... So.....has anything happened before?.... Five months five, five months five...." Hibari said softly to himself, repeating it over and over, trying to remember. It's the fifth day of the fifth month. His birthday..has anything happened before? It feels familiar, like they're connected.

Both dreams and various feelings....so confused and chaotic that you want to explode your brain.... He walked straight to the bathroom to wash his face...

The cold water from the tap only made me feel a little refreshed. When he raised his head, he saw some marks on his forehead. which is normally hidden by the hair .....It's a small scar. You can feel that it is raised.

“I'm...not weak enough to be hurt by anyone. ....until there is a scar..... This wound…” It was like he remembered something. The story of the scar on his forehead, his dreams, his feelings towards the Prancing Horse, and Yamamoto.

Memories that were once faded Now it's starting to become more apparent, scars that can't disappear. Some wounds are serious. Until someone as strong as Hibari Kyoya even sealed that memory away. From the outside, it doesn't look like much. But inside, if you don't hurry to heal It will become a gaping wound that will never heal.

Namimori School remains calm and orderly as usual. With a little child who keeps an eye on me every day. Hibari came to school today as usual. But today the purpose is different. He walked hurriedly towards the roof of the building to find the same people who came every day annoying.

“Kyoyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa today You missed me, Kyoya." Dino said, walking towards him with an excited expression.

“I never thought about you.... I have a question today,” Hibari asked, walking up to face Dino with an expectant look in his eyes. And it's not like the police catch the criminal with all their might.

“.....Fifth day Fifth month...." when starting the sentence Dino began to hyperventilate. But tried to cover it up with a teasing smile.

"Why? Kyoya...wha? It's your birthday on the fifth day of the fifth month, haha."

“Um... It's my birthday....... What did you do to make me happy or sad...... I don't even remember the events of last year. What happened to me?" Hibari continued to ask. and sharp eyes Anticipating the truth he wanted to know.

“Eh, er... then why are you asking me, Kyoya....but I don't really remember much...... It's just, wow, it's your birthday, uh..... I just bought you a cake. Um... that's right, I bought you a cake to surprise you. She was very happy. ...that's it That's all I remember." Dee stammered.

Hibari knew...that Dino's words just now were a lie. Because he wasn't used to it at all. .....At least you have to get used to it. ....Having received the answer that was a lie, he didn't hope to ask anything else. There will only continue to be more and more.

“Huh..... You think I don't know. The story you told me is .......a lie." Finished speaking, he immediately turned around without listening to the other person's call. Let me stand alone with my stress...

“............ Do you remember? Kyoya...the fifth day of the fifth month........your birthday that day." Dino muttered before clenching his fists tightly with resentment.

What lies deep within the heart blocked memories

birthday at that time What happened?

Today's sky seems brighter than other days. But the minds of some people are not bright as well. It was like a fog of smoke was spreading in there. Hibari was about to go find Yamamoto Takeshi to ask him questions about last year. ...it seems like a coincidence that makes me not have to waste time looking for it. ...when that person was walking into school with a smile on his face like every day.

“Yo! Hibari,” the other person greeted before continuing on. but was called by Hibari

“...I have something to ask you. Follow me to the committee room." After saying that, he walked up to the committee room. Yamamoto himself didn't quite understand. But you may come and ask about something...that is important.

Inside the room, the committee maintains order. Everything remains the same, including the sofa, table, or other things that are still in the same place. Hibari leaning against the window His eyes looked away. He slowly turned to ask his first question as Yamamoto entered.

“What do you... know about? ...about the fifth day, month five years ago?.... On my birthday, what happened? Don't lie. You herbivore.” Even though his face was expressionless, But the black eyes that reflected the orange sunlight seemed to flicker strangely. It was as if he was in deep pain inside.

“Haha.... I don't really know much. ...but you probably want to know. The whole truth....Hibari, last year. On your birthday, you were hit by a car, no... almost, and then you lost your memory. Well, the fact that you almost got hit by a car has nothing to do with your memory.

But because there is already a mental impact. ....Even more shocking events like that were encountered. So it turns out that you chose to block your own traumatic memories...... As for the wound, ...I think you'd be better off asking the people directly involved, haha.”

The more he spoke, the more painful his expression became. ...That means the past from last year. ....Is it a big wound? It hurts to the people around me like that....

“People who are...directly involved? .....”

"How are you Dino?..." Yamamoto caught Hibari's eyes for a moment before lowering his head. Along with Hibari's eyes widening than before. both memories of the past Pictures of dreams or feelings It started to surge and I tried to capture it as a story. ....It seems clear. If it's still blurry.....

'Crack!' The sliding door opened and the person it was talking about, Dino Cabacrone....He came in, clenching his fists in frustration.

"That's... here it is. Ask yourself, Hibari. I'm going."

"You can't go anywhere yet......" Hibari stopped him. before turning to look at the person who had just arrived

Dino didn't dare to meet Hibari Kyoya's eyes, he just kept his head down. I felt Hibari's strangely harsh gaze on me. ....felt guilty that I had accidentally lied in the first place. He turned to look at Yamamoto, who also had an expression of embarrassment and pain. The other person nodded slightly. It is a way to confess the whole truth.

“Kyoya... I'm sorry I lied....”

“That apology. It doesn't mean anything. If you still don't tell me the truth..." A soft voice came from Hibari. The tone of disappointment in the first answer And really hope to speak the truth this time....

The Prancing Horse gulped, as if trying to find the right words to explain so as not to cause anyone too much pain. Finally he took a deep breath and said...

“Last year on your birthday..”

--------------1 year ago, 5th day of 5th month-------------

The light of the evening sun It's like giving you warmth for the last time. before letting the pale and cold moonlight take over If that warmth doesn't even reach the person who's looking away, His dark eyes reflected a sparkling orange light as if they were filled with tears. Hibari Kyoya was waiting for someone. ....The person who said he would come to the school rooftop like every day.

'Crack' sound of the rooftop door opening. Followed by the person waiting, an important person, walking with a smile on his face as usual. If those honey-colored eyes were strangely sad....smile all the time. Why do you smile with just your mouth?

"Happy birthday, Kyoya...." Dino looked like he wanted to say something else. But chose to be quiet

"What's wrong with you, you crazy horse?" Hibari asked curiously and worriedly, feeling a bit of a foreboding.

“Kyoya, I think....I..... The story I want to tell you. Must make her very sad. ...But please listen to the end first, Kyoya. It's me....." Dino stopped as he glanced at the other person's eyes. The atmosphere around him seemed so uncomfortable that he could hardly breathe. Hibari's slender brows furrowed together.

"I.....now me and ....me and Squalo are dating....." The words were soft, like a whisper. If it were like a sharp blade cutting into the heart of the listener until it was a gaping wound. ....Hibari couldn't believe his ears. What the person in front said that is the truth That's the truth....

"....That skittish horse....."

“Kyoya! Listen to me first....I haven't stopped loving you. I just felt it.... That I love you like a student, not a lover....I'm sorry.... I'm sorry I just realized....." Dino said before coming to grab Hibari's arm but he was rudely brushed off.

"...You... Realize now. Isn't it too late?!" After saying that, he punched Dino in the stomach with full force. and ran down from the school building...before stopping in front of the school entrance. .....The sky began to change color. ...The warmth from the sunlight that could not be felt disappeared. Only the pale white moonlight remaining was loneliness. And only cold...

“Kyoya....Kyoya!!! Wait for me. Listen to me, Kyoya!!... Ugh...” Dino ran after Hibari even though his stomach still felt tight. ...If people are followed, they won't even look. He ran away again. ...still don't want to see your face.... If only this gentle breeze could make the people who were running behind disappear. ....He would be happy!!

Slender legs ran out until they stopped in front of a street where there were not many people. Some hands clenched so tightly that they were small and pressed against the flesh, hurting until they were numb...tears that I didn't think would shed for anyone. This time, it flowed out like a dam had broken.

Dino ran frantically towards Hibari. before reaching out to grab the thin shoulder. But it was revealed almost immediately as if he knew it.

“Kyoya..... Listen.....Listen to me.....”

“Hibari!!” A familiar voice sounded from behind. Yamamoto Takeshi, who was walking leisurely, saw Hibari running as if fleeing from something. So come and see..... Hibari Kyoya's back seemed to tremble, even just a little.

“...You are not involved.... I can handle the whole thing myself…” His voice sounded harsh. But trembling at the same time

“Kyoya.... I'm really sorry. The whole story I did not mean ...I'm not going to fool you. But I just realized No matter what, I still love you!! ....I'm sorry I didn't love you in that way.” An apology that was spoken. For Hibari It's like a pat on the head and a pat on the back like he's a fool...

A fool is deceived because of the word love....he understood all along. He had always thought about himself. The meaning conveyed...is different.

“Idiot.....idiot...... stupid!!! You're crazy! That word is love. If it doesn't have the same meaning... Just don't say it out loud!!! ...Why would you say that? ....That word love....is the stupidest. ...You're just an idiot. .....You're crazy..... Keep your apologies to yourself!! Because....I don't want to!!!”

He shouted loudly before running across the street. But like some bad luck, a car rushed past at high speed. The car's headlights collided with a figure.....but he was able to stop in time. ....As for the person who was almost hit by the car, he had already fallen unconscious on the ground. ....After that day memories of time

Or all related feelings were quickly erased from the brain.......

----------------Completed 1 year ago, 5th day of month 5----------------

When the story of last year was fully explained Memories that were once locked away opened up. and compiled into a story inside Hibari's brain The whole story before that Various feelings His story with Dino.... Or even about the story of Yamamoto's strange feelings. .....As for the story of his birthday last year, it became so clear that I can even remember my feelings at that time.

“....I remember... all the stories from that day.... after my birthday You went and had fun with that Varia shark....” Hibari said with the feelings still remaining from last year.

“....A short period of time. Because after that....Squalo went to live with Sans. ...It was the same time that she left the hospital.... So I came back to find...”

“To make everything return to the way it was before.... Thinking of reconciling during my memory loss. ....Animals that eat plants like you It's so scary to death!!!” When he finished speaking, the silver piece was already in his hand, ready to be crushed. Yamamoto saw the bad posture and interrupted him.

“Ah... Haha, come on, let's calm down first. ...Anyway, this story started last year. Mr. Dino also accepts the same feelings as you, right? When Squalo left...." He said, reassuring Hibari not to feel more angry at Dino.

"like? ...I think this crazy horse still feels too little!!” Hibari said, his eyes glaring hard.

“Kyoya... I'm really sorry... I know that no matter what I say, my anger will definitely not go away. But I just want to say... You don't have to go back to feeling the same way. But I want... Let's start again... means as brothers Or teachers and students can still.... But in truth, you yourself have begun to fall out of love with me. ...In fact, she herself secretly has feelings.

Let Yamamoto stay too....”

The fact that Hibari also secretly has feelings for Yamamoto. ...At first it was covered with wounds. Makes him not realize that he is.. I like Yamamoto too. ...The feeling in my chest that had started to feel strange before was now clear. If he doesn't accept it himself...

“...Hahaha, probably because of the wound...so you blocked your heart because you were afraid of getting hurt again. ...but Hibari Time will heal your wounds. ...And please open up to me. I'll wait...." Yamamoto said with a smile. Feeling relieved instead of all the past being revealed

and can adjust understanding Even though I'm still not completely sure. But Hibari himself had calmed down a lot as well.

“.....Heh, I can't be angry at you, you reckless horse.....As for you, Yamamoto Takeshi, if you make me sad again, I will crush you to death...." Hibari said as his face began to lighten.

Tick, tick, tick, tick, tick.

The sound of a clock on the desk It indicates that it is exactly midnight now. That means it's another new day. ...and it's also the 5th day of the 5th month....

"Happy birthday, Hibari."

"Happy Birthday Kyoya."

Both Yamamoto and Dino spoke at the same time. This caused Hibari's lips to twitch slightly. A slight smile was given to the two of them. When the past has become just a speck of dust The dust particles are blown away just by blowing air on them.

“Thank you..... herbivores.”

The 5th day of the 5th month last year was probably a painful day. and the saddest But this year is a day when we are ready to welcome new things. A heart that has been set free, wounds that were once incurable begin to heal together. With immunity to let anything hurt him again.

BUON COMPLEANNO

HIBARI  KYOYA

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Free talk :

Ah... This fic took me a very long time to make. Because it seems like one day the brain will be limited to just 2-3 pages.

TvT

By the time I finished playing it I was dizzy. ....So, is there something you don't understand? Hmmm, this fic is... In the past, Hibari was in love with Dino before. Until Hin's birthday. Dino has just realized that his love is like a student, more like a bond. I don't love like a lover. ...As for Hi and Yamamoto's feelings,

It's probably like Hi secretly sharing one half of his heart with Yama. But then I got hit by a car (almost) and forgot everything....well, the more I explain, the more confused I'll be.

TvT// 

For that reason, please leave it to me.