Please follow along.

'It's enough to worry about me, but A doesn't have to send it. It's not that difficult to go back.'

"Nee Beam, today you don't have to send it, you can go send it to your boyfriend. ^_^" Even though my heart doesn't match my mouth.

"um"

Night falls

'And tonight..can I please not call?'

Tee Tee Tee Tee (Beam)

I decided to disconnect because I didn't like my heart to flutter.

the next morning

'You don't have to show any signs of caring. Because I don't like my heart to flutter.'

"Hutch - -" What's going on? I've got a cold again.

"Do you have a cold..water?"

"Probably not..it hurts. I'm sore -- Wow! - -" I really hate this. I have a cold. Sigh.

“People who are worried will still come to play. Don't forget to take your medicine." Right now my heart was beating fast, Beam said. rub my head

"um -///-"

'Don't give hope even though you still need him..'

Today Beam walked with his girlfriend and I saw them making out. Ah, I walked backwards and bumped into The plant pot made it. Oh my gosh, I've gotten to work - - causing the plant pot to break immediately. So I hurriedly went to collect the pieces of the potted plant, when Nanbeam ran towards me. And help pick up the scraps of potted plants and throw them away (when you're done picking them up, you have to hurry or you'll be in trouble again - -)

"Where does it hurt?"

"It's okay."

"Beam, are you going yet? Mind is waiting."

"Ummm, water first, bye.."

"um...."

'I was lonely and didn't think about it and thought I had the right to do it. Make a mistake unintentionally'

Ah, Beam took my hand and gave me something.

"Oh, this... Ya saw your friend say that she still hasn't gotten over her cold, so why not ^ ^"

"Thank you.^///^" Now my face is all red.

'Can you accept it? If someone is hurt because of you'

'I want to miss you like I used to. I don't expect her to think of an answer.'

"Sigh..this is Ya (water friend). I want to miss Beam like before, but I probably can't."

"Oh..so you said he has a boyfriend so you think you shouldn't think about Beam, right? Even though you still miss me now, how do you know that Beam will miss you in return?"

"I don't expect that..."

'So tonight..can I please not call?...don't show any signs of caring. Because I don't like my heart to flutter.'

Tiktok (Beam 1 new message)

'I think you've gotten over your cold and don't get the cold again. Are you worried?'

"Here we go again.....my heart is shaking again. Don't forget he has a girlfriend."

'Don't give me hope even though you still need him..I got lonely and didn't think about it'

"Water..Today Beam wants Nam to help me." Beam made a pleading look on my face.

"What?"

"Please send some flowers to Mind." The sound of being stabbed by a beam. Do you know how much it hurts our hearts?

"No!!!! You never understand me."

Before that, Beam came to see me.

I sit down and write in one note at a time. It's a word for the feelings you have for Beam. Whether Beam has a girlfriend or not, I will tell him.

'Unconsciously thinking that you have the right to...do wrong unintentionally, is that okay if someone gets hurt because of you?'

"Hee hee hee, I tried to sit and do it for you, but you only saw me passing by, looking for Mind? Hee hee hee."

'I accidentally thought I had rights. Too close to be friends..is that acceptable?'

"If someone is hurt because of you..." At that time, I walked back into the house and carried back papers, one for each sheet, I think. I'll put it around my fence and say everything. But I never thought that you would be this kind of person.