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The blue sea during the day was obscured by the darkness of the night, unable to even see the fine white sand beach. Ice, a small girl, sat on the balcony of a wooden house. next to a beach
The tranquility of the sea at night with only the slight sound of the wind blowing and the sound of the rolling waves crashing onto the shore in waves. It helped to reduce her anxiety somewhat, but it wasn't completely gone.
Clear, innocent eyes with a feeling of loneliness mixed with sadness. Gaze up at the sky where stars, big and small, compete to show off their sparkling light. On a night without light from the moon Clear water overflowed in those big eyes. Slowly flowing down soft white cheeks A feeling filled her mind again. When thinking about past stories
Ice sits alongside Phiphat. on a canvas chair On the balcony of a wooden house Immerse yourself in the beauty of the sun as it sets near the horizon.
Red-orange light reflects off the surface of the sea. It is a beauty that cannot be seen in the capital city of Bangkok. where there is only the hustle and bustle of people
“P'Phat, Ice really likes the time he comes here. The sound of the wind and waves makes you forget a lot of the chaos.”
Ice's sweet voice destroying the tranquility of the surrounding atmosphere Made Pipat take his eyes off the wide sea in the afternoon and see the clear white face next to him.
The young man knew that Ice liked to come here. When you want to avoid some problems that come into your life. He and she have known each other since childhood. Because their fathers were friends. And he had to act as both playmate and caretaker when she was left home alone when her parents were away on business.
“Is there something uncomfortable again about Ice? Can you tell me, please? What's the matter this time? To the point of running away from home without telling anyone. Do you know how worried I was? When I found out about this, I immediately took my leave from work and followed me here. Your parents are very worried.”
Pipat's deep voice conveyed his sincere feelings of concern. But when talking about Mom and Dad, the smiling face immediately turned into a downcast one. Clear water began to well up in my eyes. Pipat was very shocked because he had never seen Ice like this before. No matter how bad things are But he never saw her tears once.
“Ice's parents are getting a divorce. Your parents don't love Ice anymore. Brother Pat, Ice has no one left."
Tears dripped down in streams. Stained all over her beautiful face Ice is the only daughter of the family. Just because his parents had to work all the time made Ice feel lonely and disappointed enough. When this matter happened again, Ice couldn't accept it.
Pipat grabbed both of Ice's shoulders to turn her to face him. Raising his hand to gently wipe away the tears on his white cheek, Ice hugged Pipat tightly.
“Calm down, Ice.” Pipat tried to comfort Ice, who was sobbing until she was sobbing, by holding her in his arms. His strength
“Listen to me . . . don't think too much, it's a matter of adults. When the feeling reaches the point of saturation Something must change. That your parents are divorced It's not that he doesn't love Ice. He still loves Ice as before. Don't be afraid. Ice must accept it.
Don't think that no one loves you. Remember that at least Ice still has an older brother. This P'Phat will love you and be with Ice forever, P'Sanya." Pipat
Since Pipat took over the business in place of his father who fell ill. There was hardly any time for her. Even though she understood how busy Pipat's work was, she was secretly disappointed. Every time Ice invites Pipat to eat at his house, he always tells her that he has an appointment with a customer.
It wasn't until yesterday evening that she felt lonely so she went to get a drink at a pub alone.
This pub was crowded with many people, both men and women. Both coming as a group and as a couple helped her relieve some of her loneliness.
“Please give me one orange juice,” she turned to the waiter. Then he looked around and his eyes suddenly stumbled upon a tall and slender figure that was familiar to his eyes. Even though the lights in the pub were rather dim, she could clearly see his face.
". . . P'Pat . . . ." She softly said his name and smiled happily. He was about to get up to go find him but stopped when he saw another woman sitting next to him.
“ . . . . Today I have to go out and meet a customer. Probably didn't go into the house. And the next day, I'll stop by to see you . . . . .”
Pipat's voice filled the phone line when she called him at the company. She understood that the customer Phiphat had to meet was probably an old man about the same age as her father. But the person she saw was a beautiful young woman with mature charm.
Paep . . . Paep.
Suddenly, she felt a sharp pain in her heart. When he saw the picture of Pipat holding her shoulder While chatting and teasing each other intimately She felt dizzy. I don't know whether I should go in and say hello or not. In her brain there were only marks.
Question mark
It was all over the place. Finally, she decided to get up and walk towards Pipat.
"P'Phat," Pipat stopped talking and looked up at the owner of that small voice.
" . . . . . Ice . . . . ." Pipat exclaimed in shock when he never thought he would meet Ice here.
“Is this you, P'Pat's customer? Is P'Pat not going to see Ice because he came to live with this woman?" Ice asked quietly. He pursed his lips tightly, trying to suppress his emotions.
“Who are you, Pat?” the beautiful woman turned and asked Pipat, but still didn't take her eyes off Ice. He waved his arms in a show of complete ownership.
"Uh. . . Ple . . . Hey, Ice, he's, uh . . . Pat's younger sister."
Phiphat said, confused. When Ice heard this, he was shocked. I felt my whole body go numb at those words.
younger sister !!!! In the past, were you just his younger sister?!!!!!
She couldn't bear to listen any longer. When the tears I tried to hold back overflowed Until you can't keep it. He turned around and ran outside the store, attracting the attention of many people who witnessed the incident. Pipat was stunned for a moment then hurriedly ran after Ice.
“Wait a minute, Ice, listen to me first.” Pipat ran after him and grabbed Ice's small wrist and pulled her to face him.
" no ! no ! Ice doesn't listen to anything,” she said and shook his hand away but couldn't resist and had to turn around with tears streaming down both cheeks.
“I'm sorry about the past. I don't think Ice will feel this way about you.” Pipat's words cut deep into Ice's heart. You must be thinking about it yourself. Everything Pipat did was just as an older brother.
“You don't have to apologize. It's Ice's fault for thinking that you think the same way as Ice. You don't have to worry. Ice doesn't bother me much. I just want to still have you next to me. Ice is satisfied."
Ice tried to force a smile through his tears. Phiphat was silent, taking a long breath before speaking.
“Do you think . . . uh . . . that we should be apart for a while? In case things get better.”
Ice was immediately stunned. Pipat squeezed Ice's shoulder lightly. Apologize again and say goodbye to her and walk away.
Ice walked back to the car, opened the door and drove away. A silver sports car speeds away. Ice didn't realize how far he had driven out, all he knew was that he wanted to get away from here. Finally, they parked in front of the same wooden house where she and he first met.
The sky was almost clear but Ice was still sitting in the same place. The stars, big and small, faded as the sun's rays slowly rose from the horizon.
“ . . . . Ice . . . . .”
A familiar voice came from behind. Ice turned around to look but found only emptiness. She shook her head at her own thoughts. There was no way he could come find her. She was just listening. She slowly turned her head and looked at the sky that was coated with the golden light of the morning sun.
“Dear sky . . . you know, I really envy you. Just overnight You have met the sun again, but me, that person will probably never come back.”