Some people have wondered

that love is meeting

and parting

and most definitely

But the main point is....

Farewell while still alive

with

Farewell when the breath is gone

What kind...

Which is more "torture"?

P.S. This story was written live. If there is a mistake, I apologize.

I saw her

she smiles

she is sad

you......

...is the person I...

...love...

My name is "Pat" and I am currently studying in the 4th year of high school. I like a friend. She is a good-natured person who loves her friends, but it's not like she's neat.

She's stronger than a man. She never cried in front of many friends.

She tends to keep her cool. And.... come vent to me regularly.......

It's not a form of venting that harms the body. But she came to cry with me and vent her inner feelings to me. Because she's a close friend of mine. We've been friends since the second grade. And I've liked her since the third grade.

Because at that time I was attacked by a 6th grade senior at school. She came to help me and yelled at me.

"Be a man if you want to cry. I collected my feelings and went to complain somewhere else!!!!"

And a few days later the seniors were punished by the teacher because she had brought the whole matter to the teacher. She then said to me, "I will protect you," and of course in order to make her not uncomfortable that I would be a hindrance to her.

"I won't cry again..." I replied, "and I'll protect you too."

Uh...let's say I've been recommending this girl for a long time. I still don't know her name. Her name is "Fai". As I said, I secretly like her, but it's not love.

And one day while traveling home on the bus (songtaew)

"Hey Pat," she called me.

“Is there something wrong?” I asked.

"If friends think about each other, what do you think it will be like?"

That question stunned me for a moment. Because I am like this.

“Uh...well, if the two of you loved each other, they'd probably be together. But if we don't like each other..."

"So why don't you like each other?" she asked.

"I don't know. It depends on the person." I replied simply.

"Um, well, we have to get off and go. Bye."

She got out of the car and waved at me. I waved back at her.

"...If we didn't like each other...and then told each other we loved each other..they probably wouldn't be able to look at each other....maybe."

This is what I wanted to say but didn't dare because if it happened to me. I probably won't be able to love anyone else because I'd probably be hurt a lot......

One day I was crossing the road from in front of the school to the opposite side. And of course she stood beside me. The things we talked about yesterday when we returned home made me think. So I'll ask her how she feels about me.

"Fai...is..."

"It's a red light, hurry and cross it!" She said as she took my hand to lead me across the road. And at that time, a pickup truck ran a red light.

At that time, I didn't have time to look at that car. And it's coming at both of us which when I saw a car that was about to crash into me

"Fai be careful!!!!"

I quickly pushed her to the edge of the road. She then fell but was out of the way of the car. But I........

"Chrom!!!!"

"Pat!!!!" It was her own voice. while that car was driving away. I... was lying in a pool of blood but was breathing lightly.

“Pat! Pat, don't worry about anything. Take good care of yourself, Pat!"

"Fai....we love Fai....haha...but it's probably..too late."

"Pat, we're sorry. Pat, please don't worry. We love Pat too. Don't..."

"No," I cut in. "Fai was not wrong....Just now Fai said..."

"Um...we love Pat too...huh..huh..."

"It's okay..." I said, forcing my body to raise my trembling hand to wipe away her tears.

"It's better for me to stay..." and my tears flowed continuously. Even though I had promised not to cry

"No, Pat. Pat must be okay. Pat...."

"I'm sorry Fai....we probably won't be able to stay with Fai anymore...."

She held my hand very tightly. My eyes started to blur and I spoke my last words before I breathed my last.

"I'm sorry I cried. Even though I promised not to cry...." I smiled, "I hope Fai will continue to live happily without us....."

"Pat!!!!! Pat!!! Huh...P...Pat!!!! Huh. Heek...Pat....."

In that field

It feels good to speak my mind.

But I'm sad that I had to leave you.

She is as sad as I am.

We'll all go away.

Whether still alive

or has passed away

I think it's just as painful.

But the important thing is

When you were still alive

or the person you love is alive

Have you done anything for that person?

Because when the day comes that we have to part

...You will regret it for the rest of your life...

THE END

To one person, "I will love you forever no matter what...."