'My heart started Beating again'

(c.)Square root

The loud chatter in the classroom in the afternoon continued loudly.

After the chubby female class leader announced that in the afternoon all the teachers were suddenly in a meeting.

All students in class 6-

A

We are ready to spend this time sitting and talking together. Some are working on unfinished work. Some fell asleep on the table.

And I myself am one of them....

Tak tuk.....Tak tuk......Tak tuk.....

I felt my heart rate quicken as I looked towards someone sitting in the corner of the room.

Whether it's laughter or smiles Every gesture of his made my heart beat wildly for no reason.

“Oh, what are you looking at, Fany~?”

The familiar voice that sounded along with Sunny's face taking its place immediately pulled me out of my thoughts.

“Definitely Han~ I know who you're looking at~”

“Oh….not at all. I didn't look!”

Yuri's voice, which sounded like a reservist, couldn't help but scream at me.

It seems like my same-sized close friends Sunny and Yuri have once again caught on to what I'm paying attention to.

I turned and put a finger to my lips to signal my two friends to stop talking before others could hear.

'Nichkhun' was talking with his friend without noticing that he was being watched.

He is an exchange student from Thailand. People who have talent whether it be in studies or sports.

What else is there a handsome face that makes girls scream?

Everyone says we're suitable for each other.

Nichkhun is similar to myself in that both skill levels are so close that teachers are often paired with him during school show-off activities.

Plus, I often get teased by my friends every time we walk near each other or talk.

Maybe I hear those words every day and hold on to them too much.

But every time Nichkhun is nice to me It made me unable to help thinking that We really suit each other.

I don't know why. But every time, no matter when I regain consciousness, my eyes always stop on him.

When we make eye contact, he always gives a slight smile. Just then, his heart beat so fast that it almost exploded.

It has never been like this with anyone else and I don't think it will ever be with anyone else.

'Nichkhun', my first love

Today is the final day of graduation at this famous Seoul high school.

After the ceremony to receive my graduation certificate, I separated myself to stop by the classroom one last time.

But when we arrived, we were surprised to find that Nichkhun was already sitting alone in the classroom.

It seems like he also wants to make good memories before leaving here.

We sat and talked at a table by the window overlooking the school's front yard, which was now full of students grouping together to take pictures.

At the end of last semester there was a lot of work and activities so we didn't get to talk much.

But I believe this won't be the last time we'll talk because Nichkhun got a scholarship to study abroad at the university I got accepted to.

So much time had passed that I almost forgot that I still had Sunny and Yuri, my two best friends, still waiting for me downstairs.

The two of us packed up our luggage so we could go down together....and at that moment

That I decided to confess my love

Tak tuk.....Tak tuk......Tak tuk.....Tak tuk

I closed my eyes and bowed my head after saying it.

The sound of his heart rumbling in his chest made him not even dare to lift his red face.

"Sorry, Tiffany, but I..."

His low voice disappeared at the end of his sentence, as if he had purposely not continued speaking.

Silence began to fill the classroom with just the two of us.

It felt like time was slowing down as I slowly raised my head to look at the young man's face in front of me.

Nichkhun just smiled faintly like he always did...with a guilty expression on his face.

I, who was like I had been turned into stone, could only stare deeply into the other person's onyx eyes.

It was as if the heart that had been beating so fast while being with the person in front of him was breaking apart into pieces.

Even though I didn't say it out loud...but I knew what he meant.

"We....can still be friends like before, right?"

Nichkhun slowly nodded after hearing my trembling voice.

He looked shocked to see the tears I had been trying to hold back streaming down both cheeks.

“Tiffany...”

Nichkhun said softly. He seemed to feel guilty, thinking he was the cause of my tears.

No....I did it myself.

"No, I'm fine. Thank you."

I'm forcing a smile to the person in front of me through tears. Force a smile to say I'm okay...

It's okay...even though right now my whole body feels numb except for the pain that spreads across the left side of my chest.

The sound of his heart pounding slowly faded into the atmosphere around him.

It hurts....it hurts too much.

Half a year has passed.

“I'm sorry, but I really can't accept your feelings.”

I handed a large paper bag full of letters and other things to the white young man in front of me.

No...maybe it's not called 'giving' but more like 'returning'.

Since I became a full-fledged university girl Every day there are dozens of love letters in my locker.

Until a few months ago, my locker started to have expensive accessories that were different every week.

So today I decided to make an appointment with the owner to return all the items.

And was surprised to find out that the young man was 'Jang Wooyoung', a famous engineering student that the women in my group all screamed about.

He looked me in the eye as if asking for a chance while his hands gently took the paper bag in my hand.

I could only smile lightly before turning and walking away without even thinking about looking back at him.

Wooyoung isn't the first person to be rejected by me...

For many months I came to study here. I'm trying to adjust to the love offered to me by so many men.

But I couldn't do it.

My heart has never beat this fast again after that day.....the day my first love ended.

One day in late autumn

While I was sitting and concentrating on the script that the teacher gave me to analyze in the coffee shop after class.

“Is there anyone sitting here?”

The sweet, unique voice that I heard immediately made me leave the drama in front of me.

Looking up, he saw the thin figure of a young woman with dark brown hair curled into a beautiful style.

She was pointing at the armchair across from the table where I was sitting, asking for permission.

I quickly agreed and quickly swept up my scripts that were spread out on the small wooden table to create space for the other party to put their books.

There's a small coffee shop inside the university. There are always a lot of people in the evening.

Every table is occupied by students looking for a quiet place to read while sipping coffee, including myself.

Faculty of Law students?

I looked at the pile of law books that had just been placed on the table as the owner walked back to the counter to get coffee.

Before he had to shake his head gently to get rid of the distracting thoughts that were in his head when he thought of someone else also studying in this faculty.

That's right.....Nichkhun is studying in the Faculty of Law.

Even though we study at the same university, we rarely see each other because the faculties we study at are very far from each other.

But whenever we bump into each other, Nichkhun usually comes up and greets me with a smile.

It was wrong for me to just see his face and want to run away from there immediately.

I don't understand why he still acts like nothing happened after that day.

It was wrong of me to be the one who actually asked for us to be friends again...but it was me who couldn't do it.

I didn't even dare to look at him or talk to him. Where else would there be that difficult feeling in front of him?

Or maybe I still like him?

"you...."

I jumped slightly when I felt a hand reach out and touch my arm, breaking me out of my trance.

When I looked up, I saw a girl with sharp, beautiful eyes in front of me staring at me.

"yes?"

“Well...the sheet you read...is upside down.”

Finishing the sentence of the person in front of me, I almost immediately looked down at the sheet in my hand and it was exactly what he said....

The two of us laughed together before quickly raising our hands to cover our mouths as we began to feel the cruel aura that those around us were giving off.

My awkwardness seemed to open up my conversation with the girl in front of me.

We sat together even though other tables were starting to become empty. ....This woman always puts me in a good mood while chatting.

Her name is 'Jung Jessica'.

After that day, I often met Jessica in the coffee shop after school.

The two of us began to talk more until sometimes one was uncomfortable, the other was always ready to listen.

It's strange that I have so many friends at the faculty, but with this woman, I feel strangely relaxed when I talk to them.

It may seem too exaggerated, but sometimes when I have something troubling me, just seeing the smiles and sweet voices of the other person.

The troubling matter seemed to be blown away in an instant.

One evening the two of us were wandering around the university garden looking for a place to sit and read.

Because right now the regular coffee shop is closed for renovations.

It is now normal for us to meet each other every day. Even talking on the phone or sending

SMS

Find each other at night

It's unbelievable how close we became in such a short time.

Plus I...

“Jessica~”

Our conversation was interrupted by someone shouting...someone whose tone I recognized well.

The two of us turned to look towards the source of the sound coming from a group of 4-5 male students sitting at a marble table by the water.

And one of them hurriedly stood up and ran towards us with his signature smile on his face.

'Nichkhun'

“Tiffany? You guys know each other too? What a coincidence."

He asked, sounding surprised when he saw me standing there, but greeted with his usual smile.

“Ah...um.”

As for me, I lowered my eyes to look at the ground as soon as I saw his face.....No matter how many times we meet, I never get used to it.

I can't tell what kind of feelings are mixed together.

“We are studying for tomorrow's exam. Are you interested in joining?”

Nichkhun said, pointing to his group of friends who started waving at Jessica like familiar people.

I was a bit surprised to see that Nichkhun knew Jessica, but when I realized that the two were in the same faculty, my doubts immediately disappeared.

"Really? That's good. I'll have someone to tutor me."

Jessica almost responded immediately and that made Nichkhun smile even wider than before.

I looked at the two people in front of me who were talking.

It felt like my heart was being squeezed until I could hardly breathe when I saw Nichkhun's eyes looking at Jessica.

....It was the same look I used to look at him.

"Tiffany can come with us."

“Ah....it's better not. I just have a script that I need to read next. Please excuse me first.”

I immediately rejected Nichkhun's invitation when I saw that it would probably just be the element of air.

He probably intended to invite Jessica....not me.....

His hand accidentally squeezed the book he held tightly to his chest as he turned around, still bowing his head to the two of them.

Hurt....This aching feeling in the left side of my chest reminds me of the events of that day....

I want to escape from here so that I don't have to keep myself distracted. The two of them are so suitable for each other.

Hurry!

Before I could walk away, a tug on my wrist forced me to turn back to the cause.

Building.....lap.....

The sound of my heart rose only for a moment as I slowly looked up from the hand I was holding to the other person's beautiful face.

I could only give a surprised look to the girl who was staring intently at me.

Jessica?

"I've changed my mind...I'm going with Tiffany. Sorry Nichkhun."

Jessica turned to speak to the Thai man and that's all before leading me out, our hands still not leaving each other's.

I didn't even look back to see what Nichkhun's expression was because right now I was more interested in looking at the back of the person in front of me.

“Why don't you go study with your friends?”

I decided to ask after the two of us walked and stood under a large tree next to the seasonal tulip garden.

There was no reason for her to want to come with me. Why else would they study in different faculties?

“Um~”

Jessica moaned in her throat and made a thoughtful expression for a moment before she turned around and answered with a smile.

“If I say I'd rather go with Tiffany, would that be a reason? ”

Tak tuk.....Tak tuk......Tak tuk.....

I heard my heart beat loudly in my head after seeing Jessica's eye-popping smile.

Since when did my heart beat this fast again?

It felt like the heart that had once been torn apart was being slowly put back together piece by piece by the person in front of me.

Carefully assemble it with the lightness and gentleness of a woman....

Now I know that the reason I kept rejecting other people wasn't because I still loved Nichkhun.

But because I can't love any other man....other than this woman in front of me.

I'm falling in love with the same person as Nichkhun.

I'm falling in love with Jessica.

END

Is it normal? I keep watching and the ending isn't clear.

There isn't much to it because this one-shot is a fic based on a true story (that was done with coloring to make it look a bit more classy').

The reason is that I just wanted to dress it up (and the result of hurrying is as you can see - -*).

.....In case one day the writer forgets this incident.

And another reason This one shot is a tribute to a close friend of a writer.

It seems like everyone is stuck and confused.

TT'

In summary, it's simple. This shot was composed in a hurry so it doesn't have much content.'

Anyone who reads this is dazed, confused, frozen, wipe it..^^

Fany loves Nichkhun. But after breaking up with Nichkhun It's like he's been dead in love affairs like this all along and then met Sika.

And then Fanny changed (erm..) like she came back to liking other women. And this woman is also someone your Nichkhun likes~