Reason of love......

We often have different ideas about what it is....

Fate that made me meet him.......

But is it the fate that heaven has already ordained?.........

To make us....not a couple.....

Title   :

Because we....are not together....

Cast    : Taec & Jay @ Khun

Writer :Holyhaert

Type  : Drama

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Can be read by all ages

Reason of love......

We often have different ideas about what it is....

Fate that made me meet him.......

But is it the fate that heaven has already ordained?.........

To make us....not a couple.....

white high roof church green lawn The weather is very shady. The sun is shining weakly But it caused few living things to live in this area. It's brighter than it used to be.

It was noisy, people chatting in groups. A small group of people rejoicing over two people about to make a pact with each other. happily

Bouquet of white roses in hand The hands of a person wearing a white suit coming out The person's face looks bright. Slender, beautiful eyes With a smile that is happy because in one's life we ​​will probably encounter this event only once or maybe more than a few times only.

A tall figure standing next to a small person as well, wearing a plain white suit, a dark face, sharp, bright, sparkling eyes. Who was smiling lightly at the person beside him who was full of love. And it's better every time.

Their hands were clasping each other happily.

The two smiled at each other. before walking hand in hand along the red carpet The two of them slowly walked down the stairs.

Jaebum looking ahead From today What will the road ahead be like between him and Taecyeon? He wasn't afraid anymore. It's because he has decided that he will always stay by this person's side until one of them dies.

There weren't many people who came together because only close friends were invited. Even though it is the work of the hosts who are both men......

Love has no borders..this is the truth....

“I promise to protect, care for, and share, whether in times of suffering or in times of happiness. They will support each other in times of sickness. and when strong..”

A promise that both of them uttered to each other.... Before exchanging rings with each other.......

“Tack..my life. It's all up to you.... From now on..there will be me and there will be you....forever.”

The small figure told the tall figure with eyes full of love. smile on white face who is smiling happily

It's different from the smile of another person watching from afar....

Smiling through tears.....

Over six years of knowing each other..... He secretly loved that tall figure before anyone else...

“Tack, have you eaten yet? You brought me a burger....”

“Hey Tack...Have you watched this yet? I'm renting it. Let's watch it together....."

"You said.... who would love someone as black as you? So you have to come live with me, that black-faced Taek haha...."

until.....

“Tack..this is Jay. Your friend... Moved from Seattle Let me introduce you to each other...the next day I have something for Jay as well, Taek. This person is really my best friend, hahaha..."

Nichkhun who is reminiscing about the past How close is he to Taecyeon.... It can be just friends....

The three of us who have broken our relationship for more than a year......

If Taecyeon plans to love Jaebum....

There will no longer be a Nichkhun.....

And finally.....

The love of both people........ It makes this person's body clear....

Turn around and walk away.......

Tears flowing in streams Nichkhun raised his arms to wipe away tears in relief.....

He has made up his mind for years and years.........

He himself doesn't know.... Now is the time for both of them like this.... How did he get here?....

Nichkhun continued to be absent-minded and lost in thought. Until I forgot that What was in front of him.....

Beautiful bouquet of white flowers Instead, it fell on his face......

Flowers that Jaebum secretly threw randomly to all his friends who came to the event......

The light body that regained consciousness before bent down to pick up the flower bouquet in confusion.....

Before raising his head....to the crowd of people looking at him....

The loud noise of envy from the people who received the flowers....didn't enter the three people's ears at all...

Taecyeon saw that he was slightly delirious.

"you......"

Jaebum too.....still in shock........

People who have been missing from him for years.... People who ran away and took their broken hearts away from them...

Both Taecyeon and Jaebum felt this better than anyone else.

All the guests who had dispersed and returned from the event....

Inside the church, it's quiet.....

Three people who were like old friends The feeling that I still have It still exists.

“Thank you for coming to our event... Uh, you....I....uh, I...”

“What is it, Jay? I came to the event of the two of you. What else are you stuck with? I'm happy..."

Nichkhun who controlled himself before anyone else before turning to Taecyeon....

“Tack....take good care of Jay.... If it's Jay.....you'll be happy.....”

Taecyeon looked deep into the watery eyes of the light figure that he had known for a long time....

He himself feels guilty about this dear friend....He used to love Nichkhun from the beginning..... But neither of them showed any expression. So I could only think that each side thought of each other as just friends....

Until Jaebum came into our lives....

Taecyeon needs to continue living....

He will love the person who loves him like Jaebum. It's better than secretly keeping your deep feelings and leaving them to a friend who is just his friend.....

until.....

“You love Taek..... I've loved you for a long time...."

“You came to tell Taek right now.... When Taek was Jay's boyfriend....”

After that day....

Both him and Jaebum I've never met a friend named Nichkhun again....

Until today.....

“Thank you..... I'm very happy today. I met you...."

Taecyeon walked over and hugged his best friend who used to secretly love him.... happily ..

Jaebum also held Nichkhun's hand gently, feeling guilty...... If today I don't have him...

Taecyeon will love Nichkhun..... And Nichkhun will love Taecyeon....

“Mr. Jay, I'm sorry.... Because of Jay, the matter is like this..."

A small body's feeling of guilt.... I really feel that way with my dear friend who has been gone for a year....

Transparent figure smiling faintly......

“What is wrong with you two? It's crazy. I'm here for an auspicious event.... So put your hand here..."

Nichkhun reached out to hold Taecyeon and Jaebum's hands. Holding it in front of my own face....

“You wish that the person you love.....is yours. I love both of them the most. Love each other until a long time Be together forever..there will be suffering and happiness. May heaven not separate the two of you..... ” Nichkhun sincerely wishes you well. Even if you resist, but....

In the end, the three of us became friends again....

Both Taecyeon and Jaebum were happy. That the three of us will return to living life as before....

A pink car for the couple Taecyeon and Jaebeom......

Instead, there was another Nichkhun sitting in the back seat......

Nichkhun couldn't object to both of them.......

“Hey Jay....they're holding it together. Why did you bring me here to sit with you like this? Why did I come and go back myself…” Nichkhun who complained incessantly

“Whoever holds it is up to you...This car is for people who love each other. And most importantly...both of us love you....is that true, Jay?"

Nichkhun saw the two dear friends at the front nodding in support of each other's ideas......

Is it love or..?

Is it only friend-like love?......

A pain couldn't help but shoot into Nichkhun's chest....... I can only endure it....I've endured it for a year already...

The three of them chatted happily... and promised to send the body off first....then stop by to travel to Busan..

“What, are you going to go all dressed up like this...?”

"Why doesn't it seem strange to you? People will know that we're a newly married couple." Jaebeom laughed when he felt that his sweet-faced friend had turned into a sweet person. It's as good as before.

"Are you going with Taek and Jay? We're going on a trip, the three of us...."

“Let's go....This job belongs to the two of you. So next time you'll go too. I think of the past when we traveled together.... How many days are you going to go..."

“Three days.... The day after tomorrow it's back....... You really aren't going? They don't mind me..."Jaebeom who offered his opinion...

“Hey Jay, do you really respect your marriage? Tack is the same. Thinking the same way, be careful or you won't be able to control Jay..."

The laughter and joy continued as if they were happy.

until....

“I'll drop you off right in front....”

“Okay....Then when I come back I'll hurry and find you first.... Oh, I almost forgot...Dammit, I'd like to ask for your number. You're not using your old number anymore..." The small figure realized this before blurting out and asking for the number....

"I'd like to ask too....." Taecyeon who looked as flustered as his small body...

They really suit each other....

“Um, okay......”

After giving the number..... The two of them seem to be competing against each other in some way.....

The transparent voice's call sounded loudly in his coat....

“You look at the number and see whose number called you first..... Place a bet of 10,000 won each. Haha, I'm definitely going to win. Did you look at the number that called you? What number was mine or Tac's..."

“It's definitely mine, Jay. Get ready now..."

Nichkhun smiles at his life being the same as before... Taecyeon looks cutest when he's with someone named Jaebum. It's different when I'm with him.... Taecyeon will be a quiet person...not this cheerful...

Completely defeated......

The thin figure held up the number before looking up....

“Whose number is the person who called you..?”

Two people who are focused....

The light figure folded the phone and put it in his pocket as usual.

“Whose number is yours?”

Jaebum asked curiously....

“You come back from your honeymoon and I'll tell you...bare... Let's go...have a good trip. It's getting dark so drive carefully. If you can't take it, just stop and rest. See you then, bye bye..."

The best thing.....is to smile and leave quickly.... The best for your niche....

Loneliness....

Loneliness....

Come back and visit him again.....

“I really want to hate you guys.... But no matter what I do, I can't help but hate the two of you..."

Tears flowed down both cheeks.... He did his best, right?....

The phone rings loudly around 10 p.m.

Nichkhun who is depressed and takes medicine to relieve stress and falls asleep at 7 p.m......

Her light body rose up at the sound of the loud calling that wouldn't stop...

The face has a weary expression.....

It takes a split second to dial the phone. The light body had a bad feeling rushing through it. But he didn't care about it.

"Hello..." The thin figure answered the phone in a voice that still sounded sleepy....

“Excuse me, are you Mr. Jaebum and Mr. Taecyeon's friend...?”

The voice was unfamiliar, but the name that was said was extremely familiar....

“Uh, yes. I don't know if there's something wrong with this or not. I'm their friend." Nichkhun who started to get confused....

The two of them went to Busan for their honeymoon... And whoever had his number called me now with the names of two people who had just exchanged numbers not too long ago.

Nichkhun who was looking confused

“I am calling from the hospital. Mr. Jaebum and Mr. Taecyeon had an accident, uh, a little bit…” The soft voice from the other end of the line emphasized the end of the very soft sentence… as if The person at the beginning was lying like that...

Before the person on the line could speak further.

“I got admitted just a moment ago. I just found out that the phone number they last called was your number.”

The loneliness that floated in until my body was so clear I was... frightened...

"Really?....Where?..." After Nichkhun listened to the answer from the female officer before hanging up the phone with a feeling of complete drowsiness....

Anxiety and worry are piling up. A cold body and cold weather The thin body that had been still for a long time remained like that. It took a long time to gather the consciousness that had drifted back and forth.

“It's not true... The two of you are going to be okay... It's not true...”

confused sound A thin figure headed towards the condo's parking lot. before pulling over in a beautiful sedan that he had parked and hardly used. Because he likes to ride the electric train.

How fast is the car moving? But he didn't understand the light body that had tears streaming down his face... He was apprehensively worried about the two of them.

It was true that he had sometimes thought about it if no one came. The remaining two might be happier....

Taek will be your lover....

Or will you be Jay's friend.....

But for now, Nichkhun knows that...... How much he loves both of them... doesn't want to lose one or both of them...

Picture....late morning....

Both of your weddings...

Taecyeon....and Jaebum

The name sign that stood tall at the entrance to the church couldn't help but float into Nichkhun's head....

clammy hands His other hand rose to wipe away the sweat that was all over his face. Nichkhun who felt hurt when he moved around Something solid in his coat.

Ceramic dolls are a small couple of a tall groom and a small lover made in a cute little design.

Items for souvenirs given to guests at a wedding....

....Taecyeon...Jaebeom.....

The thin figure picked up and held the ceramic doll tightly...but prayed that both of them would be safe....

For more than two hours, he sped up the engine until he arrived at the hospital as he had been informed.....

Closed walkway door quiet corridor The lights turned on enough to see the red emergency sign on the walkway indicating that there was a fight to save someone's life....that was going on inside that small room....

Nichkhun can't sit still in his chair. Walking around nervously Long....waiting for only a short period of time, why did he think it was that long......

He continued to wait for it with an anxious heart.

The hot glass that was handed to me by the nurse on duty....

“Eat something hot first. Here's some hot tea. It might make you feel better..." She saw the restlessness of the light body and couldn't help but be worried....

"nevermind Thank you..”

“Dr. Kim did it himself. There shouldn't be anything to worry about. Make yourself comfortable..."

Nichkhun who doesn't even have the strength to utter a sound....

“Yes..thank you...huh...huh....”

The thin body that was forcing its strength thanked you. The restraint was more than he could bear. He sobbed softly with patience...

Don't let it be like he feared........please.

As soon as the lights in front of the room went out... The thin figure immediately rushed towards the front door of the room. Dr. Kim that the nurse had mentioned walked in as the door opened.

“Doctor, I'm sorry...” Then how long did the doctor spell out his sentence? But Nichkhun only heard the first words. The rest were like echoes that he couldn't understand at all....

The tears of the airy body that had just dried up flowed in a long stream again......

“Yes..can I meet him? For the last time, doctor..." Nichkhun begged in a sobbing voice....

A transparent body that has been changed into clothes ready to go see sick people....

He walked in slowly.....

He wished that the body lying there...was not the person he knew at all.....

The picture Nichkhun saw It's like he's not the Jaebum he used to know. That sweet, beautiful, and cheeky face Back in ragged clothes That white wedding dress That was stained with red spots. Dark marks and large bruises

The wound that Nichkhun saw almost caused his little heart to break. A trembling hand was reaching towards the still figure...

He touched Jaebum's body very softly and gently....

“Jay...ugh.... Are you in a lot of pain? Are you in a lot of pain..hahahahaha......." At the end of the question, Nichkhun collapsed and hugged his best friend....

Breath that is still undulating But it is a ripple that is very light....

The eyes that opened with reluctance.....

Nichkhun raised his hand to wipe his best friend's forehead with concern.....

“Jay, please be patient.... You must fight..... Don't abandon me, Jay...heehee..heehee..."

As the doctor said..... Jaebum must have come to the end like this.....

The small figure's eyes looked worried.......

And it was communicated to Nichkhun.....

“Are you worried about him, Jay? ...Are you referring to Taek?..." Nichkhun was caressing his best friend's rounded forehead, unable to do anything more... The small figure in front of him was too hurt to be any closer than this.....

Nichkhun bent down close to that weary face.....

“Tack, he's safe, Jay... He's safe. Hahaha....”

End of Nichkhun's words

Jaebum's face looked worried. The eyebrows that were furrowed together relaxed....the eyes were sleepy....

Lips that were slightly spread out in a smile.....

Nichkhun gently caressed that beautiful face....

“Sleep well, Jay. Huh.....I saw that you smiled....I love you. Taek loves you.... Jay....huh...”

The last wind that nourished the small body......before it died out.... Pulse machine sound He loudly warned that.......

This small figure in front...... It's gone from him.....

He thought he had come to terms with it.......

“Jay!!!!!!!!! Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood!!!!~ Jay...huh... ..haha....”

All the people in the room The local nurse They all felt sorry for Nichkhun's cries that could be heard throughout the hospital. Compassionately.....

The line of a new day....

A tall figure who blinks frequently....to adjust to the light in front of him......

“Tack....Tack...you're patient. Are you okay...?”

Nichkhun who sat and watched over a high fever all night... Screamed loudly when he heard that Taecyeon was about to recover......

The tall figure shook his head. Saw all the rubber hoses......

“K...you...oooo.... Where are you...." The question Taecyeon was thinking about ended.

Thinking of the last event he remembered.....

The body is tall enough to be delirious, don't forget yourself.....

Events that happened last night.... He swerved to avoid a car coming in the opposite direction in the dark before turning off the road.

The last moment was shocking....

He remembers well...

Jaebum rushed to embrace him with concern.......before he lost consciousness.....

“Jay... Jay.... Where are you, Jay? Last night we.... Taecyeon turned to the thin figure whose eyes were unmistakably red.

"Jay, what about you.... Where's Jay..."

Nichkhun reached out and held Taecyeon's thick hand. Tears that I thought were dry have all dried up. Instead, it overflowed and flowed down all over her smooth, white cheeks....

“Taek... Taek, listen to you..” Nichkhun who was silent Before telling the story of last night's events until the end.....

Jaebum has left us......

“This is Taek..if you were a prince. I don't want to be a princess because I'm more manly than you..Would I like to be another prince too? Will Chao Taek and Prince Jay be together happily forever....keke.."

The small body's bright laughter echoed in Taecyeon's ears.....

That feeling is still clear in my feelings.....

Warm tears....still clinging to the lines of his cheeks. Taecyeon who returned calm..... If he's not bullish....

Don't dare to travel late at night... It might not end like this.....

Taecyeon sobbed softly. There were no screams. There is no howling sound. There's nothing.....

He probably doesn't want to know anything anymore.......

“Jay once told Tack. That we will be two princes and be together forever....”

Taecyeon's husky voice spoke softly to Nichkhun.

Before Taecyeon slowly turned to Nichkhun.....

"Khun Taek, please sleep a little more...." He wants to sleep. If this is a dream, he wants to wake up again with a little person waiting to caress him again like before....

Taecyeon slowly closed his eyes. With Nichkhun still holding his hand with concern......

There is no place for Nichkhun anymore........

Reason of love......

We often have different ideas about what it is....

Fate that made me meet him.......

But is it the fate that heaven has already ordained?.........

To make us....not a couple.....

Beautiful green lawn The cool, gentle wind blows. No matter how dull today is....people must have a life to fight and move forward.....

Taecyeon sitting in a wheelchair You have to wait a while for it to be restored to the condition where you can walk like before.... With Nichkhun always pushing and taking care of him.....

Taecyeon absentmindedly remembered yesterday.

“Jay... why did you say you'd stay with Taek for a long time...?”

“Tack, what are you saying? You can't hear well...." The thin figure who was enjoying the gentle breeze like this turned around and asked.

“Oh...you... Tack, thank you very much for staying with Tack....even in such a difficult time..."

Nichkhun smiles.... He can do anything, if the person he does does it for him. This tall person is.....

“'Friends don't abandon friends, Taek....... Tack just tell me, whatever you can do or find, you will do everything..."

It's the best for Nichkhun.......

Being just friends It's the best......between us...

“Oh, say it like this. Taek also wants to tell you that Taek is thirsty, hahaha..."

Laughter makes your body feel light and happy... At least the person in front of him was feeling better..he was very happy.

“Oh?...Then Taek will wait for you for a moment. Go buy water at the store under the building first... You just come..."

Nichkhun who smiles....runs happily to fulfill the tall man's wishes...

A tall figure who was looking blankly at the sky again.

Tears flowed down the blanket that was covering her high body to protect from the cold weather. Taecyeon looked at the sun in front of him that was about to set.....

The past that is always remembered in my heart

Wedding ceremony..... The new life of the two of them is about to begin....

.. "I promise to protect and take care of you."

Taecyeon's hand slowly turned the wheel of the car. His eyes did not recognize any images. Besides imagining his wedding day with Jaebum

“Share, whether in times of suffering or in times of happiness. They will support each other in times of sickness. and when strong..”

The cart wheels continued to turn slowly.

“Tack..my life. It's all up to you.... From now on..there will be me and there will be you....forever.”

Taecyeon's hands turned the wheel faster. picture in front of him There were only small people with cheeky faces. who was smiling in his thoughts

Taecyeon smiled sweetly as he remembered the words of their promise to each other.

“I promise to protect, care for, and share, whether in times of suffering or in times of happiness. They will support each other in times of sickness. and when strong..”

The destination his lover is waiting for.....

Taecyeon spins his wheels faster...

The picture of Jaebum being held towards him......

“Tack..my life. It's all up to you.... From now on..there will be me and there will be you....forever.”

Taecyeon smiled and reached out to grab the small figure in front of him. He was no longer aware of the outside world at all. The wheel of a cart that slides until it hits the edge of a pond with no place for it to stop....

In the end, both the car and the person.... It sank and disappeared.....

Under the cold water....

Taecyeon was strangely warm……in his embrace. Instead, he had the small body that he had always wanted, like Jaebum.

“I promise to protect, care for, and share, whether in times of suffering or in times of happiness. They will support each other in times of sickness. And when strong..”……..

Heaven sent him not to be with Nichkhun..... Nichkhun who has been close to me for six years

But if heaven sends Taecyeon...no matter how far apart we are....will we still send him there? Jaebum is fine.....

END…………………………………….

To be honest with this story, when I wrote it my heart really fluttered....

It's the first sad story in a really dramatic way.

that hurts both the person who left

Jaebum and Taecyeon......

and hurting those who are still living like.....

Nichkhun.....

Thank you for following.....