Hello, dear readers:

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Today, the writer would like to try writing short fiction for the first time in his life.

Writer would like to use the name Bind.

Many people may view things close to them as unimportant.

Many people may think that things they encounter every day are of no value.............

But if one day those things disappear...

You might be the one calling for it to come back.

Because it is a bond that you may not be paying attention to.

But it is something important that you will remember for the rest of your life.......

Devi L

binding

“P'No~ Rit made omelet rice for me. Come eat too....."

"No, let's eat alone."

“P'No~ But Rit intends to do his best. I'm not hungry......"

“Rit! I told you not to eat, not to eat, don't you understand?!! It's annoying."

"Ph....P'No..." Rueangrit could only sit and watch the person he loved watch TV in comfort. With no one showing any interest in his omelet rice that he had prepared for him at all. A slender hand slowly placed the rice plate on the table in front of the sofa. Before looking at the face of his beloved, tears filled his eyes.

“R...rit, put it here. In case the time....."

“I told you I wouldn't eat it, so I wouldn't eat it!! Why does Ritter like to mess with you so much? I want you to be alone. Please do something alone, please.” His deep voice sounded pleading but contained deep dissatisfaction. Why wouldn't he know? How much the young man tried to push him away.

It's just that he's worried. Afraid that the person he loves will go hungry. Afraid that the person he loves will not be happy. The tears that I tried to hold back couldn't be stopped. Rueangrit could only keep his head down and pick up the rice plate. before quickly disappearing into the kitchen As for Pakin, he didn't care about anything good in him at all...

In the morning, soft sunlight filters through the white curtains. Inside the bedroom, clean color tones Some were lonely hugging a little lizard doll. Glancing at the bedside Instead, I found only emptiness. Little by little, regret began to build up inside me. Clear tears flowed down her smooth, beautiful cheeks.

“Huh....just a little bit of my heart to nourish Rit's heart would be good. But here, I've never had it for Rit..." His lips pressed together tightly. before sitting up and walking out of the bedroom.

Sweet red eyes stared at the long sofa where Pakin was sleeping. The small figure hurriedly walked to a stop in front of the sofa. before squatting down to be at the same level as your lover His slender hand gently smoothed out the hair that was straggling along his face. How long had he not looked closely at this person's face?

How long had it been since he had received any warmth from this person? And how long will it take for him to get back what he once had?

“Ah~!! I'm going to sleep." The young man said in an annoyed tone. Turning his body, his back was to the little man. Rueangrit closed his eyes tightly. As he nodded, understanding every word that this person had said.

“Are you really annoyed by Rit?” Pakin opened his eyes. and sat up angrily Sharp eyes stared dissatisfiedly at the sweet face that was stained with tears.

“Rit! Why doesn't Rita still understand you? I'm bored, do you understand? And when I asked if I was annoyed, I answered, "I'm annoyed. Why does Rit always have to find things for us to fight with?" Why RIT!! I don't understand.” A rough hand grabbed his shoulder and shook it in anger. His slender hand grabbed his strong wrist to stop him from doing that.

before hugging the beloved longingly But the other party stopped. Not hugging back or anything. As a result, the tears that I thought would stop flowing. Flowing out again

How many times had he shed tears for this man?

How many times had he had to regret something he didn't even know was wrong?

How many times have you had to lie down and cry alone, be alone, hug yourself.....how many times?

"Rit, let go..." Pakin said in a calm tone. But Rueangrit didn't let go. Moreover, he tightened his embrace even more than before. until the tall person feels uncomfortable

"Rit let go.......I told you to let me go!!" A rough hand pushed the body away from himself. causing the small person to lie on the ground But instead he helped Instead, he stood up and walked out of the room nonchalantly. Left behind... just pain that was too much to bear.

“Hee hee hee, Rit won't make P'No annoy you again. Rita will leave you alone. Live your life freely as you want. Hehe. But Rit wants you to know one thing. You will be the only person Rit loves...forever." The small figure spoke up. before slowly standing up Then go do what you want........

A tall figure who walked home tired from a constant stream of strenuous work. A rough hand pushed the door into the condo like a person exhausted. But you have to shake off your lethargy. When the room was dark and dark, as if no one was there. The young man moved his hand to press the light switch next to the door. Before bending down, take off your shoes, lift them up and place them in the locker.

But had to stumble upon a piece of paper stuck to the front of the cabinet. familiar handwriting He immediately read it intently.

“Have you returned home yet? Keep your shoes neat. Don't lay it around. There's no one to keep it for you ^^" Sharp eyes darted around the room. But found only emptiness A loud question resounded in my head: Where did Rit go?

Two long legs walked towards the familiar living room. The tall figure looked around the room. Until he stumbled upon a piece of paper stuck to the edge of the wide-screen television. Which is the same color that is on the front of the shoe cabinet.

“Do you want to watch TV, Brother No? Don't leave the TV on all night. It's a waste of electricity. ^^ And don't watch it for too long. My eyes will hurt. Please take care of yourself. Rit is worried."

"Rit...." Pakin said Ruengrit's name without realizing it. His eyes became bloodshot. He took off his dark suit. before carelessly tossing it onto the sofa He hurriedly walked into the kitchen. In case the person he's thinking about right now is in there.

“Rit..!” His eyes quickly swept around the room. before walking in front of the refrigerator that had light green paper on it.

“Definitely Han! Are you hungry? Rit has prepared all the food for you in this cabinet. When you're hungry, just open it and take a look. There's also an omelet that Rit made for me. But that day, you didn't eat, huh? You must have really annoyed Rit?" His rough hand felt the paper that was frayed like it was wet with something. It must have been tears.....

“Rit....I'm sorry. Where are you?!" A deep voice shouted throughout the room. He hurriedly walked around and looked at every spot in the room. But found only emptiness Until he stumbled upon a bedroom door that had a familiar handwriting on it, he didn't hesitate and read every letter in it intently.

“If you walk past this room Please open it in. Rit intends to give something to you. Thank you for coming in.” A rough hand slowly pushed into the room. His eyes were fixed on the wall that was filled with photos of him and Rueangrit. Manly tears slowly flowed out. Each drop was filled with regret and disappointment.

The room was decorated with white roses. Rueangrit's favorite flower and red roses Pakhin's favorite flower Light scent of candles floated up to touch the nose This scent he used to inhale on his happy days. But today he was the one who destroyed it with his own hands..

"Hi Rit....I'm sorry," he could only say to the photo of a thin figure. The sweet face that looked at him while he slept. Some bodies that he had touched The love he once had But I don't really care. Today he wants There's no going back anymore...

“If you've walked all the way here, it's the end of the road. It's over, man. It ended as I wanted..”

“No, Rit, I never wanted it to end. I'm sorry...hehehehehehe" The tall man could only look down and read the paper. It seemed to be the longest letter I had ever read. The young man carefully read each sentence. With tears flowing in remorse

“Rit, I'm sorry I came out and didn't tell you. Rit, I'm sorry we didn't have a chance to hug each other. What did you do like before? Do you remember? The day we went to the beach for the first time We stood and watched the sunset together. We promised to take care of each other forever. Do you still remember this promise? Or for you, that promise means nothing at all...

You might be annoyed with Ritter because she takes care of you too much. Maybe I'm tired of Rit being like this. I always reminded Rit that he wanted to be alone. want to be free Rit listened and Rit was hurt. It hurts....it hurts in my heart. It hurts that Rit can't make you happy. I'm sorry, Rita."

"Huh, Rit...it's your fault. You're a bad person. I'm sorry. I'm sorry..."

“Rit is really sorry. Rita may not be able to adequately perform her duties as a lover. But from today, Rit is no longer here. No, you have to take care of yourself. Don't work too hard. Rita is always worried about you. If you read this letter, I want you to know that. Rit will love you alone forever.....with love from Rit."

The tall figure collapsed and sat on the ground like a weak person. while sitting and hugging his knees and crying without shame

"Huh, Rit. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Where is Rit? Please tell me. Haha."

Many days have passed. Everything changes with time. But there was one man who always rushed home after work to his bedroom. And this was another day when he came back with tears of nostalgia. Pakin sat and looked at the pictures that were stuck on the walls as before.

Scented candles that he goes around buying and arranging every night. Along with a diary in which he would write to Rueangrit every day. In case that day the person he loves will come back. Which I don't know for how long. It might be tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, or it might be for the rest of my life. No one knows.....

“Dear diary. It's been sixty-eight days since he's been gone. It's been sixty-eight days since he left me. Is this what I think? A life with only me From now on, I'll be alone like I thought. Is this what I used to dream about? Is this what you've always dreamed about in your heart? Life without him I'm so lonely I am attached to him

Today I just understood Without him, it's so lonely, so lonely that I'm dying of loneliness. The sweet voice I've ever heard. The little face that I used to look at, I miss him. Please leave a diary to let me know. That I will never forget him. I always love him and I will wait for the day he comes back. No matter how long it takes It could be today, tomorrow, or the rest of your life. I'm happy to wait.

For the love that I lost I will wait for the day he returns.................... I love you Ritna, my dearest..................”