SF
This time it was from a feeling of sadness and sadness after seeing the tweet.
So it came out like this: short, blunt, and bitter.
And before reading, I recommend that you turn on the song: Inaudible Voice - Venus
Then come back and read it. It will be enjoyable because we wrote it based on this emotion.
Don't expect anything from this. Let me tell you, it's definitely not what I wanted, haha.
The sound of loud music emanating from the door that wasn't properly closed could be heard from the front of the room. In the rectangular room, there was a tall figure of a woman standing in front of a microphone. Those eyes were staring at me, but those eyes that once radiated tenderness now looked sad and dull.
To the point that sometimes I'm not sure that those eyes are staring at me because if Mook was looking at me Muk should have smiled more because there was no reason for him to look at me with such pain in his eyes. The intro music sounded slowly. And the soft voice of the pearl rang out in harmony with the music.
I stand in the corner of loneliness The world is empty when you don't even care.
Can only look when we meet I've never spoken a day. Let her know who secretly loves her.
I'm just an acquaintance. It doesn't matter. I'm just someone you overlook.
I can only tell you through my eyes. It's a sound that comes from the heart. It's the word love that I want to tell you.
But you'll probably never hear it. There's no way to hear The sound of a heart that loves only you on one side
Don't tell me how much I love you. How much do you love her? The sound of my heart won't reach you.
All I can do is this much. I know very well that I'm not the person you'll give your heart to.
But I still say I love you. Even though you're beside me Even though your heart never knew
The song that Mook sang, her voice trembling like a heartbroken person, Mook slowly lowered her head. Just in time for the song to end before he turned around and sat down in the corner of the room alone. This song is so sad, or maybe it's because of those eyes that look so sad and aching. Those eyes, those eyes that I can't read and I don't like those eyes that stare with sad eyes. laced with bitterness
I don't know and can't understand the meaning of this song, I can't feel the pain in those eyes, but the only thing I can know is that Mook is hurting. Even though I'm not sure what kind of pain the joke is causing. But that was enough to make my heart ache as well. When I have to look into those sharp eyes and don't see the brightness like before
My heart is hurting. I'm suffering because I see you suffering. Do you know that joke?
“Muk, is something wrong?” Prao walked over and sat down next to him. I first asked a question that was full of concern and it made my heart weaker than before.
There are no answers. fell out of my mouth There was only silence around. I myself am still not sure what I should answer.
“If there's something wrong, just tell Prao. We're friends, right?" Prao said in a tone that cut me off. Those eyes showed a trace of disappointment.
Friends..is that so? It's not Prao, for Muk Prao is not just a friend. Dazzling is more than that to Muk's life. Dazzling is more important to Muk than that.
“Yes, we're friends,” I mumbled softly. It's like reminding yourself of the word friend that is tugging at your heart.
“Then say something.”
“No,” I replied nonchalantly. Turning his head to look in another direction
“Mook,” I said in a deep voice to the other person who acted as if nothing had happened.
" How is it going "
I looked into Pearl's eyes, eyes I didn't understand were meeting mine. Even though we are close at hand, there is something blocking us that keeps us far apart. While we still saw each other, we never really got to know each other. What is the middle thing between us? Is it happiness or suffering?
But whatever it was, it stopped us both right there. Where they could only see each other. Both sides stood still, no one stepping over the line that was blocking them. Whether we are far from each other by distance or close by only a thin line. Even if we block each other, we still can't feel each other's feelings.
“Praow” Muk called me softly. Those eyes were filled with confusion and hesitation.
"Mook . . . Mook has returned home."
I could only stare at the pearl, unable to understand the expression, as if someone was hiding something. There are still many things I don't understand and probably won't understand, especially with something so delicate it will never become clear.
I slowly walked away from Prao. Trying to swallow the words, the pain, the regret, swallowing everything, every step that I took, hoping that the pain would fade away. Hope it's just one day I can stop loving you. . . dazzling
There is no further story. I can't continue. Let's end it like this.
Let's meet again next time ^^