Hello to all new and old readers :)

This story was written very intentionally by the writer. Because I had experienced the event myself.

Just at the K Village event!! 5555

Other than that, it's all imagination >..<

We'd better get started.

If the composition is not up to the writer's mood, I apologize.

Because the skill of decorating is not that good. Let's do it to the fullest ^^

When I miss you It builds up and cannot be stopped.

When the love that can't be told to anyone It's starting to become unbearable..

When the relationship goes too far, you can't tell anyone.

should keep it Or say it better...

I only miss you..

"oh! This is Ritni's signature. Where is Rit? Please tell me." Pakin said in a comfortable shirt. Wear sunglasses looked up and asked a fan waiting to get his autograph at a charity event where celebrities came to collect donations and auction off many of their loved ones. Just like him who came to the event.

It's just that another important issue for him was meeting his beloved younger brother.... Before his younger brother returned to study...

“I don't know, sir. But I think it's probably backstage.." The young girl said to the tall man even though she wasn't entirely sure. Because after the auction for the white pillow was finished The owner of that bolster disappeared without a trace. Leaving only a warm glow of happiness that the people at the event received all over their faces....

"Yes...Thank you very much for telling me ^^" The tall figure still smiled widely. before grabbing that fan and hugging him and taking a photo together While saying hello like a fan and an artist...

“Hyung, please go and see if Ritter is still on stage or not?” After working together for a while, Pakin asked to step back and rest. Before asking the team next to you With little hope of meeting....his beloved brother.

“Rit has been gone for a long time. Have you reached Suvarnabhumi yet? Why?"

“Pa.....Pa...no. Thank you very much ^^” It was as if something was stuck in my chest. He did his best to keep time. But the number of fans that we have is very many. It was so much that he didn't even have time to go look for his younger brother...

"I'll go give an interview and then go bid on the items." The staff inside the booth were giving details of what the young man had to do during this evening......

“Yes, brother..... .....I probably won't be able to send the little one anymore... Have a nice trip, Rit. Please arrive safely.” The tall figure could only look up at the sky for a moment. In case his thoughts can be sent to Rueangrit. Not more or less... before continuing to concentrate on his own mission

"P'Rit, have a good trip. Study hard..." On the other hand, fan groups also cheered on their beloved artists. Rueangrit could only wave goodbye to all the fans he loved.

"Don't be sad. I'm only going for 4 days. I'll come soon."

“We will wait for Rit!”

"Okay, let's go," some people said goodbye. Before I tightened my backpack and walked into the airport. His slender hand reached for his cell phone to see what time it was. As he walked over and sat down on a chair inside the airport lounge..

“Rit...is something wrong with us? Sit and relax.” The little person's personal manager walked over and sat down next to him. along with asking with concern When I saw the eyes of some of them that looked dull...

"Oh....It's nothing. Rit is fine."

“If you have a headache or feel sick, hurry and tell me. I'll find some medicine and water for you."

“Yes,” Rueangrit said. before turning to look at the scenery ahead Soon he would have to go. There probably won't be a chance to meet the brother he loves, right? And why didn't that person send some concern to me?

“Rit, can you go now? The plane is about to take off." Rueangrit hurriedly raised his hand to wipe away the tears that had welled up in his eyes. I don't know when. before turning to smile at the personal manager

“Yes.” His slender hand lifted up and tightened the backpack on his back. Before following the manager in... By each step taken It feels like a strange void. I'm sad that I have to leave my fans. The feeling of being far away from the brother he loves. But the only thing he could think of to encourage himself right now was.....

I'll be back soon. Don't think too much.....

“Kids, get out of the way, or it will be difficult for Nono to get out of the car,” one girl shouted to the fans who were all running after her. To send the tall man into a familiar white car. It's already parked and waiting for him.......

At least it's still good to see the car..... What will the owner of the car be like now?

"P'No, please drive home carefully......// Have a safe trip// I love you, P'No." All sorts of sentences that fans intend to say out loud to the artists they love. The guests were grateful that once in their lives there would be so many people who loved them...

"Thank you. Come home safely, everyone." The tall man said goodbye. Before driving the car, be careful. The other side is the fear that fans will be harmed. The other reason is the fear that this car will hit something and cause a defect....

Sharp eyes hidden by tea-colored sunglasses looked at the road ahead. A tall figure drove the car along the main road to head back to the residence. Until stopping at a red light intersection...... Young man takes off his sunglasses Before looking around This car is still the same....

There was still a faint scent of perfume from his younger brother..

There is still a CD of his favorite songs that he and Rueangrit bought together...

There were still two dolls that he and the little man had intended to buy. Still placed in the back seat as before....

Instantly, tears couldn't help but well up. I still haven't seen the expression in my eyes. Still no words of farewell But I can't blame anyone. Heaven must have already decreed that it would be like this....

“Are we there yet, little one? What are you going to do now? Will I be hungry now? Will you still miss this brother? ....I miss Rit...." He could only speak softly to the little doll. before turning his attention to the car's route when the light turns green.

“Huh~ I'm so tired.” The small figure placed all the luggage and souvenirs that the fans were handing out endlessly until they were all overflowing on the table. along with sitting down on a chair Even though he was a bit tired, he was glad that at least he could believe that These fans will definitely never abandon him...

“If you're tired, go take a rest. Mom and Dad will take care of it for you.” Rueangrit's father and mother walked over and slowly rubbed their beloved child's head. Sweet eyes looked at the faces of their parents. Before nodding in acceptance...

“Yes, please leave it to me, Mom. Please give it to me, Dad.” A slender hand reached out and picked up a fan's white teddy bear and held it to his chest. before getting up and walking towards his own bedroom

Slender hand placed the doll and lifted the bag from her back. The small figure sat down on the bed. Sweet eyes looked at the night scenery outside the luxurious window. This place looks quiet and not as chaotic as Bangkok. But instead it helps to calm the mind. Instead, some feelings inevitably arise and affect the mind......

“Brother No, what are you doing now? …”

A young man carried souvenirs made by fans and placed them on the dining table in a luxury room. Before walking into the bedroom He sat down on the soft mattress and looked at the night sky. Usually almost every night The person he would sit and watch the stars with was his younger brother. Even though they live in separate condos, they still travel to see each other regularly. But enough today.......

The distance is getting more and more distant. Missing you increases every moment.......

“Sigh~ Aino, it's only been 4 days, why are you sitting here feeling lonely? Huh....." Tears suddenly couldn't stop falling as he thought of the face of the younger brother he loved. He didn't understand why he had such a strong bond with Ruengrit. Even though we never even knew each other before...

“It has been determined. Let us meet~” The phone rang. The young man then reached into his trouser pocket. before staring at the number that called Immediately, a smile appeared on his face. He didn't hesitate and immediately answered the phone.

"Hello~ Are you free to talk to Rit?" Pakin couldn't help but smile widely. If there was a little person in front of me, I'd probably pull him in and hug him to make him miss him...

"It's free. For Rit, I'm always free," the young man replied, sitting down next to the bed. He reached out and picked up a pillow and hugged it to his chest. As if representing the owner of the voice on the other end of the line..

“Rit has arrived in Khon Kaen. Now in the bedroom Where is P'No?

“I'm already at the condo. Rit.....I'm not waiting for you today."

“..............” The two were silent for a moment. No one knows what each person is thinking about. Until finally, Phakin couldn't stand it. So he spoke up to break the silence.

“Can you tell me why you didn't wait? There's not even a single word to say goodbye.."

“Huh......Rit is trying to pass the time. But P'No hasn't come yet. So what should I do with Rit? Huh..." The tall figure was slightly shocked when he felt the small man's feelings. That sobbing sound It indicates well how sad some bodies are.

“Rit....”

The small figure sitting holding the phone was sobbing incoherently. When the person on the other end of the line asked about today's events Why didn't he want to wait? Why doesn't he want to meet? Why didn't he want to say goodbye?

But will it be too clear? To sit at work waiting for someone?

Will it be obvious? If you want to let others know......know that you are waiting for someone.

And will other people think about it? That Rit chose to wait for me. For one reason that no one knows..

“Huh.....Why doesn't Rit want to see you? Why doesn't Ritt want to say goodbye to you as......Rit's older brother?"

“Rit.......if it's not necessary.....please. Can you not say that word?” Others might wonder what that word was, but for both of them, They understand the meaning well. With those words...

“But Rit has to remind himself. That we can't be together It's more than the words "older brother and younger brother." The tall man listening on the other end of the line swallowed hard. Before raising a self-pitying smile..

yes! .....How is it possible? With a love that was rejected by people

yes! .....How is it possible? that the relationship between him and Rueangrit everyone will accept

"I'm sorry." The most I could get was an apology for speaking like that. It's not just a little person trying to forget about us. But he tried the same. But it's as if the more you try...the longing for the other person will grow more and more.

"It's okay, Brother No. Rit is not angry because of Rit himself. Hehe, because Rit himself still can't forget it." It was as if many knives had stabbed into his heart. Tears welled up in his sharp eyes. Just an inappropriate word that can be compared to the thin rope.......that the two of them created. To block all the feelings..

“Stay strong, Rit. There was no one there to take care of him. Rit has to take care of himself....Ugh, little brother, I...have to be strong.” As soon as he finished speaking, Tears flowed from her beautiful eyes. Flowing out with many feelings

Glad... that my brother came home safe.

Glad...that my younger brother still hasn't forgotten the good feelings. that this brother has to offer

.....but another feeling....

I'm sorry....that I couldn't tell anyone about these feelings.

I'm sorry....that I didn't have the opportunity to say what was in my heart.

“But we're only separated for a few days, right? Heck, another 4 days and Rit will be back. No, you probably won't be lonely, right? I have a beautiful heroine like Cha-em as my friend...”

"But no one can replace Rit....."

"Ph.....P'No...." the small figure said softly. Tears suddenly flowed down her cheeks...... No need to explain in any words. No need to search for any words.... Only now, both of them understand the feeling well....

“The only person I will love. And the only person that I will give my heart to It's Ritt......it's only Ritt."

"Hee hee...P'No, Rit misses you. Rit wants to hug you. Hee hee." The young man tightened his grip on the pillow in his embrace. Holding back sobs as much as possible Memories were like something that squeezed his heart and tortured him. It's no different from some body hugging a pillow and crying non-stop.

Just because I miss you The owner of the voice on the other end of the line

Just because of longing in a warm embrace

“I miss Rit too. Huh.....do you remember? The day we sat and looked at the stars together on the first day while we were in the house, so excited. The day we held hands and grabbed a star. Ugh....What did you say to Rit?”

“Hee hee hee, P'No told Rit that....even though one day we may have to be apart, hee hee, but at least we're still under the same sky. Looking at the same star, hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, the little man's sobbing could not bring tears from his partner. I think of that day. The day he gave love both physically and mentally to a thin person.

The day when everything belongs to each other Every good feeling you had that day He still remembers it well and never forgets.....

“Rit......” At this moment, the only thing he wanted to do was wipe away the little person's tears. Protected the little person comforted a little person With his embrace....

"Thank you Rit....thank you for still remembering it. Hehe."

“Huh, no...Rit never forgets about us. Never...hee hee hee." Both sides wept with longing for each other. Is there anyone else in this sky? who have love like them Love.....that can't be told to anyone Love....that cannot be revealed We can only...know each other only in our hearts.

“Rit......would it be wrong? If you want to say those words to Rit again.........I love Rit. love without expecting anything love without conditions Love without conditions. Hee hee. I love you. I love that you're a rit. I always miss Rita. I want Rit to know.." The young man spoke out all his feelings.

before burying his face in a soft pillow while pressing his nose firmly onto the pillow

“Hee hee, Rit wants to say it out loud to P'No. Rit loves P'No, hee hee, loves without expecting anything. Both my body and my heart are devoted to you alone. Rit doesn't want to share it with anyone else, no matter how far we are from each other. Rit will be yours alone." Some of them said incoherently. Before hiding his face on the soft mattress to suppress his sobs as much as possible, because he knew how he would feel if he knew he was in this condition...

“The two of us...haha. We will be the same person forever...." The tall figure looked up. while reaching out to grab the star Just like little people do the same thing. You probably don't have to use any words. You probably don't have to choose any words that are beautiful and luxurious. Just for this, I'm glad that at least I can feel the warm love that both of you send to each other...

"Yes....The two of us will be the same person forever. Hehe." Rueangrit wiped away his own tears roughly. Like the tall figure who raised his hand to spread out his own tears.

“Go to sleep, sweetheart. I won't be able to go to school tomorrow..."

"Yes....You can sleep now. Hehe. If you don't have anyone to hug you, you can hug the doll that Rit placed on the nightstand first.." The young man let out a diluted smile. Long, slender legs lift the body up to stand tall. Before walking over, he picked up a light cream colored teddy bear and hugged it to his chest. with his nose pressed down on it Inhaling the fragrance of the perfume that the little person had lightly sprinkled on him.

In case the young man misses....

“Yes, sweet dreams, my little one.”

“Yes, sweet dreams, little brother. Good night..."

After hanging up Rueangrit then opened a photo of himself and his brother on his mobile phone. As tears flowed from my eyes, I felt nostalgic. In the picture...a sweet face that is red with a prominent nose lightly touched on a soft, smooth cheek. Along with there is a caption under the picture that Pakin typed and kept saying....

My dearest.....I love Rit ^^

On the other hand, after the young man hung up the phone Pakin lowered his body and sat down on the bed. while staring at the picture frame at the head of the bed The picture he took with Rueangrit On the day he had the opportunity to be together, the two of them Amidst the warmth of love A smile suddenly appeared on his sharp face, a smile....

that few people have ever seen Eyes...that few people have ever been able to look at directly. Lips....that only one person can touch.

“Please leave Dao to tell Rit. That I love Rit the most...... My dearest.”