The truth is that our lives are determined by us.
But not everything is within our control.
Even now I'm begging him to stay...still can't do it.
SF: Tell me
Fandom: GOT7
Pairing: Jinyoung/Jaebum
Author : Soolampoom
Genre/Rate: AU./ PG
Warning: Boy, if it’s not you think please don’t read.
The truth is that our lives are determined by us.
But not everything is within our control.
Even now I'm begging him to stay...still can't do it.
In fact, it's just a bad story. In a rather bad atmosphere
The sound of raindrops falling down seemed to be teasing.
'Even nature doesn't think about comforting each other'
"I don't want to do this..."
“Then there is no need to say it…”
Once again, Jaebum started to open up about the issue. And Jinyoung closed the conversation by refusing to negotiate with the other party.
"I can't leave it like this..."
“Listen...even if you move to another side of the world. We will not break up.”
“Jinyoung...please.”
A pained expression when the other person doesn't try to understand what he's doing.
There was a reason he had to go. No one wants this kind of thing to escalate.
Jaebum is about to move. Nothing strange
And this change would have been easier if Jaebum didn't have a neighbor like Jinyoung.
A person who is like a friend, a younger brother, or even a lover.
“I still don't see any reason for us to break up.”
“The reason is, I can't keep you waiting forever.”
The tone of the conversation began to grow louder. But there was no harshness in the conversation.
Jinyoung turned his head away. Seeing that the eyes of the person in front of him were filled with clear water.
Jaebum never cries. No matter how serious the quarrel is There was never a single tear from Jaebum.
“We can solve this problem better... Why does Jaebeom's solution have to end with me losing Jaebeom?”
“It's not fair to me. Just Jaebeom being far away from me makes me crazy enough...why am I..."
The sentence trailed off as Jinyoung couldn't finish it.
He felt his own voice begin to shake a little. It was no longer easy to keep a steady tone.
“I know it's hard...for me it's hard. But Jinyoung can't wait for me forever. Because I won't promise or promise anything..."
“Because if today I tell Jinyoung to wait for me... then Jinyoung will meet someone in the future. Someone Jinyoung is ready to start over. But he couldn't do it because he was clinging to a promise from me. That must not be good.”
“Is that the reason?”
“Yes...that's why Jinyoung had to accept it.”
…Don’t leave me, don’t leave me like this…
…Tell me even a lie…
Jaebum doesn't believe in the word forever. There is no way that the results of just one action
It will have an effect that will last forever.
There is no way that one word can have a lasting effect.
The words 'wait forever' are never true.
There is no place where someone can wait for another person all the time.
Because if that's the case It must be a wait filled with hopelessness and pain.
…Don’t leave me, don’t leave me like this…
…Tell me even a lie…
The rain has stopped...
Jaebum's car had already moved away for a while.
Mrs. Park stood and looked at her son who was still standing in the same place.
Even though Jaebum's car can't be seen now.
She didn't say anything. Just a light touch on the soft hair instead of throwing it away.
The previous conversation concluded with him accepting and understanding Jaebeom's reasoning.
And Jinyoung felt that...that was nice to talk to.
I feel a little hurt that I can't make my loved ones believe in my forever.
Jinyoung might start over like Jaebum suggested.
One day...he will go and start over...with the same people.
…Don’t leave me, don’t leave me like this…
…Tell me even a lie…
I'll definitely find you, Im Jae Beom.
Fin
Soolampoomz’s Talk :
What kind of fic is this? Run away** (haha)
I apologize for this trial fic. I just want to try to change the atmosphere.
I only write sweet fics. I'm afraid I'll be bored. So I end everyone's dreams with this crazy fic. Haha.
XD
Is anyone confused about what we are trying to convey?
Jinyoung and Jaebum's feelings in our fic are quite mature.
I want the work to come from the point of view of the characters who have grown up.
Looking at the reality of living life Sometimes life isn't easy in every way, right?
**Writing was so difficult I almost threw my pencil away.
TT
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