close friend..

“So Muk is going to tell Prao what Mook is?” I keep asking the same question over and over. With the person in front of me for the number of times I can't count. But he kept his mouth shut and refused to utter a single word to answer. The silence that the person in front of me sent made me hot. When you stare into those sharp eyes, you will find only pain in their eyes, not the brightness and cheerfulness of a mischievous person like before.

“Have you ever secretly loved someone?” The person who had been silent for a long time suddenly opened his mouth in a smooth, soft voice. That question made me stand still, cold throughout my body. My heart was pounding erratically and I didn't even dare look into Pearl's eyes.

"Uh, I don't know," I tried to sound shaky. It came out as if he was absorbed by that question. Thinking that it would be the best answer for me. It's like cutting off the topic and fearing that Mook might ask something else that I probably won't be able to answer.

“But Muk used to, now also.” I used my eyes to stare straight at the dazzling face. It's as if every feeling that is repressed in your heart is conveyed through your eyes for the person in front of you to know.

“ Mook likes him. He is himself. He has many things. As Muk couldn't tell what it was. We are friends, we are close. But before Mook came to his senses again, Muk had sunk deeper into seeing him as a friend like before. Mook is already in love with him.”

“So what next?” Prao said, indicating that he was still listening.

“We are both still friends. Because Muk doesn't know what he's thinking. As the days passed, Muk loved him more and more. Mook was afraid that if Mook spoke and he didn't think the same way as Mook, just one word might cause Muk to lose him far away. If it had to be like that Mook would like to choose to continue living like this. I just want to love him in my heart. That's enough."

“And Mook didn't think to tell him at all?” I asked Mook with a mixture of curiosity and doubt. Try to hold back your tone so that the other party can't feel what's in your heart right now.

“I used to think about it, but it was just a joke that I didn't want to be away from him any more. If Mook's words mean Mook will lose him, Mook would rather keep this feeling and continue being his friend,” Mook replied sadly. Ready to let out a long sigh. Turning your head in another direction

I glanced at the side of Mook's face that showed signs of stress. The doubts and his dejected attitude that was not as bright and cheerful as before had been revealed. I can't tell you what my heart is feeling about what I just learned. It feels like my heart is dropping. It's hollow in my chest. I can't do anything more than just listen and hide my feelings with all my heart. I want to stop my heart from stopping or return to the starting point, but it's so difficult.

The sound of the door opening to the new visitor's room. He called, causing both of them to turn their attention towards the door. Two tall, slender women with similar faces followed closely behind.

As soon as Mook saw the new visitor's face clearly, a wide smile appeared in happiness.

“Book,” Mook's cheerful voice rang out as he stood up and walked quickly. Walking quickly towards the new visitor with a wide smile plastered on his face.

I glanced at Muk, who hurriedly walked over and embraced another friend with a cheerful expression completely different from just a moment ago. Suddenly, a conversation between the two of them popped up in my mind.

“Or is it a book.. ” I mumbled softly to myself. When the brain begins to process the facts it has learned Before he had to turn his head and run in another direction, unable to stand looking at the scene in front of him, his heart ached for no reason.

“Praod, you say those two are strange. I've seen those two people's eyes make eye contact many times. Besides, you know that Muk is happy that Book will die." Best's voice sounded beside him. My body made me feel out of my trance.

“So?” I couldn't say anything. The brain seems to move slowly to the rhythm of the heart.

“It's just a joke, no matter what you make a fuss about it. Look, I entered the room together, but I didn't see any jokes that would interest me at all,” Best said, pouting his mouth towards the two people standing there teasing each other with a happy expression.

“That's right,” I forced out a soft smile. Taking long steps I left the room and as soon as I was out of my friend's sight, I collapsed exhausted. Why do I feel pain all over my heart like this when I should be happy?

As soon as some familiar figures walked out of sight, I changed from my cheerful demeanor from a moment ago to my usual quiet state again. I took my long legs and walked to the corner of the room and sat down quietly.

“Why don't Mook tell Proud how he feels about Proud?”

The sentences that came out of my mouth suddenly made Pearl flinch. Amidst the stillness, I saw a trace of panic in those eyes that appeared for a moment before slowly disappearing as he turned his head away.

“Book knows..” the person next to me muttered softly.

“Why don't you know? Don't say Book knows, Best even knows, Mook. See, there's only this person who doesn't know anything,” I told Mook in a calm voice. In fact, Best and I could tell that there was something between Muk and Prao. That's more than ordinary bandmates. And I think both people should open their minds to each other's feelings.

But to wait for the mook to speak or to wait for Prao to recognize it himself, it was evident that it would be a difficult matter. So I joined forces with Best for both of our friends because I couldn't stand seeing both of them keeping their love in their hearts alone without thinking of expressing it.

“That looks like everyone can see it all. The only person left who doesn't know anything.” Mook said in a dry voice. The eyes that once shone brightly now turned dull.

“Mook, try telling Prao and see.”

“Even though Muk has told me, the feelings that Prao has for Muk haven't changed, Book,” I said sadly. Because Prao never looked at me as anything more than a friend.

“Come closer, Book will tell you.”

“That,” I left the sentence for Book to continue.

Book smiled at the corner of his mouth and tugged at the hem of my shirt, indicating to bring his face closer. before Book brought his face closer. My ears whispered loudly so that both of us could hear.

As soon as I stepped back into the room after leaving to regain my composure for a moment, I had to come back and see a picture that really pierced the heart of the viewer. I felt a pain in my heart, as if it was being squeezed until I could hardly stand it. I really shouldn't have come back to see this picture. Just as the feelings of the person I secretly loved were suppressed, my phone rang. This caused the remaining three people to turn and look at me with one eye. I stood staring at the two of them silently, both hands clenched tightly, eyes trembling with a hint of disappointment.

I'm stunned. I'm here.

I feel like I'm going to be criticized a lot for Prao coming in at the wrong time.

It's not our fault. Prao walked on his own. We stopped him.

Really, what will Muk do now? Will Prao misunderstand?

..I won't tell you 5555555 let's see for yourself:

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“Prao Telephone,” I said to warn the person standing still at the door. Actually, because I saw that Prao was about to walk in, I chose to test the feelings in Prao. The result was that the face that had previously turned pale and white. So shocking

“What is it, Book?” Book's voice woke me up from my reverie.

" telephone "

“Oh!” I quickly nodded, searching for the source of the voice that was still loud and clear.

"What is it? Oh, I'm going to leave now."

“Where are you going, Praew? Let Muk be your friend.” I offered to go out with Prao with good intentions.

“Prao doesn't need friends,” Prao replied to me in a shaking voice that made me feel completely confused.

“But,” I pretended to argue. But Book grabbed my arm.

“The joke is with Book. Book has a lot of things to talk to Muk about.”

“Uh...”

“ Namuk ” There is no surrender from Book.

"Then Prao, hurry and come." I still didn't hesitate and turned to warn Prao.

In the end, I couldn't bear the sight in front of me and had to quickly walk out of there with a heavy heart. But he couldn't help but turn and look at the two people again. They were talking about something. Mook raised his hand and scratched the back of his neck in an embarrassed manner. The face is brightly colored.

I was sitting alone on the playground in the middle of the village after my singing and dancing practice. With a weary heart Gazing at the evening sky that has changed to a bright orange color as the sun slowly sinks down, the twilight atmosphere and the anguish in my heart seem to go together well.

I can't know when this feeling in my heart arose for me. When I have Mook by my side, another's bright and mischievous spirit makes my heart happy with Mook's childish stubbornness. We are close at hand. But at the same time, it felt like we were far apart in different hemispheres.

Maybe Muk sees me as just a co-worker, nothing more special than that. To speak my mind seemed impossible because I didn't have the courage to say it. Why is it that what she has just learned is that both of them are my friends? Therefore, the best course of action is to keep everything to yourself. Hopefully one day this feeling will fade and I can come to terms with it.

“Why are you sitting here all alone?” a familiar voice sounded from the side. When I turned around, I was met with sharp eyes staring at me with concern. I turned away from that sight and sighed in exhaustion, the pain in my heart still constricting.

“Smile please,” Mook gave me a wide smile, telling me to follow.

"Can't Prao be sad? Even Mook can still be sad." I turned to ask the person next to me.

“No, Prao, you can cry sometimes.” The voice was as gentle as those sharp eyes, and the tenderness that was transmitted through those eyes made my tears flow for no reason.

Not long after, drops of clear water They came together and rushed out with all their might to resist. Mook's slender fingers slowly He moved to gently wipe away my tears. If no matter how much Muk tries to wipe it away, My tears still flow without ceasing. It wouldn't stop if those tears were distilled from a heart that was hurting.

“Who made Prao cry like this?” Mook said softly. It's more like talking to yourself.

I turned to look into Pearl's eyes. Even though the curtain of tears was blurring the image of the person in front of me, I could still clearly see the spark of tenderness and concern from the sharp eyes. I reached out and embraced Muk, burying my head in her thin shoulder and crying to let go of the hurt with the tears that overflowed.

“Please don't cry.”

Two warm hands caressed my back soothingly. A soft, deep voice sounded softly in my ear. I don't know how many tears flowed from the bottom of my heart. I couldn't understand why it hurt so much. Thinking that I had absorbed enough warmth for my heart, I slowly pushed myself out.

From that warm embrace, even though I want to stay like this for a long time But he knew that he couldn't do that. From now on, I'll probably be able to give up.

The round sun was about to set behind the horizon as we both sat and looked out into the sky, a gentle breeze blowing just enough to keep it from being too hot.

“Don't cry again.” A soft, comforting voice came from the person next to me.

“Proud will not be alone. Pearl will stay beside Prao here. There will never be a day when Pearl will leave Prao anywhere.” The eyes that stared at me were extremely warm. The voice, although soft, was firm and steady.

“Then why did Muk come to Prao here?” I avoided paying attention to those warm eyes and asked a question with curiosity.

“Book said.. let Mook tell the person Mook secretly loves how Mook feels about him.” I thought back to Book's words to me that 'Go tell Proud how Mook feels about Proud, because Proud feels the same way as Muk."

“Then why did Mook come to Prao? Why don't you go find that person? Prao can't do anything to help Mook." Prao turned around and stared at me in a row and looked at me with displeasure.

I chuckled. with Prao's dismissive attitude filled with doubts

“Do you still remember what Mook told you? that Muk is secretly in love with a friend.”

“Remember.”

"Phrao Love Pearl"

The words of love from the mouth of the person next to me stunned me. A confused feeling surged into my heart. Confused and confused, my mind was full of questions. In my heart, I wanted to think that it was a joke that the joke had just said to trick me. But those serious eyes made me change my mind.

“Don't be funny, Muk,” I faked a laugh, causing the person who told me I loved him to lose face immediately.

“It's not a joke, Prao. The joke is real, Prao's love joke.” The person in front of me moved his slender hand to hold my arm, looking me in the eye.

“Home, Muk.”

“This is Proud.” Mook grabbed my hand and held it, his sharp eyes staring seriously, without the slightest hint of joking.

"Dazzling Love Mook" Mook repeated the same words, seeming more firmly than before, his serious eyes staring at him without stopping.

I lowered my eyes, not daring to meet those sharp eyes, withdrew my hand and walked away from the confusion and nervousness that filled my heart. What joke is on me? But every step I took, the tall figure with sharp eyes would follow me with words that made my entire face feel hot.

"Dazzling love pearl, dazzling love pearl, dazzling love pearl, dazzling love pearl"

The words of love from Pearl's mouth that kept repeating made me stunned and numb all over, unable to move my legs. Didn't I misunderstand all those words? I wasn't dreaming, was I?

I turned to look into those black eyes that always held a mischievous glint. Now those eyes were staring at me seriously, no mischievousness remaining. My heart was now swelling until it was tight throughout my chest. When I felt the molecule of love radiating from those eyes

“Dazzling Love Pearl.” A strong voice came from the deep, wavy lips of the person in front of him. I'm not dreaming. Pearl loves me. Pearl is telling me she loves me.

Muk's sharp face moved closer to him. Mook slowly leaned down towards me. and used his deep, wavy lips to gently press on my lips. This kiss was soft and gentle, filled with love. The love from Pearl is passing through this kiss, penetrating deep into every molecule of my heart and gradually. Surround me with your sweet, gentle warmth.

“Do you like Prao Rak Mook?” I slowly pulled my lips away. But still using the tip of his high nose to caress the clear cheeks that are tinted.

“Proud's heart has been Mook's for a long time,” Proud Aom Aem answered shyly. while bowing his head

“ Mook asks if Prao loves Mook. Don't answer the wrong question, Prao.” I lowered my head and used the tip of my nose to rub the tip of the red-faced person's nose, bowing his head with affection.

“Prao Rak Mook”

The answer from the person in front of me was making my heart tighten with happiness that overflowed in my heart. He couldn't help but pull that fragile body in and tighten his embrace. Convey every feeling you have in your heart through this embrace. Let our love flow into each other's bodies to fill our hearts with love.

I'm stunned. I'm confused. It's over. Tried to be sweet but this was all I got.

I don't know if we like each other or not. Every time it's sweet, we always stumble.

Please make peace with Little Bear Barry. The sweetness in my heart must be too low haha.

See you again next time. Love you all. Kisses.