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Welcome to Writer's 4th short fiction.

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Everyone has their own dreams.

Sometimes we may have to face a separation.....that we didn't want to happen.

But when we choose to be like this We must be patient to face it.

Loneliness...

Torment...

Will they... be able to endure it?

And how impressive will this farewell be?

Please follow........

endure loneliness

"P'No, in two days Rit will be going back to school."

“Can't we delay it a little longer?”

"Don't be, brother. One day it will have to go anyway."

“But brother....”

“So, are you free these two days? Let's go to Phuket”……

That's right. Now Rit and I are already sitting on the plane. After the two of us argued for a long time that Rit should extend his time here first.... Because I'm not ready....to let him leave me right now.

“Listen,” Rit inserted the left earphone for me. before laying his head on my own shoulder My hand held the thin hand tightly.. Just two more days until he leaves me. I can only hope that these two days I will make the most of my time with him. Keep every good memory. Before he has to leave me...

“Can you be patient? Can we help each other? Endure the loneliness that we have to face..." A loud song came through the headphones. For many people, they may listen in passing. But for me, every song that is written for me to listen to always has meaning. This song is also...

“If at any time you start to feel tired. Or is your heart starting to drift away? Don't forget that I still love and wait for you. Right here..." Rit raised her eyes to look at me and let out a smile. I couldn't help but press my nose lovingly into that soft hair.

There is no need to filter it into words. There is no need to compose sweet words. Just the two of us looking into each other's eyes. They all know what the message will be....... I hold my hand tightly As if promising that I would be patient, I would wait, wait for that day when the two of us would meet again. Even though that time was very long Very lonely. Or how much suffering........ I will be patient

For the person next to me that I love...

"P'No, P'No....it's here." I slowly opened my eyes. I don't know when I fell asleep..... I realized it again recently. That little finger touches my cheek

"Hmm~ Have you arrived yet?...Ummm Rit.. Please kiss me on the cheek~" I said softly, which the person next to me didn't resist. I pressed my nose hard against the soft cheek. ....emphasizing in every sense how much I love him.

"I love you Rit."

"Rit also loves P'No ^^ Let's go. Everyone else has already gotten off the plane. Take a look." I turned around and looked around as Rit said...it's true. They've all disappeared.

"Then let's go together, right? Let's go ^^" I extended my hand to shake the slender hand. Before walking off the plane to continue the journey to the next accommodation....

“The atmosphere is very good.... Isn't it great that that aunt gave us both plane tickets?" said Rit, who was organizing our luggage in the room. As for me, sitting on the bed, I could only smile a little. before getting up and hugging the little person who was standing behind him adjusting his clothes.

“Even if we don't have that aunt, we can come hang out together...... But....but is this a trip or a honeymoon? Fod~” I kissed the little guy's cheek again. So I received a free gift which was a long red finger print from Rit's palm...

“What are you saying? .....Uh, honeymoon is before the wedding."

"oh! So we're both married now?”

“>/////< Crazy!” I was so happy to tease Rit. When he's shy He looks so cute. I love him very much...

“Do you want to go for a walk?” I whispered next to Slender's ear. Rit turned around and our noses touched. I slowly moved my lips to gently press against Slender's. before pulling away

“You can go.”

In the evening the sun reflects off the clean white sand surface. There were still figures of two people walking hand in hand, next to the sea, on two legs, each walking together with stability. Until he stopped in a quiet place. There was only the sound of waves hitting the shore and the sound of the wind blowing against the tall trees....

“So beautiful…” the little man said. along with sitting down on the rocks on the beach followed by Pakin A thick hand held her thin waist close to her body. His small head rested on his broad shoulders…

“Just two more days. After that, I had to be alone. Rit isn't here, I'm probably......" Before the tall figure could finish speaking. A long, slender index finger was placed on the thick petal of his mouth as a gesture to stop talking. Before the small figure hugged the young man with longing. His strong arms tightened his embrace tightly....

“You have a path that you must walk. Rit has a way that Rit must go. ......In any case, we have to split up and do our own duties.”

"But I don't want Rit to leave you......"

"Rit.....hug.....Rit doesn't want to leave P'No either." Rueangrit buried his face on his broad chest. Before letting the tears flow When thinking about the day we had to be apart from each other I think of that day. It felt like it was so empty that I couldn't tell.

“Rit went there. Well, don't forget this. That there is always an elder who is waiting for Rita...." A prominent nose pressed lovingly onto the soft, black hair. Rueangrit closed his eyes and absorbed the good feeling. Keep these..

The tall figure slowly pushed the thin body away from the wide chest. A slender hand lifted up and rested on his strong chest. Sweet face perked up slightly. Big, round eyes looked at the sharp eyes that looked at him with love. The young man carefully lowered his head. Before kissing her thin lips The two of them exchanged kisses with mixed emotions.

But there is only one feeling, which is love.....

“Rit loves P'No, hehe,” Rueangrit hugged the tall man again longingly. Just like the young man who gave back a warm hug. Sharp eyes closed tightly. He didn't want this day to pass by. I really don't want it........

"I love Rit.......just 5 years. In exchange for the rest of my life Rit will be with you. I agree..."

"Hee hee hee, Rit agreed....today so that we could be together the next day."

For both of them, beautiful words may not be needed. You don't have to string sweet words together. Just a short sentence The glances that spoke to each other, just that, the two of them understood each other well.....

“Let's go back to the room......stop crying, sweetheart. You can hold back some of your tears." The young man pulled away from his small body. Before raising his hand, he gently spread the clear water on his sweet face.

"If P'No asks, Rit will do it........."

“What if I ask for something else? Hmm~” The young man said teasingly. but hidden with seriousness Her sweet face flushed red when she realized what the dazzling gaze from her brother meant. But if he asks for it....Ruangrit is ready to give it. Because of one reason.....it's the word love.

"Umm~ Well...so what do you want Noh? Tell Ritti~" The thin young man moved himself up onto his wide lap. before lifting his arms and wrapping them around his strong neck This kind of behavior is called It's not enough to seduce each other. .....The tall figure didn't wait. Pick up the person on your lap in a bridal position. Along with hurriedly stepping back into the accommodation with speed.....

The young man gently placed Orchan's body on the soft bed. The two looked into each other's eyes.....the tall figure slowly Leaning down, he gave a gentle kiss to the person beneath him. His slender hands lifted up and wrapped around his strong neck with reckless abandon. A rough hand slid down and slowly removed the clothing covering their bodies.

Until now, both bodies were naked. His sweet face flushed red as his sharp eyes looked at every proportion of his body...

“Your heart.....so beautiful.”

"Ah~ Pa....P'No~" Some of them moaned sweetly as the hot tongue caressed and licked all over their bodies. The thick hands of the people on his body caressed along her slender thighs. A feeling of passion dominated the hearts of both of them to the point where it was difficult to withdraw.

"Don't be tense, good person..." Phakin said soothingly to Rueangrit. Before slowly slipping a strong finger into the sweet-colored channel While slowly moving in and out to allow the people beneath him to get used to it. Before the love story begins to proceed gently.... It changed to become more passionate...increasingly..following the strength of the two people's emotions throughout the night.......

In the morning, the sun shines on the white curtains in the luxurious vacation room. The small body that hugged the tall body with love was still asleep, exhausted from the activities that had been done. There was probably only a tall young man lying down and looking at the sweet face that was now fast asleep. He let out a happy smile....

There was never a time when he asked Ruengrit for anything and the little guy resisted. I'll just keep giving it with my whole heart.......

“I love you Rit.....all my love.” Pakin pressed his nose into that soft hair. Inhale the gentle scent of the shampoo that the person in your arms uses. Remember every detail in your heart. Before we have to be far apart...

"Rit loves you too...." I don't know when the little man woke up..... Some of them tightened their embrace. A sweet face nestled on a broad chest. The tall man smiled slightly. Before they both fell asleep hugging each other....which I don't know how long....

late afternoon Bright sunlight shines across the sea and the white sandy beach. But there were still the bodies of two people sitting and writing in the sand under a tall tree on the beach by the sea...

“What are you writing? I can't read it,” said Ruengrit in a white round-neck t-shirt and same-colored shorts. He sat and carved the letters one by one that Pakin had written for him to read. But....the handwriting of the person sitting next to me was very difficult to read...

“Read that way. Can't read it.... Try using your heart to read it..." A tall figure in a thin white shirt and shorts of the same color....said a small man who was concentrating on reading his handwriting, which didn't look pretty.... ....but he believed that Rueangrit would still be able to read it.

"Want-request.....want-prom-ya.......huh...or P'No?"

“Uh huh.”

“What are you going to ask for? So what will you promise?...." Rueangrit placed a small branch on the ground when Pakin moved his body next to him. A rough hand tightly holds a slender hand. His sharp eyes stared at the large eyes that stared seriously at him.

“Can I ask Rit to be patient? Be patient with what you have to face. If you are discouraged or feel like we are growing apart.....please remind yourself that there is still an older brother who loves you and is waiting for you.....”

"Ph.....P'No, hehe!" The small figure hugged the tall figure tightly. Their time is running out. In a few hours they would have to separate. Rueangrit must fly directly to Khon Kaen. As for him, he would have to stay here for a while. Ask for time to make his heart strong. Before returning to work in Bangkok..

“Or if Rit meets someone new. If Rit hesitates At least I want you to miss me because I will wait and wait for the day when Rit comes back. Even though that day Rit won't come back even though..."

“Never, ever, Rit will never love anyone. Rit will love only you....I will love only you. Hee hee hee!" Strong sobs from the person in his embrace. Made Pakin smile through tears. Because that is like a promise that this person will not abandon him. I will love him alone.....

“I will not be shaken by anyone. Please trust me. No matter who you are news to. But no one can replace Rit. ......No's dearest friend, hehe." Pakin let the tears flow down his cheeks. He hugged the little man tighter until no air could penetrate their bodies. They both wanted to stop time here. I don't want this world to spin. I don't want time to pass. I want to stop time.....stop it for as long as possible.

“Promise Ritna Huek that you will not be shaken. Don't fall in love with anyone yet. Don't just give in to anyone. P'No will wait for Rit first. Hehe."

“I will wait for Rit. I will wait even if that day is the last day of my life. I'm willing to give it to you until that day. Because it's probably the day that I'm the happiest. It must be our day...." The tall figure pulled away from the thin person. His sweet face looked up at the sharp face that leaned down and kissed his forehead. His big eyes closed happily.

He will remember this touch for a long time.....long until he returns.

"Rit is afraid Rit won't be able to stand it. Huh. Rit is afraid Rit won't be able to stand it."

“I promise you, you will have to be patient. We have to help each other. Huh......we have to get through this. ....Little one."

“Huh, Rit promises.......repeat that to yourself. That there's still Rit.....haha. Until that day, Rit will come back." The sound died. Both of their pinky fingers lifted up and intertwined. Instead of a promise to be patient.....tolerate the loneliness they have to face. Be patient with the time Obstacles that must be encountered The two of them will get through this together.....

“Rit, go pack your things first. I probably can't go help Rit pack it up." Pakin stood up to his full height. Rueangrit looked up at his beloved. before quickly getting up when the tall figure turned his back on him. Tears flowed when he realized that he had to go......but he would be strong and endure for that day, the day for the two of them.

"P'No.... hee hee hee, can I ask Rit to hug you again?"

“Ugh....oh, don't, don't....” Pakin stopped talking at that point. When your arms are small Hug him tightly from behind. A sweet face pressed against a wide cardboard box. Vibration from people behind Makes me lose my patience just a moment ago. The tall man turned around and grabbed the small man and hugged him tightly.

He buried his face in the thin shoulder. Tighten your embrace as tightly as possible....

"Hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee

"I probably... can't go. I'm sorry, Rit. I really can't accept it."

"Hee hee.... Rit understands. Hee, Rit understands....." Rueang Rit pulled away from the young man's embrace. Big, bloodshot eyes Staring at the sharp face that was stained with tears just like his. Thin lips moved to kiss the tall man. This kiss would be a goodbye kiss.......it would be a memory that the two of them would remember for a long time.

"R.....Rit go." Someone slowly stepped back from his beloved. before turning and running. Without turning around...... The young man looked at the thin back that slowly disappeared until he was out of sight. Before collapsing and sitting on the sand, powerless....

It's all over...the good days

.....but at least one thing will not run out. And it will never go away. It's their love. He will love and wait for you forever. Until he comes back..

"Good luck....na.....ra..rit hee hee hee. I'll wait....I'll wait. I'll wait, little one.... Ha ha ha!” Pakin sat and hugged his knees and cried under a tall tree on the beach......not long ago there was a small figure sitting with him. But now there is only emptiness.

Loneliness...suffering begins to take its place. .....but he will be patient. ....Be patient with it according to the promise you made to that little person.

Will it last for months....or years?

I will endure the loneliness....

I will be patient and wait...no matter how painful it is.

For that day....the day he returns

For him.....the little man I love.

I'll wait for him alone...

Rueangrit, my dearest...