"Fate or the heavens that bully me"

I am asking myself this question in my mind. I don't know what caused my life to experience such heartache. I don't know why it was written that I met, got to know, and fell in love with someone who was not worthy of loving with all my heart. But what hurts me even more is that I can't say those words.

Go out and let another person know, just because we're just friends, because those words are the high wall that separates us.

The sound of a sad melody resounded in my ears as if wanting to reinforce the deep wounds I had in my heart. Every word in the song is like a knife that slowly slices through each other's hearts. To die alive...' Just a hand away. But it's so far away She's more like a close friend. You don't even have the right to say '...

I absorbed every word of the song into my heart as a reminder of my position. To remind myself how entitled I am.

"App, app, app, app!! ” A sweet, clear voice called out to me in a tone that became heavier with the number of times.

"Huh, what's going on?" Chang pulled himself out of his trance a moment ago. Before adjusting his mood to normal, forcing his voice to sound suspicious.

"What's the matter? You're so distracted." The person in front of him brought his sweet, clear face closer to him. Small eyes were staring at me suspiciously.

"Nothing, nothing," I replied, dismissing the person in front of me, unable to tell what I was thinking.

"Then stop being silly. I've seen the app look blank for a long time."

"Oh, I'm tired from the app, I just didn't get much sleep last night." I pretended to bring up another reason if it was true that there had been many nights when I didn't get enough sleep. With the feelings I have in my heart, I cannot easily close my eyes and go to sleep.

"Are you okay?" A slender hand slid up and grabbed my upper arm.

"Okay, the app is fine," I replied, smiling broadly at the person in front of me like I always do. Even though in my heart I may not smile

"Uh-huh," the other person nodded in acknowledgment with a wide smile that made his eyes narrow until he was almost invisible.

"Then let's go see P'Kwang first," I told P'Nath before walking out to find my beautiful older sister who wasn't too far away.

I glanced at the tall figure walking away and pressed my eyebrows down in surprise at the other person's unusual behavior. A vacant expression, sad eyes It's like someone has something on their mind. Even though the other person's white face was still adorned with a wide smile, no different from every time. If I suddenly feel that I am not as bright and cheerful as I used to be

I don't know if I'm imagining it or not. I feel like the app is trying to distance itself from me. He doesn't tease me or get close to me like he used to. ...What happened... I can only ask myself this question. The heartbeat seemed to slow down because of the pain felt by the other person's distant attitude. Trying to remember what I did wrong.

Did I do something that offended the other person? No matter how much you try to think about it, you can't find your fault.

"What's wrong with Mr. Near App? Do you know?" I asked the small, wide-eyed man next to me. With no patience for doubt

"I don't know." The person next to me looked puzzled and shook his head, unable to answer my question.

"The app looks strange. And it seems like he's trying to distance himself. I don't know." I said sadly.

"Then why does the app have to do that?" P'Near wrinkled his eyebrows together like he always did.

"That's what I don't know." I shook my head, not really knowing the reason.

"That's right. You don't know yet. How do you know?" The person in front of him raised his hand and shrugged. Unable to answer

I sighed helplessly trying to find an answer. You can only bow your head and accept your fate and accept the guilt that you still don't know the reason for. No matter how much I want to deny it, if I can't do anything more than that.

"App," I called out to the person in front of me who was about to walk past me as if I didn't even exist.

"Are you going back now?" I held the app's arm, still wanting to talk to another person so much. It's not often that we have the opportunity to work together. And having this event together gave us both the opportunity to meet again. If the other person's actions show that they try to avoid talking to me, it makes me do something better than leaving it like this.

" um "

"Is the app angry at you? Or did you do something to make the app dissatisfied?" I tried to ask the reason for this indifference.

" nothing "

"Then why do you have to ask for an answer like this? Tell me something." I looked at the person in front of me in confusion. I don't know if I can hide the disappointment in my voice or not.

" The app has told me that there's nothing wrong with the app. Brother, you don't have to worry about App." App said in a calm voice with a calm face like never before.

"I just don't understand why the app doesn't talk to you much." I looked directly into those eyes.

"Well, we have nothing to talk about."

"If there is no business Can't we just talk to each other?" I asked in a soft voice that I could barely hear. With the strength he had being swallowed up along with the other person's indifference.

"The app just doesn't know what to say."

I nodded, not knowing what else to say. Feeling pain and not having the strength to ask any more questions, I slowly lowered my hand from that upper arm, not wanting to hold the other person back again. Turn around from a certain point. That with a broken heart All I could do was accept the pain silently and alone.

small back The familiar sight is disappearing from sight. The tears that he had been trying to hold back slowly flowed out, unbearably slow. This meeting between me and Brother Nont seemed to increase the anguish in my heart every moment. So I tried to do everything in my power to pull myself away. Try to ignore the other person.

Try not to think of anything other than your friendship. If the other party seems displeased and will never understand the reason why she has to act so aloof and indifferent, Brother Nont probably doesn't know how much effort I have to put into suppressing my feelings deep inside so that they don't show. But the warmth, gentleness and concern that the brothers shared with each other made it more and more difficult for me to let go. I'm begging you, please, please, don't make me fall in love any more.

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We promised that we would sleep together tonight!!!!!

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I sat and stared at the communication device in front of me as if it was something strange. On the screen appeared several books lined up. I swept my eyes and read over and over. The number of times was impossible to count. I still remember every event of that day well. It was recorded in the heart that was clear that day.

The day I found out whose heart belongs to me I still remember what the other person was thinking. What do the letters that appear in front of me mean?

I closed my eyes from exhaustion, not understanding what the other person was thinking in my heart. Many times my heart beats with hope. And often the other person shows signs of having feelings for each other. If my inadequacy prevents me from thinking to myself that another person will have the same heart as mine.

Not daring to think further with the indifference and distant attitude seen today. That made me realize that all this time I was just thinking about myself. But what is this thing that is now evident to the dead? It seems like an unanswerable question. If there was a person who could best answer that question, it would probably only be him.

I took a deep breath. determinedly I won't let anything between us be unclear. I'll try to accept my heart for once. I'm willing to take the risk and watch it once.

"You must know how much I love you," Cham muttered to himself like a person who had made up his mind and would never change his mind.

"Hello, brother," a deep voice replied from the other end of the line.

"I have something to discuss with you. Can the app come out and meet you?" I said through the communication device in my hand.

"Right now I'm in front of the app condo. Can you come down to see me?" I continued speaking without even giving the other person a moment to reply, not wanting to receive a rejection in return.

"Then let the app go down and find you right away." The voice from the other end of the line came back loudly and quickly hung up the phone.

I hurriedly walked down to P'Nath as soon as I hung up the phone. Not understanding the other person's intentions and what they are going to do My heart really won't let me give up, right?

As soon as he walked down to the ground floor, he saw a familiar, frail figure standing there. So I walked Brother Nont to Muk Tuek, which was the most suitable place for talking.

"What's up, brother?" I gave a faint smile. Go to the person in front of you.

"I'm not going to ask about the app again. I won't ask why the app is trying to distance itself from you. I won't ask anything that the app can't answer again. But I want to ask. Please don't do this. Don't distance yourself like this, okay?" P'Nath took my hand and held it. Those slender eyes were shining with pleading.

The look in your eyes that makes my heart flutter All the determination he had had vanished.

"Um," I firmly held P'Nat's hand, smiling widely in confirmation.

"Then would you like to ask for something? The app doesn't need to answer anything at all. I'm just asking for a chance to let the app know how I feel."

I nod lightly. Without knowing what to say The lump on the left side of his chest was pounding like it was about to burst out so much that he had to hold it down with his hand and take a deep breath. For fear that he would suffocate from waiting to hear what he was about to hear.

"I love the app," P'Nont opened his mouth and said the three words with a confident expression.

"I'm not asking for anything else. This is all I'm asking for. Just letting the app know is enough." P'Nont smiled at me with his signature smile again before turning and walking away.

Before I realized that I should do something. That figure was already several steps away from me. As soon as his brain processed what the three words meant, he moved his mouth to call out the other person's name to hold it back and quickly walked towards the other person.

"P'Nath"

The tone I emitted caused P'Nat to stop and slowly turn to look into each other's eyes. As soon as I stepped up to him I pulled that body into my embrace and tightened my embrace as tightly as I could. Ready to move his lips closer to Brother Nont's ear before speaking his feelings for the person in his arms to know. The words I want to say the most right now

"App also loves you"

I've been away for a long time, but I haven't gone anywhere. In fact, I've been hovering around.

Does anyone miss me? Is there anyone still waiting?

In the past, my brain was not very happy. Even now I can only

SF

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I don't know what else to say. Let's say I love you, my good person?

P.S. Don't expect anything from this fic. Decorated with a blurry brain

Fresh thinking, fresh typing, no writing in notebooks, no plot, nothing at all.

Dress with all your heart So just assume that you've been patient and read it already. 5555555