...I must not leave you forever. I will love you more than anyone...

...If I could breathe next to you...

S_husky 

White Lies : 

pure love promise

“Tiffany..”

"How is it going ?"

“Be my boyfriend.”

“Are you crazy, Kim Taeyeon?”

“I'm serious!”

“Damn it.”

“I have been waiting for these words from you for a long time.”

Since that day, it has been almost 2 years since I, Tiffany Hwang, developed a relationship from acquaintances, roommates, close friends to lovers.

“Taeyeon-ah~”

“Oh, you're awake?” Kim Taeyeon, with shoulder-length light brown hair, was startled when I hugged her from behind while she was making our breakfast.

“It smells so good.”

“I woke up hungry. Please wait at the table, ma'am.” I could only smile at Taeyeon's action. The smile that Taeyeon said only I could do

After the two of us finished eating breakfast Taeyeon and I watched the drama in our living room.

“Do you think the hero will tell the heroine he loves him?”

"do not tell"

“Why are you so mean?”

“I just won't tell you right now.” Taeyeon's answer caused many doubts in my heart.

“So Tae will do that?”

“If I do that There wouldn't be Fany here beside me like this.”

This is what makes me love someone like Kim Taeyeon with all my heart. The answer from Taeyeon's mouth made me believe in our love.

In the evening, Taeyeon and I like to go for a walk in the park near our room. It is a shady garden. There were not many people. Some people may not even know that there is a place like this in the capital, Seoul. We sat on the sidewalk. Use the shade of a tree to block the sun in the evening.

“Today I ate all the ice cream before Tae.”

“So what?” the person sitting next to me eating ice cream replied quietly before eating the last bite of ice cream and turning to look at me.

“Tae must follow my orders.”

“Come on.”

“Tae must stay with me for a long time.”

“Is that all?” the little man replied softly before looking down the corridor.

“Even if Fany doesn't order me or force me, I will stay with Fany forever.”

Once again, Taeyeon's answer made me fall in love with this person with all my heart. without hesitation I just smiled until my eyes could hardly see my surroundings. But the white face of the person next to me was so clear that I didn't want it to disappear. I don't want to lose you..Kim Taeyeon

Darkness began to creep in Relying on the light from small and large buildings Taeyeon and I walked down the street. The cold air combined with the blowing wind means that people must wear thick clothing to keep warm.

For me...just me and Taeyeon's hands holding each other like this. Neither cold nor loneliness nor fear will appear in my heart. Even though Taeyeon doesn't tell me she loves me often. But every action It shows Taeyeon's complete love and care for me. I can feel it.

...I love you, Kim Taeyeon...

We walked hand in hand for how long, I don't know. The next thing I knew, we were in our room. While Taeyeon was taking a shower I picked up an old photo album. that it will serve as a good reminder of our memories

This picture... Taeyeon and I went to look at the stars together.

This picture... me, Taeyeon and my friends held a small party.

This picture... Taeyeon secretly took while I was sleeping.

This picture... I am in the warm embrace of a woman.

I could only caress the picture gently. My eyes are starting to blur. Feeling hot at the edges of your eyes Clear water flowed continuously across my cheeks. I just pursed my lips to keep the sobs inside my heart.

“Mom... I'm happy. Taeyeon took care of me very well. Tae won't leave me. Mom, you don't have to worry.

Crack..

I quickly wiped away my tears. and try to keep things in normal condition So that people who were coming out of the bathroom wouldn't know that I was crying, but.. people who know me well like Kim Taeyeon He only sat down next to me before pulling me into a warm embrace. And comfort me the best right now Taeyeon knew it. without asking me

"it is fine with me it is fine with me"

“You stubborn bear. Crying doesn't seem embarrassing at all."

“But I like Fanny to smile more. A smile that only Fanny can make A smile that brightens my world Don't lose it.”

"I haven't lost any of it."

“It has to be like this.” I could only wipe away tears. and give a big smile to my lover

“I will smile for you. I will not be weak.”

"I will never leave you, Tiffany."

“I made a promise.”

Taeyeon's thin lips that gently rested on my side. It's probably a promise that makes me believe that Taeyeon will keep her promise forever.

Thank you Kim Taeyeon..

“Tae, wake up!!!!!” I shouted to the person who was in the trance of a dream. That's right, today I woke up especially early. Because it's our 2 year anniversary of dating. You probably remember it, Kim Taeyeon.

“Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu”

“Tae, why are you so sluggish?!”

“Ah.... I know.” I could only laugh at the small figure who was digging for a blanket.

Today Taeyeon took me to visit the zoo. Why did you come here? Because I asked Taeyeon to bring you. I haven't been in a long time and wanted a change of scenery. But what I'm more curious about is the gift Taeyeon will give me. I have something for you too. We walked around until the zoo closed. and were returning to our room by bus.

“The tiger screams all the time. I guess he wants to eat Tae.”

“I probably won't be satisfied if I eat. You should be full for 3 days after eating this.”

“Does this really mean I'm fat?!”

“I haven't said it yet. Fany said it herself.” We talked about memories that just happened today. It was a good memory, I will remember it forever. On the bus at almost 10:00 p.m., there were only us and a few other people on the bus.

“Today was really fun.”

“Um.”

“This, I will give it to you.” I didn't wait for Taeyeon to answer. He handed me a small white stuffed dog along with a card in a light pink envelope. Taeyeon smiled before taking the doll and opening the card to read.

To.Taeyeon

TaeTae It's been 2 years and I don't regret being with Tae.

Tae Tae It's been 2 years since I slept with Tae Tae every night.

Tae Tae It's been 2 years now and I love Tae Tae more every day.

It's been 2 years, there will be years to come, right?

TaeTae It's been 2 years since I smiled because of TaeTae. I will smile for you.

TaeTae, 2 years ago. I love you very much, Kim Taeyeon.

                                                            From.Tiffany

Taeyeon held my hand tightly. Taeyeon probably knows the love I have for Taeyeon. There's so much We walked off the bus when we reached the station near our room.

“Taeyeon be careful!!!”

Things that almost made me lose my mind. Because suddenly the person next to me ran across the crosswalk and onto the road on the other side. When the pedestrian crossing signal only lasts for 2 seconds

“I'm right here, Tiffany!”

“What the hell are you doing to her?!” I shouted across to Taeyeon not to be upset, but look at Taeyeon, she was jumping around the world dancing and waving at me like a child.

“Today I am the happiest. I love you, Hwang Miyoung.”

“I told you not to call me that name!!” I was so happy that I couldn't speak until I had to find something to say to relieve my embarrassment. I hope Taeyeon can't clearly see me when I'm shy.

At this late hour, there were not many people walking along the road. Taeyeon isn't shy about declaring our love to others. I care about how people around us view our love. It's like it's just the two of us now.

“I promise to take care of Fany. I will be with Fany forever.”

“I love you so much!”

After hearing those words, I could only smile, smiling, tears of happiness flowed down continuously. I looked at the little person who was taking things out of the large backpack he had been carrying all day. It was a white teddy bear holding peas. It would represent me and Taeyeon being together forever.

When the pedestrian crossing light is green Taeyeon walked across the crosswalk carrying a doll to me. With a smile that looks happy Full of love and warmth

Bang !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That sound made my heart feel like it was floating in the air. The picture in front of me is just a dream, right? I don't know where the bronze car sped past the signal. But it collided head-on with a little woman who had pure love for me. The person who is everything to me The one who said he would be with me forever

....Kim Taeyeon...

. ...Kim Taeyeon...

I just screamed like a crazy person. He ran towards a soulless body lying in a pool of blood. I held the body in my lap. Hug as if you don't want it to disappear.

“Kim Taeyeon, you always said you would stay with me. Tae won't leave me. Tae wakes up. Tae can't break his promise. I told you to wake up, Kim Taeyeon.”

empty...

The reaction of the person named Kim Taeyeon....

From now on.....isn't it any more?

Wake up. I must wake up from this nightmare. Definitely a dream. Taeyeon promised she would never leave me. If it's not true, it must not be true. I shook the cold, blood-covered body, hoping that its owner would open his eyes again.

..1 year has passed....

Today, today last year It's the turning point of my life. It's been a year since I lived alone. It's been 1 year since that person left me and never returned. Kim Taeyeon... I miss you so much. I still love you always My heart can't accept anyone to take your place.

I walked along the path in the zoo. In Mimi, me and that person were together. I took the same bus line. and original seat Where me and that person are together I walked all the way to the street that made that person leave me. Pictures of everything that happened It still remains in the memory, reminding and reiterating every word and every action of that person clearly.

I could only look up at the bright sky. It's different from my heart right now. That felt like clear water was flowing from the eyes. I held my head up like that to hold back tears from falling.

That's right.. Taeyeon doesn't like me crying.

I will smile for you, Kim Taeyeon..

“If I cry now Will Tae come to comfort me?”

I stared at the sky for I don't know how long, but it made me feel like that person was aware of how I was feeling right now.

“Mom.. Tae is a good person, right? Please take care of Taeyeon.”

I smiled at the sky one last time before accepting the truth. and have to continue living life I believe that my mother and Taeyeon will always be by my side.

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