Hello, I'm Kim Junsu. I'm in my second year of high school. I'm walking to my classroom. Oh! And this person walking next to me He's my boyfriend. I'm embarrassed when I say it. >/////< He's one of the top handsome guys at my school. His name is Kim Jaejoong. I'm in my third year.
When this year ends, he will have to go to university. I don't know if he's not here or not, will I be lonely or not? I love mine! In the morning, Jaejoong hyung would walk me in front of my school building like this every day. And in the evening too, he would sit and read a book and wait until I played football to my satisfaction. Then we will walk home together.
At noon, we study in different classes. Everyone went to eat with their own friends. Sometimes if we bump into each other at the cafeteria Jaejoong hyung would also buy me a little food. We didn't go out to eat together at noon. I think it's another way to help us stay together for a long time. Because people must want to have personal time.
Stay with friends and groups. To be with my boyfriend all the time is too much.
You might hear people's voices coming.
That you and I aren't a good match.
Some of those words I know it can be disruptive.
And might make you hesitate
“Here! Look! The school couple has arrived.”
“Ah! Jaejoong is handsome~!!”
“Junsu is also the cutest! Scream!”
“But no matter how you look at it, they shouldn't be dating at all. Do you think so?”
“That's right, Jaejoong hyung is as cold as ice.”
“I said so, but look at Junsu. She's cute, bright, well-spoken, and friendly to everyone. Plus, he's good at sports.”
“I don't know how long they will be together. They are so different.”
I hear these sounds regularly until I'm used to them. Everyone thinks that our couple is not suitable for each other. I'm so cheerful. friendly to everyone Plus he's a good speaker. But Jaejoong is a quiet person. I don't speak much. If you're not really close to him. You probably think that Brother Jaejoong is very arrogant.
But anyone who has been close to Jaejoong like me probably knows how cute he is. Always take care of those around you. Even though he doesn't talk much. But he expressed it more through his actions.
Things that are talked about like this I don't take it to heart. I really love him. No matter what other people say, so be it. I love that Jaejoong hyung is like this. But this is Jaejoong. I don't know whether to keep it or not to think about it. I don't want him to think too much. I want him to know that no matter what, I will always be with him.
The small figure and the tall figure walked together until they arrived in front of a 4-story white building, which was the small figure's school building.
The two of them turned to look at each other before saying a few words. Before leaving each other like every day
“Jaejoong hyung sent me just here. I'll walk up myself." The small figure said as he took his school bag from the tall figure's hand and held it. and looked up at the tall figure with a bright smile
“Um, study hard. I'll be waiting at the field in the evening." The tall figure simply replied. Before gently adjusting his glasses with a no-nonsense expression, he was about to turn and walk back to his own school building on the other side.
Just a moment.
The small figure saw that Jaejoong was about to walk to his school building on the other side. I thought of something.
Jaejoong turned to look at the hand holding his arm. Then he looked from his hand to Junsu's face.
“Is something wrong, Junsu?” the tall man asked curiously.
"....." Junsu didn't answer but pulled Jaejoong's arm to bend down towards him a little.
“I love Jaejoong,” someone said when they saw that the tall figure's ears were in front of his mouth.
When the small figure finished speaking, he pressed his own rounded nose onto Jaejoong's soft cheek. to confirm in one's own words
Junsu saw that Jaejoong's body still hadn't moved. So I quickly turned around and ran~ up the school building, ashamed of my own actions.
Jaejoong's tall figure when he regained consciousness The good man ran away and went up the building. He raised his hand to caress the cheek where the small figure had just stolen a kiss. And Jaejoong's face turned red. With a smile forming on his thick, thin lips. Out of embarrassment at Junsu's actions
“You crazy kid,” Jaejoong muttered as he walked around. along with stroking his cheek himself and turned around and walked towards his own school building on the other side.
I want to ask, ask you not to be shaken.
Well, in this matter, it's just us, right?
Jaejoong walked up to his own school building. By shaking off the shyness from just now along with moving the glasses as he wore them a little and was about to walk up to the school building
But before Jaejoong walked up there There was the sound of talking and walking down. which in that conversation His and Junsu's names were also there. Jaejoong hurriedly hid behind the wall.
“Hey, little Junsu, little Junsu. I don't know how I can endure being with a cold person like Jaejoong. I don't see anything good. Besides being handsome."
“Oh, even though I speak, I don't speak much. Every day I just read books.”
“Or was it that Junsu was threatened by him?”
"Yes! It's worth thinking about. The two of them are so different.”
“Or maybe little Junsu likes strange things.”
“Whatever it is. Now hurry and go to the bathroom. Before going to class, go quickly.”
And those people walked away.
Jaejoong saw that they had left and walked out from behind the wall. Then walked up to the school building. along with thinking about what those people said
You don't have to ask, you don't have to answer to anyone, just answer your heart.
whether we need each other or not
You don't have to know anyone's answer. Just answering your heart is enough.
If our hearts love each other Just make it our business.
lunch break Junsu and his friends walked to the cafeteria to eat as a large group.
Junsu went to buy food and then sat and waited for his friends at the table that had reserved their bags. Waiting to eat with friends all at the same time
A group of women walked up to Junsu. Then he poured red water on Junsu's head.
“Break up with Jaejoong! Otherwise, you definitely won't die.” A woman in the group said before walking away with her head raised.
Junsu could only stand still. He doesn't want to hurt women.
Everyone in the cafeteria could only stand and watch. Unable to help Junsu at all. No matter how much I wanted to help, I still didn't dare. Because that woman, everyone knows that she is the granddaughter of the school director.
Junsu saw that the girl was about to walk out of the cafeteria. He ran to block in front of her.
“Huh! You ran in front of me because you were going to break up with my Jaejoong, right? Hehe,” the woman said while laughing.
“No! Even if someone thinks we don't fit in any way! I don't care! I love Jaejoong! And Jaejoong hyung loves me too. There's no way we'll break up! Even if you are the grandchild of the school director. I don't care. I-will-never-break-up-with-oppa-Jae-jung-det-dead!” Junsu finished speaking and ran out of there and back to the cafeteria as usual.
When Junsu's small figure ran out, On that woman's pretty face, a smile formed at the corner of her mouth. With a soft laugh
Whoever said it was bad, what did you think?
Let him think as he pleases.
How necessary is it to please everyone?
If we understand each other well
Now it's time to leave school. Junsu and his friends invited each other to play football on the field like every day.
Jaejoong put things in his bag. Once he finished checking his things, he walked towards Junsu at the football field like he did every day.
When Jaejoong walked to the football field I saw a pile of bags belonging to Junsu and his friends under the shade of their usual tree. The sharp eyes under his glasses turned to look at the middle of the field. Junsu was seen playing his feet happily. So he sat down under the shade of a nearby tree. with a pile of bags and took out a book from his bag To read to pass the time while waiting for Junsu to come home together.
After a long time had passed. Jaejoong turned to look at the center of the field. Then he lifted his watch and looked at the time. The beautiful clock now says 5:30 p.m. It's almost time to go home. After a while, Junsu will probably stop playing.
The tall man closed the book and gently adjusted his glasses. He was about to put it in his school bag. But before putting it in the bag A photograph fell from the book.
It's a photo of Jaejoong and Junsu going on a school vacation last year. They were eating breakfast before leaving. In which the actual picture is a picture taken with many friends. But Junsu wanted it to be a picture of just Jaejoong and Junsu. Junsu cut out pictures of everyone and gave them to Jaejoong to keep.
Sharp's face looked at that picture and a slight smile formed on his thick lips. Before that smile disappeared when it came to the conversation this morning. floats into mind
“Maybe we really aren't suitable for each other,” the tall man muttered quietly to himself before putting the picture back in the book as before.
I want to ask, ask you not to be shaken.
Is this just us?
Jaejoong walked home with Junsu. The tall man was busy walking and thinking about the morning, so he didn't pay much attention to Junsu. Junsu, who was walking beside Jaejoong, noticed this. Today's tall figure is different from everyday. How do you look so blank? The small figure saw this and called out to the tall figure.
“Uncle Jaejoong”
"....." quiet
“Uncle Jaejoong.”
"....." There was no response...
“Brother Jaejoong!!” The little body couldn't stand the fact that he called Jaejoong twice but completely ignored him. Junsu decided to shout right into Jaejoong's ear!
“Yes, Junsu, why did you call me?” Jaejoong suddenly felt confused. When Junsu suddenly shouted into his ear
“Well, Jaejoong hyung doesn't care about me at all. Is something wrong today? He looks strangely vacant.”
“No, sir. Just a little something to think about,” Jaejoong replied, looking ahead. He didn't want to look at Junsu's face right now.
“Or, if there is anything I can help with, please tell me,” the small figure said, turning to smile brightly at Jaejoong.
Jaejoong turned and looked at Junsu for a moment. before turning back to look in the same direction Then he walked the little body home.
When they arrived in front of Junsu's house Jaejoong then handed his school bag to Junsu.
“Do you want to go into the house?” Junsu asked tallly.
"I'd rather not bother you," the tall man replied, adjusting his glasses a little.
"Um... then it's good to go home," the small figure said with a smile.
“Yes,” the tall man replied before turning around and heading back to his own home.
When the tall figure walked up to his house, he went up to his own room. And tell mom that today you don't have to cook dinner for him. Because he's not hungry.
Jaejoong dropped his body onto his own dull gray bed. and put his hand on his forehead
Today, he thought about the things those people said until he himself couldn't understand anything.
Jaejoong lay there thinking for a while. You can decide. So he sent a message to make an appointment with Junsu to meet up tomorrow. Because it was Saturday, we probably wouldn't meet if we didn't make an appointment.
When I thought of it like this The tall figure took out his cell phone from his trouser pocket and sent a message to the small figure.
“Junsu, let's meet tomorrow at.... It's 10 a.m. I have something to talk to you about."
Jaejoong sent a message to Junsu. Then put the phone next to you. He put his hand to his forehead as usual. Lie down and think about the same things. Over and over until you fall asleep
Junsu ran breathlessly and stood in front of Jaejoong, panting. Cheeks turned bright red. Sweat trickled down his hairline, down his neck, and then seeped into the inside of his shirt. Thin pink lips parted slightly. It made Junsu look even cuter.
“Why did you run like this, Junsu?” Jaejoong asked as he led the small figure over to the bench under the tree. In the nearby park
“Well, I woke up late. I was afraid that Jaejoong would be waiting for a long time, so I rushed over, haha,” the small figure replied, wiping the sweat on his forehead with his sleeve.
“Come, I'll wipe it for you,” Jaejoong said as he handed out a handkerchief to wipe away the sweat on his small body.
Junsu just sat there looking at Jaejoong's face. He was helpless. If you try to pull your face out, you'll be afraid you'll hurt Jaejoong's kindness. But I really don't want to show off my face. It's been a while since Jaejoong would do something sweet for him.
Jaejoong saw Junsu sitting there looking at him. There was a burning sensation in the face. The big hand lowered his hand. Then he handed the handkerchief to Junsu to wipe himself.
“Thank you.” Junsu took the handkerchief and smiled at Jaejoong's embarrassment.
The small figure and the tall figure sat and watched the surrounding atmosphere for a while. It was Junsu who spoke first.
“Jaejoong hyung, do you have anything to say to me?” the little figure asked Jaejoong as his tiredness began to disappear.
“Junsu...”
"yes?"
"I said...."
“Let's break up.”
“Wh...why?” the little figure asked Jaejoong in a trembling voice. He didn't expect Jaejoong to make an appointment with him to tell him this.
“I really think we're not suitable for each other. Just like other people said,” Jaejoong said without even turning to look at the small figure.
“Why do you think like that?” the little one asked, those round eyes welling with tears.
“I'm a cold person. Until people compared it to ice. As for Junsu, he is cheerful, bright, well-spoken, and loved by everyone. I think we're different..."
“I don't care! No matter who looks at it, it doesn't matter! Well, I love Jaejoong who is like this! I don't care about anyone!” The small figure spoke up before Jaejoong could even finish his sentence.
Junsu stood up and walked in front of Jaejoong. along with wiping away the tears that kept flowing out
“Huh, Jaejoong hyung... don't you love me anymore?” the little figure asked while staring at Jaejoong's face through eyes that were flowing with tears continuously.
“I love you, I love Junsu the most, but…” Her high-pitched voice disappeared.
Junsu pressed his hand on Jaejoong's shoulder and lowered his head towards Jaejoong. Until their lips touched As a result, Jaejoong's voice disappeared.
Jaejoong's eyes widened. He didn't think Junsu would dare to kiss him in public like this.
The two of them kissed for a long time. But there was no encroachment whatsoever. It's just normal lip-smacking. Jaejoong didn't close his eyes. He looked at Junsu's face next to his. A thick palm came up and gently wiped the small body's tears. Even though their lips were pressed together
The small figure pulled away from his lips when he felt that. I myself won't be able to breathe.
“Junsu…” Jaejoong called out to the small figure in a soft voice.
“I don't care what people think of me. No matter how we're not suitable for each other, that's up to them. I only know that I love Jaejoong. And you love me too. We love each other. Can't you just care about the two of us?" Her sweet face looked at Jaejoong's face with trembling eyes.
"....." Jaejoong didn't answer but looked at Junsu's face.
“Uncle Jaejo…” Junsu didn't finish his sentence until Jaejoong did what he did to Jaejoong just now.
Jaejoong grabbed Junsu's cheeks with both hands and pulled him towards himself. Their lips met again. His sweet face opened his eyes and looked at Jaejoong's face with his heart pounding. Junsu's eyes widened when he felt the tall figure's tongue lick his lips open. The small figure closed his eyes and opened his lips to allow Jaejoong's tongue to explore the inside of his sweet mouth.
Jaejoong sent his tongue to explore the inside of Junsu's sweet mouth. Deeply penetrates every nook and cranny of his tongue that he can. Junsu's mouth was sweet, very sweet, so sweet that it caused him to feel possessive, not wanting even a single person to come in and explore him like he did. He wouldn't let this person go again.
“Ah~!” The small figure lightly hit Jaejoong's chest, indicating that he was about to run out of breath.
Jaejoong parted his lips and pulled the small body up onto his lap. With Junsu's back turned towards his strong chest. Jaejoong then rested his chin on Junsu's small shoulder.
“I'm sorry, Junsu. I just thought about it by myself. I didn't ask about Junsu's feelings at all. I'm really sorry. From now on, I will only think about the two of us. I don't care anymore who says we're not suitable for each other. And I definitely won't let Junsu go. Even if Junsu breaks up with you!” Jaejoong said as he hugged the small body in his lap tighter. In order to confirm that he really will not let Junsu go.
"yes! Me too! Even if you break up with me I won't give up,” Junsu said, tightening his arms around his waist.
You don't have to ask, you don't have to answer to anyone, just answer your heart.
whether we need each other or not
You don't have to know anyone's answer. Just answering your heart is enough.
If our hearts love each other Just make it our business.
-----THE END-----
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P.S. The song used in the soundtrack is called Our Story - Da Endorphine!