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[ sf : kyumin ]It’s hard to say how I feel [ It's hard to express my feelings.]
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2024-07-01
Have you ever been there? I want to say I love someone, but why? It's hard to say, I don't know... Kyumin kyumin super junior fic sj fic kyumin

Lee Sungmin falls in love with Junior Zhou. Kyuhyun for 3 years Because I don't have enough courage to tell you I love you. until a dear friend like

Lee Donghae couldn't stand it and told Sungmin that this year he had to tell him he loved him. Hey, will we be able to say I love you to little rabbits? Let's get excited^^!


[ sf : kyumin ]It’s hard to say how I feel [

It's hard to express my feelings.]

14 Feb. 20

xx

year ago

“Kyuhyun”

“Yes, Sungmin hyung?”

"No..No, there's nothing."

14 Feb. 20

xx

The following year

“Kyuhyun~”

“Yes, brother^^”

“That is...I uh..”

"I mean...I'm going to ask if you got a lot of chocolate^^!"

10 Feb. 20

xx

Current year...

Donghae talk~

Bang

"It's not a problem." I slammed the table loudly in the cafeteria when I realized that for the two years I had been on the exchange program until I came back, my chubby friend still didn't dare to secretly love the person I secretly liked. -_____-

“Donghae, why are you slapping the table?

T^T”

“Because you don't care, Lee Sungmin.”

“T^T”

“Please, don't make a face like a gloomy rabbit. 0” I reached out and pinched Sungmin's cheek with sterility.

"hurt

T^T”

Sungmin moaned as his own cheeks puffed out. Jijisom- -

"Oh, isn't it amazing? It's been two years since Valentine's Day and you still haven't dared to say you like that handsome guy." Seeing this, I can't help but worry. Sungmin is shy, but How ever? I understand that.

“Well, when that kid was in front of me, he didn't dare tell me.” Sungmin's face turned red. I saw him put his hand on his cheek and cover himself in shame.

"I don't know. If this year, you'll tell that kid."

“T..T..But”

"Don't be so calm. Have you seen that person?" I pointed at the sweet-faced senior. Show Sungmin a beautiful smile.

“Uncle Leeteuk”

"yes!!!"

“Brother, why?”

“-______- ”Damn it.

“I like Kyuhyun too. Do you understand yet?” Oh, my friend, besides not daring to say I love you, I also don't know about the enemy of my own heart.

"Then I'd rather not tell."

“What!!” I shouted loudly because I didn't expect to hear this word.

"I don't think I'll tell you I love you."

"Why-___-?"

“Look, Donghae and Leeteuk are both beautiful. With a cute smile and such talent, what can I say about it..." It's true. It's as good as it says.

“I want something like this. If you don't try, you won't know. Maybe Kyuhyun likes you like Sungmin.”

“It just might be if..my heart is broken, Donghae.”

“And between secretly liking this and being heartbroken, which hurts more, Sungmin?”

"You choose. Let's go. I'll go first." I picked up the backpack and put it on my shoulder before getting into the car at the house that had come to pick me up.

----------- It’s hard to say how I feel -----------------------------

Sungmin talk~~

Clink clink clink

Hello, I'm Sungmin. Hey, right now I'm not doing anything except sitting and staring at the clock. Thinking about what Donghae said in the afternoon

“Oh, my head hurts [” I shake my head back and forth until it's a habit to shake my head when I'm thinking too much. Haha, even though it made me stop thinking about it for just 10 seconds, maybe.

J

When you can't decide I turned my attention to the computer in front of me instead. The music from the music player doesn't improve my mood at all. Hehe, that handsome guy isn't even on M here yet._///_

I sat here and pressed and looked for a while.

Msn

I warned that the person I had been waiting for an hour or two to come online would finally come online. My chubby hand immediately clicked on the notification and quickly said hello.

Sungmin : say   

Ahn Young Kyuhyun

GameKyu : say 

Annyong, Sungmin.

Sungmin : say 

What are you doing?(._.)

GameKyu : say 

I just finished taking a shower.

Sungmin : say   

Oh, yeah.

GameKyu : say 

Brother, please.

Sungmin : say 

Find a song to listen to.

GameKyu : say 

So let me try listening to the song.

when You Tell Me That You Love Me

Look.

Sungmin : say 

Okay, then I'll go listen.

GameKyu : say 

yes

What should we talk about next? I tried to think of something to talk to Kyuhyun about. Until I remembered one thing

Sungmin : say 

It's close to Valentine's Day, right?

GameKyu : say 

That's it.

Sungmin : say 

You must have brought lots of chocolate like usual.

GameKyu : say 

Haha, did you know that last year's stuff is still full in my refrigerator?

Sungmin : say 

Haha, it's all expired.

GameKyu : say 

Haha, that's it.

Ah, I'm going to play the game first. Sweet dreams in advance^^

Sungmin : say 

Good night, sweet dreams in advance. Don't sleep too late.

After Kyuhyun went offline

Msn

I went and opened it.

YouTube

Then type in the name of the song that Kyuhyun recommended when

Youtube

Searched for a song for me, so I chose one with lyrics and pressed listen. Before getting excited, a sweet melody began to sound.

I wanna call the star

I want to call the stars

Down from the sky

down from the sky

I wanna live a day

I want to live each day

That never dies

that will never die

I wanna chang the world

I want to change this world

Only for you

just for you

All the impossible

Everything that is impossible

I wanna do

I want to do

I listen to this song over and over without getting bored.

The person in this song lyrics...can I be Kyuhyun's older brother?

4 days later..

“I think it's too sweet, Donghae hyung.” Kibum, my boyfriend, my best friend, Donghae. He made a face when he ate the homemade chocolate he made with his hands.

“Then give it back. If you don't eat it, I can eat it myself.

v.”

Donghae then went to grab the box of chocolates back from Kibum. Hahaha. Without even looking at my own figure, I wonder if I can compete with Kibum's strength. In the end, he gave up and sat down next to me with his mouth stuck out.

"You're so touchy, Donghae-hyung." Then Kibum reached out and patted Donghae's head. Oh, I'm jealous ><

"Hey, I'm not talking to you anymore!" Donghae slapped Kibum's hand away before storming out of the room.

“Sungmin hyung, I'll leave something to you first.” Then Kibum said quickly and went to apologize to Donghae according to the rules. Ready to leave a bag full of luggage on my desk. I couldn't help but put them into each person's bag as my eyes stumbled upon a small gift box from under the table. It was the chocolate cake that I hoped to give to Kyuhyun to confess his love to after the Valentine's Day event held during the afternoon class.

Because I think right now Kyuhyun is busy preparing to sing at today's event.

J

But...what song is he singing this year?

----------- It’s hard to say how I feel -----------------------------

14.20 P.M.

auditorium

KM

“Alright, who is the next singer, Shindong sunbaenim>

“Kyuhyun/Kyuhyun sunbae screams!” The voices of FC Kyuhyun girls shouted his name loudly throughout the auditorium until Donghae and I had to cover our ears.

"Wow, the FC is full, seniors."

“That's Little Li, then we can't keep FC waiting for the next singer, Zhou Kyuhyun!!!”

“Scream>0<”

I saw Kyuhyun walking out into the middle of the stage. The face is slender and shaped. A high nose, thin lips, sharp, slender eyes, very beautiful. The more you stand on stage like this, the more I can say that you look insanely good. Kyuhyun introduces himself a bit before a sweet, familiar melody comes on. This song is familiar. It's a song.

When You Tell Me That You Love ME

Sure enough, I hummed the song (sitting and listening until I could sing _ ) following Kyuhyun, my eyes fixed on the person singing without batting an eye until Kyu accidentally turned towards me. And then we... locked eyes_ _//

“^^” Oh, did he smile at me? My heart swelled. My face must be red up to my ears.

17.30 p.m.

“Kyuhyun, can I talk to you please^^” Leeteuk hyung, who is closer to Kyu than me, called him as soon as the event ended.

“Oh, yes ^^” and then he followed the sweet-faced senior out. Haha, Sungmin, you're about to be heartbroken...

Suddenly, Donghae's thin hand grabbed my arm. Before dragging him to follow

“Where are you going, Donghae?”

“Let's go look at those two,” Donghae replied in a concerned tone. then pulled me into the garden before pulling me to sit behind a bush. But how did some friends know that these two were here?

“You don't have to act drunk. I had that bastard go after those two myself.”

“Why are you not good?!” Leeteuk's voice made Donghae and I turn our attention to the conversation in front of us instead.

"No, it's just that I don't love you."

“Then we can secretly date each other first, this is Kyuhyun,” Leeteuk said, waiting for hope.

“I'm sorry, but I really don't think of you more than I can.” I saw a face that was always full of smiles filled with disappointment and sighed.

“Then I'll excuse myself.” Leeteuk smiled at Kyuhyun and walked past him. I could tell from his smile just now that he was forcing a smile. Ah, even though I'm happy, why doesn't he like Leeteuk hyung?

“Donghae, why did Kyuhyun reject Leeteuk hyung?” I turned to ask the person next to me. Now there is only emptiness left -__- Where has it gone? I try to turn left and right.

“Because he's not the person I'm waiting for to tell him I love him.” A deep voice sounded above my head. No, it wasn't Donghae's voice, but it was the voice of the person I've loved for the past 3 years.

TT;

Lee Sungmin is dead.

“It's not good to eavesdrop on other people's conversations.” Kyuhyun scolded me even though he had a smile on his face. then pulled me up

“Oh, I just happened to be taking a walk with a friend,” I tried to explain.

“Well, then we'd better go inside. The weather is getting colder again. You'll get sick soon^^” Kyuhyun smiled before turning his back on me.

...Lee Sungmin, are you going to miss your chance again? You've been doing it for the past 2 years.

“Uh..K..Kyu?” I accidentally reached out and grabbed his arm again without thinking.

“Huh?”

“Wh...is..wa...that I uh..”

"Nothing, nothing^^" is the most crazy thing. Haha, in the end I didn't dare say it out loud.

"I'm satisfied. Will you make me wait another year?"

“Huh?”

"I guess I'll have to tell you first."

"...." He probably wouldn't...

“I love you. I've always loved you since two years ago.” Really? Jo Kyuhyun, he loves me?

"Then why didn't you tell me?" I asked this question. Kyuhyun also made a face like this: Why haven't you told me yet? People don't dare._ _

"Because I want to hear you tell me first." I also want to hear him tell me first. -0-

“But you can't hear it anymore, haha.”

“Crazy kid..” I muttered.

“What do you say?”

“Tell me, sir.”

“..?” I looked up at the other person. who is now looking at me as well Eyes that showed such tenderness that it made my heart flutter.

“Tell me you love me.”

"Um, I love you^^" When I finished speaking, the tall figure smiled widely and walked closer to me. His long arms came around and hugged my waist loosely.

“Then…” Then Kyuhyun brought his face closer to mine until our noses almost touched, speaking softly, “Consider this the deposit that you made me wait for for 3 years.” Then Kyuhyun Hyun then leaned down and placed his lips on mine, kissing me sweetly but mixed with heat, slowly penetrating into my mouth and it spread everywhere. It almost made me melt until I had to hold the other person's arm for a while before he slowly withdrew his lips.

“Let's go home, it's getting late.”

"Ah..thank you^^"

"yes??"

“Never mind it, hehe.” Then I pulled my tall figure and walked home together.

.....I'll tell you that.

Thank you for loving me.

....It makes me feel no regrets for loving you, Jo Kyuhyun^^

THE END..

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