Because there are many people who just keep running away. Another person ran after him.

Sometimes it's hard to let go. But the pain was overwhelming until my heart broke.

Tell yourself to endure. Because someday we will be the same.

No, the answer resounded in my ears.

Because...from now on, love is worth it. It will only be available to those who value it. It's raining heavily.....it's winter now....the weather is unstable. ....like a person's heart

Intro

Looking back My heart you threw away

Because there are many people who just keep running away. Another person ran after him.

Sometimes it's hard to let go. But the pain was overwhelming until my heart broke.

Tell yourself to endure. Because one day "we" will be the same.

“No,” the answer echoed in his ears.

“Because...from now on, love is worth it. It will only be available to those who value it.”

It's raining heavily.....it's winter now....the weather is unstable. ....like a person's heart

Whatever the reason, Xin sat and sipped hot cocoa in the room that had kept the memories of the past four years.

two weeks ago Sin calls Nat, her hand almost cramped. He briefly said that he couldn't come see him because he was busy with work.

Sin knew that Nat was busy.....busy to the point of forgetting something.

“Nat, how about this week? Please help me put things in my room. Sin will move to another province.”

"Oh, why did you move? Nat doesn't know anything about it."

"Well, Sin can't contact Nat." I don't want to say that Sin waited for Nat until Sin couldn't wait.

“So...how is it? Nat is very busy right now.” I understand that work is busy. But time doesn't wait for you. Do people who wait have to wait alone?

“Uh...Nat is here. Sin has something very important to tell you. It's really important.” His free hand picked up the diary that they had written together for four years.

"It's so important that...Nat will be shocked."

"Oh, I want to know..."

“Hurry up..”

Maybe time doesn't wait for you Nat....but Sin has been waiting for Nat all this time. It's very difficult. We have to wait without knowing when we will meet. The phone that we used to talk to disappeared. We used to be together every day. Wake up in the morning in each other's arms. Eat and smile at each other Take a walk while holding hands Sit close, walk close until your shoulders touch.

It's very difficult to act like you've forgotten everything. It's even more difficult to wait patiently. It's even more difficult than knowing where you're going without waiting. It's even harder knowing that love still overflows my heart. And it's even harder to hurt each other's feelings.

"Think carefully, Sin. We love each other. Should it be like this?" Brother Stamp held his hand.

“...if Sin never begged.....if Sin never begged...if Nat would just be a little aware. Or at least I see Sin's worth." Tears that I thought would never come again flowed without any signs of stopping. Sin bowed his head, his long hair that Nat liked to play with. Both hands held his chest. Shoulders tremble until the person standing Can't help but embrace

“Does it hurt? If it hurts, why do we have to hurt each other?

Pictures from yesterday, when Nut kept disappearing from everyday life.

"Nat will hurry back..." As he rushed back, it was past midnight.

“Nat is in a meeting. I have to go to a seminar...sorry, Sin." It's been three days since Nat disappeared.

"Nat isn't free at all these days and has to go out of the country with customers often..." And then Nat went... disappeared for a week.

When Nat comes back Nat will no longer care about Sin.

"Nat's eating." Sin stood in front of the dining table.

"Nat's not hungry yet, let's eat," he said, not even turning to look. His eyes were glued to the computer or he was busy with his phone.

Sometimes it's important to people's minds. Especially.....lovers

"Why did Sin do this? It's not good." Sometimes he says things that make some people's hearts flutter and hurt, criticizing them for not even having the slightest benefit.

"........." never responded....silent Waiting for the day that we will be the same as before.

“Nat, what day is it today?” It's an important day. It's Sin's birthday, the anniversary of our relationship.

"Come on, Nat. I want to sleep. Nat has been tired all week." Sin looked at Nat's back, looking at it with tears in her eyes. It was hazy. And it's not at all clear.

"Sin...." The leather shoes that Sin kept polishing every time they started to get dirty. The bottom of the slacks that Sin wore for the man who walked in, a cream-colored shirt with buttons sewn on by Sin. The light-colored necktie that Nat complained about wanting. So Sin bought it for me. Xin's heart beat faintly as if it would stop. His breath hitched at the tall figure that Sin hadn't seen in about two weeks.

He bent his head down and kissed her forehead.

"Why....didn't you tell Nat where you were going to move and what you were going to do?" I've told Nat. He told me everything slowly....and then I gave up.

“Nat Sin will move on and never come back here. Can Nat let Sin go?"

"Why...." Nut's face had a question mark.

“Please Nat, please let Sin go....don't say you love each other again. Don't hurt each other without knowing. Sin doesn't beg or plead for Nat to behave well and take care of Sin. Today, now and from now on Sin asked us to end up here. I want to see Kon again. No matter what happens, I truly beg you not to meet. At least Nat will be kind to Sin for once.".....Sin let out a sob.

Strangely, Nat didn't ask anything. Hands in the pockets of the pants The face that was already calm was now even more silent.

"...."Sin walked out of the room....Nat stood still, not looking at the door. Instead, she walked over and threw herself down on the sofa where Sin often fell asleep while waiting for him.

Going back.....back to the days we had together...Nat looked up at the ceiling. A small drop of water....rolled onto the sofa.

........The first story.....

There's a next chapter.....don't blame me......I'll keep trying.