[One-Shot : SNSD] ::+::

Things that you don't love :: :: [

YulTi]

She still hasn't forgotten him. He that she has in your heart... No matter how long I still miss you ever since.

She would probably choose him. If he comes back to... And I know I have to go anyway.

Pleng!! The porcelain plate was thrown out of the tall man's hand and fell to the ground until it shattered. The food contained inside was spilled all over the floor. That didn't make the tall figure feel shocked in the slightest. It was probably because she was more used to the behavior of the thin woman in front of her, which was the cause. But about the feeling of being able to get used to not hurting or sending reproachful glances to the woman you love, you can't completely.

Meanwhile, some of her self began to realize that this time she was beginning to lose control of her emotions to the point of showing aggressive behavior towards the person who was known as her 'lover' again. So he could only avoid the reproachful eyes that were sent from the tall figure with a honey colored body and sharp face. He raised his hands to hug both legs and secretly looked out the window. Clear water wells up in the eyes.

The tall figure fell down and sat next to the thin body and adjusted his eyes to look at the young woman with displeasure. It turned out to be gentle. A slender hand lifted up and gently caressed his lover's head before gently pressing the head of the woman next to him onto his broad shoulder. While the other person tried to hold back his tears, he let out warm, clear water in his eyes.

Makes the owner of the shoulder he lent his lover to rest on to express his pain, unable to help but worry. When some bodies are sobbing and throwing themselves like this But it also made her jealous.

Jealous of that person that possesses the entire heart of some body Until it made her not allow herself to love someone who was waiting like a tall person.

It is said that waiting has never killed anyone, but if you wait with a purpose, you will 'wait' even if you die... Your goal is nothing. This thin body in your arms doesn't have to turn to love you. Her goal is to hope that she can stay by her side forever... I just want you to take care of the girl beside you forever. That's enough...

A warm palm caressed the head of the thin body gently. While the strength of the other person's sobs began to gradually weaken. Looks like her lover must have released himself to his satisfaction. When I cried until I almost ran out of tears, my feelings of guilt towards my tall body began to function normally again. A thin arm reached up to wrap around the darker skinned man's thin waist and buried his face on his shoulder. The tear stains that had flowed down his cheeks were now wet on the tall figure's t-shirt.

“I'm sorry, Yul…” A muffled voice said, his voice slightly trembling. With the force of the sobs still not completely gone. Some bodies sobbed softly sometimes. A faint smile lifted the taller's lips instead of the feeling of relief that this time her lover didn't cry until she fainted like last time. A slender hand pressed his lover's head down onto his own shoulder.

"It's okay... But how has Yul seen Fany cry like this? I'm always in a bad mood.” His face bent down slightly as he secretly looked at the tear-stained face of the girl next to him. Tiffany slowly closed her heavy eyelids. When I had cried so hard every other day that my eyes were sore. Yuri's other hand came up and gently spread the tears from his lover's face.

Will there be a day when she doesn't cry thinking about him?

Yuri didn't want Tiffany to forget 'that person' with all her heart... She always allows her lover to accept the ex-girlfriend in her heart. Just don't think about it so much that it becomes something that comes back to hurt yourself and hurt like this...

...at least a fraction of my heart That there would be enough space left for her to sit in there sometimes...

The tall man's eyelids closed with a feeling of exhaustion as well. Before leaning back against the head of the bed and falling asleep with the thin woman in his arms resting on her shoulder. Entering a dream that, at least for some, It also helped to meet someone she had been longing for. While for a tall person, the only person who always waits and loves is the person beside him. Even a fraction of my heart doesn't know if I will receive it or not.

Yesterday's images flow back into the images of memories...

A fifteen year old girl was sitting with her head buried in a book, pretending to read on a marble table. Meanwhile, her unique and charming crescent moon eyes stared at a petite older sister who was jumping up high to shoot a beautiful orange ball into the basket just in time for the end of the match.

Making his teammates jump with joy and hug the little person until he was almost a mess in his hands. A hand accidentally gripped the book, and the lips hidden beneath the book smiled happily. Before turning to meet the face of a senior close to him, who was looking at him with such calm eyes that he couldn't read his thoughts.

“Ugh!... Brother Yul! I was so shocked that I just showed up and didn't randomly give a voice.” One of the star seniors of a famous high school stretched out, hands on hips, turning to look in the eyes of a smiling-eyed junior and saw a small close friend. that is about to be banned by both friends and fans A pair of sharp eyes turned to look at some of the figures sitting with red faces again, with the same look in their eyes as always.

before transforming into a mischievous smile that lifted up teasingly which caused the other person's face to heat up even though there was no teasing.

The tall, honey-skinned figure sat down next to her younger sister before glancing at the book in the other's hand, then turning back to suck the water in the glass again, with an unusually smooth expression that even shy people would notice.

“The book is upside down, Fanny,” someone exclaimed softly and turned it inside out. Before being the one to ask a question from a close senior person “Uncle Yul, is something wrong? I don't talk much these days.”

The sharp-faced man paused for a moment before turning to tease the younger man gently and ceremoniously. Then he spoke in a tone of sarcasm that was not serious at all. “If you say this, Fanny is going to say that you're talking too much, right?” After saying that, she raised her hand to gently rub her thin body's hair in annoyance before pulling her hand away from the other person's head when the person being teased cried out so loud. Over

Sharp eyes turned to look at his small best friend again. Then he turned to look at his younger sibling who was only looking around at his close friend. before lowering his eyes and looking at the water in the plastic cup in his hand with a sad look in his eyes Ready to ask the younger sister “Do you like Taeyeon?”

As expected, Tiffany turned around and opened her eyes to look at her closest senior until her face grew red. His demeanor began to get flustered. His hands fidgeted here and there, sometimes playing with me, sometimes poking each other with the index fingers of both hands. Even though she didn't answer with words, her gestures conveyed the answer. That made the person asking feel like there were thousands of needles being stabbed into the red flesh that was pulsing without rhythm countless times until blood was gushing out all over his chest.

She loves this smiling-eyed junior. A smile that makes your heart melt every time you give it to anyone. A pleading personality that she never gets tired of. His sweet voice was a little husky but extremely sweet when used for singing. The sound of her singing made her even more fascinated and immersed in the love of this sweet-voiced younger sister.

“Do you want me to help you?” he asked with a smile that he tried to look as normal as possible. The tears in my heart almost flowed and mixed with the blood that overflowed from my heart because of the poisonous needle that was stabbed.

...What she wants is to see this person's smile forever... What makes a young girl happy is she is ready to do anything. Even if it comes back to hurt your own heart until it's crushed...

The joyful smile of some Even though there is a face that expresses awe, it can't erase the hope in those eyes... The eyes she loved shone with hope. So how can you destroy that hope?

“Taeyeon,” Yuri's deep voice called out to her close friend in a soft voice. A small, clean-skinned friend turned around and answered in a high-pitched voice with good humor as he packed his bags and prepared to go home. One hand of the taller man tightened the strap of his bag until it was soaked with sweat. “Do you have someone you like now?”

The smaller man's thin eyebrows raised in surprise. Before turning to look at his tall friend with a puzzled expression, he pretended to wince in response. “You asked as if you were telling me you love me. But oh, even though we are the same species But if it's with Yul, he can accept it."

Look at you today, Mr. Kim. Taeyeon is especially excited because she won the district basketball championship. To be able to act stupidly at a tall figure without being ashamed as usual. He also snuggled and hugged his tall friend's arm. The cheeky look on the other person's face made the taller figure who was about to kick the smaller one heave a weary sigh.

If we don't tell each other, we'll think that this girl is already a Group B person. The tall figure gently leaned his hand on his friend's clean white shoulder.

“I'm serious, Tae.” The small figure's irritating smile closed slightly, but he still smiled faintly. He backed away slightly from his tall friend and sat down on the edge of the table. “You know that every day I study and play basketball. Where do I find the time to find my girlfriend?”

"There is a younger brother... He likes you...” The small figure twitched his eyebrows slightly as he narrowed his eyes suspiciously at his best friend. “So you're going to be my matchmaker?”

The taller man didn't answer but looked down at the ground, not daring to meet his smaller friend's eyes. Until the white person had to get up from the table and walk over to look at Yuri from below. As a result, the tall figure had to raise his head again, but still averted his eyes from his small friend as usual. One of Taeyeon's small hands raised to her hips and looked at her best friend with bored eyes. before saying, cutting off his tall friend's thoughts without much care.

“Pass

I'll pass. Right now I don't want to have a boyfriend and make my life complicated."

“No!!” Taeyeon turned around and grabbed her bag and walked out of the classroom. But he was startled when his taller friend slammed his palm on the table until a loud sound echoed throughout the room. This caused Taeyeon to look back in fear and bewilderment. Moreover, the tone of voice that the tall friend used to shout loudly echoed in the ears. The small figure lifted up and met a pair of sharp eyes that flickered.

And something unexpected happened. When the tall figure knelt on the ground, his hands pressed against the cold tile floor, he bowed his head.

“I beg you, Taeyeon…” Taeyeon's eyes widened in shock. Didn't expect that someone like Kwon The Yuri she's known since middle school would lower herself to bow down to her over something as small as this. The small figure immediately knelt down and used both hands to try and encourage the other person, who was bent over until his face was almost pressed to the ground, to get up. But he couldn't compete with the strength of a karate master like Yuri.

"Hoy! Get up now, Yuri! What the hell are you doing to me? Oh, all right! I'll try to please you just once. But can you help me get up first?” The small figure both pulled and pulled the tall figure and spoke in a helpless voice. And that made her look up and meet the small figure's eyes again. A wide smile was sent to a close friend, even though the recipient didn't quite understand the meaning of the smile.

I only understood the single word the tall figure said. Just one word

“Thank you, Taeyeon...”

The next day was the first time Taeyeon met and got to know Tiffany. The day the person she loved revealed the widest smile she had ever seen. It was the most beautiful smile she had ever seen. But that smile was not given to her. But it was given to someone who has always loved me...

“How are you, Tiffany?” the tall figure said to his close friend as they walked out and prepared to enter the classroom. The small figure also smiled widely until all of his front teeth could be seen. Tiffany and Taeyeon are really alike. You don't have to say any words, just looking at their expressions you can answer every question.

“She's cute, she's good at talking, and she has a really beautiful smile.” The face of the person who replied made the person asking feel both pain and happiness. It hurts that another person is pouring his heart out to the girl who owns his own heart. But I'm happy when that person is the only person that I've always been in love with. The tall figure's embarrassed smile was forced out. No matter how wide that smile was, his face looked more like someone about to cry.

“So... that's good.”

"P'Yul," the sweet, husky voice of the tall girl's beloved walked in with a face brighter than usual to the point of surprise. Yuri's slender hand lifted and rested on the younger man's head, rubbing it softly, affectionately. “Is there anything good, Fanny? Smile wide.”

Both thin arms grabbed the older man's forearms and tangled them in a good mood. Meanwhile, the other person's heart was beating so fast that his body was afraid that the other person would be aware of this abnormal rhythm. But another person seems to have something more interesting than her heartbeat. Which is a happy story for some people that makes the knees of people with weak hearts feel weak and almost collapse to the ground. The answer was like lightning striking the heart of an older person until it was completely destroyed.

“Uncle Tae wants Fany to date me.” The bright voice of the person she had loved for a long time passed through her ears. Her brain now felt confused. Dazed to the point of being unable to understand anything more than this while the younger people continued to tell stories about their impressions of being confessed and asked to date by the person they loved. His face smiled so wide that all of his teeth could be seen.

His eyes also revealed a smile. The listener's heart fluttered almost to a halt right then and there before he had to smile with difficulty when the younger sister finished her story.

“So... I'm happy for you, Fanny...”

...glad too...

A pair of sharp eyes opened and looked at the picture in front of her, which was the wall of her bedroom and the thin figure that was still asleep in her embrace. Her dark brows knit together in pain every time the memories from before came back to attack her again. Tiffany and Taeyeon's most wonderful day While it was a day that broke your heart to pieces

Instead, she had to pretend to be a senior and good friend to congratulate them on their relationship. Even though I wanted to cry right there. The tall figure gently placed the thin body in his arms and lay down on the bed in the most comfortable position. Pulling the thick blanket over his chest, he stood up and walked out of the room. Leaving the young lady in love to rest fully after crying heavily for many days in a row.

The woman's wide but not ugly back was leaning against the wall in front of the room where some bodies were sleeping, looking worried. She doesn't want this. Even though I'm with some body Get the physical family of the young woman you love. But what she really wants is a heart... The heart that Tiffany has never given to anyone except her dear friend Taeyeon...

She didn't even think about stealing her thin body from her petite close friend. and never once thought of letting his close friend abandon his body. All she had done all this time was to restrain herself and pray that their love would work out well. That's all...

Until the day she and Tiffany changed their status from siblings and friends to lovers. Some people will never be able to forget their old lovers who are still in their hearts and memories at all... She's not thin at all. Because she, too, could never forget the younger person who owned her heart.

When he was her first love Therefore, it is not strange that she continues to keep him in her heart.

So there's nothing wrong with it. If you still love and take care of me forever Because Tiffany is also her first and only love.

His tall head lifted up until it was leaning against the wall before he slowly sat down, exhausted. Both hands are left resting against the sides of the body. Pictures of the happy days of one couple and another 'witness of love' have returned to disturb her heart again.

After the day a thin younger version came to tell her the good news about the princess. Both Taeyeon and Tiffany began to cling together like fish. They take care of each other so well that everyone is jealous. Because Tiffany herself is a star at school. It wouldn't be strange if many young people were fascinated by her charming smile.

Meanwhile, Taeyeon is also a basketball player at school and has excellent academic performance. And it's so popular that an unofficial fan club has been set up. Most of the time, it's women who like the playfulness and pampering of their petite friends. But it's not like no man is attracted to her best friend's boldness.

And what about Kwon Yuri... has this girl become just an extra in both of their lives?

The white man's small hand gently touched the tall man's shoulder as if he knew the feelings of a close friend. before speaking as Tiffany excused herself to go to the bathroom. The look that was sent out clearly indicated how much his little friend cared about the feelings of someone who thought too much like her. “Yul, I'm sorry that Fany and I have been going everywhere alone lately so often that I left you. I have to be alone.”

A faint smile was lifted and returned in a half-hearted way. Before shaking his head and replying with something that was the opposite and hurt his own heart like always, “No, you guys are lovers, I understand. Take it easy, don't worry about me. It's been a long time since I've been alone without you and Fany bothering me, it's been fine too."

Taeyeon smiled faintly and shook her head lightly at the other person's answer. While the person answering is trying almost to death to come up with a one-word answer... Before the little friend could say anything else, some of the lovers walked back and sat together again. This was also the time when Yu began to return to the state of 'excess' again.

For Tiffany What is she like in the eyes of this younger sister's generation...

A good senior? Childhood friend? Close friend? Or Taeyeon's advisor... She asks. She mentions him every time she's alone with me, in every situation and every occasion... Whether it's your birthday...

“Uncle Yul, tomorrow is Tae's birthday. What do you think Fany will give Tae-hyung?"

Sports day...

“Brother Yul, in another two weeks Brother Tae will be competing in district level basketball. What do you think Fany will do to cheer on Tae?”

Her birthday...

“Uncle Yul, in a few days it will be Fany's birthday. What do you think Brother Tae will give Fany? But for Fanny For Fany to be Tae's girlfriend is the most precious gift.”

Christmas Day...

“Yul-hyung, Tae-hyung said he would take Fany out on a date for Christmas. Brother Yul, where does Brother Tae take Fany?”

Valentine's Day

“Yul hyung, Yul hyung, do you think it would be a good idea for Fany to make chocolates for Tae hyung this Valentine's day? I saw that Tae said that today he would take Fany to meet his parents. What should Fanny do? At that point, I must have been really nervous.”

or White Day

“Uncle Yul, tomorrow is White Day. What do you think Brother Tae will give Fany?”

And what answer can this Kwon Yuri give her when it comes to everything she asks? It's all about a small female friend. A faint smile was returned and he answered as much as he could. Even at that time, she wanted to close her eyes and become deaf and blind.

Didn't understand or hear what she asked. I don't want to hear the story between you and your best friend. Because it makes people with weak hearts feel almost suffocated. Jealousy flared up in his chest. But she had to sit back and quench the heat in her heart before she did something bad to her best friend.

Probably only Black Day. That she could live in peace and solitude on a day for singles. Sitting alone eating jajangmyeon while the enviable couple Taeyeon and Tiffany went on a casual date. It's good that at least there was a day for her to be alone with her pain. You don't have to endure seeing such harrowing images throughout every day.

Tiffany... Do you know that it's for you? You are the most important thing in my life that I don't want to lose. I don't want to give her to anyone.

But when your heart doesn't have you at all... And what right do you have to keep her with someone she doesn't love? No matter how much I love you But I don't want to be a selfish person who locks her with someone like you forever.

Tiffany... I love you...

A pair of beautiful eyes that were wet with tears opened. A thin hand supported his body to sit on the soft bed that he had been lying on since he didn't know when, but he almost collapsed on the bed again when the stabbing pain in his head and eyes that he almost didn't want to forget came up again. I don't want to sit up. The eyelids were swollen and bloodshot, which still had clear water flowing all the time until it had just stopped when she was asleep. But as soon as he regained consciousness, warm water unexpectedly flowed out.

A hand grabbed a pillow and hugged it to his chest, burying his face in it. Both my brain and my heart keep crying out for someone who has left you. Leaving you alone like you were before. But being alone this time was different. It was so painful that I didn't want to live any longer. I don't want to live in this world anymore...

Taeyeon... was her first boyfriend... It is her first and only love that she never thought of changing her mind to love anyone even if he left her...

A pair of tired eyes slowly closed. Let the image of the little senior's face return to your mind again. The image of a face as white and clean as a small child. A thin hand grips the pillow tightly in his arms... Brother Tae... Fany misses you...

...Fanny... I love you...

Red, bruised eyes opened again as a familiar voice resounded in his ears. The image of the small senior's face disappeared and was replaced with the sharp face of her current lover. Your always good senior... His arms tightened around the pillow and he buried his face in the pillow again. before speaking in a muffled voice

“Yul...”

A tall figure was dragged by a smaller person, making him walk to a stop in front of a posh restaurant. The best friend didn't even bother to explain to the other person what the reason for pulling and dragging him here was until the smaller person released the other's arm. Therefore it was an opportunity for the tall figure to ask. And the answers that were received did not come back to hurt my own feelings again.

“Hey Tae, don't tell me you stole me from the karate club room when I had important practice today before competing. Because I'm going to bring you food."

“Are you crazy, monkey? I asked you to help me make some preparations. Today is the two year anniversary of Fany and I dating. So I wanted to give him a little surprise.” One thick eyebrow twitched involuntarily… In the end, the little friends accidentally hurt each other's feelings again.

In the end, someone like you who secretly loves me is worth this much... It's just a witness to the love of two people who are equally important to you.

"help? What can I help you with?” The small figure revealed a mischievous smile that caused the other person to frown.

“Apart from karate, what other abilities do you have?” The tall figure's slender hand raised and scratched his head as he raised his eyes to the sky, trying to remember his best friend's words. Besides karate... Well, baseball... So they want me to play a baseball show in a restaurant? The white man could tell from the look in his tall friend's eyes that the other person was thinking too much. If he didn't bring himself back to his senses, Konggu definitely won't return.

“A violin, Vi-o-lin.” His dark brows furrowed slightly, but they were still slightly furrowed. “Are you going to let me play the violin while you surprise Fany? And what kind of surprise is this?”

A small finger lifted up and rocked back and forth in front of the tall figure's face, with a mischievous expression making a disturbing 'shhh' sound from his mouth.

“A secret, a secret.” His sharp face revealed a slight smile as he shook his head lightly, laughing in his throat. The taller man's slender hand gently pushed his smaller friend's shoulder. “Well, secrets are secrets. Wherever you go, just go.”

The white man laughed in good spirits, “Oh... don't be offended. You just stand here and wait for me, then I'll go get things in the car first.”

"Let me stand here and wait. Aren't you afraid that Fany will see me?" The tall figure raised his eyebrows. When a petite friend told her to wait at the entrance of a posh restaurant where Taeyeon was determined to make a good impression on her younger sibling on her anniversary.

“I made an appointment for Fany at 1 p.m. It's only ten noon. It's been a long time. You wait here, I'll come." With that, the little man turned his back to the tall one and raised his hand to wave goodbye to the other man. Without even thinking about waiting to hear the protest from the tall figure...

The one hand that had been raised to hold her small body was left attached to her side again. Damn it... Taeyeon had been dating Tiffany for two years. Don't you remember that Tiffany wasn't the one who showed up exactly on time as planned? But it's always so early that the person making the appointment is the one who almost feels guilty every time he makes a smiling figure wait more than half an hour.

And it happened as Yuri expected. When a pair of sharp eyes caught the sight of a familiar Bang Saen figure heading towards this luxury restaurant. Her tall figure started to get restless when her good friend ran away first, leaving her to face her younger sister with smiling eyes alone. So how would she find an excuse for suddenly showing up at the couple's meeting place? As soon as the younger sister walked up to her, the first thing she greeted was her raised eyebrows.

“Brother Yul? What are you doing here?”

“Uh... that's... you're here...” Okay, what time is this, Kwon? Yuri stutters every time. So what was she going to do? Taeyeon, Taeyeon, at times like this, can't we hurry and come back... The younger sister's beautiful pair of eyes clearly showed something wrong. And the curiosity increased even more when he saw the tall figure struggling to answer. Some people walked closer and closer to their seniors and narrowed their eyes.

"What is it? What are you doing here?"

“Uh... You're here to eat. This is it. If you come to a restaurant, you must come to eat.” The tall figure raised his hand and pointed at the restaurant sign that was high above their heads. Some of them raised their eyebrows slightly, not wanting to believe the words of the dark-skinned person. But I wasn't impressed by anything, walking into a fancy restaurant and leaving another person with a sigh of relief. My heart is half relieved, half bemoaning my own life, having to stand and wait for a small close friend to help surprise her friend and the person she has loved for a long time.

More than fifteen minutes had passed since the small friend disappeared until the tall one became upset. He raised his hand and frantically checked the time every half minute. The dark-skinned person started to fidget, walking around in front of the restaurant like that until he was almost dizzy. Before she saw a familiar figure rushing past her, she quickly walked out of the restaurant.

At that moment, she could only imagine that her younger sister was annoyed at her close friend for missing the appointed time and started walking away home. The tall figure quickly ran after Tiffany's back.

Running past buildings and many people walking together at one point, standing in a tight circle... And what was Tiffany doing in the middle of that circle?

It seemed like he knew the question that was resonating in her heart. Tiffany screamed and sobbed heavily. The tall figure heard this so he wasted no time in breaking through the crowd to the place where some bodies immediately collapsed and sobbed until they were thrown. And the moment she stopped in the front row, her body suddenly flashed. My brain immediately became blurry and my heart dropped.

When the body of someone more familiar was found lying in a pool of blood in Tiffany's arms...

...Taeyeon...

Yuri walked over and immediately sat down next to his younger sister. His hands began to shake, trying to control his shattered consciousness. She looked up and saw a man in a nurse's uniform standing next to a nurse in a white uniform. They both looked at her with dejected expressions before speaking to her in a soft voice.

“You are a relative... Is it yours?”

The tall figure nodded slowly, twitching slightly. Before words that hurt both her and others' feelings came out of the young nurse's mouth. Even though the words were soft, they resonated in both of their ears.

“I would like to express my condolences. The victim was in a car accident and lost too much blood. When we arrived, she…” Some of them could only shake their heads throughout the young nurse's words. His mouth kept saying the word 'no' over and over as if he didn't want to accept the truth. This must have been just a dream, a nightmare! Soon she will wake up.

Both her hands were stained with her lover's blood. Including the beautiful clothes that were intended to be worn especially for today. Because of a very special date that Taeyeon told her with her face. Such an excited smile and expression. Her younger sister's face turned to look at the tall, dark-skinned figure with a smile that she was trying to force back.

“Uncle Yul... this isn't true, is it?” Her younger sister's trembling voice and her starting to turn red eyes made her not dare to even make eye contact. Some shoulders trembled, but both arms held her close friend's body tightly. “This is a dream... Is that right... Huh... Brother Yul, tell Fany that this is a dream!”

Yuri moved forward and hugged the younger sister of his heart tightly. A slender hand gently caressed the head of a figure, whose eyes were as bloodshot as Tiffany's. Some of my body was constantly shaking in her embrace...

“It was a dream, Fanny... It's a nightmare... But dreams don't come true. Fanny must survive. I have to live with this nightmare. I'll stay with Fanny. I will be beside you forever..."

I want to tell someone not to cry... But that would be an impossible request. When she herself also had clear water flowing from her eyes... Loss, separation, goodbyes... are really things that are not easy to accept.

After the day of loss has passed Tiffany is never the same. She became lethargic and did not speak to anyone. His face was so worn out that she was afraid... A tall figure walked into her younger sister's room when she saw that she had not gone to school after her best friend's funeral. The first picture that was found was the owner of the room, who was sleeping under a thick blanket. His body shook constantly as sobs sounded through his throat.

A slender hand rose and gently pulled off the blanket that was covering her younger sister's body. Revealing the body of the owner of the heart, whose face is now pale and has only tear stains. The eyes were bloodshot and frighteningly bruised. Tiffany raised her head to meet her eyes for a moment before turning away as her sobs continued to grow louder and louder, with no signs of stopping.

The tall figure gently placed his palm on his shoulder. A deep voice called out to someone in a tone that was almost lost in the other person's sobs.

“Fanny...”

“If Yul hyung comes to talk about Fany not going to school. Dad should have already told Fanny that she was sick.” The younger man immediately interrupted without listening to anything from the tall man first. The older man moved his hand to gently caress the other's head.

“Because I knew that Fanny was sick, that's why I came,” said a tall figure's voice. “Fany is sad about Taeyeon and I understand. Losing is not easy to accept, I know. But Fanny acts like this Fanny thinks it's good?”

Tiffany slapped Yuri's hand away and turned to look into the tall figure's eyes, still with water filling her eyes. A hoarse voice was spoken loudly with restraint. With older people sitting and listening quietly.

“Brother Yul, don't talk. Will you really understand Fany's feelings? Does hyung Yul really know how Fany feels? Taeyeon is a lover. It was Fany's first love.” Some people lowered their heads and tried to hold back their sobs to continue speaking. “How painful is it to lose Taeyeon unnie and never come back?

How much suffering is this? Do you really understand?”

But the harder she tried to hold back her sobs, The more her thin shoulders trembled violently. “Fanny loves P'Tae. Brother Yul, did you hear that? Fanny loves him! And how can I let Fany live in this world without the person that Fany loves?”

At the end of her sentence, Tiffany lowered her head and let the clear water flow down her cheeks. If only some of them would raise their heads a little and look into the eyes of the tall figure. You could see the fluttering eyes of the older person. A slender hand grabbed her younger sister's body into an embrace and rubbed her back in a comforting way. His lips moved up to the other person's ear softly.

"I know, Fanny's feelings. Why don't you know?" Tiffany buried her face in the tall shoulder, still sobbing the whole time. Before Yul continued, “Fany loves Tae. I know. Fany is sad. I know. Taeyeon is also your friend. And I'm as sad as Fanny, you know?"

Yuri opened his eyes to block out the tears. “Taeyeon also loves Fany. Love as much as one person can love... And like this, does Fany think Taeyeon will be happy? If he knew that he was the cause of Fany crying so much.”

A thin hand tugged at Yuri's school shirt until it was wrinkled as wet tears seeped through the fabric. “Taeyeon always said that Fany was his light. All the time spent with Fanee made him very happy. If possible, I want to stay by Fany's side forever.”

The thin shoulders trembled more and more. The tall figure tightened his arms around both of her. “So Fany will repay Taeyeon's love by crying like this... Even though Taeyeon isn't here anymore. But he didn't leave Fanny anywhere. He's still in here... Always in Fany's heart, right?"

Even though the words spoken hurt my own heart quite a bit. But it was nothing compared to the pain of losing one of the best friends in my life, never to be returned. Again, the owner of her heart came back to hurt herself like this for her dear friend. It's like stepping on a broken heart to make it even more broken than before.

Taeyeon is like Yuri. I love Tiffany's smile more than anything. Therefore, the tall figure thought that her dear friend would definitely not be happy if he found out that the owner of the light in his life took time to grieve and cry until he was exhausted like this.

“I didn't stop Fany from crying. But I don't want Fany to cry so much that everyone is worried... Fanny isn't alone. Fanny, don't forget that Fanny still has Dad. Still have friends... And there's also you." The tall figure raised his hand and gently stroked a strand of his younger sister's hair. Yuri took a deep breath before slowly letting it out. Then he said something that made people's eyes swollen, so much so that they pushed her shoulder away to look her in the eyes, not believing their ears.

“Fanny... I love you.”

“What?” a hoarse voice asked in confusion. Eyebrows raised high What did your closest senior friend say just now? Did he say he loved you like that?

“I love you,” the tall man repeated. “I have always loved you... Even though I know that you never thought of me more than your siblings. Because of that, I never thought of hoping that Fany would love me. So don't be upset about me. I just wanted to let Fany know.”

...She never expected some body to love her. Because the only thing she wanted all along was to... May you be the one who receives that beautiful smile of Tiffany forever... I want to be one of the people who can make Tiffany smile. That's more than enough for her...

The sobbing gradually subsided, but it still hadn't stopped. Some people didn't take their eyes off the tall figure for long. before lowering his eyes and speaking softly Words that seemed to float along on the wind, but sounded loudly in her brain...

“Sorry…” The dark-skinned man pursed his lips tightly before forcing a slight smile. Even though the corners of my eyes were starting to feel hot.

“Um, it's okay.”

...Even though I thought about it... But stopping the pain isn't really easy...

The sound of a sigh from the tall figure came again as he looked down at the plate of food in his hand. Because her lover had already scattered the food around once. Moreover, there was nothing in her stomach since the morning and she still cried and cried all the time from before she went to bed until she woke up. Tiffany's already frail body looked even more worrisome. The tall figure used his free hand to open the door into the room.

“Fanny…” Yuri walked in and stood next to the bed, which had no sign of a figure. The dark-skinned person placed the plate of food in his hand on the bedside table before walking into the bathroom and calling out to him. But as soon as the bathroom door was opened The sight in front of her made Yuri's legs so weak that she almost collapsed.

A pair of sharp eyes widened, "Fanny!"

The heartbreaking sight in front of you It is seeing your loved one sitting next to the bathtub with the tub full of water. The bright red liquid that came from the blood in his body was smeared all over his body. A tall figure rushed in and carefully lifted his lover's body out. Numerous scratch wounds on his left wrist were frighteningly gaping. The body's skin was pale and cold.

“Fany... Tiffany! No…” A slender hand lightly touched his lover's pale face, but there was no response. My brain was so confused that I couldn't do anything. My heart is restless and I can only think of one thing...

That is, how will she be able to save the life of the person she loves with all her heart?

More than two months have passed since Taeyeon left. Even though Tiffany didn't just lie down and cry, causing both her father and Tall to be very worried. He also came to study with a cheerful, smiling face that made his friends feel at ease. But there was only one thing that had not changed since that terrible incident. These are eyes that were always bright and shining. Now only a look of gloom remains.

“Fanny…” A tall senior walked in while holding out a glass of water during lunch break. Tiffany turned around and gave a small thank you smile that, if you hadn't looked carefully, you wouldn't have been able to tell that the corners of her mouth lifted up in a slight smile. “Are you full?”

Sharp eyes looked down at the thin figure's food plate, which was barely lacking in the slightest. Moreover, the younger sister's body is getting thinner every day, to the point of frightening. Cheeks that were once white now looked dull. Tiffany nodded slightly before looking around aimlessly again. His slender brows furrowed together with a look of pain in his eyes.

...I don't like seeing her make a face like that...

...I don't like seeing you cry...

...I don't like seeing you in this condition...

Is there any way that this Kwon Yuri can do for Tiffany...

“Fanny…” another deep voice called out. But before he could say anything, the figure turned around and smiled, which no matter how the tall figure looked, it was clearly done by force.

"Uncle Yul... Fany is okay." Even though she said that. But the tall senior couldn't help but worry...

...Not Sifani... The smile that both hyung and Taeyeon want It's not like this...

The sound of rapid footsteps followed some bodies breathing heavily on hospital beds. Meanwhile, both the female nurse and the male nurse quickly wheeled Tiffany into the emergency room and waited to give her oxygen.

“Relatives can't come in.” One of the young nurses shoved a tall woman on the shoulder before closing the door. Yuri could only stand and look through the small glass window into the emergency room, anxiously. and could only pray in her heart that her lover would be safe

Please don't leave me... I'm not ready to lose her yet...

Not ready to lose anyone again...

A letter from Tiffany?... A white sheet of paper was tucked into a light blue envelope inside her locker. Address the envelope to her...

To Brother Yuri

Fany, I'm sorry I had to worry you all this time. I'm sorry for being spoiled with you, Dad, and Taeyeon. Fany, I'm really sorry that I never knew how you felt about Fany. But could you come meet Fany at the Marble Horse after school when school ends? Fanny will wait.

From Tiffany

P.S. I apologize once again for Fany's spoiled ways.

The dark-skinned man furrowed his brows, confused by the meaning of this letter. Is that what Tiffany wanted to convey to her? The tall figure folded the piece of paper and stuffed it into the envelope as usual before putting it in his skirt pocket.

His tall figure could hardly sit still. Footsteps walked back and forth in front of the emergency room, anxious. His hands were clasped together tightly, his expression and eyes clearly showing concern. Sweat dripped down until the palms were clammy even though the air inside the hospital was quite cold.

...Please Fanny... Don't leave me...

A tall figure walked and stopped at the place where her younger sister had arranged to meet her. One hand reached into the pocket of his skirt and took out the letter and looked at it again. Looking left and right for the owner of this letter

“Brother Yul,” came the familiar, slightly husky voice of the owner of the letter from behind. The dark-skinned person looked back at her younger sister who was standing looking at her with a serious expression and eyes that made her wonder.

“Did you call me to have something to do with you, Fanny?” Someone frowned and said with a feeling of being hurt and not being serious. It made older people unable to go.

“Does Fanny have to have business to talk to Ulti now?” The tall figure stood in astonishment. both from the words spoken and the pronoun used to refer to her There always has to be the word 'P' in front, right?

"Uh, no... I didn't mean that."

The pouting face just now revealed a teasing smile. The tall smile I haven't seen in a long time...

“You're just kidding. Oh Yul, don't make that face.” The older man's giggles made him even more confused. “Then... why did you call me here?”

Some of them slowly stopped laughing but still smiled as usual. A slight smile from eyes that are devoid of gloom... It was the first time since Taeyeon's passing that she saw these eyes.

“Fanny just wanted to ask to make sure.” The slender-faced man's dark eyebrows rose high. “Yul once said he loved Fany. Is that true?”

The tall figure looked at his younger sister without blinking. I was a little puzzled when someone suddenly asked about the story she once confessed her love to. The lump in her left breast felt erratic, but she responded with a serious tone, expression and eyes.

“And since we've known each other Have you ever lied to Fany once?” The tall man chose to ask instead of giving an answer. The person being asked also smiled slightly and shook his head immediately without thinking too much.

...It's this tall senior. I never once lied to her...

“Therefore, Fany can be sure that what you said really came from the heart.”

“So…” The figure was silent for a moment as he inhaled air until it filled his lungs and then slowly let it out. "I'm sorry that all this time Fanny never knew."

"It's okay..." I'm used to it. The last unspoken sentence resounded in my heart.

“Did it hurt a lot in the past?”

“Um... I wouldn't believe you if I said it didn't hurt at all. Let's just say I'm used to it."

Both of them were silent. before Tiffany spoke again.

“This is Yul…” The tall figure moaned in his throat. His eyes widened in shock at his younger sister's next sentence.

“Shall we date...?”

It was quite a shocking event. When the person she has secretly loved for a long time asks to date... Would you say it's because you feel sorry for her or... Or because they just feel sorry for each other? If that's the case, it doesn't match what she wants...

If we're going to be in a relationship, she doesn't need pity or sympathy...

If we're going to be together, just tell me a few words that we love each other...

But until then... Instead, it was she who didn't dare say such things. But instead, he accepted a request from someone younger than him without waiting to ask the reason...

I'm... selfish.

A young nurse ran out of the emergency room. The tall figure immediately turned to ask about his lover's condition.

“Nurse, how is Fanny?”

“The patient lost a lot of blood. Need to give blood urgently... Please excuse me first.” A figure dressed in white hurriedly ran away. Leaving the tall figure standing with tension on his temples. The edges of my eyes started to heat up. Warm water filled my eyes until the sight in front of me was blurry.

...Fanny...

After that day, her status was promoted from a junior to the lover of a dark-skinned person. The reason for the proposal at that time was not love. She believed that the tall figure must know better. But he didn't reject her even though that might come back to hurt him. What is the real reason she asked to date him? Is it pity or... or sympathy...

Whatever the reason is But when she was promoted to be the lover of a tall figure, it made her notice many things about this senior. Kwon Yuri is a good senior to her who always takes great care of her. That she never paid any attention to those actions at all... Even though we've been together for a while, it's still the same.

Even though it should be known and evident that she never thought of older people more than siblings at all. But since she herself has made him very sad, this is probably the only way to atone for her actions... Or this is another reason why she decided to date Yuri...

Even if you say you don't love me But she didn't feel too bad around Yuri. Instead, she felt at ease. He also felt warm like he had never felt with anyone other than Taeyeon. Tall is both more mature and a bit more dependable than Taeyeon. Because that little sunbae always has a playful look and looks even younger than her...

Or because of this similarity and difference between a tall person and a short person that made her decide to propose to this dark-skinned senior...

...No, you know very well what that reason is...

...and then you believe... That one day she will be able to love Yuri like Yuri loves her...

His breath became softer every moment. His body was pale from desperation and he grabbed a fruit peeler and cut his own wrist, intending to take his own life and follow the little body. After dating Yuri for almost a year and a half, she started to return to her old self. Sitting there and not doing anything. not going to school Not dating anyone, friends starting to drift away

Moreover, the tall figure himself has already graduated and entered university. Even though they saw each other every day, something in her heart nudged her to become an introvert. Don't talk, don't talk, don't associate with anyone. Going back to being Tiffany who lives her life depressed over Taeyeon's passing again.

Some bodies, exhausted both physically and mentally, lay breathing heavily with a ventilator covering them. Her eyes were filled with tears and her cheeks were wet as both the doctors and nurses tried their hardest to hold her back...

Even though she never wanted to be in this world for one second...

Images of two people's faces appeared in her mind as her consciousness began to fade. The face of the person who was nervous outside The face of someone who has always loved and cared for you... Yuri

And the face... the face of someone else that she missed so much. The white face that smiled at her was truly heartwarming. The face of first love The face of the person you love most The face of someone she could never forget.

His pale lips twitched and he called out to that person in a hoarse voice.

“P'Tae...”

Some people looked around in wonder. A cloud of smoke slowly floated past her. Everything around and on every side was so dark that you couldn't see anything. A pair of beautiful eyes narrowed slightly as a bright light flashed in front of them. A hand lifted up to block the light a bit before examining it. Found the body of someone standing with his back to her, both hands tucked into his trouser pockets, dressed all in white...

That person's body looked very familiar...

That person slowly turned their head to look at her before smiling. It was a smile she hadn't seen in a long time and needed the most. Tears suddenly flowed out and couldn't be stopped. The face of the person you love with all your heart A face you'll never forget

“Uncle Tae…” A trembling voice called out to Taeyeon with a feeling of longing. A small figure slowly stepped forward and stopped in front of him, just an arm's length away. His hand raised to gently spread away the tears that had flowed down his cheeks. Eyes that express so much love... He himself misses her very much.

"Why are you crying, crybaby?" This tone was right... The voice she had always wanted Someone immediately hugged Taeyeon with a warm palm gently stroking her head in a comforting way.

“Uncle Tae... Huh... Fany misses you. Why did you have to leave Fany?” A trembling voice slipped through her throat and her shoulders trembled all the time. The tears that had been wiped away flowed more than before with no signs of stopping. But the little figure remained silent and didn't say anything. Let some of the body in your embrace express itself.

“Do you know how sorry Fany is that Brother Tae left you? Did you know that all this time Fany didn't have P'Tae? Fany never wanted to live in this lonely world.” Someone continued to say with sobs, “Fanny loves you, did you hear that Fany loves you!”

“I heard it, I heard it... I love Fany very much, you know that?” Words of love that she hadn't heard from the little girl's mouth for a long time made her heart feel warmer than before. Warm hands continued to caress her head as her wet eyes slowly closed as Taeyeon's familiar voice continued to speak.

“We haven't seen each other for a long time. Fanny has changed a lot, you know... Where has your old Fany gone? A person who keeps chattering non-stop The person who gives the most beautiful smile to everyone. A person who is loved by friends... Fanny, the person I love. A person with an attractive smile Where have you gone?”

“In the past, I never went anywhere, you know? You're always beside Fany no matter what. I want Fany to be happy for the rest of her life. I don't want Fany to have to hurt herself like this because you were the cause..."

Swollen eyes fluttered open as the small figure gently pushed her shoulders away so that their eyes met. The longing hand cupped her face before she spoke again.

“I want Fanny to live on... Can you do it for me?”

At first, some people will open their mouths to protest. If you don't see the pleading eyes of your lover that always makes you weak Bloodshot eyes lowered. His lips moved and he spoke in a soft voice. “But Fanny wants to be with you.”

Taeyeon smiled a little fondly. The small figure leaned closer to the younger man. Then he slowly pressed his lips to the same spot on his body, something he cherished. Tiffany's eyes slowly closed, receiving a long kiss from the small figure. before Taeyeon slowly pulled away from her lips.

“Is your heart beating fast?” Someone nodded in response, so Taeyeon spoke up again with a faint smile. “That shows that you're still in Fany's heart... So let's go back. I don't want Fanny to do this again. Can you make a contract with me?"

Tiffany nodded again.

“I made a promise... Oh, and with Yul. I don't mind if Fany hangs out with him. Relieved again... Because I believe that Yul can take care of Fany…” Taeyeon's words faltered when she saw the look on her lover's face. “What is the matter, Fanny?”

“Uncle Tae... Fany... doesn't love Yul.” His eyebrows furrowed together slightly. “Fany used to think that if she dated Yul then Someday I might be able to love Yul. But it's not... What Fany has for Yul is not love. It's just a bond. Fany hurt Yul again.”

“Fany... Yul isn't angry at Fany. No matter how many hundreds or thousands of times Fanny hurts her, All this time, hasn't it proven to Fanny yet how much her friend loves Fanny... But if Fanny is unhappy Or feel guilty if you continue to be with it even though you don't love it like this. I think Fany would have better tell Yul directly.

I believe Yul himself is waiting... Wait until Fanny tells the truth about him.”

“Brother Tae…” The small figure smiled again before slowly stepping away.

“Let's go, Fanny... You can go back now. And remember, no matter when I just want Fanny to miss you. I'll always be with Fany." Someone opened his mouth to speak to the small figure. But her body was pulled towards the light that had appeared behind her just now. His hands tried to cross and grab the small body. The other party simply raised his hand to wave goodbye to her slowly with a smile as usual.

“Goodbye Fany... I love you.”

As soon as the figure opened his eyes A feeling of pain shot up from his wrist. She looked down at her left wrist, which had several bandages wrapped around it and a small amount of blood oozing out. Tiffany frowned in pain before slowly closing her eyes to suppress the pain. Before slowly pushing himself up, he sat up and looked around. An unfamiliar place with clean white walls. Bed raised from the floor

Tiffany looked closely at the blanket covering her body and found the name of the hospital closest to the tall condo. Having said that... Where is Yuri?

Don't waste time thinking. She just turned her eyes to the side of the bed and saw the owner of the sharp face lying with his hands on his forehead on the sofa near the entrance door. The steady breathing in and out confirmed that Yuri was fast asleep from exhaustion. Her expression suddenly darkened as she realized that she had done something stupid to cause her tall figure to suffer again.

The door opened and a slim female nurse smiled slightly. “Please allow me to take your temperature.”

The patient nodded slowly before opening his mouth and placing the mercury under his tongue. Even though his eyes were still staring at the figure of another person who was still sleeping soundly and motionless. The young nurse glanced at her eyes for a moment before looking at the tall figure. and smiled at her again “He has been watching over you since last night.

I just fell asleep just now.”

"Is that so..." A few people answered in a low voice. Before the nurse pulled out the mercury from her mouth, “Um, I have a mild fever. And does your wrist still hurt?”

The sick man nodded gently.

“Then, after you eat, I'll bring you some fever-reducing medicine and anti-inflammation medicine.” The thin figure in the nurse's uniform bowed slightly and smiled faintly before walking away. Leaving only some figures still sitting alone, thinking about something, and Yuri still sleeping soundly.

...It really must be my turn. That she had to tell the truth and let Yuri go...

The tall figure walked back and forth for more than half an hour in the cluttered forest. The sky was covered with dense treetops that blocked the sunlight. I walked for a long time until sweat trickled down my neck until it was soaked.

...Where is this place?

It was the only question that had popped into her head many times as she tried to circle around to find a solution. The loud cry of a flock of birds The sound of the wind rustling the treetops. The sound of water from a small stream still filtered through her ears at all times. Yuri paused, bracing himself on his hands and knees in exhaustion. One hand raised to wipe off a little sweat, with the sound of gasping continuously.

“Yul,” a familiar voice called out to her from behind. And when she turned around, she saw someone she had always missed. The owner of the small body had clean white skin, a smooth, clear face, and thin eyebrows. The only dear friend she lost so many years ago...

“Taeyeon...”

“Hi friend,” the small figure smiled until his eyes closed and he raised his hand to make a gesture of teasing.

...is this... the truth?...

Yuri slowly walked over and stood in front of his small friend. before raising his hand to twist Taeyeon's white cheeks until they turned red. Making the person who was attacked cry out loud in the forest.

“Oh!! What the hell is this monkey doing to you!!” Taeyeon's small hand pulled the other person's hand away and gave him a fierce look. But at that time, the tall figure knew nothing but pulled the small body into a tight hug and let out tears.

“Taeyeon... is it really you? Is it really you?”

“Well, if it's not me, then who else? There is only one person with a white, clear, cute face like this.”

...Nervousness is the same here... It's definitely not wrong, this is really your best friend...

“I really miss it... I miss you. I really miss you, do you know that dog Kim?" The little body that was hugged so tightly smiled slightly before raising her hand to hug her as well. "Umm, I miss you too. Haven't seen you in a long time. You're still black and haven't changed at all... But can you please let me go? I will die twice.”

The taller man gently pushed the smaller man's shoulder away and sniffled, raising his hand to lightly rub his own nose. As soon as the small figure left his best friend's embrace, he sighed softly and gave the other person a small smile with both the corners of his mouth and eyes.

"Tired"

The tall figure raised his eyebrows when he heard the white man's question. While thinking about what the other person was really asking about. Taeyeon, seeing her tall friend's thoughtful face, laughed softly and lightly rubbed Yuri's side. “Hey, what do you think? What I'm asking is, is it tiring for you to walk around like this?"

“You must be tired. Can't you see my sweat, you bastard…” Yuri pursed his lips before continuing. "Don't tell me you saw me walking around in circles for a long time but refused to come out!"

“Calm down…” The little man laughed dryly. before coming back to speak again with a serious expression “You walked around in the forest and stayed in the same place. Tired, right?”

“Yes.”

“So... that you love Fanny? Are you really tired?” Yuri was taken aback by the unexpected question. The tall figure was silent, not immediately answering the question like he had done just now. Only then did Taeyeon already know the answer in her high heart.

“Are you tired? Have you ever thought about stopping?”

But with this question, you hardly need to waste time thinking. Yuri shook her head almost immediately, making Taeyeon's smile a little wider than before...

...This is another thing. That Yuri never changed...

“Thank you that you never thought of abandoning Fany, no matter how hurt and tired you were... But too much of anything is not good either. Maybe it's time for you to take a break.” The sharp-faced man's dark brows furrowed together. Taeyeon saw this and went on to answer Yuri's doubts. “I didn't mean for you to stop loving Fany.

I won't let you stop messing with her. I just want you to step back. I believe Fanny is old enough to know what is going on with this incident.”

"Even so..." The tall figure said in a low voice. Taeyeon raised her eyebrows slightly but continued to listen to her best friend's words. “Even so... I still don't trust it. I'm afraid... afraid that one day Fanny will be short-tempered again. At that time, I would have to punish myself for the rest of my life for not being able to take care of Fany.”

Taeyeon's small hand placed on the taller man's shoulder and squeezed gently.

“Yul... you listen to me.” The taller man looked into the smaller man's eyes, his eyes watering with warm water. “Tiffany, he is not a weak person. You probably know better than me. You knew him before me, didn't you?”

“Did you see when he cried that he would die because of you?!” The tall figure argued back almost immediately with many feelings mixed together, including regret, worry... “All day! that Fanny kept crying Don't eat or sleep. Keep searching for you, crying for you... and you think that I, as his lover, won't feel anything?!”

“I accept! That many times I envied you To win Fany's whole heart... Even though I used to think That just being next to each other is enough... Just being together is enough... I don't ask for anything else... But it was then that I actually realized that wasn't the case at all! I want to enter Fany's heart. Not just an outsider like this..."

“...Yul” this time it was Taeyeon who walked over and wrapped her arms around her best friend's body and hugged her softly. “I know what Tiffany is like. And I know that you regret not being able to bring Fanny back to the way she was before. You may think that you are a selfish person who wants someone's family and heart even though you know that he doesn't love you.

Even though I know he doesn't love me, I still push on and endure it.”

“But you should know. that all people have selfishness Especially about love... Fanny herself is sorry for causing her pain. He wants to talk to you about this but is afraid you won't be able to accept it.”

“Yul... I have one question: do you love Fany?”

“Love... love more than my life.”

Taeyeon smiled slightly. “That's all I want to hear. From now on, no matter what happens You are the person who decides which journey you will choose... Farewell Yul, this might be the last time I'll see you..."

“Wait, what…”

Yuri's sentence had not yet finished. It felt like I was being dragged into a deep abyss... Keep going down... continuously...

Yuri was startled and sat up on the sofa. With sweat beading on the forehead and hairline. A pair of sharp eyes observed the place she was in now, not the labyrinthine forest like before, but back in the hospital again...

...Is that a dream?... Everything she saw, she did just a moment ago. Is it a dream?...

A slender hand raised to hold his temple. I feel a throbbing headache from the events just now. Taeyeon, her best friend... Came to see you in my dreams?... Why have you come now? All this time, she had been waiting for the day and night, wanting her little friend to come and find her. But there was no sign. Why have you come now?

“What's the matter, Yul?” The slightly hoarse, more familiar voice of the person on the other side said softly when he saw the tall figure raising his hands to his temples for a long time, with an expression not looking good. Yuri turned around and looked at the sick person who had been making her restless all night before jumping off the sofa and immediately sitting on the chair next to the bed.

“Fanny!...Fanny, is something wrong? Where does it hurt?” The more you listened to the sentence spoken with the carelessness and worried expression of the dark-skinned person, It made her feel even more guilty than before. When Yuri saw Tiffany's dejected expression, he raised his hand and gently rubbed the younger man's head. He said in a softer voice than before, "What's the matter? Why don't you tell Yulsi... Does your hand hurt?”

“Fanny, I'm sorry…” A soft voice escaped from her slightly moved lips. The tall figure understood that her lover was a little sad about what he had done and smiled slightly. “It's okay. Just don't do this again... Can you make a contract with Yul?”

“I'm sorry... Fany, I'm sorry, Yul.” Someone repeated the words again with tears streaming down her cheeks. His dark eyebrows from his tallest body were furrowed together until they were tangled. Using his thumb, he gently spread the tears away. "Why are you crying, Fanny..."

The tall figure pulled down the divider and sat down on the edge of the bed next to each other. He raised his hand and held the younger man close to his chest. His hand pressed the thin head down onto his shoulder and he gently stroked it. It took a while for Tiffany to stop crying, so she gently pushed Yuri's shoulder away and looked into the tall figure's eyes with a serious face.

“Yul...”

“Hm,” Yuri moaned in his throat. I was puzzled by the other person's momentary hesitation. Before Tiffany said anything that made her heart twitch.

“Will Yul be angry at Fany? If Fanny says... I want us to go back to being brothers like before.” The tall figure was stunned, “W... why?”

“Fanny... doesn't love you.” Her reasoning was even more like hundreds of thousands of needles stabbing into Yuri's heart. Moreover, the pronouns were changed back to the way they were before. The tall man swallowed a lump in his throat before asking to be sure.

“Never... have you?” Some people kept their heads down and didn't say anything in response. But that was an answer that hurt thousands of times more. Yuri rolled his eyes and stared at the ceiling to hold back the tears that were welling up. before continuing with laughter that seemed unable to hide it at all.

“So...that's it. In the past, you must have made Fanny very uncomfortable. I'm sorry I was spoiled.” The tall man's words faltered slightly as the sobs he had been holding back stuck in his throat. “Actually, I knew from the beginning... That Fanny doesn't think of you like that. But he still insists on accepting her request to be with her... I'm sorry I was selfish.”

“...Taeyeon, right?” The tall figure smiled as his eyes began to turn red from the tears he was holding back. "I still love you... It's so good to have people who love and are honest with each other like this. Doing this, you're like a villain who took advantage of the opportunity when Fanny just lost him... Even though he is my friend too..."

...I'm really... bad...

“No, it's not like that!... If anyone was to blame, it would probably be Fany. Being selfish and selfish... I think that just keep hanging out with Yul, one day you'll be able to love him too... But it... isn't.”

“Silly child... Who would let something like this decide to get together? Hmm... Don't choose to be with someone thinking you'll be able to love them one day... Things like this have to be in a relationship that can last without him... Like you decided to date Taeyeon.”

"..." The tall figure sighed softly.

“I understand, since you yourself confessed that you never loved me. Continuing to stay with you, nothing good will come of it... Even if you don't want to, you probably have no choice... Fanny, I'm going to break up with you."

A tall figure walked out of the room. As soon as her feet crossed the threshold, the tears she had been holding back were released. He let it flow down his cheeks like this without thinking of stopping or wiping it off his face. The tall figure walked slowly. He continued until he stopped at a hospital park that was built on the roof of a building.

Which is the same building where the body of the person who is the sole owner of her heart lives... Yuri sat down exhausted on one of the marble horse chairs. And let the tears come out Crying quietly alone with the wind It's like begging for him to take this pain and fly away with the clouds...

Both extremely tired and exhausted... Throughout this long period of love

But still, she never gets tired of loving. Never thought of stopping...

Until today, her lover asked to end this relationship and go back to the way it was before. That's why she agreed...

Stop this painful first love Along with the tears flowing with no signs of stopping...

The end

End.... End?... End!!!!!

30 pages is enough. What a shock day...

Long distance - -*

I've never had a hairstyle this long before.

First Sochi Oneshot

And it's the first story that's the longest. It's finally finished - -

It is expected that... there will be a sequel.

But who will be the next couple? Please follow along.

(It's quite a long time. It depends on how lazy you are, haha ​​^^")

The sequel doesn't have drama and is tiring haha.

               [SF : SNSD] ::+::

For tomorrow :: :: [

Yuri]