It's like this picture of the mischievous one really gives a bad feeling. If you can't imagine it, try looking at this picture, haha.

But being the naughty one isn't a bad thing in the story, haha.

P.S. Turning on as much music as I can listen to would be good, haha.

“I don't know that you love each other. But my life today makes me still not sure. ...am I this person? That you want for a long life that we must walk together.”

“Does it hurt a lot, Pearl?” A voice filled with concern and gentle eyes looked at a face decorated with broken wounds and bruises.

“Next time, don't fight with anyone again, you know?” The person in front of him continued to move his lips, speaking timidly. His slender hands never ceased to heal various bruises. that stands out on my face

"Are you tired?" I grabbed the hand of the person in front of me to stop everything. before uttering a tired voice with the anguish clearly evident in his black eyes.

“Are you tired of having to put up with people who don't make jokes? Are you bored of having to say the same thing over and over again? Mook never once did any of those things. Are you bored with no jokes? There is nothing good in life. Are you tired of us still dating like this?”

There aren't any answers. The response from Prao was only a pause and fluttering eyes filled with misunderstanding of my strange question. I lowered my head to the ground like someone who didn't know how to find a way out of my dark life. myself Hiding the hurt look in my eyes from the person in front of me with a heart that was torn from my decision.

Hide every tear from the flow of a heart that is hurting. Because I don't want anyone else to have to leave their whole life, their future, with someone like themselves. For reasons that we are not worthy For the reason that Praow is too good, but no matter what reason this decision came from, it was with a loving heart and a readiness to sacrifice.

“I'm afraid that one day ... if you leave me, it will hurt, it will suffer, my life will be very broken. Somsan is already a good person.

My heart wants it to be clear. Let her think carefully about this person... I may not be what you dreamed.”

“Let's go back and think again, is it good or not? Let's go back and reconsider whether we can actually go together or not.” I forced myself to smile at the person in front of me like usual. But it was probably the most stubborn smile I've ever had in my life.

“Prao is both good at studying, has a good personality, has never had any problems with anyone, which is completely opposite to Muk, who is not attentive to studying. Bad behavior Plus, I like to have fights with other people all over like this. We are so different, does Proud still think we can go together?”

Prow was stunned and couldn't believe what he had heard before he said in a curt manner with a mixture of regret and disappointment mixed in the beautiful eyes that I liked to look at, “Praw just asked me to stop having affairs with other people, it is very difficult. really? It's so difficult that a pearl can't make it dazzling, right?”

“Don't think that... this person will be what you hope for yourself. It has to be buried in something that moves.”

“It's not too difficult, Praew. It's just that Mook might not be able to do what Prao wanted.” I chose to answer in a way that was contrary to my heart. The answer that squeezed the heart of the person asking the question was crushed into dust, which might not be any different from the lump called heart under the left side of my chest right now.

“Prao never asked that Muk have to change anything for Prao. Never asked for a joke to be better or as good as anyone else's. I never asked to be something that Mook wasn't. But what Prao asked for was to ask Mook to stop having problems with other people because every time Mook had to hurt, every time Prao hurt even more. It hurts more than having to endure looking at a painful joke, do you understand?”

I raised the back of my hand to wipe away the tears that couldn't hold back. Tears flowing out of the regret that was suppressed inside.

Muk looked at me with pleading eyes. With an apology for telling me to stop crying Tell me to stop shedding tears over people who aren't worthy enough to receive my condolences. But the more the person in front of him told the tears to stop, the warm water droplets flowing from the inside of those eyes flowed out in a line that could not be resisted by the gravity of the world.

“If you date me Just know that I'm not perfect.”

“Prao, do you know that there's nothing good about pearls? There isn't even a future if we still love each other,” Mook said weakly, a question that didn't require any answer from my mouth. If it was a sentence that he was clearly emphasizing the truth that he had with himself.

“Mook” I called the person in front of me to look up and look directly in the eyes. The person in front of me, who is The same person as the person who doesn't give a fuck, and the same person as the person who loves me, and more than anything, the person in front of me is the person I love.

“And Mook, do you know why Prao is still with Mook until today? Mook, do you know?” I wasn't asking any questions. With the person in front of you, if all the sentences that are said have answers within themselves.

“Mook, you know that Prao loves Mook, right?” I reached out and held the hand of the person in front of me firmly, squeezing those hands tightly to confirm the love I have.

“Mook, do you know how much Prao loves Muk? And the reason why Prao has always stayed with Muk is for this reason alone.”

“Praow” Muk called me in a trembling voice. Onyx eyes overflowing with tears that were about to fall.

"Don't cry, Muk. Don't cry." Prao reached out his hand and gently spread my tears.

“There's no reason why we can't go together. And there isn't even one thing that we have in common But just us loving each other isn't enough, right? If we love someone, does there have to be a reason more than this?” I was stunned by what Prao was saying. Actually, it wasn't that I didn't know. That's why Prao has always been with me and will never go anywhere or there will never be a day when Prao won't make me feel that Prao loves me.

“ Mook is just afraid that Prao will be tired of loving someone like Mook. I'm just afraid that Prao might have to waste time. I'm just afraid, afraid of everything. Because jokes are not better than anyone else or even as good as anyone else. Muk just doesn't want Prao to make the wrong decision, that's all. "I'm just talking, saying what my heart thinks. say what you feel speak with fear from the heart

“So Muk isn't afraid that Prao will be sad? You're not afraid that Prao will regret living without Muk, right?"

“Praew” I looked into the eyes of the person in front of me feeling guilty. I feel guilty for thinking only about myself. I feel guilty for thinking and making decisions on my own without ever considering Prao's heart. Feeling guilty for letting any other reason to influence the love between us

“Because pearls only have a heart. The joke is that only your heart and love can make it truly dazzling.” Because I only have a heart. Just a heart that loves dazzlingly Because I only have This is really as dazzling as I can give.

“Mook is just afraid that it might not be enough to make Prao stay with Muk forever.”

“Prao never wanted anything more than for us to love each other. Really never.” The answer from Prao's mouth came with an embrace that embraced me with so much love from Prao's heart.

I lifted my arms up and wrapped them around Phrao in a loving and possessive way and whispered something that I would never change my mind: “Because all that a pearl can give Phrao is a heart, but it will be the only one that will be available to Phrao forever.”

“Like I can only..love you and do my best. ..as much as I have.”

It's like we finally met again haha.

It's like no matter how many times, no matter how many stories, it's still rubbish.

Like there's no plot, nothing, but like, I just want to write.

It's like, I don't know if we'll like each other or not. It may look dull. It's not as sweet as it should be.

I'm sorry, sometimes it's like it's based on real life a little bit haha.

It's like there's a lot of it. That should be enough, haha.

..Thank you for taking the time to read. And let's stay together like this for a long time.