This is the writer's second fanfic for Han and Nong Kaeng. If you like this couple and want me to write more, Please leave comments as encouragement. Thank you.
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Han
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sour soup
Rate: You can do it again (a little).
Author: Monday Morning
Note :
Writer recommends watching this clip before reading ^^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X50IYZeDrw0
Why?
Why isn't it us?
Why didn't Brother Han answer that it was us?
The young man thought over and over until his handsome face began to tense. It shouldn't be... He secretly sighed softly. It shouldn't be...accidentally...to hear that moment...
The moment the tall brother answered the reporter's question. ...The same question he had just answered in a moment...
Who are you especially close to in the house?
“I'm close to everyone. But each person will have a different angle. I am the eldest in the house. I will talk to all of you.”
Kaengsom suddenly stumbled at that simple answer....there was something that put a brake on all his cheerfulness...a brake on his head.
Actually, this is a popular answer to a (potential) star's question. is a neutral answer. There is no bias towards one side or the other. Because it may affect the feelings of those who are not mentioned...
I know it, but....well....he's just....disappointed? ......Disappointed that the answer isn't what I thought....
Why not...Kangsom?
Why didn't Brother Han answer...Kaengsom?
For his part, he himself confirmed what he had said since before entering the house. and every time will answer without hesitation Don't care about the media.... that the person he is closest to is Brother Han
Or because he thought that he and Brother Han were closer than anyone else? We've been close since the regional qualifying round. There has never been a day when the two of them have disappeared from each other. They still visit each other, call each other, and when they come into the house, they hang out together. Practice singing and dancing together, talk every day.
..... even sharing the same bed
This is....still not special...right?
Maybe yes. The young man answered the question for himself... After all, we had only known each other for a short time. And Brother Han is a very good older brother, a warm person, a type that is very contrary to his quarrelsome appearance. Brother Han always has good advice that comes in a soft voice. And very...polite to the younger ones always. The younger ones love Brother Han all the time. Everyone wants to be close to Brother Han.
Sigh...Noid.
In just a few days, I'll be 20 years old...He knows that it's past the age to feel depressed about something like this.
But I can't help it...
Why am I so disappointed?
"Curry...sour curry"
"Ha? yes?"
The young boy was slightly startled. When suddenly he heard a familiar voice wake him up from his trance... When I lifted my head and turned towards the sound, I was met with eyes that seemed to ask (but didn't ask) questions all the time... Brother Han's... the older brother that he used to think... that he was close to.
“I asked if you wanted more rice?”
"Oh...uh...no, I'm full."
I'm not talking... He confirmed his words by standing up. He walked into the kitchen, scratching his head and carrying a plate of rice. ...I could feel from the corner of my eye that my brother was following me until he was out of sight.
Kaengsom placed the rice plate in the sink. ...It's not true that I'm full...it's more like...not being able to eat enough.
The tall man let out a long sigh.
Okay... act normal. Are you okay, you sour curry? He tried to tell himself Don't make a face. Keep the artist's emotions in the songs and shows that will be on the TV stage next time only. ...Don't be complicated, Tistdae... uh, crushed in this house. Because this is not our home... It's not a square bedroom where we're all alone.
That we can do whatever we want. We have to live with others according to rules...blah blah blah.
Importantly....
Don't be sad....
Sigh...
Another big sigh. ..Kangsom turned to the side. I'm about to pick up dishwashing liquid and pour it into the sink... Suddenly, I heard someone walking into the kitchen. I glanced over my shoulder for a moment...
I'm dead...
Brother Han!
In just a moment, my older brother came and stood close to me. The taller figure placed a few dishes in the same sink. before snatching the bottle of Sunlight from his hand.
"I'll wash it for you...."
The young man moved back a bit in shock (why?), but not too far away....
It was the first time I felt...abyss...with this person. ...I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do.
The entire room fell silent...so quiet that every sound around you could be heard...the girls screaming outside in the distance...the sound of Kan's guitar. There was Dome and Hut singing along... Even the sound of the clock...
He wanted to walk away from this place...but he couldn't find a reason to say "I'm full" like he did just now...
What an idiot...the young man scolded himself in his heart... I don't know what it's all about...
Brother Han probably doesn't know. What happened to him? You may not even notice it... Maybe I don't care about this kind of nonsense...
Sure enough, he noticed that his younger brother was quiet. ...Brother Han didn't ask. What is wrong with him? Even he himself doesn't know. That it's not a matter... Kaengsom thought over and over in his head. Until the eyebrows begin to tie together in a bow shape
Actually, it's not a thing for other people. But it was a matter of great emotional distress to him. A corner of my heart He admits that he is quite sensitive. Which is normal for artists...right? Confused
And Brother Han is a very warm person. ...is a refuge for all the youngsters, taking care of them ....in a friendly manner. ...and there are always good things. Have good words to make your child feel comfortable. If he wants to be a close younger sibling ..it wouldn't be anything strange.
Because he never had a brother...
Because he may have expected too much from entering the life of this "brother".
And this may be the cause... of disappointment.
“Is something wrong?”
The young boy was startled... he was analyzing himself for fun. Turning to look at the source of the hoarse voice The tall, stocky figure continued to wash the dishes.
Kaengsom stood behind him. So I couldn't see the expression on the face of the person who said it. Well, now he can hardly think of an answer...
"Uh... this isn't a problem."
One big lie...he thought.
"It's like these two days we haven't talked much...don't you think?"
Brother Han raised his head and looked at him for a moment. Then he turned around and spoke softly.
"I'm sorry...if I did something bad..."
The young boy was shocked....and stood stunned...
I feel... something is stuck in my stomach... and then it slowly pushes up into my throat...
Brother Han knows...even though he doesn't know the reason. But Brother Han knew that he was quiet...
But it's not my fault at all...he thought...What is wrong with people who feel hurt? ...It's not Brother Han.
“Why are you apologizing to me?”
Try to adjust your voice to normal. ...Try to control it so it doesn't shake.
“Well...I don't know...”
"I'm the one... who has to apologize."
Kaengsom moved to stand next to him. Hopefully his tone of deep remorse will help. But he still didn't dare look his brother in the eye.
"I'm just thinking about nothing. It's all nonsense."
He smiled weakly, not daring to tell the truth that he had been quiet for two days...because he felt hurt by me...(sigh) Kaengsom took the plate that Brother Han had already washed with water and held it in his hand.
“The other youngsters are all different from you...”
Brother Han washed his hands. Then I turned and looked at my face...with eye contact.
“If you don't talk to me. ...I don't know who to talk to."
Hey...
What is this?
Why is it....happy...
Damn...he wasn't prepared to hear something so nice like this. A young boy's heart is pounding. Feeling hot in the face Kaengsom quickly turned around. Pretend to reach for a towel and wipe the dishes.
“Well...I see you're close to everyone... Too lazy to fight and talk."
I'm still not finished complaining. Please give me one. Kaengsom thought just for fun (but seriously) in his heart. But it turned out that the older brother replied with a smile.
"TRUE? Are you close? ...Everyone knows. ...I can see it...."
And then suddenly... Brother Han suddenly stopped... as if he was hesitating whether to speak.. or not?
"...that I...uh...are...close to you...the most."
Hey!
Not yet...not finished yet.
“...Because I'm right next to you. ...uh....everywhere.”
Putting the full stop at the end of the sentence is just like this....that's it...it makes Curry somber.
But in the end it was only a moment. Because this time it was Brother Han's side who had to look the other way.... Just a few short sentences. Make your face turn red and it spreads to your earlobes... You're really invested in this job.
Kaengsom accidentally laughed out loud. I don't know who's embarrassed by whom? Having said that...this was the first time he had seen this face...this emotion of Brother Han.
And he seemed to know why... His older brother turned to look at him with a mixture of embarrassment and annoyance.
“Are you satisfied yet?”
“Yes, hee hee.”
This is if you're not afraid of lightning. I'm going to hug you...hardly.
Until next time...
Kaengsom left the last thought in his heart...
END