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*Short fic that I want to post (again)*

HunDo ft. KrisLu

Friday evening is a time that many people like and pray every moment that it will come soon. Because it's the last day of the working day and you'll have Saturday and Sunday off. But there are many careers that don't work that way.

“There's only one set left and then we're done, Mr. Chris. Tomorrow is just one more day and we'll have a long holiday."

The tall figure turned to look at Sehun. own personal manager The sweet smile he sent made him automatically smile back. A slender, well-shaped face, beautiful eyes, and a small, chest-shaped mouth. Many people invited Sehun to join the industry but he refused for the reason that It's an uncertain career. and without privacy

"yes"

Kris looked at Sehun's hand crossing out the name of the event on his schedule book before walking towards the stylist who called his name. The personal manager puts the notebooks into the backpack he always carries before arranging the models' belongings into one pile. Prepare to wait for the time to return to the condo. A slender hand picked up the phone that had a line sound coming in an hour ago but didn't pick it up and look at it because he was busy in the pile.

Kyungki~ : I'm not going back to my room today. No need to wait to eat.

My heart sank for a moment when I read the message from the person I called my lover. Then a feeling of pain rose up in my heart. I probably have too little time for him. Many things have changed between us since last month. Since the day I saw him talking on the phone with someone named Luhan

“Wait there. I'll go get it."

Sehun looked at the person who had just finished talking on the phone. A few guards were standing in front of a group of fans. His thick eyebrows furrowed together. But it didn't make Chris' face look any less good. Everything was carried and placed in the back of the car. Because today neither Sehun nor Kris brought their own cars. Therefore had to use the company's car to drive back to the condo.

"Uh, Sehun."

Chris smiles dryly. Look at the person closing the trunk. Sehun raised his eyebrows at the tall man who stood there with a teasing expression on his face.

"What do you say? Where would you like me to stop?”

Chris let out a smile when the manager realized this. If it weren't for Sehun's semi-formal way of calling him, he'd probably be close friends who could play tricks on each other.

“Well, my boyfriend went out with friends...and now his friend is drinking until he's drunk. And my girlfriend doesn't know how to drive at all.."

"So I called you to come pick me up?"

Chris nodded his head in response. Sehun walked to the driver's side of the car like every day. before starting the machine The tall figure opened the driver's side door before taking himself into the car. If Sehun refuses I hope a model like him will definitely take a taxi.

'Where?'

5:49 p.m.

"Put on your glasses."

Famous model follows it easily. Pub.

K 

stands out in front Kris and Sehun's ID cards were handed to two people in suits standing guard at the door. They were actually over twenty. Before the gray steel door opened, the two of them walked through.

The multi-colored lights from the strangely shaped lamps in the middle of the pub's black ceiling shone brightly, hurting the eyes. The sound of heavy rhythmic music rang out in every corner. The smell of alcohol was typical of an entertainment venue. Many figures stood together and danced in the middle of the floor. Some stood in pairs kissing passionately as if there were only two people in the world.

"My girlfriend is at the bar in the back."

I nodded to Chris's barely audible shouts competing with the song. before leaving to follow him The music softened as he entered the back corner of the floor. Glass tables and sofas are placed in spots. The orange light that shines down in this zone makes the image look strangely hot. Chris led the way through the scene of the commotion, reaching the innermost corner of the pub. Two people were sitting on a long white sofa.

"Luhan"

The name Chris said immediately made me turn and look at him. Before I looked around until I saw a sweet-faced person sitting with someone else that I knew well.

"Kyungsoo?"

As soon as I opened my mouth to call his name The little person reached out his arm and pulled the person named Luhan to his lips... right in front of Kris and me's eyes. who is Luhan's girlfriend

A sharp pain rose in his chest before turning into a deep pain in his heart. I wanted to go in and rip the two of them apart. I want to shake Kyungsoo hard and ask him what he's doing? But my legs couldn't move. My heart went numb before it could pump numbness to every part of my body.

I just stood and watched as Kris walked in and separated the person named Luhan from Kyungsoo. The shouting exchange between Kris and Luhan didn't pass through my head at all. In my eyes, I only saw a person sitting with his head down on the sofa. I want him to look up into my eyes. And then, as if realizing... Kyungsoo really raised his head and looked at me...

But in his eyes there was only emptiness.

The tears that once flowed were just inside. Now it's pouring out all over my face. Why? Am I not taking care of him well enough? Or I don't have much time for him? I don't love him enough? Or did he never love me at all?

"You listen to me first, Chris!"

Luhan shouted helplessly in the tall man's face. Clear water is flowing in a pair of beautiful eyes. The pressure from Chris' hand on his upper arm made him bite his lip to hold back the pain.

"Then explain! What was that I saw?! Is this it? What you said was a friend!!"

“Kyungsoo is my friend! It's my younger sibling! Be my patient!!”

"Then what does this have to do with the kiss just now? I don't know!"

"I....Kyungsoo! Don't go yet!”

Kris watched Luhan shout out to another person who walked out of the pub. A slender hand grabbed her beautiful face, causing her to turn and look at her own face. Luhan's sweet face was now darkened by Kris' tears. Before it became clear as it condensed and flowed out of the eye. Luhan was stunned by another person's tears. before hugging someone taller than you

“You are misunderstanding... Kyungsoo and I are not what you think. I love only you. You are my lover, do you hear that?”

A tall man like Kris was hugging Luhan's thin body tightly. The handsome face that once stood up to the camera was now pressed against another person's shoulder, holding back a cry. If what Luhan said was a lie He was happy to listen. It just came out of this person's mouth. Chris was ready to believe it.

'I love you..huh, I love you too.'

6:00 p.m.

The small figure walked away from the pub where he had caused trouble. I chose to walk away from the person standing there crying silently. Two legs walked along the quiet path. His smooth face looked up at the dark sky. If falling raindrops is suffering The rain would release that suffering. Only today the sky is overcast but it's not raining. and the clouds are gray

It's probably like him...how much suffering he has. Can't distill it into tears...

Last month I received a phone call from Luhan. My half-brother, who is a doctor, called. Along with a letter sent from the hospital in Seoul where he had been checked out... where Sehun had taken him.

Even though Kyungsoo never took care of himself. But when this person came into my life Kyungsoo also felt cared for. Attentive at all times I have friends to play with. I have an older brother who scolds me. And I have the best lover in the world...

Even though Sehun's work is busy But there was never a day that Kyungsoo felt lonely. Sehun always comes back to eat dinner together. If you can't come back, then video call. Forced to sleep under a blanket Eat meals on time, take a hot shower, adjust the air conditioning, close the windows, and lock the room well.

Before saying the word love as a way to send him to bed every day...the love that Sehun gave him was too much...a lot. Until I was afraid that one day if he had to leave Sehun can't stay...

brain tumor

The results of the hospital examination made Kyungsoo feel like he had been hit hard in the face. I didn't dare tell the other person for fear that it would make me sad. Kyungsoo decided to distance himself, become indifferent, and most recently...kissed his older brother to misunderstand the other person. Sehun will get over it.

At least this kind of pain would be better than the pain of dying from each other, right?

Little legs stopped walking when they heard footsteps following. before turning to look behind himself Someone who just avoided me walking towards him His face was smiling as if nothing had ever happened. But that look in his eyes was so sad that he felt stuffed.

Since when was he this cruel?

"It's about to rain, Kyung-ah...Hun, I think we'd better hurry back."

The biggest smile was forced to be created for a small person. Sehun's shaking legs brought him to hold Kyungsoo's hand before they walked together. The heart that was already cracked to the point of breaking had even more cracks when there weren't even words. There was no resistance from the handshake...but they didn't even touch it back. So it becomes a leash by default.

"Wow, it's raining. Let's go take shelter from the rain and eat ice cream at that shop, right? Kyung has gotten thinner lately."

The little man led him into an ice cream shop with cool air conditioning. Sehun ordered chocolate ice cream that he remembered the other person liked before taking off his suit and putting it on Kyungsoo. He didn't even dare to look at the little man's face. You can only use a spoon to scoop up ice cream and feed it to people who are hurting themselves. Chattering away, filling the uncomfortable silence.

I'm afraid that if I accidentally stop talking, the other person will say the sentence that I'm most afraid of. And until then...tears will probably flow down again...

“Kyung-ah, tomorrow Hoon has his last day of work. And Hoon will take Kyung to the beach as promised. Do you remember? What did Kyung say about wanting to go? I remember Kyung being really cute back then."

"enough.."

"...When Kyung begged Hoon to take him away, it was really cute..."

Danger signals sounded in Sehun's head. As a result, he spoke faster than before. Not giving Kyungsoo another chance to interject. My hands trembled even more until the ice cream spilled onto the table..

"….Enough..."

''Hun still remembers Kyung's big, winking eyes. The cutest...''

"That's enough!!!"

Sehun gasped. The ice cream spoon fell from his hand and hit the table with a loud thud. Two people in the shop turned to look at him. Sehun looked at the other person who was already staring at him.

"Hun loves Kyung..."

"Let's break up."

Like an inanimate doll Sehun smiled at the little man who sat still. Use your hands to wrap your arms around that small waist. Kyungsoo is too fragile to let him go. Or maybe...it might be him who doesn't want to accept the truth. Sehun's heartbeat slowed down as the pain increased as the seconds ticked by.

“Anyway, Hun loves Kyung. Let..Ok..Gas Hoon...let Hoon continue to take care of Kyung..."

The sound of sobbing from the little man made Sehun turn around and hug the small body tightly. Hug...like this is the last time. When Kyungsoo is silent Sehun pulled away. Before he fainted as the little man's body swayed and fell to the ground when he let go of his hand.

"Kyungsoo!!!!!!"

To Kyung's beloved Sehunna.

If Hun sees this letter It shows that Kyung probably isn't next to Hoon anymore. But don't worry. Even though Kyung can't be beside Hoon anymore. But Kyung promises to be the breeze around Hoon~

Kyung apologizes for misbehaving with Hoon. Kyung just doesn't want Hoon to be sad. Don't want Hoon to know that Kyung is leaving. Kyung knows it's Hoon. I like following Kyung everywhere. Even when Kyung secretly went shopping with a friend three months ago. Hun also secretly followed. But...the long golden wig that Hun wore. It makes Hun very cute.

It's the cutest disguise >< haha ​​Kyung thought Hoon was the cutest that day. But until today, Kyung wrote the letter. Hun is still as cute as ever. Even though Kyung won't be the same as before..

Now Hoon can't follow Kyung anymore. Hun must stay. Make yourself very happy. Give it more than when Kyung was around!

Kyung apologizes for acting cold. Sorry for making Hun have to be alone. I'm sorry that Kyung used to secretly use Hoon's toothbrush. I'm sorry for secretly hiding Hun's rotten bear. I'm sorry that Kyung forgot to do the laundry that day. I'm sorry that Kyung's cooking wasn't delicious. It's difficult for Hun to keep doing it. I'm sorry that Kyung doesn't tell Hoon he loves me often. (This person is shy! >

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I'm sorry that Kyung likes to sleep until he kicks Hoon every night we sleep together. I'm sorry that Kyung didn't let me kiss you when I woke up. (We haven't brushed our teeth yet...) I'm sorry Kyung used to come home late. Makes Hun worried. I'm sorry that Kyung likes to secretly kiss Hoon while he sleeps. I'm sorry that Kyung secretly took a leaked photo of Hoon. (Kyung attached it in the envelope keke~)

Kyung apologizes for pinching Hoon's cheek. Kyung apologizes for forcing Hoon to cut his nails so often. (Long nails aren't good!) Kyung apologizes for everything and... I'm sorry this letter is Kyung's last letter.

And Kyung wants to thank Hoon for calling to remind him to eat on time. Thank you for Hun covering me while I sleep. Thank you Hun for adjusting the air conditioner. Thank you Hun for always making delicious food for me to eat. Thank you to Hun who promised to take me to the beach. (Even now, Kyung can't go.) Thank you for Hoon telling Kyung he loves you every night.

Thank you for kissing Kyung's cheeks often. Thank you for buying me the doll. (Kyung likes it very much. Especially Poporo >< Please take care of Poporo hyung instead of Kyung.) Thank you to Hoon for always drying my hair. Thank you for treating me to Kyung's ice cream every Saturday. Thank you that Hoon often allows Kyung to ride on his back. Thank you that Hoon is Kyung's boyfriend. Thankfully, Hundi has never changed.

Thank you that Hoon walked into Kyung's life. Thank you for always loving Hoon Kyung. Thank you for meeting us. Thank you for your care, Kyung.

But Kyung doesn't want to thank Hoon for taking Kyung for a checkup.

Thank you for reading this letter. Just like I said. That Hun must live his life happily. Kyung won't go anywhere. It will be the wind that hugs you when you're lonely. It will be the breeze that keeps Hun cool. If Hoon smiles, Kyung will smile as well. Therefore, Hun must smile often. You don't cry, you know? Hoon has to travel around the world in Kyung's place, you know?

Even though we don't have Kyung, our plans to travel around the world must not be shelved!

Haha...so funny. Kyung wrote this letter and smiled and shed tears like a crazy person. Kyung...loves Hoon very much. This Do Kyungsoo loves Oh Sehun the most in the world! And Kyung will love Hoon forever too haha ​​ah...

I'm sorry the book is a bit messy. Just then, water dripped onto the paper..

Kyung wants to write for a long time. I really don't want it to get to the end. Just thinking that Kyung won't be able to be with Hun makes me feel very lonely...I miss Kyung sometimes, Sehunna..

Kyung will miss Hoon every day! <3

Kyung loves Hoon. Love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, very, very much. I love you the most. I love you like I've never loved anyone. The most love in the world I really love Hun. Kyung loves Hun.

Love, love, love, love so much. Kyung doesn't want to go anywhere. Kyung already hates this letter! Kyung doesn't want it to be the last version. Kyung hates everything that keeps us from being together. Kyung hates the time being too little. Which leaves Kyung with no time left..

Kyung really doesn't want to stop writing. Kyung loves Hoon. I love him a lot. I really love him. I'm sorry that Kyung tells Hoon he loves me so often right now. I'm sorry that Kyung didn't tell Hoon he loved me when Hoon asked..Kyung loves Hoon.

Kyungkong...has to end it already, hahaha, because Hoon probably reads until he's bored, haha.

Kyung asked for something..

Can you ask Hoon to say goodnight to Kyung? Na, Kyung will be able to sleep well. Haha, that's too bad..Kyung won't be able to wake up anymore..

Sehunna...don't forget. Love, love, love. Kyung loves Hun.

Do Kyung Soo loves Oh Se Hoon forever.

A white letter whose letters had faded into a cloud of ink from the tears of the reader. Especially combined with the tears of the writer that had dropped before. Makes it almost unreadable now...but because the readers read it every day. Read and remember by heart The light pink paper was folded into an envelope of the same color.

Sehun was sitting in front of a bright white brick with the words Do Kyungsoo engraved on it. The image of a lover smiling wide and dizzyingly on the stone made Sehun hate it. I hate that it's just a picture...a picture that's just a memory.

The teardrops continued to roll down her cheeks without stopping. A slender hand was placed on the ground where another person's body lay below. The gentle wind blowing against his body made Sehun feel cold. But inside his heart, it warmed up... A smile curled up on his lips when he remembered that Kyungsoo had promised to be the breeze around him.

How much suffering do I suffer from being the person who is still here? I used to think that if Kyungsoo would never be okay. He would protect Kyungsoo with his life...but today it wasn't like that..

Everywhere you look, you see only old memories. Repeatedly reiterating that there used to be someone else's body. And emphasize that now there are no more...

A large bag of clothes lay nearby. There were no clothes inside as there should have been. But there were only pictures, dolls, and everything that belonged to Kyungsoo. An evening ticket to Atlanta lay tucked into the side of a bag with a keychain of the departed person hanging from it. A keychain in the shape of two boys kissing each other, vibrating with the force of the wind blowing..

Sehun absorbed the coolness of the ground in front of him. The wind that surrounds you Slender hands were placed on the ground in front of both sides. His slender face was bent down until he was almost close. Thin lips, gentle smile before whispering softly for the sleeping person to hear

"Sweet dreams, Hyun's Kyung."

END

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