The front looks beautiful. The path seems to be strewn with rose petals.

A picture of two people holding hands on the road called love.

No one probably noticed.

Probably no one will know.

The feelings of someone who was left behind like him.

.. The feelings that he has locked away in the deepest corner of his feelings ..

P.S. This fic is purely from the imagination of the author. :)

P.S. (2) Thank you everyone for your comments. Glad that everyone likes it. Yay~ If there are any mistakes, I apologize. Where was the typo? Or we use strange language You can criticize.

One-Sided Love (짝사랑) - Sandeul (B1A4)

Behind the Stories

Paring: Yonghawa x Seohyun x Jonghyun

Rate: Available for every age

Author: imeffa

It's been like this for a long time..

I like you and you never know anything..

I never really knew anything.

Seohyun..

Jingle~

The bell rang in the dormitory of four young men who were busy cleaning their rooms. Yonghwa, who was organizing things on the sofa, gently called out to the young man next to him.

“You go open the door, Jonghyun.”

He nodded lightly. before walking his body to the front of the door

click.

The door opened Along with revealing a thin woman in a peach colored dress. The two small arms carried so many things that they looked bulky. Seohyun smiled sweetly at the doorman who was now reaching out to help her carry her things.

“Are you here?”

Jonghyun greeted in a low voice. He looked at Seohyun who was putting away shoes on the shelf at the front of the room with a calm look.

“Yes, there's not much traffic, so I arrived earlier than scheduled,” the woman answered in a clear voice. “Where have you been cleaning?” Seohyun tilted her head curiously before leaning forward to look at the interior of the living room. The other three young men were still running around collecting things like the same old bikers as before.

The sight in front of him couldn't help but make some of him laugh because of its cuteness.

There is no outline of CN Bull's handsome young man left..

“Please help me~”

He informed It is a signal to let people inside know that they have arrived. The young woman gasped and walked towards the remaining people. before disappearing from Jonghyun's sight

He was still standing in the same place, motionless.

It took a long time for his brain to command him to move.

It took a long time for him to process his own inexplicable feelings.

“Sigh.”

Jonghyun glanced at the food in his hands, not knowing why the woman had brought so much food.

Probably because she cares about everything..

“Brother, don't mop the floor like this.”

Seohyun, who takes on the form of a full-time housekeeper for her big brother, is now fidgeting with the mopping the floor without success. Yonghwa pouted before wiping off his sweat. “Why is cleaning so tiring?”

"It's not tiring," a sweet voice argued. “If you work diligently and do it every day instead of doing it once a month like this.”

“Yes~ Mother~” The thick figure replied in a long, teasing voice. Until he had to eat one of Seohyun's dragon fruit.

Today was the day that the four young men resolved to clean up their dormitory, which was as dirty as a trash can. The fact that they come to keep their place every once in a while makes people not young like them carry themselves quite a bit. Luckily, Seohyun The only young woman who is close to everyone in the group volunteers to come help because today there is no schedule and she has to film anywhere.

Plus, it's a good opportunity to bring fermented food and various snacks that Mom sent from my hometown to share with the guys.

“Yonghwa hyung, please use the correct pronouns~ Where is your mother? Isn't that your wife?"

A very nervous teasing noise came from the tallest person in the group. Jungshin smiled wryly and nudged Minhyuk, who was sweeping the floor, to join him as a teasing friend. which the other person responded well

“Eh, or Yonghwa hyung, do you mean your mother?”

“Huh~”

After saying that, the two young men laughed together..

Let the man and woman who are being teased not be able to look at each other. Seohyun lowered her head, not wanting to say anything. Yonghwa is annoyed at these two bad guys who act like a tag team. Until I had to throw the pillow with all my might.

Hurry!

Minhyuk's good hand caught it before it could reach him. along with Jungshin who immediately continued teasing.

"Oh, people who are in love, are their hands all weak now?"

“Huh~”

The chorus sounded again. The more I saw the older brother doing the grunting act, the more I was impressed. I turned to ask for support from Brother Rong, who was quietly standing in the corner of the room brushing dust.

“These two couples really suit each other, Jonghyun hyung.”

He stopped.

Out of the corner of his eye, he glanced at the girl who was being teased until her face turned red with a flash of emotion.

The young man lowered his eyes. ..speaking in a low voice

“Um.. they really suit each other.”

Yonghwa and Seohyun are not a couple..

Even though the two never said how they felt about each other, But they knew each other in their hearts.

It's a love that doesn't even need words.

It's a love that outsiders like them can clearly see.

From the eyes that Yonghwa looked at Seohyun, it was deep, nurturing, like she was something precious..

From Seohyun's actions, it shows that she cares about Yonghwa more than anyone else. The smile that you gave to Yonghwa alone..

Of course, an outsider like him could tell.

He knew how much they loved each other.

I know that their love is so great that there is no room left for anyone.

.. nothing at all ..

“It's already been two years already. Since 'We Got Mary' ended,” Yonghwa opened up as we sat around eating a sheet of pasta that Seohyun had carefully prepared. He said scooping up pasta noodles for Seohyun.

“Let's eat a lot. So skinny that you're already a Kong Koi ghost."

“What is a Kong Koi ghost?” the small figure tilted his head and asked as if no one knew. Until the young man had to laugh and reached out to rub his head affectionately.

“Ah! Don't worry, I'm really busy."

“Ahem!!!”

A deliberate coughing sound came from within the group. Jungshin pursed his lips in annoyance.

“I don't care about the media, but you can care about us. People with diabetes will die if they eat it.”

“Shut up and keep eating. Before you don't have all the time in the world to eat, Jungshin -_-“ Big Brother's edict immediately caused that naughty bastard from just now to shrink like a little cat.

“Oh, but time really flies,” Minhyuk greeted. “Look, that time Seohyun came to visit the dorm. I also made sheet pasta for us to eat like this.”

“But now your cooking is much more delicious,” the eldest said teasingly to the girl next to him. Until the person gave him a big hammer look.

“Oh, really,” Seohyun blurted out as if he remembered.

“Speaking of Wee Got Marry, actually, do you remember that I was supposed to be paired with Jonghyun?”

Enthusiastic eyes flashed when recalling old and interesting stories. Seohyun turned to ask Jonghyun who was eating.

“If you were paired with Jonghyun hyung, what would it be like?”

“Wee~ I don't want it.” Yonghwa shook his head in a panic. “If Seohyun and Hyun Mi hope they will die together.”

“Yee, you're such a possessive dog, just say so,” the naughty guy shouted, interrupting him after being scolded. “If Jonghyun hyung was paired with Seohyun You yourself won't be able to meet Seohyun like today, right?"

“I once sat down to eat pasta and suddenly fell down in a heap and hit Jeongshin -_-“

The exchange of glances between the eldest and the little sibling continued. Causing everyone to laugh while eating. Except for one person who seemed to be drowning in the raging storm alone.

That's it.

Actually at that time, he had to get a partner with Seohyun.. If you don't mind that..

'Can I play instead?'

Yonghwa's voice interrupted while giving a rough brief to the organizer. Jonghyun glanced at the owner of the voice in surprise. Normally Yonghwa isn't the one who asks for things like this..

It wasn't until he saw the picture of the thin woman who would be invited to play in the show alongside him in the hands of Yonghwa hyung that he began to understand.

You might fall in love with him the second you see that picture.

Like he fell in love with her as well.

The organizers started to discuss everything again later. and found that everything was more perfect If you change to Yonghwa hyung instead of Jonghyun

It was like he was holding a rope of fate. and was easily taken away from people close to him

In the past, he thought it was okay.. No need to play shows together But we may have a chance to meet each other one day. There may be a chance to talk. got to know each other

But it's not like that..

The two of them love each other.

“I'll put the dishes away first,” Jonghyun said, standing up. I was about to walk into the kitchen quietly by myself. If it weren't for Seohyun's voice accompanying him.

"I'll go get it too."

“Is something wrong with Jonghyun?” the woman asked as she helped the other person take out the dishes with an expressionless face. From every meeting He's usually not a person who talks much. But today he seemed to have a lot to think about in his head.

It was so quiet that Seohyun was worried.

The voice stopped. Jonghyun lowered his eyes and glanced at the other person for a long time..

He looked at the other person who was silently washing the dishes.

But before he could prepare himself The small figure accidentally came up and looked into his eyes.

Those clear, round eyes were filled with questions.

He and she could probably count the number of times he and she had stared into each other's eyes like this.

Building building.. Building building..

And every time it would always make his heart race like crazy.

suddenly.

Jonghyun looked away before replying, "I'm in the middle of making a new album right now.. It must be a little tiring."

Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed that Seohyun looked much brighter after receiving the answer.

She's probably worried.. that she might do something to make him uncomfortable..

“Really?” Seohyun smiled enthusiastically. “The next day, I will make a smoothie for you to drink. It's very refreshing.” She turned back to washing the dishes in a good mood.

Causing a small smile to appear at the corner of the other man's mouth that few people could see smiling happily.

We've spoken to each other almost countless times.

You could almost say Among the four people Jonghyun and Seohyun are the most distant from each other. But amidst the distance, Seohyun always extended her kindness and concern to make friends with him. She was so pure and bright that he wasn't surprised..

Why can't he stop loving her?

click.

A plate of fruit hits the glass table in the room.

Seohyun put down a plate of fruit that she and Jonghyun had helped peel. Before walking around and sitting on the sofa next to Yonghwa, another person was now opening his mouth and waiting.

“Ah -

O-“

“Huh?” Seohyun frowned in confusion, and the other party said, “Ah -

O-

Please enter it.”

His cheeks flushed with red as soon as he realized the other party's intentions. He smacked his arm gently.

“Are you crazy, bro?”

Because the other party was so embarrassed that his face was red. Yonghwa then laughed with affection. Before reaching out a hand to lightly brush away the hair that was falling in front of his face.

“You've been working hard lately, right?” Yonghwa's voice softened with concern. His eyes drifted towards the other party.

“When are we going to walk down Gangnam Street? How about we go relax a bit?”

At the end of the invitation, the young woman didn't hesitate and quickly nodded in agreement. “They said there is a tteokbokki shop in Gangnam that is really delicious. Which day do we go to eat together?”

“Uh, promise.” Yonghwa held out his pinky finger. with a smile as soon as Seohyun hooked her own pinky

"Don't break your promise."

The eldest brother laughed at the above sentence. Cherish the cuteness of your little one. So I reached out and pinched my nose playfully.

“Ah~ Stop it.”

“Hahaha”

Pictures of a cute atmosphere appear in front of us like a movie screen.

But it was probably the love movie that hurt his heart the most.

Jonghyun looked blankly at the two with white thoughts. A numb feeling of pain spread throughout my heart.

If time could go back, it would be.

If that day Yonghwa hyung didn't say that sentence on the day of the wedding.

It might be him Sitting next to you right now..

He knew that Yonghwa hyung loved Seohyun very much. So much so that it was like there were chains stretching around Jonghyun's every part.

I don't even have the right to breathe near you. There is no right, even permission, to make your heart beat faster when you're close.

The pain was like going through millions of needles, stabbing at my heart every time I saw the two of them near each other.

Time and time again he had to turn his head away from the sight before him.

It was too painful to cry out.

Jonghyun didn't want to think.

But it has a fraction of real feelings. that often gives rise to questions that have no answers

Why..why?

Why did Yonghwa hyung have to steal everything from him..

And instead brought this much pain that he didn't want..

“What are you doing sitting around, Jonghyun?” The eldest made his hands flutter in front of Jonghyun as if to regain his composure. He blinked his eyes confusedly after regaining consciousness.

“Did you watch porn last night and stay up too late?” Yonghwa joked. Then smile fondly while giving me a look and saying

If you're tired, go lie down and get some rest.

Jonghyun looked at his older brother with a strange expression.

The group's eldest now has a smile on his face, but his face still shows signs of exhaustion and lack of sleep from work. Stumbling his thoughts to a halt.

Really crazy..

“Ugh,” he laughed, laughing in his throat. He turned his head and looked elsewhere.

ashamed..

So ashamed..

Have you gone crazy? Jonghyun..

On the day we are most tired Have you forgotten that there are people who are more tired than us?

Yonghwa hyung, who works so hard for the members without thinking, losing sleep, doing everything to help us move forward.

How dare you think bad of Yonghwa hyung like that..

Jonghyun gave himself a pitiful smile, as if he was completely disgusted with himself. His strong back leaned back slowly on the sofa. Before tiredly closing his eyes and blocking every feeling from outside matters.

No matter what the story was before

Everything is the past.

Shouldn't he smile more at the love of the two people in front of him?

You just have to get used to living in pain.

The sun has long gone..

Jonghyun doesn't know what people outside are like. Because I asked him to hide away and compose a quiet song alone in the room, giving the reason that he was depressed and in the mood to compose a song. Even though his mind was exhausted from today's events all day.

He's always been like this. When Seohyun came to visit the dorm Or every time I see her face His moods often fluctuate like a storm at sea. He is often so sensitive that he doesn't understand himself.

Knock knock

There was a knock at the door. Jonghyun glanced at the entrance. Yonghwa's figure walked into the room with an impatient expression on his face.

“Jonghyun, I have a problem. Please help.”

All of a sudden.

The blanket in front of her body was carefully controlled so that the body of the young woman who was lying unconscious in Eldest Brother's room was unconscious.

A small body was curled up in a blanket. I shivered slightly because of the cold. Her once bright face was now filled with paleness.

'Seohyun has insolation. It's probably because you're exposed to too much sun today.'

Yonghwa said with a serious expression. His eyes were still focused on Seohyun on the bed with concern.

'But you and Minhyuk and Jungshin have a schedule to appear on the radio today...' He trailed off before raising his head to meet Jonghyun's pleading eyes. 'I'd like to leave Seohyun with you. I really don't dare leave her alone. If..if she went into shock because of a fever, I would..'

Thump.

Jonghyun gently patted his brother on the shoulder, 'Go to work, I'll take care of it for you.'

At the end of his sentence, the other party's eyes flickered with gratitude. But the worry still hasn't gone away. He then reiterated another word to be confident.

'I will take good care of Seohyun like you did.'

“Seohyun..” A strong hand shook the person lying on the bed. Awaken her unconsciousness. Seohyun slowly closed her eyes. arduously A headache hit as soon as she opened her eyes.

“Headache..” She moaned.

“Take the medicine first,” Jonghyun said softly. He handed the pills to Seohyun. before following with a large glass of warm water

Seohyun accepted the word easily. She handed back the glass of water. Before saying thank you

"thank you"

Jonghyun nodded. Seohyun could only smile weakly. Eyelids heavy and unable to forget.

"I shouldn't be a burden to you."

He looked at the body that was now unconscious again. Even at a time like this.. She still cares about others.

The eyes filled with love that he had hidden in the deepest corners of his heart revealed.

He kept his eyes on him since Those big round eyes.. Who always gives you worried eyes when Yonghwa hyung is working hard. A prominent nose.. who often raised his head in displeasure when quarreling with Yonghwa hyung

Soft cheeks..that naturally become pink every time Yonghwa hyung smiles at you.

Red lips..that accidentally reveal a sweet, happy smile every time he's near Yonghwa hyung.

..all her stories There will always be Yonghwa hyung in there..

She was so precious in his eyes right now. It was like if anyone held her just a little harder. She would probably burst out loud.

Jonghyun reached out and gently caressed the girl's head.

She probably doesn't know..

In her mind, he might just be a stranger.

But to him, she was everything.

He pays attention to every detail of her.

He cares for you as much as anyone else..

You just.. never saw it.

It may not be visible.. But it actually exists..

A rough hand moved to gently hold the other's hand. But it's firmly packed.

Seohyun's hands were still as soft as ours that day. When Yonghwa hyung had an event where he had to sing a duet with Seohyun. But his older brother is busy. Can't come to practice queue first? And it turned out to be Jonghyun who had to practice singing for a while. Which came to the scene where we had to join hands at the end of the song.

Will you know? That the young man's heart was about to explode at that time.

Jonghyun looked at the small hand blankly.

Maybe it's time now..

"I never once told you that you were my burden."

He mumbled as if talking to himself.

“Even if you are a burden.. It is a burden that I accepted willingly.”

Crack.

The room door opened immediately. A thick figure walked into the room quietly, as if afraid that she would wake her up. Jonghyun glanced at the newcomer. Pulling his hand back from Seohyun, he said, “I just gave Seohyun some medicine.”

“Really?” Yonghwa nodded in understanding. “Thank you very much for taking care of me.”

"Don't you have to go on the radio?"

“Uh, let me change my schedule. The manager didn't say anything.”

Yonghwa answered in an unusually calm tone. The other party could only silently observe the gesture. without saying anything

For a long time the room was shrouded in silence.

Jonghyun stood up from his seat next to the bed. Prepared to walk out of the room. before stopping when he heard his brother's words.

“Jonghyun. About Seohyun…”

The person being called glanced over.

I really saw the scene just now.

Yonghwa's eyes in front of him It wasn't filled with anger, jealousy, or misunderstanding. But it conveys to him something like a 'complaint'.

Jonghyun smiled silently before patting his elder brother on the shoulder.

"Sorry for the past, bro."

“I know that if it were me I won't have to worry about anything.”

“I let go of her.”

“From now on.. please take care of her.”

He walked away without saying another word.

Yonghwa watched his younger brother walk out of his room. before turning to look at the woman in front of him

And the picture that appeared gave him a clear answer. Because Seohyun is like this..

It's not strange at all.. that he and Jonghyun like the same girl

He knew all along.

Why wouldn't he know? that Jonghyun's eyes looked at Seohyun It was the same look he gave her.

Why wouldn't he know that? How much does Jonghyun hurt when he sees you with him?

I've known this all along..

Just..

Words.. sometimes can't communicate much better than feelings.

THE END