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[Fic] Dreamlife

pairing : JBxJr.

note:  

Press to listen to the song while reading for more enjoyment.. I think so.

Park Jin Young is dreaming.

He thought he was definitely dreaming. Because there was no way he could wake up in his old bedroom from his days as JJ Project.

Opening the room door, we found a room condition that was completely different from the present.

While standing in the middle of the room processing my thoughts I was poked until I was startled and turned to see the leader of the band making a combination of amusement and bewilderment.

Im Jaebeom said that he called him to eat several times but saw him standing still and refusing to come.

When asked about the other members, where have they gone? Then a large hand pressed against his forehead and asked if he was sick.

There are two of us.

Jaebum said so.

Park Jin Young raised his hand and pinched his own cheek.

Pain is what he feels.

Jinyoung opened his eyes again because of the shaking force.

Mark was seen staring at him with concern and then told him to get out of the car and go rest in his room.

The young boy looked around. Besides Mark and him, there was no one left in the car.

Jinyoung got out of the car. Looking towards the entrance

Jaebum was seen walking happily into the building, holding hands and chatting with Jackson.

He tried to follow

I completely forgot that Mark was still there.

The elevator door closed right in front of him.

Jinyoung was poked awake.

He opened his eyes to see Jaebum smiling at him. Then he pulled him up and sat on the practice room floor.

If you're tired, you'll still invite others to practice late at night.

Jaebum said so.

The leader of the band walked over and turned on the music. Then pull him up to warm up.

Even though it's a song I've never heard before But the body was able to dance without breaking the posture.

His eyes met Jaebum's through the glass.

Jaebum smiles

He smiled back.

Jinyoung opened his eyes to find himself falling asleep on BamBam's lap since he didn't know when.

He couldn't keep track of the movies they were watching together at the dorm.

He turned to look at the sofa against the wall on the other side of the room. Jaebum is seen sharing popcorn with Youngjae.

Jinyoung excused himself to go to his room. But because I took a nap, I still couldn't fall back asleep.

So he got up and opened the closet and pulled out a storage crate.

Inside were the knick-knacks he kept when moving things from his old dormitory.

The dog-eared headband that Jaebum had bought for us when we went to the amusement park together was still there.

Jinyoung picked it up and looked at it and thought back to old times.

Thinking back to the dream from this time where it was just him and Jaebum.

I don't know since when the intimacy I once had disappeared.

I understand that there are more members. It wouldn't be possible to have Jaebum take care of him alone like before.

But from the time I used to think of myself as a close member

Now I'm starting to feel unsure.

Thinking for pleasure, not paying attention The headband in her hand was taken away.

I turned to see Yugyeom smiling happily and putting it on.

Jealousy of having something that was considered important taken away began to cloud your eyes. Jinyoung tried to take it back.

But the older kid was so annoyed that he couldn't help but get angry. Pushed the younger sibling down.

The remaining members who heard the noise ran over to see.

Im Jaebum stood in front of the door with his arms crossed, looking at him with eyes that conveyed disappointment and regret.

Jinyoung looked back with an equally sad look in his eyes.

Park Jin Young woke up. Sweaty and worn out.

Before a familiar hand came to hold his hand. And a familiar voice told him it was okay.

Jinyoung squeezed Jaebum's hand tightly. before telling you that they had a quarrel And then Jaebum left him.

Jaebeom smiled, using his other hand to brush away the hair from his sweaty forehead.

and said he was just dreaming No matter what, we will still have each other.

Jinyoung couldn't help but smile.

Because he knew that this promise he had heard was just a dream.

Dreams that I want to replace reality more and more.

This time, it was Youngjae who woke him up.

She looked at him with a worried expression and asked if something was wrong. He was having more difficulty waking up lately than before.

Jinyoung shook his head, telling his younger sibling it was okay.

while secretly pushing the bottle of sleeping pills deeper under the pillow than before

Jinyoung woke up to the feeling of water dripping down his face.

He opened his eyes to see Jaebum holding a glass of water in front of his face.

Let the steam on the side of the glass drip onto the person lying down.

Jinyoung shouted until the other party laughed. before agreeing to give water to the young man to drink

Today along the Han River is especially calm. People are not as crowded as before.

Jaebum picked up his iPod and handed him one of the headphones.

No one said anything and just the loud music continued.

After a moment, Jinyoung reached over and turned off the iPod and pulled out the headphones.

Jaebum turned to look and pulled out his headphones.

Let's say.. Jinyoung started talking.

One day the company disbands our project and puts us together with other trainees to debut in a new group. What will Jaebum think?

Jaebum thought.

I don't know. Maybe I'm disappointed... This is the answer he got.

But if you still continue to be in the entertainment industry And in that group there was also Mr. I thought it wouldn't be a problem.

Jinyoung didn't know what his expression was like. But Jaebum's gaze softened. The older man's arm reached out and wrapped around his shoulder.

Actually it's good now.. But even if that were true But if you still want to continue this project. Shall we go and ask Jinyoung to PD?

Jinyoung smiled and nodded.

Jackson's cheers woke him up, who had taken a nap while waiting to go on stage with his hair and makeup.

Just now I secretly overheard Noyoung's talk with Jaebum about the PD's plans for JJ Project to release another album. Jackson broke the news before getting punched lightly in the arm by Jaebum, who walked up to him to put on makeup, for talking too much.

In the process of considering, Jaebum said... But do you still want to do it?

Jinyoung smiles... then nod

It looked like he wouldn't need to rely on sleeping pills tonight.

Jaebum wakes him up to get out of the car.

Jinyoung wiped away the saliva stains with his sleeve. before tagging the other person's shirt and running away

he is happy

But for a moment he couldn't help but think:

If he goes back to doing JJ Project, will he still dream about Jaebum like this?

Will he still be able to have good times with his close brother in both real life and dreams?

If the dream ends He must be very disappointed.

But it probably doesn't matter.

Even though I lost Jaebum in my dreams But if we get Jaebum back in real life

He thought it wouldn't matter.

Jinyoung woke up in the middle of the night feeling thirsty.

He crept past the room of the two youngest siblings, who were fast asleep, to the kitchen.

But the light from the manager's room came out of a door that wasn't properly closed. Can't help but draw attention.

Jinyoung changed his walking goal.

I don't know how to tell him... The familiar stern voice of the leader sounded from the room.

Jinyoung really loves this project. I saw the joy on his face when he told me the news and I was speechless.

Jinyoung stood still in front of the door.

How can I tell him that I don't want to continue doing JJ Project? How do I tell him that every time he talks about this, I only see mistakes that I want to forget?

He doesn't know how uncomfortable I am. He tried to revive the memory that we were still JJ Project.

What Noyoung said next after that, Jinyoung didn't know.

Hunger and thirst have all dried up.

There is only the brain that tells the legs to get themselves out of that place as quickly as possible.

Before hearing something that made my heart break even more

Like a dream that was shattered in front of me

It was like Jaebum was no longer the person he had known since those words had been spoken.

You know, moments like this with my hyung are my wildest dreams.

He had spoken to Jaebum in a dream once.

It would be nice if I didn't have to wake up and face the truth again.

yes...

If I never had to wake up again

Park Jin Young returned to the room and pulled out a bottle of medicine from under the pillow.

before taking the first pill and putting it in the mouth

Followed by the second pill.

and the third pill

and

Please let's be together forever.

If it's a dream, don't wake up.

Don't ever end.

end

I wrote this fic with the feeling that Jinyoung was jealous of the moments he had.

JJproject

So much.

I mean, when I look at him giving interviews or watching clips from shows, I feel like Jinyoung is very proud when talking about this project.

But that doesn't mean we think Pee B doesn't love this project. It's just not as obvious as Jinyoung's.

I want to write a fic that expresses the feelings of Jinyoung who loved that moment so much.

But I don't know why it came out in this form.

Thank you for reading until here.

P.S. I didn't set the song to play automatically because I don't know how to do it.

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