Home / Romance / [ SF SJ ] Shadows, love and tears ( kyuhae/kyumin)
[ SF SJ ] Shadows, love and tears ( kyuhae/kyumin)
He once walked straight ahead. I never thought of turning around to look at the people behind me. Even though I know..that person will fall and cry. Until today, he thought of turning around and looking at that woman. ...She's not here anymore. kyuhae kyumin kyuhyun donghae

Because once I made people One must regret that person who loved me with all his heart.

But it was me who never saw his value.

I broke his heart and chased him away.

Until when he disappeared, I only came to understand myself. How important he is

On the day that that person disappeared from my life

But on the day I was sad from his passing

Someone else who lives and feels like that person. then appeared


All this time it seemed like I had a path to walk forward on. I walked on without ever thinking of stopping myself for anyone. Even though I know very well....that behind me there is someone following me.

In an atmosphere filled with the warm, gentle aroma of real coffee beans. Until anyone who stumbles into this shop is so attracted to it that they have to stop by again and again. But that's not the main reason why the little figure sitting in front of the bar comes here regularly and has now become a regular customer.

“Drink coffee every day and be careful of insomnia, Donghae,” teases Hyukjae, one of the store employees. Calling out a small smile On the face, it's very clear.

“Don't blame Donghae, Hyukjae. This is a VIP customer that we have to take good care of, you know?” Another voice that came from behind the counter was the voice of the handsome barista Siwon. At this moment he is wiping and cleaning coffee cups. But I couldn't help but turn to look at my close friends who came to work together.

But he walked away and went to work in a location far from the area where they were talking.

“I really want Kyu to think that Donghae is an important customer like Siwon said. so as not to escape far away Donghae like this.” The words sounded like a joke. But when it was said in a loud voice, it was immediately clear how much the speaker was hurt. Combined with the eyes of some people looking at the tall and slender figure that was being talked about.

The other two participants couldn't help but feel pity.

It had been more than half a year since Donghae had come here and became a regular customer of the shop. As for the reason, it was because Donghae was so impressed and delighted by one of the store's employees, Zhou Kyuhyun, that he had to follow him to find the opportunity to meet and talk with the store's handsome man on a regular basis like this.

Even though one might think that oneself is acting badly and rushing towards the other person first. But Donghae could only tell himself that it wasn't wrong. And no one has ever created rules for who should enter first. The person who pretends to think like that is Zhou. Kyuhyun himself Donghae believes that it is a privilege and opportunity to get to know a person that we admire and feel...love.

“The shop is closed, you can go back now,” a voice sounded from behind her. It was not difficult to summon Donghae's consciousness to turn around and look at him with a wider smile. But when Donghae turned around, he saw an expression looking at her as if the speaker was fed up with her.

Her smile gradually disappeared.

.....Are you really that bored?....Kyu

"Oh, and Kyu, are you going to come back?"

“I'm going to sleep in Siwon's room. Can you go back yourself?”

“Where should I send it?”

After Kyuhyun took Donghae to the luxury condo where Donghae was staying. For nearly five minutes, Kyuhyun's car was parked in the parking lot. But there was still no sign of a small figure. of the person they brought to their accommodation will get out of the car To which Kyuhyun himself was at a loss for words. Because this isn't the first time something like this has happened.

It wasn't that he didn't realize that he was being persistently pursued by the other party. Do you know why he doesn't know? But what should he do if he doesn't have feelings for the other person like that? And most importantly...

.......He doesn't like being the first to be flirted with like this.

“Already arrived, Donghae isn't going down.”

"Can you please not act like this..."

“Then what do I have to do to make you love me?” Before Kyuhyun could finish his sentence, a small voice that you could tell from just listening to it began to shake a little. He interrupted. Until Kyuhyun had to turn his head to look at the other person. who is looking at him right now

“Does it bother us that much?”

“Not annoyed”

“Then why do you act like you're so fed up with us?” Both of your slender eyes began to tremble. Because the tears that began to fall clearly indicated Donghae's depressed feelings. She never gets tired of pleasing anyone she loves. Never get discouraged if you do something for another person, even if he doesn't accept your love in return.

But now that she's tired and discouraged It's because she saw the eyes and actions of the person she loved as if they wanted to convey to her that they were annoyed and bored with her.

“Is it wrong that I just love Kyu...?”

“If you love me then it makes Donghae so sad that he has to cry like this. Wouldn't it be better to just stop? Donghae knows that we don't feel that way about Donghae.”

“Sorry to be so direct, but we don't like people flirting with us first like this. No matter what Donghae does, we will never like Donghae like that.”

“....hasn't...ever felt good...with us?” when all patience seemed to have run out since hearing Kyuhyun's confession of never receiving love in return. Tears flowed and Donghae felt like he couldn't hold them back any longer. Donghae kept his head down, not wanting the other person to see the condition of a shameless person asking for love from someone who had already told her that he didn't like people who asked for love from themselves first like this.

......She's cheeky. There's no shame, Lee Donghae.

“Sorry, that's really all we can say.”

That was Donghae and Kyuhyun's last sentence. Donghae nodded and accepted the words of apology before walking out of the car. And never look back at the person you walked away from again.

..........I don't want him to feel any more self-pity than this.

Since that day, this coffee shop has been without one member who is a regular customer. The usual seat had to be Donghae's fragile body. The space was left blank like this. Even though it had been almost a month since Donghae had never been to this restaurant again.

But strangely, no one had ever sat here. Kyuhyun himself is still doing his job well as usual. Many times I have been asked about the missing person. The only answer Kyuhyun had for everyone was to shake his head. Until everyone was discouraged and stopped asking.

But one thing that everyone says in the same voice....is Zhou. This Kyuhyun has looked different since the day Lee Donghae disappeared from our lives.

Even today, Kyuhyun still works flawlessly. But everyone knew that Kyuhyun would often be absent-minded as if he was thinking about someone. And often I'll turn my head and look at a chair in front of the counter that used to be someone's usual place. That smile is already hard to find. Now it seems like there won't be any more.

Until Hyukjae even whispered to Siwon,

'...When someone came to sit in this chair, he didn't turn to look at him. By this time, no one was sitting and just turned to look. Will you feel sorry for me...'

But even with that being said, Hyukjae is the one who always finds things to talk to Kyuhyun about to relieve his friend's sadness. Just like today, Hyukjae is still finding things to talk to Kyuhyun about. Until the surrounding people secretly glanced and laughed at the talkativeness of this coffee shop employee. But suddenly

Hyukjae, who was looking for something to say, stopped his words. Until Kyuhyun, who was working with his head down, had to lift his head and turn to look at his friend. before turning his eyes to where Hyukjae was looking.

And that's when Kyuhyun saw the chubby but cuddly figure of someone sitting in the empty spot in front of the counter. Kyuhyun stayed still for a while, as if he was conscious of himself. before taking a step towards that figure without Hyukjae being able to hold his friend back in time.

“Excuse me,” a deep voice greeted from the side, causing those sitting in front of the counter to turn around and look at the speaker.

“What's the matter?” It wasn't just words. The figure in front of him also gave a cute little smile to his interlocutor. He looked at the scene in front of him and was silent for a moment before he could find his own words for the other person.

“I would like to ask you to sit at the table over there. I haven't cleaned this place yet. Sorry for the inconvenience.” It wasn't that he hadn't cleaned the chair like he claimed. Since today, throughout the day, no one has even come to sit in this chair.

But he wants to keep this chair...

........Save it for someone who might come back.......Sit in this chair again.

“Really...but I want to sit here. It's okay, then I'll get up and let you clean up first. However, I will continue to sit here.” Strangely, the words of the customer in front of him reminded Kyuhyun of someone else's words.

'...I won't disturb Kyuhyun at all. But I would like to continue sitting here.'

.........Like Donghae when he asked to just sit and look at him in this chair.

And it was probably because of this similarity that Kyuhyun didn't dare to refuse the request of this customer, whose name he learned from later introduction as Sungmin, a senior who had just moved in. It hasn't even been a month since Seoul. And with Sungmin's personality being a fun person. Easy to get along with, he quickly developed a friendship with Hyukjae and Siwon.

“Sungmin hyung is really cute, right? He's good at talking.”

“Oh, that's cute, I see you just came to Seoul too,” said Siwon, who was helping to clean up the shop. To which Hyukjae nodded in response to the notice.

“I don't know if it's cute or not cute. I know that our Kyu didn't dare to object and allowed him to sit on the chair in front of the counter. Sungmin hyung is the best.” The teasing message was sent to another person who was working at the moment. To which Kyuhyun only turned to look at the speaker before continuing with his work.

“But here's the truth. I think Sungmin hyung definitely likes you. I've always seen him looking at you since you went to tell him about the seats.” Hyukjae turned to Kyuhyun about what he had noticed. Siwon nodded in confirmation when Kyuhyun turned to ask for his opinion.

“Whatever, stubborn father. Cute in the style of Donghae, flirting with him but acting like she doesn't like him. Until he ran away and only thought about it later. And now there's a cute young man. Come to like another person again What should I do with my love life?"

“Hyukjae, don't play tricks…” Siwon, who was looking at his two friends, warned him. Seeing that Hyukjae still hasn't stopped talking about this matter.

“You can go back now, Hyukjae. Go first, Kyu.”

“Oh,” Kyuhyun nodded to his two friends who were about to walk out of the store. But not before stepping outside the store Hyukjae's voice called out to him again.

“Kyu...”

“Hm…”

“Who flirts first and flirts with me later? Actually, it doesn't matter at all. As long as that feeling is truly sincere love. This is what we say. We're not speaking only to Sungmin hyung who seems to like Kyu. We talked about everyone including Donghae....”

“Kyu has a lesson about Donghae. So what will you do after this?”

“We say that Kyu's heart is the best decision.”

“Did Hyukjae cheer for Sungmin hyung and say that to Kyu?” Siwon asked after the two of them had walked out of the store for a while. But when he turned to look at Hyukjae, he saw the other person shaking his head at himself.

“If we can do it, we want to cheer for Donghae more. But now it really can't be like that, right? Since Donghae has disappeared from Kyuhyun's life like this Part of me wants Kyu to love Donghae like this and continue to wait for Donghae. Just like Donghae has always waited for Kyu but Kyu never turned to look at Donghae....”

“But Siwon saw....that at that time Donghae had to wait for Kyu, how pitiful Donghae was. And if you have to wait sometime, how much do you have to wait? Plus, if I wait, I don't know if Donghae will come back or not.”

“.....Hyukjae.....”

“We are afraid that in the end, if Kyu waits, Donghae won't come back. Until then, if Kyu thinks about starting over with Sungmin hyung, everything might repeat itself. Sungmin hyung probably won't wait for Kyu anymore."

“It may sound selfish. And it's not fair to Donghae. But if Kyu continues to love Donghae without knowing if his wish will be fulfilled or not. I think we'd rather choose Kyu to start a new love story."

“What if Donghae comes back one day, Hyukjae? Isn't Donghae pitiful like that?"

“When it comes to love, we, outsiders, can't judge anything. Let Kyu make the decision himself.”

“Kyu who made a bad decision and realized his heart so slowly that it must have hurt because he once hurt Donghae. He probably already knows what love is like. And how should he himself decide? We who are friends can only do it by being next to you. It just continues like this.” Hyukjae turned his eyes to the other person and saw that the other person really wanted to do that.

So he could only sigh and nod in agreement.

............It depends on you, Kyuhyun, which path you will choose next.

From the day everyone got to know Sungmin, it was as if they all gained a new friend. Every day, Sungmin would come to this coffee shop. And every time Sungmin would choose to sit in the same chair that Donghae had sat before. In the beginning, Kyuhyun seemed to try to object to Sungmin being seated in another area.

But the more days we get to know each other, Kyuhyun can't help but feel the resemblance of Donghae in Sungmin. And because of this similarity, he agreed to let Sungmin continue to sit as he pleased.

Sungmin didn't openly say how he felt about Kyuhyun. But the young man's actions and the look in his eyes were able to convey his own feelings very well. which Kyuhyun and everyone around him were able to catch that feeling.

“Kyuhyun, can you please try eating this? We made it ourselves.” Sungmin saw that the young man was free from his work. He called out and beckoned the other person to walk towards him.

“What is it?”

“Salad, but we make the salad dressing ourselves. Please try it.” Once again, Sungmin's actions reminded Kyuhyun of Donghae.

'....We saw that Kyu likes to eat salads. So we tried to make it something to eat. We make our own salad dressing. Can you give it a try?'

But it might be different in that on that day he hurt the hearts of people who meant well for themselves. By avoiding tasting the salad dressing. .....not caring about how the other party will be hurt by their own actions.

“Kyu probably doesn't want to eat our cooking. Oh...it's okay, we understand..."

“Can I please have a spoon?” Sungmin didn't finish speaking. Kyuhyun spoke up and interrupted that sentence. Sungmin was speechless at Kyuhyun's words for a moment. Before smiling with happiness, he immediately turned to pick up the spoon and give it to the other person as requested.

"How are you, Kyu? Is it delicious..." When he saw the other person after eating, he went silent. Until I had to hurry and ask immediately.

"Oh, it's not too sweet, it's delicious." Even though she turned to answer the other person. But another heart couldn't help but think of another person.

.........Your salad dressing that day Will it be like this?

Snap a photo! The sound of taking pictures is louder. causing Kyuhyun to turn and look in the direction of the sound. So he met Sungmin who was holding a phone and turning towards himself. And when the other party knows that they have been caught So he quickly took the phone and hid it behind his own back. But even so, Sungmin didn't walk away.

“Why are you secretly taking pictures of me?”

“Oh..sorry...uh. If Kyu is angry, we can delete it..."

“I asked, why are you taking pictures of me?”

“We...we just want to have some pictures of Kyu to keep, that's all.”

“Even though we know that we have no rights But it's just a little happiness It's just that.” Kyuhyun looked at the other person who had his head down as if disappointed. Before falling asleep, he fell silent and spoke a sentence.

“If you want to keep that picture, keep it.”

"Hm...it's true...Kyu isn't really angry at us."

“Oh, if you want to take a photo next time, just tell me, no. So I don't have to secretly take photos."

“Oh, thank you, Kyu, you are the kindest,” was all he said before happily walking over to his original chair. Without even noticing the behavior of the person who was said to be kind.

'R..we, we're sorry Kyu...don't be angry with us. We won't do this again.'

'We beg you not to interfere with us any further.'

That incident just happened because Donghae intended to secretly draw his picture. But not before Donghae had finished drawing the picture as he had intended. He went back and saw that picture first. He remembered the first time he saw Donghae shed tears for him, even though Donghae had done nothing wrong.

....If only he could get Donghae to continue drawing him.

.....If only that day he could be as kind as Sungmin told him.

Donghae must have smiled. Like Sungmin's smile today, right?

“Honestly, Kyuhyun, do you like Sungmin hyung?” The question asked by one of his close friends, Hyukjae, caused Kyuhyun and Siwon, who were working nearby, to notice. You must immediately turn and look at the person asking. As for Hyukjae, when he saw his friend looking in his direction, he shrugged his shoulders as if to say that what he was asking was nothing strange.

And one more thing, today Sungmin told them that he had business that made him unable to come to the store. Therefore, this is the best opportunity to ask this question.

“What do you say? So you like Sungmin hyung now, right?”

“Hyukjae, how did we talk about not getting involved in this matter again?” Siwon saw that his friend didn't like him and felt embarrassed saying it. Therefore chose to turn to dissuade the cause instead. But it seems like some of these friends are very stubborn today. Because instead of Hyukjae agreeing to listen Instead, she turned and scowled at him.

Then he turned to stare at Kyuhyun's face as if he wanted to continue pushing for an answer.

“Do you want me to date Sungmin?”

“Sungmin hyung is a good person. You yourself seem kind-hearted and follow his every desire, don't you? It's not like..”

“Not like Donghae, right?”

“.......” Up until now, Hyukjae had remained silent, not daring to say anything else. Because he knew that what Kyu had done was not good for Donghae. It's like a sin that haunts Kyuhyun and makes him suffer to this day.

“I don't know if you guys have ever noticed. But really often I feel..that Sungmin is like...Donghae.”

“What do you mean, Kyu?”

“A lot of things, really, whether it's what you do or not. some words spoken or even a look and a smile I really feel I think he's like Donghae.”

“So you thought about having Sungmin hyung replace Donghae?”

“It's not right to do that, Kyu.” Hyukjae wasn't the only one who was about to object. Even Siwon couldn't help but protest.

“No, I didn't think like that.”

“And what do you mean? The address came and said that Sungmin hyung is similar to Donghae. And where else would you be nice to him?”

“I....just don't want anyone to be hurt like Donghae again.”

“All this time I really hurt Donghae a lot. I don't want anyone to be hurt like Donghae again.”

“Kyu.....”

“And also because Sungmin is very similar to Donghae. Like almost everything So if I don't have a chance to make amends to Donghae, I would like to ask for compensation through Sungmin.”

“But it's like I'm repeating myself, I don't know. Because every time I'm nice to Sungmin Seeing Sungmin smiling and happy, then thinking about the time I did with Donghae. It made me feel like if back then....if only then I had been nice to Donghae or just said nice things to him.”

“..Kyu..”

“Donghae, you probably don't need to cry. And it hurt like that.” It wasn't just the pain in his voice that Hyukjae felt like he was about to hold back his feelings of pity and pain for his friend. But also because of Kyuhyun's eyes and hands that began to tense. which made Hyukjae have to support his friend.

This was actually the first time since becoming friends that Hyukjae had seen her friend so weak and in pain.

Hyukjae turned his head to meet Siwon's eyes as if he wanted help and another person's opinion. It was like Siwon was thinking about another problem that might arise.

“Then what should I do next? How similar is Sungmin to Donghae? But you have no right to use him as Donghae's representative.”

“Oh, I know.”

“So what do you want to do next?”

"I....."

“You took all kinds of kindness. that you never gave to Donghae, you put it in Sungmin It's not unusual for him to accidentally think that you have feelings for him. And if one day he finds out that all the things you did, you didn't really want to do to him. How will he feel?”

“It's true what Siwon said, Kyu. No one wants to be anyone's representative.”

“Oh, I know. I'll be honest with Sungmin. As soon as I met Sungmin.”

But then a voice came from behind the three of them. A voice that they didn't expect and didn't want to hear right now.

“Whatever you want to say to me, say it right now Kyu!...”

"Whatever you want to say...just say it directly to me."

"Haven't...ever felt...love me?"

“Sorry, Sungmin.” There was silence again. Even though there were four people in this place, Siwon, looking at the two people staring at each other with expressions of anguish, could only sigh. Then he turned to look at Hyukjae who was standing there acting inappropriately in this situation. Before choosing to walk up to Hyukjae and take him out of this place.

.....Everything after this is up to you to decide.

But no matter which path you choose, We will always be on your side.

“Am I a lot like him, Kyu?”

“It's like...until Kyu took it to be his representative?”

“It's not Sungmin. No one can represent anyone.”

“But Kyu said I was like....”

“No matter how similar they are, Sungmin is Sungmin. Donghae is Donghae No one can replace anyone.”

“Then....why are you being nice to us? For what purpose...”

“We....just don't want anyone to be hurt like Donghae ever again.”

“It was such a mistake that we did to Donghae. Just us making restitution to Donghae alone is not enough.”

“Is there really no room left to love anyone else?”

“Oh, we gave everything to Donghae.”

“Even though he might...never come back again.”

“It's okay, we can wait, we'll wait for Donghae.” Kyuhyun met those trembling eyes and confirmed his words. He saw Sungmin struggling to hold back his tears. And he could only curse himself that it was once again that he had hurt a good person like this.

“We would like to ask you one last question. Last question, we will never ask Kyu anything again.”

“If one day Donghae doesn't come back or he...is not ready to be by Kyu's side anymore. Kyu....can you turn to us?"

".....can..."

“I'm sorry, Sungmin...”

“We confirm our original words. No matter what, we will wait for Donghae.”

“....We....will love only Donghae.”

After Sungmin walked out of the store Soon Siwon and Hyukjae walked back into the store. The two of them said nothing, only a warm embrace and a palm on his shoulder. That was enough for him.

“You don't regret making this choice, right?” It was Hyukjae again who asked this question. When each side began to work on their own duties in the morning. Kyuhyun had no answer for Hyukjae other than a sincere smile.

His love is not ready to be given to anyone else. Or even if he pretends to entrust this love to someone else, he doesn't want it. Since this love belongs to Donghae The only person he would give it to would be Donghae.

“Oh, if you've made a good decision. My guys are fine.”

“Oh, thank you guys so much, I really appreciate it.” Kyuhyun thanked Hyukjae and Siwon from his heart. If he hadn't had these two friends all this time. I don't know what he will be like today.

But in the meantime the shop door opened. Hyukjae, who was on greeting duty, was about to greet the customers like he always did. He was stopped when he turned to see who it was who had stepped into the store.

.....Sungmin.....

“I know.....that I have no right to come here again.”

“But can you go somewhere with me, Kyu?”

“There is someone...he is waiting for you.”

What is this all about? Can anyone please tell me? If there really are angels in the sky, please, please, can the image I see in front of me be just a dream? Because the picture in front of me right now is a small figure. Even though I look very thin, it's because this person is the only person I've been waiting for.

I immediately recognized that it was the same person, lying peacefully on a white bed. The ventilator still works to support this body's ability to survive. The little arm that once reached out to hold my hand. But it was because of me that I rejected him. At this time, it was drilled to give intravenous fluids.

I remember the moment I saw him. I remember the person lying here peacefully.

.........Lee Donghae

“That day after Donghae separated from Kyu. Donghae called me...he...said he had no chance of loving Kyu. At that time, Donghae kept crying. I..so told him...that he should come back to the house. Even if no one loves him...but he has me who loves him. I let him come back...come back to me.” By this time Sungmin was slowly sinking to the ground with tears streaming down his face.

Sungmin's entire body trembled with the force of his sobs and there was no way he could stop them.

“But while he came back The car..in which he was sitting...lost control and crashed to the side of the road....The doctors saved Donghae's life. But the doctor said...Donghae stopped breathing for a moment. So Donghae didn't revive like this....”

“..........” I also wanted to help support Sungmin's body. But I myself am about to be unable to take it anymore. I, too, feel like I'm suffocating.

“Donghae....He has turned into a sleeping prince.”

“We are two brothers. Our parents passed away when we were kids.”

“So both me and Donghae will have to work together since childhood. It was very difficult for us. From an ordinary child who deserves to take time to study. Instead, they had to work in exchange for money to support their lives. There will also be tuition fees.”

“But because Donghae is an optimistic person. No matter how bad things get, Donghae will always smile and fight. Because of that, every time I'm so discouraged I can't stand it. When I saw him, I had the strength to continue fighting. Even Donghae is my younger sibling. But he is stronger than me.”

' Sungmin hyung, please get some sleep. That's it, Donghae will take care of it himself. Sungmin hyung is very tired.'

'It will pass soon, Sungmin hyung. Let's try together'

“But it wasn't long after that when I was in high school. Our uncle also came to ask to sponsor us and take care of us. You were very good to us, you always sent money for us to use. But we still chose to live together here and not move to Seoul with Uncle. Until Donghae entered university, so Donghae moved to Seoul instead.

I didn't move in with Donghae because if I didn't I would leave my parents' house like that. However, we always keep in touch.”

“Donghae always tells me about a man that Donghae fell in love with. Every day, Donghae always tells me what that man is like. Have you talked with each other? Including how hard Donghae tried to get that man....to look at Donghae.” Sungmin was telling the story.

He turned to look at the man whose brother did everything for him. I found a picture that even I didn't want to look at. This is the picture of this man holding his younger brother's hand. Even Kyuhyun didn't let his sobs escape for anyone to hear. But his trembling body clearly told Sungmin that this man was equally sorry for the incident.

“Until that day, suddenly Donghae called me. He told me that I had no chance of loving that man. Donghae cried a lot that day. At that time, I was very angry at that man for making Donghae feel so sad. I don't want him to be alone. So I had him come to me. Everything....is like this.”

'Hello, I don't know if you are a relative of Mr. Lee Donghae.'

' …..Now Mr. Lee Donghae had a car accident earlier in the evening. Mr. Lee Donghae is currently being transported to the hospital...'

Does anyone know how he felt the minute he received the phone call?

The younger brother he loved the most had to be like this because of who.... He remembered well the feeling he felt at that time.

That was the reason why he met.....Kyuhyun.

“At that time I was very angry and very resentful. I want to know...that while my younger sibling had to endure this kind of pain. Did that man ever know anything? Or he continues to be happy in life without my little brother...and because Donghae tells me the story of that man every day. So it wasn't difficult at all to find that man.”

After listening to this, Kyuhyun slowly calmed down. Lift your head to meet the speaker's eyes. who was staring at him still

“The first day we met. And me sitting in that chair wasn't a coincidence Kyu... I know about Donghae sitting in that chair every day. So I purposely went to sit there. How do you talk to him like that?”

'Really...but I want to sit here. It's okay, then I'll get up and let you clean up first. However, I'd like to continue sitting here.'

Because of this, at that time he felt that Sungmin and Donghae were very similar.

“Salad dressing that day I purposely used the salad dressing that Donghae had prepared for you to eat. Or even photos are the same. Unfortunately, I'm not as good at drawing as Donghae. Otherwise it would be more of the same.”

“Why are you doing this..?” Kyuhyun really didn't understand. What exactly did Sungmin want to do to do everything like this? Even if you say how angry and resentful he is, But after doing all this, what has happened?

“Because if I do all this and you fall in love with me. I will leave you....let you suffer from an unrequited love like the one my younger sibling experienced.”

“But if you don't love me. I was thinking of bringing you here anyway. I'm going to let you see my little sister.... My little sister, who is in pain, has to be like this because of people like you!!”

"Let you be hurt and remember.....don't hurt anyone and make him have to be like this again."

“My little brother is probably not ready to go back to you anymore.”

“Go back, Kyu. There is no one here to welcome you anymore.”

“I'm not going anywhere,” came the words from that strong voice. It came from a man who was still holding the hand of a small, unconscious sleeping figure. The look that stared back at Sungmin was steady enough to make Sungmin believe the person who said it.

“Why? No one wants pity here. or remorse from you.”

“I didn't plan on staying here because of that.”

"I just.....want to take care of....the person I love."

“I still confirm my previous words, Sungmin.”

“That I will wait for Donghae.”

“I really love Donghae, Sungmin's younger brother.”

Sungmin slowly walked along the path ahead. Even though he himself couldn't tell where his destination was. But the only thing Sungmin knew was that he should let the two of them have a chance to be together. Two people who love each other Even though the time is different But Sungmin couldn't deny that the two of them had a love that was too big for anyone to block it.

..........No one could intervene between the two of them, not even him.

............Darling Zhou Kyuhyun is heartless.

Is it really his fault that he fell in love with the person his brother had devoted his heart to? Even though I never had the chance to see them. The Kyuhyun that Donghae told him about can make his heart skip a beat every time. But because that was the person my brother loved that he had no right to.

Sungmin could only provide encouragement and find a way to help him win Kyuhyun's heart. Until the day Donghae had an accident and he decided to confront the man out of revenge. He knows it in his heart. In fact, it wasn't resentment or anger that made him meet Kyuhyun.

...........But it was because he wanted to have the chance to meet this man for once.

The longer the days of getting to know each other, the more deeply he felt like he was himself. From wanting to make Kyuhyun love in order to get revenge. He...did everything to make Kyuhyun...really love him. Until that day when Kyuhyun said that he would never be able to love anyone else except his younger brother.

He regained consciousness again. That this man is not his, but this Zhou Kyuhyun is Donghae's.........Donghae's. Whole body and heart

'If one day Donghae doesn't come back or he...is not ready to be beside Kyu anymore. Kyu....can you turn to us?'

'We confirm our original words. No matter what, we will wait for Donghae'

'....We....will love only Donghae'

Zhou Kyuhyun's words from that day were still deeply ingrained in his heart. The time for opportunistic people like you is over, Sungmin. Now it's time for you to return this man to his true owner. And today he saw Kyuhyun holding Donghae's hand tightly. Even though the other party didn't have any reaction in response.

Can make him smile even if this smile has tears stains on it.

Donghae...the person Donghae loves has already loved Donghae in return. Wake up and come see him quickly. I can see...the two people I love are happy together. Hurry and wake up quickly, my dear sister.

[ End ]

This story is the story that I wrote and I'm the most dizzy I've ever written it. How bad do you feel?

If not, maybe I'll delete it, go back and edit it, and then come back and post it again.

For us, if you ask if this story has a sad ending, we say no.

Even though Donghae may not have recovered yet. But at least Donghae fell asleep with Donghae having someone that Donghae loves.

And if Donghae wakes up, Donghae himself will meet the person who loves Donghae again.

As for Kyuhyun, even though it hurts that the person he loves is unconscious, But isn't it better than letting Kyuhyun wait aimlessly? Kyuhyun right now is just waiting, waiting for the day that this person will wake up and hear the words of love.

But the person who might be hurt the most might be Sungmin. Because Sungmin was hurt from the beginning for loving someone he didn't deserve to love. But Sungmin was a good enough hyung for us to create this character.

We're not sure if there will be a sequel to this story. To be honest, I still can't think of a good idea for the sequel. Please stick with it first.

0 Like 56 View 0 Comment
Comments
Meet / Part II : beginning Yaoi
The reunion of seniors and juniors. kihae kibum donghae...
0 Like • 51 View • 0 Comment
Kappleapple | 2024-06-27
Meet / Part I : meeting Yaoi
The reunion of two people Whether it was a coincidence or fate, this meeting definitely had good things happen. kihae kibum donghae...
0 Like • 49 View • 0 Comment
Kappleapple | 2024-06-27
[HaeYe] Brother Hae, Nong Un Fanfiction
I'll come back to see you soon. Haeye hae donghae yesung ye yehae...
0 Like • 110 View • 0 Comment
Miss Bipolar | 2024-06-27
[SJ] Brother Yesung... Yesung x Donghae ft. KangWon Fanfiction
Brother Yesung....This story is awesome. Donghae Kejyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Yesung Donghae Yedong Dongye yehae haeye Yey Yesung oppaye dong donghae donghae lee donghae kim jongwoon jongwoon yedong yetong dongye yeme donke donghake donghaeke yesongme jong Unme Kangin Siwon Kangwon...
0 Like • 184 View • 0 Comment
Miss Bipolar | 2024-06-27
First Snow Fanfiction
The first snow...and the first and only love pg yes) Kyuhae Kyuhyun Donghae SJ fic Kyuhei fanfic Kyuhae sf SJ...
0 Like • 192 View • 0 Comment
ไอลี่ | 2024-06-27
[SF] Dance your love on (HaeEun of SJ) Fanfiction
Let your heart freely choose,like you let your body moveALONG THE RHYTHM HaeEun Donghae Eunhyuk SJ SuJu Super Junior...
0 Like • 222 View • 0 Comment
Kiratar | 2024-06-27
[SJ Fic] Our Legend #Happy8thAnniversarySuperJunior Fanfiction
#Happy8thAnniversarySuperJunior Happy8thAnniversarySuperJunior Super Junior SJ SUJU ELF Leeteuk Heechul Hankyun Yesung Kangin Shindong Sungmin Eunhyuk Donghae Siwon Ryeowook Kibum Kyuhyun Henry Zhoumi Fiction...
0 Like • 381 View • 0 Comment
mgsrchn | 2024-06-27
SF wonhyuk Coffee Shop ... Romance
SF Wonhyuk Coffee Shop Wonhyuk Siwon Hyukjae Donghae...
0 Like • 103 View • 0 Comment
Ella ELF | 2024-06-27
Descendant (HAEEUN) Fanfiction
When the son of heaven fell in love with an earthly man So an unforgivable story began... SJ Donghae Hyukjae HaeEun EunHae Eunhyuk HaeHyuk Super Junior Fiction...
0 Like • 217 View • 0 Comment
[HaeEun] 11 Days Of Donghae Fanfiction
Dong Dang loves little children. HaeEun Dondaeng, little child, Hyukjae, Donghae, Donghae, Hyeun...
0 Like • 132 View • 0 Comment
"Seven Thieves.." | KiHae *End* Fanfiction
I have been a 7-Eleven employee for a long time. I've just encountered it this time! But..he's not like a normal thief. Come and steal my heart.. And then left.. KiHae HunHyuk Yaoi Fic SJ Kibum Donghae TonwanJa...
0 Like • 145 View • 0 Comment
TONWANJA | 2024-06-27
[SF]What is love.... [KyuMin] Fanfiction
[SF]What is love " A person like you...deserves a chance?!...I'm really asking, how much do you understand the word love...Kyuhyun?" Kyu Sungmin Min Hyuk Han Donghae Beom Kibum...
0 Like • 179 View • 0 Comment
Yoghurt Catty | 2024-07-01
White Christmas,, KiHae Fanfiction
This Christmas... May I celebrate with someone under the white snow? Christmas KiHae Yaoi Kihei Kibum Dondhae Kibum Donghae...
0 Like • 111 View • 0 Comment
SWEET SARU | 2024-07-01
[SF : SJ] ::. minute .:: [ Yaoi] Fanfiction
People like me don't deserve to love anyone. And I don't want to love you... [ EunHae/HaeEun] SJ Super Junior Eunhyuk Hyukjae Donghae EunHae HaeEun Yaoi...
0 Like • 139 View • 0 Comment
AsiwSR | 2024-07-01
[SF] Love is really pain... EUNKIHAE Fanfiction
Love is really pain. Kibum Donghae Hyukjae...
0 Like • 74 View • 0 Comment
FishyFishyhae | 2024-07-01
FOR YOU Fanfiction
"There are still many people waiting for her to return... Live instead of me." tiffany donghae sj snsd bear fish...
0 Like • 56 View • 0 Comment
Chicky9 | 2024-07-01
SF Kihae I love you, a stubborn man. Fanfiction
kihae donghae kibum...
0 Like • 89 View • 0 Comment
WHiTEVy | 2024-07-01
[ SF SJ ] Shadows, love and tears ( kyuhae/kyumin) Romance
He once walked straight ahead. I never thought of turning around to look at the people behind me. Even though I know..that person will fall and cry. Until today, he thought of turning around and looking at that woman. ...She's not here anymore. kyuhae kyumin kyuhyun donghae...
0 Like • 57 View • 0 Comment
For you ღ .... [SNSD SJ >> Haesica] Fanfiction
Donghae Jessica Haesica Dongjess...
0 Like • 49 View • 0 Comment
KimChiYun | 2024-07-01
Time : Never : Wait : Anyone [KiHae] Fanfiction
Sad Story~~ kibum donghae bumdong kihae...
0 Like • 84 View • 0 Comment
be_ru | 2024-07-01