I just started writing fiction. If it's good or bad, I'm sorry ^ ^

The second hand continued to move slowly on the face of the beautiful black watch on the young man's right wrist. But it did little to clear the memories in his brain. The young man looked at the drop of blood that had not stopped flowing from the cut on his left wrist, even though it had been nearly 10 minutes.

He stretched out his lips and smiled at his stupid actions but it was a last resort as he wanted to erase the image of that person from his mind. Even if he never had the chance to wake up again.

The young man picked up his cell phone, hoping to record a video before he died. But he didn't have the strength to even lift his arm due to excessive blood loss. So he chose to record himself. and hope it will be sent to that person to hear

"Ahn..Young Kangin" A sweet voice that tried to adjust to normal. But there was still a trembling. “It's me, Jungsoo...I'm sorry I caused trouble last time at your house. It will..until you get scolded by your mother."

The images from yesterday when he had caused trouble at Kangin's house began to replay in his head, replaying over and over. Tears began to overflow and flow down his smooth, now pale cheeks. Thinking and thinking, the young man still laughed to himself. Even though they broke up because Kangin's family wanted him to be with a woman. which he himself was forced to break up with by Kangin's mother.

So he was the one who broke up with him. Even though each word he used to tell Kangin He felt pain and agony. His mouth trembled because he didn't want to speak. But Kangin doesn't seem to understand him at all. So he chose to tell Kangin completely. Of course Kangin cried in front of him. He told Kangin not to mess with him again. And forget the whole story

All of that he really said. But why was it that day that I forgot that I shouldn't interfere in his affairs? Look, because I didn't hear everything from Eunhyuk's mouth. So they misunderstood that Kangin was seriously injured. Even though people are hurt It's Kangin's girlfriend. He hurriedly drove the car to Kangin's house. Actually, Kangin's boyfriend is just slashing his finger with a knife. This made Kangin's mother very angry that she still came to disturb her not as agreed upon, and Kangin himself was probably angry as well.

"This time, I didn't intend to... To Mom...you misunderstood. Okay..finally I have to...sorry for not being able to keep..my promise to you." The young man started to feel dizzy and sleepy from losing a lot of blood. He tried to sound as normal as possible. "But..but I.. will.. forget.. Mr. Da... now. Na.. I'm.. feeling sleepy.. I've slept a lot.. Goodbye...I love you...I still love you...always. Kangin....from Jungsu"

The young man pressed the button to save the finished recording. His eyes looked down at the black watch on his right wrist, but it didn't feel right at all. He couldn't lift it up to look at it because he didn't have the strength in his arm. The young man slowly relaxed his breathing. I shivered because I felt cold. The memories still flowed through his head.

Until he thought that if he closed his eyes for just a moment, the whole image would disappear as well. Including himself, who will probably slowly fade from that person's memory.

"Jungsu!!"

Meanwhile, the young man was still only slightly conscious. He heard the familiar low voice of a person. The person he loved the most He tried to open his eyes to see if it was or not, but he couldn't. The last touch he felt he felt a slight warmth before he lost consciousness.

A bright light shone in the young man's eyes, causing him to become conscious. The young man didn't open his eyes immediately, but was hoping that if he did, he would see a new world waiting for him. But he didn't. When he opened his eyes, he was greeted by a clean, white room that, at a glance, could tell that he was. Probably at the hospital Surely someone would come to help him, but how could they?

Since his room was already locked, when he raised his hand he found that the wound he had cut with the cutter had already been patched up. There were IV lines and blood lines connected to his hands at the bedside. Looking at the blood bag, he saw that the person who donated the blood was Kangin.

“Kangin?” He repeated his name, not believing himself. "impossible..."

“Why can't it be me, Jungsoo hyung?” A deep voice rang out. Looking in the direction of the voice, he saw another thick man.

"I told you not to mess with me." The young man jerked his head away to hide the tears that were about to fall.

"Never....I never stopped loving you even one bit, even though you broke up with me." Kangin's voice seemed shaky. He seemed to be crying as well. "Why...even though you broke up with me, why do you do this?...Why don't you love me anymore?"

"I never said I didn't love you, but..."

“I know you asked me to break up with you. I know the truth from my mother's mouth. To be honest, I don't like Yoon Ji at all. Please. We are reconciled."

"No...what about your mother, Yoonji?"

"I already told him. I chose Jungsu hyung. I can't love anyone else." Kangin gently embraced the young man from behind.

“Promise me. If there's anything, let's tell each other. Don't do this....if I came too late at that time. Isn't it like I'm dead? When I met him, I went crazy and almost didn't make it to the hospital in time. The entire time that you were unconscious, I could only listen to your voice that I had recorded and played over and over. I'm suffering just as much as you."

"Kangin, I'm sorry..........I won't do this again." The young man began to cry so hard that he was shaking. Kangin tightened his hug.

“I love you too, Jungsoo,” Kangin whispered in his ear. "Don't do this again."

"Yes, I promise, Kangin, I promise."

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