M U S I CCAFE : LUN LA
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If it's nostalgia..
#HanHyukDay
Story by :
dark power gibbon
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Note: There is no plot, it's written in a dull style and very short. I don't know the name of the airport in China. It's a mess.. Don't read too much into the details. Thank you.
Hyukjae has something uncomfortable...
Sometimes if you think too much about something Consulting someone would be good too. But consulting with Donghae probably won't help. Better to let it sit and look in the mirror. Or should I ask Hie Teuk?... Even though you can't seem to rely on it. But it's the oldest. Should I know something? ... Maybe.
Hyukjae turns left and right. Sneaking into Hia Teuk's bedroom
“What's wrong?” Heeteuk looked up from the computer screen. Who is promoting your own name, don't take it seriously.
“Hyungs, it's.. if it's like.. we suddenly think of a person, like when we travel, when we listen to music, when we sleep, wherever we turn, we only think of that person's face, and sometimes I feel like I want to meet them. What does that mean?”
after he Handsome Lee Hyukjae The most handsome of Super Junior (I just thought) sitting, lying down, standing, walking, shaking my forehead and thinking about it for about 1 month, 5 days, 6 hours, 1 minute and 7 seconds. If you ask me what I think... I don't know what the hell I was thinking. Suddenly I thought of a person.
Are you close? Not much.
Live together every day? It's not.
It's not like it's anything... Just respect him as an older brother. That's all in the same circle.
“Who? Hui Kyung?” The person speaking here said it like it was a normal matter. But when people ask like Lee Hyuk Jae, I'm stunned. Kim Ki.. How does he know? It must have been clairvoyant.
“Hey.. It's just a hypothetical story. What does this have to do with Hanhyung?” Park Jungsoo, or Heeteuk as everyone calls him, glanced at him accusingly. If you don't know how much you're tempting, you're already a buffalo. It's always like this. Hyukjae is a terrible liar. That is, it's not smooth at all.
“Hankyung went back to China a long time ago. It's not strange that I'll miss you.”
"miss?????"
“Oh, I missed you so I wanted to meet you. And if I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you.” What the hell is love? I refuse with all my heart. I just think of it as an older brother in a band, that's all. People who have met before suddenly disappear, so I'm not used to it. Yeah.. it must definitely be like this.
But no matter what, what Hieteuk said just now is still playing in my head...
'If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you'
I feel like... today the weather is hot, right?
Hyukjae sat distraught in the corner of the practice room...
Recently, what everyone in the group noticed was Hyukjae's abnormality. Maybe I'm dancing incorrectly? In my free time, I like to sit blankly. Sometimes I smile, sometimes I frown.
“I have a crazy friend.” Donghae sat down on the ground in front of Hyukjae. Use the towel around your neck to wipe away the sweat that had flowed from your face from dance practice. Hyukjae looked at Donghae wide-eyed.
“I'm not crazy. What crazy person is this handsome?” If he could vomit, Donghae would probably vomit on Hyukjae's face. What a stupid, narcissistic person. If Hyukjae is handsome This Donghae is probably the prince that girls are crazy about (eh).
“If you miss him that much, go find him.” Hyukjae made a face. ..Donghae already has another clairvoyant. It was definitely a demon heir who had just received a centipede from Hie Teuk.
"What? Who are you thinking of? No."
"You're stubborn. Brother Teuk already told me what you asked." Donghae raised his eyebrows in an annoyed way. I can't trust it at all. My nature is broken.
“Why the fuck is this?”
“Take a leave of absence for a few days. Go find your heart. Hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee
“Kindness, let's go practice dancing.” Hyukjae almost kicked his irritating friend with his foot. What kind of crazy wheels can exist? What heart are you looking for? It's not true at all. He and Hankyung are just brothers... Just siblings, who would think otherwise?
um...
Taking a few days off from work is also good -^-
“Should I go or not? Or should I go or not? Oh!” But if you've come this far, you probably won't go. Well, my damned legs brought me to Incheon Airport. The bag is ready. Leave work and leave successfully. Plus, the plane tickets have been booked.
I really don't want to go. I really don't want to go...
People passing by at Incheon Airport Everyone gossips. Secretly took photos of the young idols from Super Junior. It is expected that at this time the images will have already been published on the internet.
Hyukjae wears dark glasses. Drag the leopard print bag into the gate. Anyway, Hyukjae's airport fashion has to be awesome first. The concept is the Onli tiger pattern. When walking, walk slowly, pressing your phone in case there are fans following you. You will be able to take photos and put them on the internet.
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China airport..
Hyukjae was dragging his luggage in the airport and had to stop... I don't know where to go. The vast land of China Where will I stay? I don't know how to eat. Can't speak Chinese.
Why did I just think of this when I arrived in China?
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“Hyukjae!!!” His ears were definitely ringing, probably blurred because he was hungry. Why does this sound familiar?
Hold on..
Hyukjae turned around and looked at him in shock. because he was grabbed by the wrist Prepared to shake it off. But I looked up and my jaw dropped open.
“Han.. Han hyung [] ”
“Come and pick it up, hand over the bag.” The person in front of him didn't say anything. He snatched the bag from Hyukjae and held it for himself without waiting for the owner's permission. While Hyukjae... Still standing.
I didn't think I'd find it. ...I didn't expect to see it at the airport. When I saw something like this, I didn't feel right. I miss him, I miss him (admit it already), I haven't even prepared myself yet. not prepared speech Didn't look in the mirror Oh, did I lose my hair?
“Have you eaten anything yet?” Hankyung turned to ask the person beside him, leading him to follow. Hyukjae is still as cute as ever, his slightly red cheeks always making him smile.
“I haven't eaten yet. I'm very hungry. Hyung, please give me something to eat.” There was no response, only laughter. With the small smiles of the people next to him, that only made Hyukjae blush even more. As you walk, you pass anything that has shadows and can be seen. Hyukjae will try to fix his hair. Always look at your neatness.
It's exciting....
“Let's go eat in my room now.”
"Uh.. I, like... didn't reserve accommodation."
“I know ^^” Hankyung just smiled and led Hyukjae to the taxi. “Take a taxi. I didn't bring a car...let's go @ %^@( ^( @(^.” Hyukjae sat confusedly in the taxi next to Hankyung in the back seat. Well, I can't hear it.
“Hyung, where are you taking me?”
“Hyung's condo.”
Hyukjae's eyes widened. Hanhyung Condo... Sleeping in the same condo? That means we have to be together one-on-one...
“Your face is red, is it hot? Do you want the chauffeur to turn up the air conditioning?” Hankyung smiles playfully, moving to sit closer, gently fanning his hand near Hyukjae's face so that there's just enough breeze to cool off the heat. ..I know that I'm shy. Just looking at it you know what I'm thinking. But it still wants to tease you.
“Ma, ma..it's okay.” Hyukjae tried to turn away. But there isn't much space in the back seat of a taxi. ..Oh, what are you moving so close to?
“We're here.” Hankyung paid the chauffeur and got out of the car. “Let me carry the bag.” Hyukjae tried to snatch the bag from Hankyung's hand, but Hankyung seemed to know. Turning away from his bag, he took Hyukjae's hand and led him up to his room.
Why do people keep their minds like this?
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“Hyung.. is there only one bedroom?”
“Hyung is alone. There must be only one room,” Hankyung said, dragging Hyukjae's bag into his own bedroom. "So how are we going to sleep?" I hope they don't sleep in the same room... Right...
“If we are in trouble Hyung gave me the room. Hyung, let's sleep on the sofa outside,” the owner of the room said in a fair way, grabbing the pillows on the mattress and the blanket in the closet. Prepare to sleep outside.
"I'll just sleep outside myself."
“Don't be stubborn..” Hyukjae could only suck the air in his mouth in displeasure. Be considerate, be considerate.
“Hyung, go make something to eat. We packed our bags. I'll give it to the whole room.” It was already late afternoon. Hyukjae could only do as he sat in Hankyung's bedroom packing his bags. As for Hankyung, he went to get something to eat. ...Come and stay with him. Plus, let the room owner make something to eat. Hyukjae then decides to go out and help.
“Hyung, what are you doing? Can you help me?”
“It will be finished. There's just a little bit left to add vegetables. Come wash the vegetables for me.” I thought he would refuse. ...Hyukjae confusedly went to help. Hankyung knew that Hyukjae couldn't cook. Washing vegetables was probably the least dangerous job for Hyukjae.
“Oh!” Hankyung was startled and rushed to see what was wrong with the people next to him.
“Water splashed into my eyes.” Do you want to laugh or feel pity or what? Even when you're washing vegetables, water splashes into your eyes. Hyukjae rubbed his eyes with both hands. Hankyung saw this and quickly held out his hand.
“Don't rub your eyes.” Hankyung took a piece of tissue paper and gently wiped it...Hyukjae will lose consciousness.. Very close, very close, their faces almost touching each other....
Hyukjae lowered his eyes, not daring to meet Hankyung's eyes. But the eyes looked at the mouth instead. Oh... don't think evil thoughts. Hyukjae could only shout in his heart. Meanwhile, Hankyung pretends not to know anything. Use one hand to lift Hyukjae's chin up. The other hand gently wiped his face.
~One love one love The memories are beautiful always be my girl One love one love The memories are beautiful I don't wanna ever say good bye~
Hankyung's phone rang. Makes Hyukjae flinch. Turn away from Hankyung. ...I don't know if it's good or not. Well, the song that Hankyung used was....
“Let me answer the phone first.” Hyukjae still didn't dare look at Hankyung. He could only nod his head a little, but he was so embarrassed that he couldn't do anything.
“Yes... Yes... right now? It's me... Yes.. Okay.” Hyukjae looked at Hankong who hung up the phone. He didn't seem very satisfied.
“Do you have work, hyung?”
“Yes.. Sorry that..”
“I can live alone. Not a child anymore,” Hyukjae said as if he didn't care. But in this heart.. There may be some frustration, but this is work. Letting someone come to work like Hyukjae doesn't matter.
“So we didn't eat together at all.”
“I'm only here for one day?” Hankyung really felt like pinching Hyukjae's cheek. It was so annoying.
Hyukjae just sat down.. I guess I really had to eat alone today. Hankyung finished getting dressed and Hyukjae walked him to the front door. Out of habit, a hand reached out to adjust the collar of Hankyung's shirt into place. Well, it's normal to take care of everyone in the group like this.
“It's like having a wife.”
“What did you say just now, Hyung?” Hyukjae said that he shouldn't have been listening. What's wrong with his wife?
“No, no need to wait for me. Maybe I'll be back late." Hankyung said with a smile and walked out of the room.. Who is he waiting for? I'm just thinking about it myself -^-
00.00 hrs.
It's already midnight. But Hankyung still hasn't returned. Well, I'm not waiting. People can't just sleep. No matter where you go, no one will care. Definitely go with a woman. That's right...we're just brothers.
Hyukjae started to freeze with his thoughts...
That's crazy. My little brother is right. What the hell are you thinking? Hyukjae tried to shake off the crazy thoughts in his head as he continued to walk around and refuse to go to sleep. ....other women... Oh, the more I think about it, the more my head hurts.
Hyukjae slammed onto the sofa. I thought that if Hankyung came back, just ask and that would be the end of the matter. Well, we're younger brothers. Yes, it's my younger brother. What are you going to think about?
One hit and then... Two hits already...
Hyukjae began to fall asleep from exhaustion. Just in time for Hankyung to return.
“Hyukjae.. Hyukjae.” Hankyung smiled fondly. Are you here waiting for him? The feeling of returning to the room and having someone waiting for you feels so good. How long had it been since he had felt this feeling?
It was the same before...
Every time he had work until late and had to come back late, it would always be this person who sat and waited on the sofa like this. It's a really nostalgic feeling. I want to go back to that time as well.
“You're back?” Hyukjae stood up sleepily. But probably because I got up too quickly. So Se Han Kyung hurried to support him, fearing that he would fall.
“If you're sleepy, go to your room and sleep.” Hankyung didn't say anything. He picked Hyukjae up. It made Hyukjae's eyes widen and he couldn't stop squirming.
"Let go, I'll walk myself."
“Well, what should I do if I stagger and fall? Let Hyung carry you...don't interrupt." Hankyung hurriedly said, blocking his neck when he saw Hyukjae pretending to argue. Hyukjae could only keep his head down. He raised his hand and wrapped it around Hankyung's neck. Then he allowed me to carry him to sleep.
"Arrived safely in the room, see? You don't have to walk by yourself, you won't feel tired either."
“How many people have you carried like this?” Hyukjae muttered, causing Hankyung to turn around. Since when did you learn to speak cutely like this? It's very dangerous, Hyukjae. Especially together in a bedroom like this.
“Hm..what does that mean?”
“Going to work or doing something?” Hyukjae said, making a pouty face. Hankyung still thought that Hyukjae was still cute like this.
“Will you now learn to be sarcastic?”
"What irony? And is it true?"
"Go with a woman... But it's the producer of the program that has to go out tomorrow. Today he made an appointment to talk about queues. So it was a little late. And that person already has a husband and two children. Hyung isn't going to steal anyone's things."
“Ugh.” I understood. But I'm afraid of losing face here. Hyukjae turned his head and ran the other way. Hankyung could only laugh. Then kissed Hyukjae's cheek once.
“Hyung!”
“Good night.” Hankyung rushed out of the room. Dodge the pillow that Hyukjae threw at you.
Hyukjae.. is really intensely embarrassed.
Lunch.....
Of course, it was already 11 a.m. by the time Hyukjae woke up. He hadn't eaten anything for breakfast. I can't blame Hankyung for not waking up. He woke me up... but he didn't wake up.
“Hyung..I have to go home tomorrow,” Hyukjae said, chewing a large bite of rice. Until Hankyung had to rush to pour water for Hyukjae because he was afraid it would get stuck in his throat.
“Why are you rushing back? Hyung hasn't taken you on a trip yet."
"work
MC
It can't be postponed. Hey Teuk, please call me, hyung.”
"Um..." Everyone was silent and didn't say anything. The time they spent together was really short, and the two of them thought the same thing. We live in different places. Each person has their own dreams. It's true that we once had dreams together. But sometimes people have different paths. same goal It's just that we're not walking together on the same path.
From the time we used to talk every day, play together, be together, how long has that feeling of nostalgia gone? Hankyung who had to go out alone With Hyukjae who has no free time There's not enough time. We'll come see each other like we used to.
I'm sorry.. but I can't do anything. Our times don't match anymore.
“Do you want to go shopping?” Han Kyung invites Hyuk Jae to go shopping together at the supermarket. Anyway, Hyukjae will be back. It would be nice to have a little celebration too.
“Hyung, buy some soju. Soju.” Hyukjae acted like an excited child when he went shopping. Being with Hyukjae is comfortable. Make Hankyung smile and always laugh
After shopping, let's go back to the condo. It is already very evening. Hankyung lets Hyukjae sit on the sofa and cook dinner and snacks himself.
“Eat before you drink or else you'll puke, hyung won't wipe it up for you.” Hyukjae scowled. But he agreed to eat the food. There wasn't much conversation between the two of them. But strangely, it didn't make me uncomfortable at all. On the contrary, relaxed. As soon as he finished eating, Hyukjae almost lunged for the soju bottle.
It didn't take long for Hankyung to make snacks. I put it on the table in the living room. While Hyukjae was sitting on the sofa.... If you drink without stopping, are you going to intoxicate yourself?
"Come on.. take it easy or you'll get drunk."
“It's okay, tomorrow's afternoon flight. What are all the hyungs afraid of? Hahaha.” Hankyung fell down and sat on the blue sofa next to Hyukjae, who was beginning to feel dizzy from the alcohol. A blushing face Turn around and smile sweetly.
"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"
Hankyung only accepted the glass of soju and clinked it reluctantly. He can't get drunk. If you're drunk, who will take care of the person in front of you? ...Hyukjae who was clueless continued to drink. from sitting cross-legged Now he sits with one leg raised like Asim who eats porridge in the morning at a vegetarian restaurant.
“Hyung, fuck you Teuk. Hahahahaha. That day I told him to sit.. Ugh, it's standing. Haha. How can you stand? It's so stupid. Hahahahaha."
“Uh…”
“Hyung, do you know? ..ugh Donghae... take your damn toothbrush, hyung Teuk, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, darn it, wake up and brush. Teeth... And..and a toothbrush hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha Hankyung could only think in his heart.
Hyukjae started to crawl.... That is, it really crawled, it didn't crawl for fun. It rubbed its head against the armrest on the sofa, and its feet... lay on Hankyung's lap. It's not draped. Still kicking Hankyung with his foot.
“Hyukjae.. stop drinking and go to bed.” Hankyung looked at the clock that said it was around 2 a.m. and nudged Hyukjae to get up and go back to his room to sleep. Hyukjae began to close his eyes. Let the glass fall to the floor.. Good thing it's a carpet, the glass didn't break.
“Uh..” There was only a soft response from Hyukjae. Hankyung chuckled. Who would drink that much? It wouldn't be strange to be drunk.
“Please allow me to,” Hankyung scoops Hyukjae up from the sofa. He gently carried him and placed him on the bed. before taking off the cloth to allow the person in front of him to sleep comfortably Hyukjae muttered something that Hankyung couldn't understand. He thought maybe he was just sleepwalking. So I walked out to pick up the things that Hyukjae had strewn on the sofa outside... He must sleep too.
“Hankyung…”
Hankyung, who was about to walk out of the room, stopped. He turned to look at Hyukjae who was asleep on the bed with his eyes closed.
“Hankyung... I miss you.”
Tak building...
I don't know the heartbeat of the person who pretended to be asleep on the bed.
Or is the heartbeat of the person standing at the doorway stronger?
airport..
“You shouldn't rush back.” Hankyung followed Hyukjae to the airport. He wanted the straight man to stay a little longer. He knows what his own mind is thinking. But if you act in a hurry, you're afraid that the person in front of you will have a heart attack and die first.
“I have work to do, hyung. Do you want me to stay here?” Hyukjae raised his eyebrows in an annoyed reply, as Hankyung saw that he wanted to spank her ass once or twice.
“It's interesting too.”
“Crazy.. gone.” In Hyukjae's eyes, Hankyung always likes to talk crazy things. Don't you know that it's embarrassing? Do you understand? Really shy. Y
“So will you come and see me again?”
“You have to see this one first, long hair queue.” Of course, someone as handsome and good-looking as Hyukjae. There will normally be a long queue. *Rushes hair*
"You can still take a leave of absence from work right now, right?" Damn you, Teuk... What are you talking about with Hanhyung? What did you say? Oh!
“Who said! Who is on leave from work..no?”
“I'll wait…” Hankyung looked into Hyukjae's eyes as if to express his feelings. It made Hyukjae's heart race. Should I tell him... or not tell him... You can probably just say it indirectly.
“Yes..someone once said that if I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you.. At first I couldn't believe it.”
“But try to believe it, it's good too.”
'miss'
These words still echo in my heart. But at first, I didn't know if the person in front of me still remembered what he said that night. But after hearing this It wouldn't be wrong to think about yourself, right?
“What the hell are you talking about?” Hyukjae sheepishly walked his bag to the gate.
“Hyukjae!” Hyukjae turned around and looked at the voice calling out to him. Hankyung was standing not far away. Among many people Is it embarrassing to make a noise like that? But I didn't have time to say anything. Hankyung shouted again. It was a sentence that made Hyukjae feel even more embarrassed than before.
"miss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Crazy hyung! Tell me you miss me like this. So what do you think?
“I missed you too!” Hyukjae shouted back and rushed into the gate.
Maybe Hyukjae's next visit to China... It may be faster than you think.
If it's nostalgia I too will miss you.
If it's deep, then it's deep, deep in the heart.
If it was true love, it would be a lot of love.
Waiting for people far away to come back...to see each other.
With people who love each other..
Let's just spend time together. Even for a short period of time, it was a wonderful gift for two people.
[END]
I want to write the word "finish like a buffalo" - -*
I can't take it anymore. These past few days I've been very sick. Because of composing this story
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It's the longest one I've ever married..so tiring I couldn't finish it in time for Hanhyuk day.
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